[Xingren] Years Love Letter

73,

Yukimura returned to the room slightly tired.

New groups and new selections are not what he is good at, but he has always done his best in everything, so he compressed every second of practice time.After practice, he went to care about his players again, and came back a bit late.

Considering that his roommates might be ready to rest, he lightened his movements.

Sure enough, the lights in the room were turned off.

After he finished washing lightly, passing by Buer's bed, he met a pair of glinting eyes.

Yukimura couldn't hold back and took a step back, and after a closer look, he found that it was the same.

...Wait a minute, you don't open your eyes very much during the day, why are your eyes so wide at night?

Yukimura was puzzled, and when he saw Fuji, he smiled and bent his eyebrows, and said angrily, "I'm waiting for you."

Yukimura: "..."

74,

They found the terrace at the end of the corridor.

It was windy at night, and Yukimura even put on a coat.

"You..." Yukimura was a little curious, "If you want to talk heart-to-heart, shouldn't you find your teammates?"

"The relationship is too close, and some things can't be said." Fuji said.

Yukimura has never solved this kind of love trouble, he said, it is not a scandal, but a love trouble between colleagues.

He didn't quite understand why Fuji felt sad because of Tezuka's actions, and he didn't quite understand the depressive atmosphere that had been surrounding the two of them.

There are only two kinds of love that he has experienced, or in other words, he has seen.

One is Marui's "fast-food love" (Marui's language) like Marui's, where you go out with each other when you have a good impression, but work is always more important.

He has experienced and dealt with a lot of scandals, and he only feels troublesome psychologically.In the first half of the year, the pressure that Nioh suffered because of a scandal also made him panic about this kind of thing.

If you fall in love with someone in the circle, and the fans of both parties quarrel, it will be a world-shaking event.

And if he fell in love with someone outside the circle, his fans might make trouble.

They have seen many dangerous ANTIs, and they really don't have the strength to protect others, or even protect themselves.

So why bother?

Idol is already hard.

The road I chose for my dream at first gradually carried more and more things on my shoulders.

Yukimura has no regrets, and has tasted ups and downs along the way, but he also feels that the road of Idol is too difficult.

He has almost exhausted his energy, and he has no way to make room for love.

And he thinks that Lihai is already a very worry-free company, and Qingxue must have had a lot more troubles than him (just look at the many twists and turns in Tezuka's debut), and Tezuka is also the captain, so how can he still have energy? in love?

Even if the resources are not too much, what the captain has to do is not only the part in front of the camera.

Yukimura understood Tezuka's choice.

He only disagrees with one thing, that is, love in the team is something that should not be done, and the source must be eliminated from the very beginning, instead of stopping the loss in time in the middle.

That hurts so much.

Just looking at the same appearance makes people feel lingering fear.

The moonlight was very bright, and Buer could see his expression.

The person who originally had some other purpose keenly read Yukimura's subtext, and a wry smile appeared on his face.

For a while, he didn't practice the nature of his original plan.

"You must be thinking, Tezuka and I, it's so hard, ending is the right choice, right?"

"Isn't it?" Yukimura has always been very straightforward, "Let's not talk about the personal issues of the two people in the future. The most important thing is, what will happen if it is exposed? What will the team do?"

"I didn't ask you to come out and listen to the teaching."

"I know. But I'm not going to comfort you for that."

Bu Er was actually somewhat relieved.

He lowered his head slightly: "You're right. But as ministers, don't you all have a strong sense of responsibility? I only realized recently that he has much more to worry about than me. We're too obvious .”

"Actually, if it's inside the company, there isn't much of a problem." Yukimura made an analogy to their king group. Whether it's Marui or Nioh, they will report to him on this, and they will tell the truth. If there is something, everyone will solve it together. The boss will also help to take the blame.

Bu Er was a little surprised: "I thought you were against it."

"What I object to is making a decision based on emotion without thinking through the follow-up treatment method." Yukimura said, "If you consider all the consequences and are determined to bear everything, and those who may be implicated are willing to help, then there is no problem."

"So, you don't actually object to dating in the team?"

The question of no two sounds like a logical derivative, and it seems to be asked casually.

But Yukimura thought for a while with the concept of "Think carefully about what may happen", and gave an answer from the perspective of the captain: "Let's see if there is a tragic possibility of points. I have to confirm that their love is very important to the team. Is there any harm, and how much negative impact will it have on themselves. As for the external plan, I can make a few plans if I have time, and I cannot say that the negative impact will be completely eliminated, at least..."

Yukimura thought about whether the analogy was appropriate: "At least it won't be as big as Nioh and Tang Ze."

Fuji understood what Yukimura meant.

But he didn't understand another thing.

Why on earth is Nioh so sure that Yukimura won't like him?

"What about you?" He asked tentatively, "You yourself..."

"Me? I don't plan to be in love." Yukimura said, "Although love is not as serious as the previous 'idol disqualification', but I have wasted a year, there is no need to..."

He thought about it, and chose a description that he thought was appropriate: "There is no need to lose your job because of love."

He called it "dereliction of duty".

It is obvious to Yukimura that the year when he was absent due to injury was a serious dereliction of duty in the eyes of Yukimura.

So Captain, do you all have such a psychological burden?

His expression became sad, probably because he thought of Tezuka and himself.

He wondered what mood Tezuka had in deciding to retire?

Such a heavy burden, how hard it must be.

How much he can feel distressed.

For a while, Buer lost the nature of "retaliation".

He sighed: "It's late, go back to sleep."

75,

Yukimura has always been perceptive.

He wondered if Buer had discovered something, so he came to talk to him - he didn't think Buer was someone who casually acted like someone else was showing their weaknesses.

What can be found?

Could it be that someone in his team is also in love?

Who is that?

Marui is definitely not, he and his actor girlfriend are still in love (although they are on the verge of breaking up).

Sanada is definitely not, he and Sanada have known each other for more than [-] years, and when he was in high school, he saw Sanada's love for the first time, and it didn't take long for him to kill him (it was only because he had seen it that he was sure it wasn't).

Where is Liu?

Liu and Kirihara... No, Liu Na is completely taking care of his younger brother.That Liu and others?

Yukimura doesn't think so, Liu and everyone are "gentlemen's friendship is as light as water", but he has a good relationship with Qingxue, but it's just a mixture of "like-minded" and "hating iron but not steel".

Kirihara is still young and obsessed with games, he is basically a character who cares about solitary life.

The rest of Yagyu and Nioh are "official cps", but Nioh had a scandal some time ago, and he also admitted that he dated Tang Zejun in high school, which should be a normal sexual orientation (besides, Yukimura always felt that Nioh had no time to fall in love at all. Guy doesn't even have time to go to the doctor and stays up all the time!).Yagyu is not particularly close to anyone other than Nioh...

Yukimura counted around and still found nothing. He couldn't help wondering whether his observation skills had declined and he didn't care enough about the team members.

He felt that Bu Er should have discovered something. Didn't everyone say that there was a radar for it?

So who the hell wants to eat the grass next to the nest?

Can you find Buer for a hint?

Yukimura was busy performing while busy with the relationship within the team. He was so tired that he almost had to think about life.

76,

Nioh sat next to Yukimura with a plate.

When he was cooking, he saw Yukimura moving his neck and stretching his muscles and bones, so he couldn't help coming over to persuade him: "Xingmura, take it easy and pay attention to your body."

"...It's strange to be told that by you." Yukimura said.

Nioh shrugged his shoulders, and picked the dishes on the dinner plate that he didn't particularly like, but fortunately he didn't dislike them: "I've been very quiet lately. I guarantee to sleep for more than six hours a day, and I also eat well."

"Well, good." Yukimura said casually.

King Ren choked.

In the evening, he came to Yukimura's room with a bottle of medicinal wine.

Yukimura just took a shower and finished blowing his hair. He was a little surprised to see Nioh: "You don't need to practice?"

"A break in the middle. Mr. Haitang is making a small stove for Gan. I told you that I have asked for leave." King Ren put the medicinal wine in his hand on the table, "One hour, you lie down, I will press it for you."

"...Why do I feel that you have been a little..." Yukimura frowned slightly.

Nioh answered the words very naturally: "Then I'm not guilty. You were very tired a while ago, and you were busy with my affairs. Besides, I now find that what you said before is right, the body is more important. Is it an apology? You should not It’s so comfortable, Liu took some plaster from the doctor, he will give it to you tomorrow, remember to stick it on.”

Yukimura thinks his teammates are worried about him again.

He was already on the lower bunk, and Shiraishi's teasing eyes made him a little uncomfortable, but Nioh rarely showed a look of "you listen to me", and he had no reason to feel relieved.

Everyone has grown a lot, and Nioh has also come out of the bad mood some time ago.

It just made him feel strange to be so mature all of a sudden.

Maybe it's just growing up suddenly, isn't it the same for boys and men?

Thinking of this, he followed Nioh's will and got down on the ground.

"When did you learn to massage?"

Nioh's movements are not proficient: "When I was filming with Sanada, there was a martial arts instructor who taught us."

"Then you also massaged Genichiro?"

"...Thinking too much Captain, how could I give Sanada a massage." After finishing speaking, King Ni felt that something had been exposed, and hurriedly made amends, "He will never let me massage him."

Yukimura did not misunderstand.

He knew that Nioh and Sanada actually recognized each other, but he would never admit it verbally.

When it's time to really need it, it won't help.

Their king group has accumulated so many fetters unknowingly.

"If you don't want to give Sanada a massage, why don't you just give me a massage?" Yukimura said with a smile.

Nioh paused for a while, and there was nothing wrong with his tone, but he smiled a little: "That's right, you are the captain. I like you very much."

Yukimura couldn't help laughing.

He didn't know that behind what he couldn't see, King Ni's expression after saying "like" was unexpectedly indifferent, but also with indescribable seriousness.

Then he raised his head and smiled provocatively at Fuji who was watching.

No two: gas into a puffer fish.

The author has something to say: King Ren, who is confident and fearless, will soon get rid of it.

SSR is about to scale up its moves.

No, the SSR is fine, another SSR Yukimura is about to awaken.

Ps: RB is about to die, it's too difficult to log in, and playing songs is exhausting.I hope that the fox's activities will not be too frequent, and the liver will be gone ORZ