Mid single, I am blue, don't bark

The friends next to him were still making a fuss, and Yan Ming sat on the sofa expressionlessly, staring at the phone screen.

He has sent that message.

Still using the identity of "Han Shan" to send out.

Yan Ming was so nervous that his palms were covered with sweat. After waiting for 2 minutes, Lu Ziju still hadn't replied. He was thinking, maybe he hadn't seen it yet.

He also missed the time to finally withdraw the message.

It's up to fate.

Sun Chang sat down beside him and patted him: "What are you doing? Are you in a bad mood?"

Yan Ming: "Unfortunate."

Sun Chang: "Little poor, do you want to give your brother a hug?"

Yan Ming squinted: "Do you want to die?"

Sun Chang spread his hands: "I'm so kind and well-intentioned, you still murder me?"

Yan Ming: "I'm very annoyed now."

Sun Chang: "Tell me, what's wrong?"

"I confessed to someone." Yan Ming sighed heavily.

Sun Chang sneered: "Are you afraid of confessing? Someone will reject you?"

Yan Ming was dejected: "Maybe."

Sun Chang continued to laugh: "Why? Do you not like your face or your money?"

Yan Ming stared at him: "Because he is a straight man."

Sun Chang's smile froze instantly.

Sun Chang was speechless for a long time, his tongue was tied up: "Not only are you fucking bent, but you are also going to provoke a straight man?!"

Yan Ming: "Can you shut up and stop pouring cement on my wound?"

"Is it the boy who was with you outside the yard just now?" Sun Chang clicked his tongue twice, "I said you looked at him strangely, so you have taken a fancy to him!"

Yan Ming was half dead, so he took out his phone and looked at it again, but Lu Ziju still didn't reply to him.

"That guy looks pretty good." Sun Chang said belatedly, and lit a cigarette by the way.

Yan Ming also took a cigarette and put it in his mouth: "Light a cigarette."

Sun Chang ordered for him: "Then what are you doing?"

Yan Ming: "How can I fix it? I've said it all."

"Even if you are rejected, don't feel too bad." Sun Chang comforted him, "There are no fragrant grasses anywhere in the world."

Yan Ming: "I just love that grass."

Sun Chang was shocked: "Are you serious?"

Yan Ming nodded slowly: "Well, I like him very much."

Sun Chang: "Aren't girls cute?"

Yan Ming's fan filter has thousands of layers: "He is the cutest."

Sun Chang's goosebumps were about to fall off.

The phone suddenly ding-dong, and Yan Ming yelled: "Return to me, return to me!"

Sun Chang was also excited: "Look quickly! What did you reply?!"

Yan Ming's hands were shaking, he unlocked the phone and stared at WeChat with breathless breath——

It was my mother who asked in the family group if the classmates had all left.

Yan Ming: "..."

Yan Ming: "Fuck."

Sun Chang: "Calm down."

When it was later, the high school classmates would go back, Yan Ming had no intention of seeing them off, and kept slumped on the sofa like mud and kept an eye on his phone.

It really frightened Lu Ziju...

Courage is a matter of a moment. If Sun Chang hadn't interrupted him in the yard, and Yan Ming had said it all at once while taking advantage of that cheeky energy, would he still be so entangled now?

Maybe this will not be entangled anymore, because Lu Ziju directly rejected him.

No matter how you think about it, it's so sad, why the world treats him so hard.

Until Mom and Dad came back and saw him, Mother Yan smiled and said, "What's the matter? You're so tired after celebrating your birthday?"

Yan Ming said softly "Yes", "Mom, I feel bad."

Mother Yan went to sit beside him, rubbed his head, and looked at her precious son lovingly: "Break in love?"

Father Yan poured water to drink: "Maybe she was dumped by a girl."

Yan Ming hummed and chirped: "Is your son so bad in your eyes?!"

Yan's mother pushed him: "Hurry up and wash it, look at your clothes are covered with cream, very dirty."

Lu Ziju ignored him for a second, and Yan Ming didn't dare to take a step away from the phone for a second.

After washing up in a hurry, Yan Ming went back to his room, forced himself not to look at his phone, put his phone on the table far away to charge, and lay on the bed to play with his tablet.But within 2 minutes, there were tens of thousands of claws scratching in his heart, and he couldn't help it. He got up and looked at his phone, and then returned disappointed.

Repeat this action until 01:30.

For the first time, Yan Ming found that weekend nights were so difficult.

When he couldn't bear the drowsiness and thought that Lu Ziju would never reply to his messages in his life, when he took a look at his phone for the last time, he finally received a message from Lu Ziju who was "giving alms" to him.

The great excitement dispelled the tiredness almost instantly, and Yan Ming clicked on WeChat. The last time his fingers trembled like this was when he was checking the results of the college entrance examination.

……

There are very few people on the bus at this point, and the bus driver is yawning and wants to go home to sleep. There is an anti-Japanese drama in dialect on the small TV. If Lu Ziju is bored, he might watch it a few times. At this moment, he is Not half in the mood.

The WeChat message was sent by Han Shan.

Less than half an hour ago, Yan Ming told him, I will talk to you on the phone later.

No matter how dull and slow he was, Lu Ziju understood everything at this moment.

Lu Ziju stared at the two short lines of bubbles for 10 minutes, and couldn't tell whether Han Shan and Yan Ming were the same person who had a greater impact on him, or whether Yan Ming's confession to him was more unbelievable.

To sum it up is exciting.

Very exciting.

Awesome, Yan Ming.

Lu Ziju flipped through the chat history, the more he looked at it, the more ironic he felt.

Yan Ming may have known that he was God J for a long time. At that time, he didn't know that Han Shan was a distant netizen who foolishly discussed the matter of weaving scarves. Yan Ming was going to laugh crazy on the other end of the phone, right?

How could there be such a brazen person in the world!

Lu Ziju, who was filled with grief and anger, was full of Yan Ming and Han Shan, to be precise, the images of Yan Ming and Diao Chan flashed left and jumped right in his mind.How could the two of them be alone?

Lu Ziju has deep doubts about this world.

Then he successfully passed the stop.

Lu Ziju had no choice but to get off the car at the next stop, and walked back home with the cold wind in the cold winter night.

Grandma had already fallen asleep, and the old man was in a shallow sleep. Lu Ziju lowered his voice, and after washing up, he tiptoed back to the room. When his spine touched the bed, his bones became soft, and he was buried under the quilt.The quilt was taken out by grandma to bask in the sun in the morning. It will be full of the fragrance of the sun, and it smells very happy.

I slept on the small attic bed in the dormitory for a long time, and I couldn't straighten my feet. It was rare to go home and sleep on the big bed, and every bone was clamoring for comfort.

Lu Ziju felt drowsy and drowsy, and when he closed his eyes, Yan Ming appeared in front of him.

Bit by bit about Yan Ming, like a revolving lantern, some things hidden in the memory that can't be too small, emerge one by one.

Yan Ming had some light-colored amber-like eyes.

Yan Ming's silver-gray shiny earrings.

Yan Ming had straight and slender legs straddling the ground.

Yan Ming gave himself a milk-flavored candy.

Ugh.

Lu Ziju held the phone in his hand, looked up at the WeChat chat interface, and stroked his fingers on the keyboard. He didn't know what to reply to Yan Ming.

By the way, Yan Ming also said that he likes him.

like him……

Lu Ziju, who was confessed by the same sex for the first time, didn't feel disgusted or rejected, but was surprised. The surprise was not about gender, but that this person was Yan Ming.

Yan Ming would like him.

It's unbelievable that a colorful socialite like Yan Ming would be willing to be his friend. Lu Ziju actually said that he likes him.

Then...does he like Yan Ming?Have you ever had such a feeling towards Yan Ming that you have never felt before?

Lu Ziju does not reject homosexuality, and respects every sexual orientation, but if he asks himself if he has any thoughts of changing his mind, the answer is very firm - no.

Even if this person is Yan Ming, who he counts as an important friend, he can't change it.

He has a good impression of Yan Ming that the friendship between gentlemen and friends is as light as water, and he is also happy with the time of playing games with Han Shan, but it would be too hasty and exaggerated to impose these emotions as "like".

This was a delay to Yan Ming and a deception to him.

Lu Ziju didn't want to procrastinate, so he was going to reply to Yan Ming.

He couldn't type the simplest five words "I don't like you" for a long time.

Having said that, he and Yan Ming will really break up in the future, let alone friends, ordinary students may be a little embarrassed to see them.

The hand that was about to type was paused. At this moment, Lu Ziju realized that he could reject the blushing and eloquent confession of the classmate next door with a calm face, but he could not refuse Yan Ming's "I like you" .

Fuck, does he really have the potential to bend?

……

Very excited, very nervous, very frantic, Lu Ziju only sent one sentence.

"sorry."

Yan Ming could almost imagine the way Lu Ziju said this sentence, his eyes were cold, his expression was flat, and his favorite coldness was between his brows.

Now it is this coldness that has poured a big bucket of cold water on his passionate love, so that there is no warmth at all.

He was very depressed, and even felt that his self-confidence had been blasted by tens of millions of tons of hammers. Not to mention a hot face, his heart was put in front of Lu Ziju, and finally he reaped a succinct "I'm sorry" in the ice and snow.

I have been flirting with him for so long, bought clothes, gave away skins, let him eat soldiers in the game, and let him take buffs. I spent my heart and soul on Lu Ziju for a few months, and I almost took off the stars in the sky and made them into bracelets. He took the truth from his heart, and he was unmoved, and his heart was like a mirror.

Yan Ming, why do you want to flirt with straight men? Is it because the girls are uncute, or because the gays don't have feelings?

Yan Ming was dejected, and wanted to throw the phone out in the next second, but the phone vibrated again the second it flew out of his hand.

new news? !

Yan Ming held the phone steady and glanced at the screen hastily.

There was no new message, but Lu Ziju withdrew the message just now.

Yan Ming felt that he could do another rescue. .

Lu Ziju regretted it!I must be regretting it!Rejecting him made Lu Ziju regret it!

Yan Ming felt that he could live alive and well for a while longer.

There was no heating in the room. In the December weather, Yan Ming was wearing thin pajamas and stepped on the ground with bare feet, but he didn't feel the slightest bit of cold. On the contrary, he was very excited, excited, and hot.

He could imagine Lu Ziju's inner struggles and entanglements, but he couldn't express his love for him. At first, he was embarrassed to refuse, but after he refused, he regretted it, and finally promised himself to be with him.

Yan Ming waited for another 10 minutes, and a new message from Lu Ziju finally arrived.

"I think we'd still be good friends."

Yan Ming's cell phone was really dropped this time.