Xiaochu

"What, when, when..." Yu Xiao asked while pretending to be calm while driving.

"When I first arrived in the United States." With years of understanding, even if the other party didn't say anything clearly, she could guess what Yu Xiao was asking.

"Wh,,, what?" Yu Xiao involuntarily turned to look at her, and clenched the steering wheel with both hands.

"Drive and look ahead." Yan Ling also turned her head and looked at her with a serious expression. "I don't want to die a second time."

These words pierced Yu Xiao's heart fiercely like a knife. She wanted to defend herself, but she still turned her head and looked forward.

"By the way, where do you live now?" Over the years, the roads here have changed a lot, and she couldn't find her way.

Yan Ling didn't speak for a while. Yu Xiao appeared so suddenly in the garage just now that she didn't react for a while.But now, the person who used to make him terrified and frightened has changed.The news that came from the United States in the past two years was the only comfort I got in the torment of illness.

"I heard that you disbanded the mercenary group." When she asked this sentence, Yan Ling's tone was determined. "Why?" She turned to look at the person who was driving.

",,,,,," Yu Xiao didn't answer for a while, she knew that the other party was looking at her, and wanted to look back at him, but she didn't dare to make fun of this person's life any more. "No,,, there is no need to keep it."

One asked strangely, and the other answered perfunctorily.

Seeing the driver's distracted look, Yan Ling suddenly realized that she must not be able to ask any questions now, so she could only turn her head and look out the window.Trees, houses, and pedestrians were slowly regressing, as if time had begun to go backwards, and the two of them sat quietly in the car, walking aimlessly.

"Where do you,,, live?" Although I enjoyed the silent time with the other party, for a seriously ill person, quietness and rest are the key.

"The house we... used to live in." Yan Ling hesitated without looking back.In order to buy this house at the beginning, she had been running around for a long time. It was obviously such an unbearable memory, but now thinking about it, she actually made herself very attached to it.

Yu Xiao lost his grip on the steering wheel for a moment, and the car almost rushed onto the sidewalk.

"What are you doing?" Yan Ling hurriedly stretched out her hand to pull the steering wheel, but fortunately, the long-term "turbulent" life made Yu Xiao react quickly and pull back the steering wheel.

"Go to the right, we will be there soon." Yan Ling said in shock.Really, since I first met her, I have never had a few days of peace.

"Oh..." Yu Xiao glanced at her thoughtfully, grasping the steering wheel tightly with both hands, trying to maintain the superficial calm with all her strength.

The car turned right, and the former garage entrance soon appeared in front of Akatsuki.She still remembers the scene when she and Yan Ling went out to buy vegetables and came back: "Look at you, why did you buy so many things? You don't usually eat at home..." "Didn't I buy all of this for you? Good intentions are not rewarded!"... At that time, I hadn't figured out my own intentions, and the harmonious and warm life of the two had always been the short-lived happiness in their lives, like epiphyllum blooming in the middle of the night, fragrant and charming.

Yu Xiao stopped the car and watched Yan Ling unbuckle his seat belt. "Xiao...Xiaoling." Yu Xiao pulled her hand reflexively, Yan Ling turned her head and looked at her calmly, her slightly thinned cheeks seemed paler than Yu Xiao's memory.She quickly recalled how she saw Yan Ling in the ward, she was also so pale and lifeless.Holding the opponent's hand, it fell down weakly. "No...it's okay...you go up!"

"Okay...well...rest." Yu Xiao turned his head unnaturally to look forward, only endless blankness and emptiness remained in his eyes, like a ray of dead souls who could not find their destination.

Yu Xiao in Yan Ling's memory has never been what he is now.She is confident, domineering, and always messing around.But now this person is like a helpless child, his heart is tightly locked together.

"Go up and sit down." A very soft sentence drifted into Yu Xiao's ears unpredictably, so that she felt that she had an auditory hallucination.

"If you're busy...let's talk about it next time." Yan Ling pushed open the car door.

"Not busy, I'm going now." Yu Xiao quickly loosened his seat belt, opened the door, got out of the car and ran to Yan Ling to take the things in her hand.

"..."

"I... really have nothing to do." As if afraid of the other party's repentance.

"You have to turn off the car before you go up if you have nothing to do." Yan Ling reminded calmly, she felt that Yu Xiao had really degenerated into a three-year-old child.

"Ah? Oh!" Yu Xiao got into the car and turned off the engine, followed Yan Ling upstairs.

Opening the door, the two walked in.Yu Xiao gently put Yan Ling's things on the tea table. From the moment she entered the door, she found that the furnishings in this house had hardly changed from before.She looked around, Yan Ling handed a glass of clear water into her hand, the afterglow of the setting sun reflected the background of the other party red, making it difficult for Yu Xiao to tell whether it was reality or a dream for a while.

"Thank you...thank you..." She didn't feel thirsty, but still took a small sip involuntarily.The pure and tasteless water seemed to finally make her feel better, and she let out a sigh of relief. "Why? Come back here?" This is a rare complete sentence she uttered.

Hearing this, Yan Ling raised her head and looked at her with calm and calm eyes. "Because the happiest time in my life is here." She answered calmly and gently, without the indignation that once regarded death as home, and the depression of insincere words.It was like a warm wind blowing into Yu Xiao's heart, making her forget how to breathe for a moment.

"哐" the cup fell to the ground, and the spilled water wet Yu Xiao's feet.

"Why are you still the same, you still don't like wearing shoes so much when you enter the house." Yan Ling stood where she was, and there seemed to be something else in her reproachful tone. Before Yu Xiao had time to distinguish carefully, the body did it before the brain There was a reaction.She took a few steps towards Yan Ling, as if she didn't care whether the glass shards would pierce the bottom of her feet, she stretched out her hand and pulled him into her arms, without a trace of tenderness, instead, she seemed to regard death as home.

The fragrance from Yan Ling's hair broke into her brain, so that her heart, which had been chaotic for a long time, finally became clear. "Either, we will be together from now on and never be separated; or, I will dance with you now and never pass away. You choose one." Yu Xiao gritted his teeth.Fuck his "never disturb", I'm not a sage in the first place.If it wasn't for the person in the photo being An Ran, I guess I would have left him dead by now.Yu Xiao tightened her arms, not looking at Yan Ling's face.She was also tired, too tired to ask for a result that she couldn't bear.

"Heh! Dance with me. Can you do it?" Yan Ling wrapped her arms around Yu Xiao's waist.This person is cruel to everyone, and he is not soft on himself.However, to herself alone, she didn't believe that Yu Xiao could do anything. "If I...would you push me down?" Yan Ling asked naively.

"I will!" Yu Xiao grabbed the other person's shoulders, and originally wanted to show a vicious look, but when his eyes touched the face that made him think about it day and night, his eyes suddenly softened, so soft that it made people heartbroken.

"Are you sure?" Yan Ling twitched the corners of her mouth, as if she was looking at a child making trouble for no reason.

Looking at the other party's half-smile expression, Yu Xiaoshou couldn't guess what she was thinking for a while, so she could only freeze in place.The self who used to be full of lies couldn't say a word.But before she could think it through, Yan Ling raised her head on tiptoe and kissed her lips.Yu Xiao's eyes were instantly covered with mist, and everything was so unreal.The person in the arms seemed to think that such a forehead kiss was too tender, and then stretched out his lips and tongue to lightly touch her thin lips.

Yu Xiao just woke up as if being hit by a shield. She pushed Yan Ling away vigorously, trying to see clearly her expression at the moment, whether it was ridicule or disgust.Anyway, no matter what, I don't intend to let go anymore, at worst, torturing each other for a lifetime is better than this year when life is worse than death.However, unexpectedly, what she saw was the other party's smiling face full of tears.Such an expression softened Yu Xiao's originally indestructible determination.

Yan Ling raised her head, as if trying to force back the tears, she looked at the ceiling. "I... almost really died." When she said this, she was as calm as saying that the sun had gone down. "But, before I entered the operating room, I saw your face when you were in the United States and wanted to pull me in a panic..." She looked at Yu Xiao again, and the tears she forced back still couldn't be contained.

"Fortunately, An Ran held you..." She sighed slightly "Fortunately... An Ran held you..." She finally wrapped her arms around Yu Xiao's neck, and leaned towards him, greedily absorbing The breath of the opponent.

"So" Yu Xiao answered with a little breathlessness after being shocked for a long time. "Can I think that you chose the first one?" Even though there are still many questions in my heart, there is always only one answer I want.

"No." Yan Ling finally raised her head calmly, "There was never a second choice." The determined tone brought everything to a successful conclusion. (End of the full text)

The author has something to say: I'm sorry, Carvin.That's it!The follow-up will probably be a happy life with all the hardships and rewards, just for your imagination.