Ode to Pear Blossoms Part 1

Early in the morning, I remembered the fierce knock on the door, and the fairy tale shouted outside: "Brother! Brother Yi Zhen! Here we come!"

Yuan Yi almost didn't pull the injury on his back with a jerk.

Yi Zhen carefully helped him up, walked to the entrance of the living room in slippers to open the door, and saw an old man and a young man outside the door, it was Yuan Wangchun and Fairy Tale.

Yi Zhen quickly invited people in: "Grandpa Yuan, you came here so early."

Yuan Wangchun stroked his beard and smiled: "It's not that I heard that Yuan Yi was injured, so hurry up and have a look, don't wait for him to heal, we have nothing to see."

Fairy Tale nodded heavily: "Where's my brother?"

Yuan Yi came out of the bedroom: "Grandpa, are you here to visit the patient? I read the legend and came to see the excitement."

Yuan Wangchun sat on the sofa with a smile, and Yi Zhen made him a cup of white tea and brought it to him.

Yuan Wangchun looked Yuan Yi up and down: "There is no missing arm or leg, I don't think there is anything wrong."

Yuan Yi pointed his back to Yuan Wangchun: "The back is like this, is it all right?"

Yuan Wangchun took a closer look: "Skin wounds, it should be healed soon."

Yuan Yi sighed: "I really don't know if I am your grandson or if I picked it up from some garbage dump."

Yuan Wangchun stood up on crutches and looked around the house: "But your injury is very interesting. The car hit from the side, and you injured your cervical spine and back."

Yuan Yi shrugged: "I'm too scared."

When Yi Zhen heard this sentence, he raised his head and glanced at Grandpa Yuan, and it happened that Yuan Wangchun also looked at him with a smile.

Yuan Wangchun looked at Yuan Yi's bedroom: "I don't fold the quilt, it's the same as at home. If you are so lazy, someone really needs to take care of you."

Yuan Yi was also taken aback.

Yuan Yi is a delicate master, and after staying with Yuan Wangchun for a long time, he naturally knows Yuan Wangchun's temperament. These words seem to be meaningless, but every sentence is probing for something.

This kind of temptation made Yuan Yi feel inexplicably guilty.

Fairy Tale said excitedly: "So I said, Grandpa, don't always think that your grandson is good. What's the use of him? Except for the few days when Brother Yi Zhen came back to see you in the garden when he was studying opera, when did he usually go back to see you? It's not your granddaughter who is by your side every day..."

Yuan Yi coughed: "Fairy Tale, there is your favorite mango juice in the refrigerator."

When Fairy Tale heard it, she happily ran over to drink mango juice.

Yuan Wangchun sat back on the sofa again, looked at Yi Zhen and said, "Zhen'er, the studio of your Uncle Xu and Yuan Mingjia took on a job as an opera director for a variety show called "Famous Flower Drum" ", a singing competition program for young Peking Opera lovers, are you interested in participating?"

Yi Zhen said, "Am I..."

Yuan Wangchun nodded: "The CCTV program has a good production team. Xu Dehai watched the contestants, and none of them were outstanding. Anyway, you also act. If you take this path in the future, you may have a real chance."

Yi Zhen nodded and said, "Okay."

Yuan Wangchun smiled: "Then you can go back to Qiuyuan."

"Isn't Qiu Peijue living in Qiu Yuan?" Yuan Yi frowned.

"Qiu Peijue is sick and went back to her hometown. The Qiu Garden is empty now. It's just right to wait for your parents to come back in two years. I think it's good for Zhen'er to live now."

Yuan Yi's heart skipped a beat, and he said, "Yi Zhen lives well here, and it's relatively close to the school."

Yuan Wangchun glanced at Yuan Yi and said, "Uncle Xu who lives in the old house can help Zhen'er nearby. If he can get the ranking this time, he will develop towards the Central Academy of Drama in the future."

Yuan Yi wanted to say something else, Yi Zhen looked at Grandpa Yuan and said, "Okay, I'll pack my luggage when I turn around, I just disturbed Grandpa Yuan."

Fairy Tale ran over and said, "Don't disturb, don't disturb! You live in Qiuyuan, and then we can see each other every day!"

Yi Zhen smiled and said nothing.

Yuan Wangchun said: "There is also the matter of your mother. I have already entrusted her with the relationship. I will be able to transfer her to a nursing home in two days. The environment there is better and the cost is cheaper than the current place. Your mother lives there. Comfortable and safe."

Yi Zhen bit her lip and said, "Grandpa Yuan, I don't know how to thank you."

Yuan Wangchun stood up: "There is nothing to thank, as I said, this is the fate of our father and mother, that's enough, we will go back now, I will go back to the old house and wait for you, Zhen'er. "

There was a trace of heavyness in Yuan Wangchun's eyes, and Yi Zhen also stood up and said, "Okay."

Yuan Wangchun nodded, and then left with Fairy Tale.

The house returns to tranquility.

Yuan Yi frowned and looked at Yi Zhen: "You don't want to live here for a long time, right? So you agreed as soon as Grandpa said it? Then you just said it without asking about any program?"

Yi Zhen looked at him without speaking.

Yuan Yi sneered: "Yi Zhen, I didn't expect you to be so tired of me."

After speaking, he fell heavily on the sofa, and then jumped up grinning.

Yi Zhen hurriedly looked at his back: "You are sick, what kind of ghost are you lying down with your back hurt like this?"

Yuan Yi snorted: "You don't need to pretend to be kind."

Yuan Yi saw that there was a wound on the back of his head, and suddenly became angry: "Sit down for me honestly."

After speaking, Yi Zhen went to get the medicine box, dipped some of the medicine prescribed by the doctor, and gently applied the medicine to Yuan Yi's neck.

Yuan Yi frowned in pain and didn't speak.

After a while, Yi Zhen said, "Actually, it's good for us to live separately."

Yuan Yi turned around: "What? What the hell are you just annoying me, annoy me to tell you the truth, I won't be ignored by others, and I'm still rushing."

Yi Zhen dipped his head in the potion: "Yuan Yi, did you take the piece of paper I put on the coffee table in the hotel?"

Yuan Yi was taken aback.

The piece of paper with their names written on it was stuffed into the bag by Yuan Yi that day, and then put in the bedside table.

Yi Zhen said, "So, it's good to separate."

Yuan Yi swallowed: "I don't know what you're talking about."

Yi Zhen screwed on the bottle cap, got up and put it back in the medicine box: "I don't know what I'm talking about either."

Yuan Yi stood up: "Since you and I don't know, what's so scary?"

Yi Zhen turned his head to meet his eyes, Yuan Yi's heart was pounding.

A piece of window paper, tattered and crumbling, can be pierced with one finger.

But in fact, it doesn't matter anymore, because Yi Zhen's eyes have already told him that he understands everything.

Yuan Yi turned his head and smiled bitterly: "You don't have to do this, I can't do anything, I dare not do anything, you don't have to run away because you are afraid of me."

Yi Zhen looked at Yuan Yi without speaking.

Yuan Yi took a deep breath, and sat back on the sofa again: "I went to see a psychiatrist that day, and she said that it was not a problem with me, and I couldn't tell whether it was right or wrong, but I knew in my heart that it was terrible. I'm more panicked than you, so what's so scary about me?"

Yi Zhen asked softly, "Why did you go to the psychological clinic?"

Yuan Yi lowered his eyes: "Because I want to find a supporter, a strange supporter, let him tell me that this is not a disease, I need someone to tell me that I am normal, but when a person needs psychological recognition, he I already knew it was wrong.”

Yi Zhen lowered his head and replied in a low voice, "Oh."

Yuan Yi looked at Yi Zhen: "That's why I'm so timid as a mouse, are you afraid of wool?"

The corners of Yi Zhen's mouth raised slightly when he heard this, Yuan Yi was sometimes straightforward like a fool, and was never afraid to reveal what was in his heart. Seeing that Yi Zhen already knew what he was thinking, he made up his mind to break the can. Falling, Yuan Yi was telling himself, that's what he thought, but he could handle it by himself, so he didn't have to worry about it.

Yi Zhen also looked straight into his eyes: "No, I'm not afraid of you."

"Then you go to Qiuyuan to live as a ghost?"

"Grandpa Yuan asked me to go for his own reasons." Yi Zhen said.

Yuan Yi snorted: "What reason can he have?"

Why didn't Yuan Yi know what his grandfather was thinking? As soon as the old man came in, he looked at his injuries. He knew that he was injured so badly to protect Yi Zhen. He also saw that the quilt in Yi Zhen's room did not move. Sleep in the same room with Yi Zhen.

The old man knew himself too well, better than his parents, and he might have misunderstood something. Yuan Yi felt wronged, and he really didn't do anything.

Yi Zhen said, "Yuan Yi, we shouldn't worry Grandpa Yuan."

This sentence was like enlightenment, which made Yuan Yi unable to refute.

Yuan Yi whispered: "Then, what about you? Will you avoid me because of this?"

Would you be a little bit interested in me too?Yuan Yi held this sentence in his heart, and dared not ask it out.

Yi Zhen looked at him without speaking.

Yi Zhen's eyes were as bright as stars, Yuan Yi suddenly didn't want to hear the answer, he was afraid it would be worse than he imagined, if Yi Zhen was afraid of him from now on and stayed away from him, he didn't know how long he would have to lick his wound.

Yuan Yi waved his hand: "Forget it, I know you're afraid of me, so stop talking."

"I'm not afraid of you, I'm afraid of myself."

After Yi Zhen said this, he went straight back to the room.

Yuan Yi stood there in a daze, thinking about this sentence carefully, his heart was shocked.

Yuan Yi's heart was pounding, looking at Yi Zhen's closed door, he didn't have the courage to ask any more questions.

Yi Zhen lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling in a daze.

Yuan Yi is a straightforward person, no matter how well he thinks he hides his thoughts, he will show his feet everywhere, maybe when he ran three streets to buy medicine for himself when he had a fever, or maybe he stole the long-cherished When opening a piece of paper, maybe it was when Wang Lichuan's throat was stabbed with a ring, or when he looked at himself with fierce eyes and said: "I have something to do", maybe it was an awkward look, an awkward movement, or a sudden surprise. kiss...

What about yourself?

Yi Zhen asked himself, he was just used to hiding.

How long this thought has been, he himself does not know.

Maybe it was when he used his body to shield himself from danger in spite of everything, maybe it was when he was wearing pajamas and complaining about this and that, maybe it was when he protected himself behind him to fight in the night market...

Maybe earlier.

Maybe it was when the man hugged him to sleep before he left Beijing, or maybe it was the time when he sent Luffy's figure on his eighth birthday...

Yi Zhen smiled, no, maybe earlier than these.

When that person appeared on the south wall for the first time and threw a stone at him, what was he thinking at that time?

At that time, I thought: This person is really good-looking, more beautiful than everyone I have ever seen.