[Black Basket] To me five years ago

Even in summer, it feels a bit cold to be blown by the cool night wind like this.

I rubbed my naked arm with my hand, and I was a little annoyed why I didn't listen to my mother to put on my coat this morning.

I looked up at the starry sky full of stars. The dense star points indicate that tomorrow will be a good weather again, and such a beautiful night sky is nothing more than that in my eyes at this time. Compared with the beauty and comfort of this sky, All that fills my heart is depression and irritability. If I want to describe it, it is probably that my head is stuffed with paste, and whenever I want to think about something, it will stop functioning.

When I was in a daze, I felt a hand on the top of my head, and the gentle rubbing feeling seemed to convey infinite pity to me. Kise Ryota, who was walking side by side with me, said, "Is Xiao Chiho cold?"

"No." I grabbed his hand on my head, responded casually, quickened my pace and walked in front of him, maintaining this state until I got home.

I didn't tell my parents that I was back as usual, I kicked my shoes on the porch, walked back to the bedroom with my schoolbag in my arms, opened the door and walked to the bed in the dark, and threw the schoolbag on the ground heavily, ignoring the sound With a muffled sound, I pulled off the quilt and got inside.

My fingers touched the Band-Aid on the right neck, and what happened before flooded into my brain instantly. I closed my eyes and tried to squeeze out those memories, but this approach was counterproductive, and in the end it reminded me of everything.

From now on... how should I face Kise Ryota?

Could it be that the relationship between me and Ryota is as written in the letter, going farther and farther?In this case, what's the point of writing to me five years from now?Regarding what Ryota did to me this time, the above did not mention it at all, is it because I have not experienced it five years later?

Because I received the letter, the current world and that world have undergone a huge deviation?

Tsk...so annoying.

Obviously, the matter of Kise Ryota is enough to make me depressed, and now thinking about the letter will only make me more upset.

Rubbing my head, I got up from the bed, went downstairs to take a shower after dinner, and when I returned to the room, there was no light in the room opposite the window.

But my intuition tells me that Kise Ryota is inside.

I rubbed my long wet hair with a handkerchief, and the hanging hair was attached to the clothes, and the water droplets soaked the clothes, bringing a cool touch.

The feeling of looking forward to something was terrible, as he glanced at the French windows covered by curtains from time to time.

And yet... I don't know what I'm expecting.

Probably... I wonder if Kise Ryota will knock on my window like usual.

This idiotic waiting never happened after I stared at the phone screen for an hour. Similarly, the lights of the opposite house did not turn on, which even made me suspect that my intuition just now was wrong.

If Kise Ryota is really not in the house, it means... he is hiding from me, right?

Indeed, after Ryota apologized to me before, I have been in a state of silence and kept ignoring him.That's because I can't understand why Kise Ryota did such a thing to me. According to what he said, if he was just jealous, the possessiveness he showed at that time must have feelings proportional to it.

If I had to say the answer, it would be that Ryo likes me too much.

This is something I never thought would happen.

But since he likes me, why did Guo Yi reject my confession?

I... really don't know him at all.

I can't imagine how the relationship with him will change after today, but the only thing I can be sure of is that I don't want to go further and further away from Ryota, and I don't want to let the things written in the letter happen.

Since you want to avoid this future, then work hard to meet the challenge, Ayaki Chiho!

After patting my face, I let out a long breath, got up and opened the curtains, opened the floor-to-ceiling windows and walked directly to the balcony.

Because I was only wearing a set of thin pajamas, I couldn’t help but get goosebumps the moment my skin touched the wind, and only the surface layer of hair that was not dry was lifted up, scratching my face was a little itchy Feel.

I leaned against the guardrail on the edge of the balcony and stared blankly at the room in front of me for a long time. I moved my lips a few times before slowly calling out Ryota's name.

After that not-so-loud voice, there was a long silence.The sound of the wind in the ears would occasionally break the silence, the light from behind was projected on the glass in front, and the figure on it showed a height that did not match the owner's at all, all of these were gradually quieted down The atmosphere was buried, and no one answered after an unknown period of time.

"Ryota, are you there?" I took the trouble to ask again, "If you are, just answer me, okay?"

"Ryota."

"Ryota."

"Hey, Erhuang!" In desperation, I changed my name, but the result was the same.

Pursing my lips, I thought about it for a while, then turned around and went back to the room, took out a stool, stepped on it, carefully turned over the balcony of my house, and jumped to the opposite side.

When I reached out to knock on the glass, I paused, took a deep breath, and did not forget to simulate in my head how I would tell Ryota about our decision to forget about it.

After all, that was the best result I could come up with after thinking about it.

If I don't care, if I tell Ryota that I forgive him, this matter will pass.

However, I seem to be oversimplifying things.

When I tried to open the window in front of me and go directly to Kise Ryota, I realized that the window was locked.

Since I moved to the bedroom where I live now, Ryota and I usually don't lock the windows for the convenience of two people talking—even at night.But now this kind of result, without the other party telling me, I can guess what the situation is.

Suddenly, a burst of sourness rose to the tip of the nose, and the feeling of grievance swept over all emotions in an instant, and the sourness in my heart caused tears to come to my eyes all at once.

I signaled in my heart that I couldn't cry, rubbed the tip of my nose with my fingers, and slowly supported the edge of the balcony back to the other side.

When I got off the guardrail, I supported both sides with my hands, and one foot stepped on the stool that was there before. When I stepped down with the other foot, I accidentally stepped on the air and fell to the ground.

There was a burning pain in my knee in an instant, and the fallen stool hit my calf impartially, causing another burst of pain.

The muffled sound made by the fall was not harsh, and my parents probably didn't come to ask me about my situation because they had already rested.Standing up slowly from the ground, I first took a look at my sore knee. There was a new mark on the wound that had not fully healed from the fall during the sleepover. Although the skin on my left knee was not to the extent of bleeding , but it is not light.

I pinched the area around the wound with my hands, and the pain instantly made me grin my teeth and had to give up this stupid action.

Dragging my injured leg back into the house, I locked the floor-to-ceiling windows and tiptoed to the living room to find the medicine box to fill myself with medicine.

Since I was a bumpy person when I was a child, there was never a shortage of medicine for wound treatment at home.Turning on the light in the living room, I sat on the sofa alone, took out a cotton swab, dipped some medicine, and applied it to the wound. The more painful touch than when I fell down before, I had to take a deep breath. The pain from the bite of thousands of bugs instantly summoned my tears.

When the first tear fell from my eyes, I couldn't help but hugged my knees and thighs and started crying.

Maybe it was the tears shed because of the pain of the wound bitten by the medicine;

Or maybe it was the venting of the feeling of grievance just now;

More likely, it was the sadness caused by Kise Ryota avoiding me after I made a decision.

Tens of thousands of uncomfortable emotions are pressing on every corner of my body, and I can only relieve this pain by crying.After being rejected by Ryota last year, I once again felt that being in love is such a painful thing.

This kind of secret love that can't predict the future brings me as if there is only an endless abyss. From it, I can't experience the joy of feelings, but bear such a heavy sadness.

The matter has come to this point, I no longer dare to think about whether Kise Ryota likes me, if this kind of thought can flow out of my body with today's tears and leave me, it would be great.

At least, this kind of boring worrying can end.

Since that day, my relationship with Kise Ryota has not seemed to have changed on the surface.

It's just on the surface.

We will still go to school together as usual, and he still has that sunny smile when he sees me, and even the usual communication is the same as before.

Neither of us mentioned what happened on the day of the school festival, and he didn't say a word about Aizawa-kun around me. This seems to be a good sign, but it is accompanied by his intention to reduce the solitude between us. time and number of speeches.

In this matter, I completely lacked the bravery I had that night. The impulse that drove me to find him on the balcony of Kise's house has dissipated after facing his actions.As for my reaction, I can use a mediocre description, and I am no longer trying to communicate this matter with him.Afterwards, a piece of news from the basketball department seemed to give me hope, and that was—the list of starting members for the entire middle school.

Akashi Seijuro, Midorima Shintaro, Aomine Daiki, Murasakihara Atsushi, and Kise Ryota.

After Haizaki Shogo left, Ryota filled the vacancy of Teiko No. [-] and became the main selection and also became the starting member of Teiko Basketball Club.

This sudden news reminded me of a promise I made with Ryota when he first joined the army.

At this time, I was glad that I agreed to Kise Ryota's request at that time, but I never thought that something unexpected would happen next.

I still remember the scene where Ryota told me the promise with a wry smile:

It was his first day in the First Army. I chatted with him on the balcony after I went home at night. His original words were:

——Xiao Chiho, when I become an official team member, you and I can go on a date.

Until now, I haven't been able to understand the reason why he proposed this agreement, but since I agreed, I will do it.

When I mentioned this matter to him, Ryota was taken aback, and the same wry smile appeared on his face, he hesitated for a long time before he said to me: "Although I'm sorry for Xiao Chiho, But you'd better forget about this promise."

"I thought about it carefully. It's better to keep a distance between me and Xiao Chiho."

The author has something to say: *The agreement between Erhuang and Chiho is the content of chapter 18, the first entry into the First Army.

Because blackening is not within the scope of the outline, after I wrote Qianqianzi, I didn’t know how to write it later...

In fact, the original plan was to write dating memes, as well as Akashi and Nishiko's memes.Well... the plan can't keep up with the changes, sprinkle sugar or something, let's wait [Hello

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