[Black Basket] To me five years ago

I don't know how long I ran, and when I stopped, I realized that I was not in school.

Looking around, the quiet street is lined with a row of single-family buildings. Under the dark night sky, the street lamps and the lights of the surrounding people illuminate the road ahead. I raised my hand and wiped the dried tears on my face. The tear stains on it made my cheeks wrinkled. I stood still and rubbed my eyes. I let out a long breath before dragging my heavy steps back home.

I took out the key and opened the door. Without answering my mother's voice in the kitchen, I went straight back to the room.

In the dark, I walked to the bed and fell on it. I buried my face in the pillow and took a deep breath. My brain was so messed up that I couldn't think at all. Just thinking about what happened today made my head hurt like it exploded.

I don't understand why I have such a mood, why I have such an attitude towards Kise Ryota.Don't you just know that Ryota has someone he likes?

It has nothing to do with me who he likes too much, but why does he still feel so uncomfortable?This feeling of being sucked out of my soul is so painful, just thinking about his words makes me feel suffocated.

I know that Kise Ryota treats girls very casually on the surface, dating and singing K with the opposite sex is common, but he has never dated anyone.There are so many excellent girls around him, but he hasn't changed his mind. Ryota must really like that girl.

Even though he doesn't even know who the person he likes, at this moment, I already think that the other person is the happiest person in the world.

As for me, I became so abnormal after hearing what he said, and still treated Ryota like that at school, what qualifications do I have to meet him next...

With a sneer, I sat up and looked up at the ceiling, my eyes adapted to the darkness could barely see the style of the ceiling lamp.After changing my sitting position, I opened the drawer of the bedside cabinet and took out the stack of letters inside, but stopped when I was about to open it.

Is there any point in reading this letter now?Even if I know who Kise Ryo likes so much, what can I change?

Clenching the envelope tightly in my hand, I gritted my teeth and took out a piece of letter paper from inside.

June [-]:

During practice, Ryota challenges Haizaki-kun, but loses.If you can, please persuade him not to do this. Until now, I don't want to think of Ryota's appearance at that time, and I believe you don't want to see it either.

I was not able to participate in the next basketball team sleepover. Although it is good to rest at home, I still hope to be with everyone. After all, there is not much time to play happily together.

PS: If you can pass all the test scores in the next test, you may be able to participate in the dorm.

June [-]:

The co-camp plan was changed, all members of the first army participated, and the manager who went to the co-camp was replaced by Xiao Ya from Xiao Mei.

It is true that there will be a few days of leisure life in the next few days, but the disadvantage is probably that I can't celebrate Ryota's birthday.

When I continued to flip through the pages and was about to read the following content, my mother yelled at me——

"Chiho, Ryota brought you a schoolbag."

Hearing this name, the body is like an electric shock.I squeezed the paper in my hand, lowered my head and didn't respond.

"Chiho, Chiho——" Mom yelled again from below, I put away the letter and put it back where it was, got up and locked the floor-to-ceiling windows, drew the curtains and turned off the desk lamp, and wrapped my head in bed with a blanket. After a while, my mother came up and knocked on my door.

Seeing that I didn't get up to open the door, she went straight into the room.

"Why don't you go down when Mrs. Liang sent you a schoolbag, and you even dropped the schoolbag at school, really." My mother came over to poke me, still muttering, "Go down and eat, boy."

"I do not want to eat."

"Yo, you didn't even eat your food after arguing with Ryota?"

"There is no quarrel!"

"Since there is no quarrel, why don't you even want to see each other?"

"It's not like I haven't seen it before..." I whispered back, wrapped the quilt tightly around my body, the bed behind me suddenly sank, and my head felt like being rubbed by my mother through the quilt.She probably didn't hear what I said just now, she bent down and leaned on my back and whispered, "Liangta won't be really angry with you, go and make up with him when you're angry."

I don't know that Kise Ryota won't be really angry with me, since I was a child, whenever he made me unhappy, he would always take the initiative to reconcile.I'm not a person who likes to hold grudges, as long as I see Ryota, the previous anger will disappear.

It would be fine if Ryota provoked me this time, but that's not the case. After all, it's me who is having conflicts.

"I-I know."

"By the way, grandparents will come to visit you from Kobe tomorrow, so you should stop participating in club activities and go home early."

Hearing what my mother said, I lifted the quilt, turned my head and asked her with pouty cheeks: "Why!"

"Why, why, I told you to come back early, and you won't play games, and it's okay if you don't participate in club activities for a few days." Mom's tone suddenly changed.

I pulled the bedding to cover half of my face, and nodded in agreement with extreme reluctance.

On the second day, I went to explain the reason to Captain Hongcun and asked for a three-day leave. When I returned to the classroom, I lay down on the table and let out a long sigh.

Scanning the time and subjects of tomorrow's exam written with white chalk on the blackboard, I turned my head, and a red figure came into view. Xizi Ichijoji, who walked up to me, pulled a stool and sat down. chestnut.

I rubbed the painful place with my hands, and I still lay on the table without moving, resting my chin on the table and shaking my head from side to side, not in the mood to pay attention to Xizi.

Queen Xizi was obviously dissatisfied with my reaction, she patted my table with her hand, and hurriedly asked 'Hello, hey, hey'.

"Are you here alone again this morning?"

When I heard her ask, I had a little reaction.

"how do you know?"

"Because if you come with Ryota-kun, you will control it within a certain time period." Ichijoji Nishiko leaned her upper body back, leaning on the table in front of me, with her arms folded as if she was in control, "Could it be... …in argument?"

Why are one and two so sensitive? Forget about mother, Xizi can judge only by me alone in the morning?

"It's not a quarrel..."

"Then why do you look listless?"

"I don't know how to take the initiative to reconcile with Ryota..." Last night I was thinking about what happened before, and I didn't reply to all the text messages and calls from Ryota, including getting up early this morning In order to avoid Ryota's time to go out.

I think it's not because I'm angry with him, what's more, I don't have any right to be angry. What's bothering me now is how to reconcile with Ryota, and tell him that I know he has someone he likes so I'm not happy? ?Will Ryota forgive me if you know that I am such a small-bellied person?If I treat him like that based on my own feelings, even Ryota will definitely be angry.

When I think about it this way, I feel like a really bad person.

"I believe that if it is Mr. Liang, as long as you take the initiative to reconcile, no matter what method it is, he will be happy."

"Really?" I looked up at Xizi, thinking, my eyes must be shining right now.

"It's up to you to test whether it's true or not. I'm just expressing my opinion. But... You probably don't spend as much time with Ryota-kun now as before."

"Eh?" Why can't I understand Xizi's words... I spent more time with Liangta than before, didn't Xizi also know that Liangtai joined the first army?

Seeing my puzzled face, Xizi hesitated to speak, which was really tantalizing.

"Xizi, what do you mean?"

"No." Xizi shook his head, and returned to his seat when the class bell rang.

This class is the class of the homeroom teacher. I talked about tomorrow's exam for a long time, but I didn't listen to much of what it was about. I just rested my chin on one hand and looked out the window, thinking about how to reconcile with Ryota.

I won't go to club activities in the afternoon, so wait until he comes home?By then, will it be too late?

After the fugue was over, the teacher’s voice called me back, I shook my head and stopped thinking about it. When the lunch break came and the bell rang, I got up from my seat and deliberately avoided the teacher to go out through the back door, but when I ran to the back He bumped into Aomine Daiki who got up from his seat and walked to the aisle head-on.

One didn't stabilize my body, and I staggered two steps to the side. When my waist just hit the corner of the table, a hand grabbed my arm, which didn't cause my waist to be hit harder.

As my savior, Shintaro Midorima, who was sitting behind Aomine Daiki, let go of my hand, pushed his glasses, and said solemnly: "Ayaki, don't run around in the classroom, and Aomine, you should Pay more attention to your surroundings."

"It's not good that Ayaki bumped into me suddenly!"

"I'm sorry, I'm in a hurry to find Ryota, let's go first~" Waved my hand, I ran out of the classroom and ran towards Ryota's class.

When I arrived at the door, two girls just came out from inside. I asked the two girls to call Ryota for me. The two of them looked at each other and said with a smile: "Kise-kun seems to be out after class."

"Eh...? Is that so..."

"Well, if you have something urgent to find him, you can also go to his girlfriend. Kise-kun should be with his girlfriend."

The girl suggested to me with a gentle face, but after hearing her words, my head seemed to stop working suddenly, only the word 'girlfriend' was stuffed in it.

Kise Ryota's girlfriend?

Yesterday was the person I liked, today is the girlfriend?

"Cheat...you're lying, girlfriend?" I moved my lips lightly, and I heard my voice trembling a little.

"Yes, but I don't know which class it is in. I'm sorry I can't help you."

"No, it doesn't matter."

I quickly returned a smile, turned around and trotted away.

Walking down the hallway weakly, the laughing students around me seemed to be in a different world from me, and the noisy voice seemed to be blocked by me. The sadness I felt yesterday swept over again, which made me confused What the hell is it for.

Suddenly remembered Xizi's tantalizing words before, could it be... that's what she meant at the time?Xizi also knows that Ryota has a girlfriend?

In the end, I was the only one who was kept in the dark. My childhood sweetheart and growing up together were just reasons I used to comfort myself.

Look, Ayaki Chiho, in fact, you are not as special as you think in Kise Ryota's heart.

I suddenly sneered, raised my head and sniffed, and walked towards the classroom at a faster pace.

"Xiao Chiho——" A familiar voice suddenly sounded behind me, and the only person who could call me that was Kise Ryota.

Standing there in a daze, I resisted the urge to look back at him, and kept kneading the corners of my skirt. I wondered if tears would fall from my eyes after looking back at him.

Heh... Ayaki Chiho, when did you become so hypocritical.

Gritting my teeth, I stepped forward and ran forward, but after a few steps, I was grabbed by someone.The strong force between the arms forced me to turn around and look backward, Kise Ryota's frowning appearance came into view, and I was a little scared to see that face I was used to seeing.

I don't want him to know that I'm such a petite; I don't want him to know that I don't want him to have a girlfriend. Just let me go at this time, why do I have to catch up?

"Xiao Chiho, I just heard from the girls in the class that you came to see me, what's the matter?"

"Nothing! I didn't look for you either! Let me go quickly." I pulled my hand back from Ryota's with all my strength, but he didn't have the intention of letting me go like this. Not only did he not let go, but instead Increased the strength of the hand.

"Xiao Chiho, what's the matter with you! Did I do something to make you angry?"

Facing Kise Ryota's relentless pursuit, my messy head couldn't calm down and think. Pushing his hand that grabbed my arm, I yelled at him regardless of the surrounding environment: "I don't want to see you! Let me go!"

"Why do you..." His voice almost coincided with mine, but he stopped abruptly after speaking halfway.

Feeling that the strength in my hand has loosened a lot, I was about to turn around and leave, but I heard him say 'that's it'.

I took a step back and suddenly stopped, I raised my head to look at Kise Ryota, the tears in my eyes made my vision slightly blurred, but it didn't stop me from seeing Ryota's expression.

The slightly anxious expression just now was gone, and the sinking expression was stained with a little pain, and the brown eyes were a little dull, such a sad feeling seemed to express that I hurt him.

Suddenly, he raised the corner of his mouth helplessly, his bitter smile seemed to be mocking himself, and he withdrew his gaze from me, Ryota turned and left without hesitation.

— didn't look back.

I stood there and laughed twice, tears could not stop falling from my eyes.The classmates walking around cast strange eyes at me. At that moment, I couldn't feel the strange eyes of others, but clearly realized that I was nothing more than that in Kise Ryota's heart.

When I got home that day, I dug out the diary that recorded last September, and found this sentence at the bottom of a certain page: Starting today, Chiho Ayaki decided to give up Ryota Kise.

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