The majestic sister of the red mansion

Mo Yue did not expect that the grandma who always loved her grandson and gave half as much pocket money to her grandson as she did her granddaughter every time would come to her, and took out a handkerchief from her pocket with shaking hands. The inside was bulging, and grandma opened it carefully. Oh, the odds and ends in the handkerchief are money, five yuan, ten yuan, fifty yuan...

Grandma counted carefully until she finished counting, put them neatly in her palm, touched her head and said, "Silly girl, how can people do without food, grandma! I haven't read a book in my life, I don't know The benefits of going to school, don't blame your father, he is the head of the family, and the two sons need money to go to school to study and build a house to marry a wife. Your elder brother has seen the age of marrying a wife, and the new house has not yet been built. Your father is also anxious!"

"Grandma, I want to study. Why does my father only think about my elder brother and younger brother and can't think about me? Can't I just wait for two years? When I go to college, find a good job, and earn money, I will pay them to build a house and marry a wife." Can't the money work?" Mo Yue was not flat, even crying with resentment, it was the first time in memory that she cried loudly.

Grandma sighed, and continued: "Nonsense, it is the parents' responsibility to start a family for their son. If they can't do it, they will be poked in the back, but it doesn't matter, grandma, grandma has already built a house for your father and uncle and married a wife. Your parents are filial here, and you don’t need the money, so it’s just for you to pay your tuition fees. I just counted it, and it’s two thousand seven hundred and thirty-five yuan, is it enough?”

"Grandma, how can I take your money? It's all pocket money from your uncle, aunt, father, mother, and Uncle Xiang. It's for your retirement. I can't take it." Mo Yue refused.

"Retirement? If I give you the money, no one will support me? Grandma is in this life! She gave birth to your uncle and your father, and raised Xiangzi for a few years. Your uncle was adopted by your grandfather early on. Grandma wanted to Pain can't be hurt, your father is too honest, he's still a man with a kang head, and a bully temper in the nest. It's not easy for Xiangzi to be such a crazy woman. Fortunately, the three of them are filial, and they are good to grandma, grandma is not short of money. Hua, let me tell you secretly, this is saved by grandma herself by winning old cards, your grandpa and parents don’t know, you! Just take it and use it at ease. Go and pay the tuition first, and they will not refund it when the time comes. I can only admit it, when the tuition fee is paid in the second half of the year, grandma will find a way for you, if it doesn’t work, I will borrow it from Xiangzi, he grew up drinking my milk, so there is no problem in borrowing money.”

After hearing this, Mo Yue hurriedly shook her head, and said with a crying voice: "No need to borrow, it's enough for half a year, I will go to work to earn money by myself in the next semester, grandma, I know how much you save on weekdays, besides paying for us Pocket money, at other times, you are reluctant to spend a penny. You really love Uncle Xiang, and you have never opened your mouth to him. Yes, Uncle Xiang is in good condition in our village now, but you can't..."

That day, Mo Yue told her grandma a lot about her feelings, her dreams, and when she took the money, she even told her grandma herself that after work, she would respect her more than her grandson. It was the first time that she felt so close to grandma. Grandma loves her very much, and Mo Yue is very happy, because of this rare mood, when she talks, she always avoids the crowd, or she exudes extraordinary brilliance, her eyes are shining like stars.

The next day she secretly took the money to go to the county high school to pay the tuition fee. When she got home, her parents heard that the tuition fee could not be refunded, so they really didn’t stop her from going to school, but they only let her go to the tuition fee for that semester and the next semester. No, she didn't admit defeat. After she entered high school, she consulted with her life guidance teacher, and she got rid of the work-study work arranged by the teacher.

Later, when I saw the dormitory life, many students couldn’t take care of themselves, couldn’t wash clothes, didn’t know how to clean the dormitory, and forgot to fetch hot water. Earn a few hundred, and you can't fall behind in your studies. After half a year, it's finally enough to pay the next semester's tuition, and it's like this until you just entered the third year of high school.

She lived with hope, imagining how she would honor her grandma and make her happy in the future, but she never expected that she would not wait for that day. She was broken, and her heart lied so much that at around seven o'clock in the evening, she suddenly received a call from her father to the dormitory, telling her that her grandma had gone.

went?Is it dead?Like the dead people she saw, their bodies were stiff, their souls were numb, wandering in the places they liked before they were alive, and gradually weakened, until they suddenly disappeared after seven days of returning to the soul, did grandma become like that?She didn't believe it, grandma was in good health, she didn't have any geriatric diseases, and her parents never let her work, so she would visit every day and play cards.

I never heard that grandma was sick!Mo Yue couldn't believe it. She chartered a car and went home overnight. When she got home, the mausoleum shed had already been set up, and grandma had already changed into her shroud. She was lying on the mausoleum bed with a peaceful face. She heard that grandma was confused after dinner and went there. , I heard that my grandma died of a heart attack. It is said that my grandma is old and went away without suffering any pain. She is a blessed person.

Only at the end of the month can I see, in the dark yard, grandma's soul wanders dully under the jujube tree, walks to the door and then back, can be seen but cannot be touched, the crying of relatives can't reach her ears at all, Looking at Mo Yue, her heart feels blocked and messed up, she can't find a clue, but she is so sad that she can hardly breathe. Is this the feeling of losing a loved one?

This kind of feeling is too painful. She is a junior, and there will always be a day when she will send her elders away. If she always has to experience this kind of pain, then she would rather not, dear one!It is because of being close that it hurts, so she should not be close to them, forget about it!Forget those touching memories between yourself and your loved ones, so that there will be no pain.

Forget that grandma took care of her growing up, forget that even the curled banknotes in the palm of her hand, forget that her parents loved her like a treasure, made delicious food, and must leave the best for their three children. Forget that my brother used to be hated by his friends because he took her to play and never abandoned her, forget that she loves to hold her brother in his arms the most...

She is a girl who is not cared about by her family, she is alone, she has no close family and friends, she is a stranger in a foreign land, she is always alone, maybe there is no one to collect the body when she dies... ...

She really forgot that the emotion and grief she had felt in the past, she chose to stay away from her family, go to a university that left her hometown, and choose another city because she was afraid of pain and seeing her soul weaken and disappear after the death of her relatives. Working, deliberately alienating and indifferent to the family she loves, her heart is not cold, but too fragile, so she chooses to freeze.

"Thank you, my spring, for reminding me of those precious memories." It turned out that every time I read other people's stories, I was very angry at the escape of the characters in the book, but I was also in the escape all the time. Pure, but to hide the pain until I forget it, she is so stupid, so stupid...

Just when her faith was boiling, the memory on the mask that Mo Yue least wanted to see had finished playing. At this time, silver light flickered on the screen, and a faint figure appeared on it. Her eyes and nose were like looking in a mirror. Suddenly, she stretched out her hand to Mo Yue in the picture, and Mo Yue found that she also stretched out her hand uncontrollably.

The two hands are actually facing each other with the mask on, Mo Yue frowned, and she in the picture also frowned, Mo Yue smiled wryly, and she in the picture also smiled wryly, Mo Yue wanted to withdraw her hand, and she did the same. , just like a reflection in a mirror, this feeling is weird, novel and frightening, and Mo Yue panicked and wanted to yell at her to let go.

But at the moment when the eyes met, the mind was in a trance, the person opposite opened his mouth, and a voice echoed in his ears: "You are me, I am you, happy and sad, we are always together, you are me, I am You, joy and sorrow, we are always together..."

The voice echoed in her ears, and Mo Yue couldn't tell whether the person speaking was her in the picture or the one standing here, but such short words made her feel intensely happy and sad, and her eyes, which didn't like to cry, were sore and cold Tears fell from her eyes, suspended gently in the eyes of the spring, and stood still in front of her eyes, slowly turning pale black, and the eyes of the spring vibrated violently.

Mo Yue's body swayed, and the figure in the picture also distorted and deformed, but she heard her voice say in a panic, "When you are happy, don't hold back your smile, and when you are sad, don't hold back your tears, your emotions dominate Everything in the spring, a drop of sad tears, planted..."

The figure disappeared, and the unfinished voice could no longer be heard. The silver light in the spring's eyes kept brushing over her body, and every time she left, it would take away a trace of gray mist from her body, condensing into the drop of tears that turned pale black In the middle of the day, the color of the teardrops became darker and darker, and the last moon was suspended in mid-air, and I couldn't remember any spells. There was no focus, and I didn't know what to do instead.

Although the silver light from the spring brushed her body, it did not cause any harm to her. On the contrary, due to the emotional fluctuations, the chaotic thoughts, turbulent sea of ​​energy, and unstable cultivation were all restored under the silver light, and the memory Although she was there, the sorrow that was so painful that she couldn't breathe just now disappeared. Looking at the black tears floating in front of her, Mo Yue wondered what happened.

Instinctively grabbed the black teardrop, but when it just touched it, the silver light of the spring eye mask fluctuated, bringing a line of black on the mask, fused into the teardrop, and split apart violently, throwing her and the black teardrop out As soon as the spring came out, her body returned to its normal size, and the gravitational force was restored, sucking her down towards Baiyuchi.

Mo Yue hurriedly added a lightness technique to herself, and stopped on the surface of the water, so dangerous, she almost became drowned, depressed, she looked up, and saw that the spring had returned to its usual appearance, no, the color had changed a bit , It turned from silvery white to milky white, but the black teardrop seemed to be thinking, slowly spinning around the spring.

Everything is so peaceful, as if this space has always been like this, God knows what is going on with these tears?Could it be that her tears polluted the spring, so she was also rejected, but her tears are like the moon orbiting the earth, what is going on around the spring, and is there such absurd thing in the world?I was thrown by my own body and almost fell into the water. This is so depressing.

Mo Yue frowned, thought for a while, relying on the spring eyes would never hurt her, and unbelievingly grabbed the teardrops again, hey!As soon as she touched it, a wave of information was transmitted into her brain. Mo Yue frowned and finally understood that although water is kind and soft, it also has a cold and ruthless side, and water is the most changeable.

Just like nature, where there is light, there will be darkness, and when there is wind and rain, there will be thunder and lightning. The same is true for water, and the innate water spirit passed down from the prehistoric is even more blessed. Even fairy water, like Yuliu, is just like this, with no good or evil, following nature, while the reincarnation of the world at the end of the month, although the body remains the same, it is stained with mortal nature.

Possesses human emotions, joys, anger, sorrows and joys, but after all, her body is a water spirit with innate spring eyes. If the body of the water spirit moves emotions, positive emotions will breed beneficial spring water, while negative emotions will be troublesome. It is said that, The negative emotions of Shuiling will infect the springs, causing the springs to breed insidious bad water, and every negative emotion will breed a kind of bad water.

If all [-] kinds of such bad waters are collected, it will form a real weak water—cold and vicious, with no buoyant feathers, even immortals, without special skills, they can't get through it.Of course, the drop of water formed by her tears is only one of the three thousand kinds of weak water. If her negative feelings continue, the bad water will expand.

And her tears are tears of grief from remembering the past of her relatives. This drop of black water has the special effect of causing people to fall into sadness and feel inferior and self-pity. Fortunately, her cultivation base is low now, and her body has not been repaired much. , otherwise even the gods can be knocked down, mortals are at ease, it turns out that a drop of her tears with real negative emotions is so evil.

Fortunately, there is only such a drop, and Mo Yue is a little sad. Sure enough, happiness and sorrow are the best efforts of human beings, but she is gradually repairing her body, but she is getting farther and farther away from human beings. She can't even move her feelings casually. Positive feelings do not necessarily shed tears. feelings are the easiest to make people sad.