[CM] Paradise Nostalgia

[I've done many things that can't be undone...I'm sorry...very sorry...]

[I want to leave you the best, but also the worst. ]

"Ah...ah..."

"Reid..."

"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..."

"I'm sorry...sorry...Reid...sorry..."

He was weeping intermittently and hoarsely, his breath was blocked in his chest, and he could hardly speak.

Uriah hugged Reid carefully, and when Morgan cut the cord that bound his hands, Reid immediately hugged her tightly, with all his strength.

"How could it be...so bad...so ruthless...you..." Reid complained extremely sadly, resting his chin on her shoulder, pressing his hands on her wet and cold hair, and said weakly: "I hate you... Uriah... how could you do this to me..."

"I'm sorry, Reid, you can punish me any way you want," Uriah murmured in an inaudible voice, crying softly: "I will never leave you again."

After she finished speaking, the medical staff separated them with indifference and sent them to the ambulance after handling each of them.

[seventeen hours later]

Reid finally came out of the coma and was allowed to visit.Even though BAU's partners have explained to him that Uriah used a little magic at that time and there was no bullet in the gun, but for some reasons that cannot be said, Uriah's heart is full of guilt and panic , I dare not go to see him for a long time.

"What are you afraid of, Uriah," Morgan frowned and sighed, "You should see him right away, I think he's been waiting for you, the doctor said he has a lot of wounds, but most of them are shallow, most of them will Healing, only a small part will leave scars, but the wounds in the heart are estimated to take a long time to heal. Both you and him."

"I know, I just..." Uriah closed his eyes and said sadly: "I hurt him, I dare not... I'm afraid there is no way to make it up."

"I have a good way, little girl," Morgan raised his eyebrows and smiled, his teeth were as white as stars shining in the dark night, "Go to the person you need to make up for and ask, what he needs, you make up for it, and you save money." They are thinking wildly here, occupying the government's medical resources."

Uriah was amused, and she felt better, so she made up her mind to go to see Reid, and she met Garcia at the door, who gave her a big hug and encouraged her: "Go, my little bee! He has been waiting for a long time! If If you can't get honey, don't appear in front of me forever! Do you understand?"

Uriah laughed dumbfounded, and walked slowly, then faster and faster, to Reid's ward.

She pushed open the door, and the dim yellow light fell on Reid's thin side face, the area below his neck, and the pale wrists wrapped in bandages exposed outside the hospital gown, which instantly pulled Uriah back to the dark and desperate period. memory.

"Why are you standing there stupidly?" A soft and hoarse voice calmly called out her name, "Uriah, the hospital lights are going to be turned off soon, you know, I'm a little scared of the dark, can you come in quickly ?"

Uriah came back to himself suddenly, and hurried in.Sure enough, as Reid expected, in the next second, the headlights in the center of the room were all turned off, and only a small floor lamp on the bedside cabinet was shining faintly.

"Uh...can you get me a glass of warm water?" Reid asked her softly, as if weak.

"Okay!" Uriah hurried to pour water.

"Can you get me some more tissues?"

"Okay!" Uriah hurried to get a tissue.

"Uriah, I want an apple..."

"I'll cut it for you!"

"Can you bring me that book?" he asked without stopping.

"no problem!"

"I want some nougat..."

"I'm going to buy it now!"

Reid pursed his lips, as if he couldn't hold it anymore, and suddenly coughed, clutching his chest, Uriah was shocked, she rushed back to Reid with a trembling voice, and stared at him worriedly.

"I...ahem...don't want to eat nougat..." Reid said angrily, he looked up at her with a faint glint in his eyes, "I want—"

Then Uriah leaned down and kissed him deeply.

The wet touch, the warm fingertips, the hot breath, the longing body language... and the tears that flowed down the face-all were perceived by each other without reservation.

"I love you... Reid..." Uriah confessed word by word, breathlessly; "I must tell you the most important thing first, Spencer·Reid, I love you...and, whatever you want I can do whatever I want."

Her forehead was against his, her eyes were as soft as water, soaking in his, "I can do it."

Uriah repeated in a low voice.

"Then I only ask you one thing, and you must do it." Reid stroked her cheek, looked at her quite seriously, and said clearly: "No matter what happens, stay by my side and never be alone again." leave."

"I promise." Uriah solemnly made a promise, she took his hand and guided him to place where her heart beat, "I promise, no matter what happens, I will stay by your side and never leave until this heart Heart, stop beating."

Reid was stunned, and murmured, "At that time, I thought... I would never see you again... Then I realized, I can't live without you," his fingertips touched Uriah's slightly open neckline , gently pulled it away, revealing a small piece of fair skin, "I can't imagine life without you, when you shot at yourself... For a moment, I really hated you... ..."

Uriah slowly raised his arm and held his palm, "I'm sorry...it hurts you so much, it hurts, Spencer..."

"Physical injuries are not the most painful." Reid blinked and said in a low voice, "It hurts the most when you leave me."

He opened the collar a little more.

"Maybe the worst decision I've ever made was to fall in love with you," Reid leaned forward, soft lips touching the small patch of skin.

Uriah held her breath, she thought there would be pain, but Reid just half-closed his eyes, the long wet eyelashes tremblingly resting on the skin, and then dropped an extremely tender kiss.

"But I never regret it."

he said in a low voice.

"It's good to see you, Uriah."

[one month later]

Capital Square Apartment 23

An ordinary morning, the aroma of an ordinary breakfast.

Reid didn't see Uriah after waking up, so he started looking, and soon found her in the study.

"Hi... good morning, Uriah."

Uriah was writing something on the desk, Reid rubbed his eyes, walked over curiously, put one hand on the edge of the desk, "What are you doing?"

"good morning Baby."

Uriah raised his head and smiled at him, and spread out the notebook for him to read, "I'm recording what we've done together, and planning what we'll do in the future, I'm so worried that I don't have enough time, there are too many things to do gone."

"Let me see." Reid took it over with interest, and after reading it for a few seconds, he couldn't help laughing, "I don't believe that you can read at least two books a week, and you should be thankful after finishing one , so it seems that the time is really not enough. Oh! What is this? Teaching JJ's youngest son Jackson to play baseball, this is quite challenging, I remember the last time Morgan asked him to concentrate on the ball and keep his eyes on the ball On the spot, the kid actually lowered his head and put his eyes on the ball, making everyone laugh!"

Uriah recalled that ridiculous scene, and said with a chuckle: "You promised JJ to ensure that that stupid kid gets into Yale."

Reid picked up a pen on the table, bowed his head and wrote something in the book, not hiding his complacency and pride, "I can make a phone call and get him into Harvard, Yale is just my safety school."

"Okay, okay, Doctor Genius, let me see what you're writing?" Uriah stood up, wrapped his arms around him from behind, tiptoed to look at the notebook in his hand, "What did you write?"

"Well... I do have one more thing I want to do." Reid narrowed his amber eyes, warm and soft, and said with a smile, "Can you promise me, Uriah, I hope..."

Spring is here, the branches outside the window are full of layers of flowers, the breeze blows the pale pink petals into the room, some of them fall on the hands of the two, and some of them fall on the shoulders and entanglement of each other. in the hair—

And it was placed gently on the table at this moment, in a dark blue velvet jewelry box.

The author has something to say: it's over.Oh yeah!

My impression is: It's really not easy... It took me so long to finish writing, but this period is indeed an important few years in my life.I still like to write and write.I hope that in the future, I can do more of the things I like.

Finally, I hope everyone is healthy, safe and happy!