【Lotus Cake】Brother, please respect yourself

The old Taoist on Qingquan Mountain would never understand that he was just receiving a vulgar visitor, but in a blink of an eye, in his Taoist temple with no one and no money, how could there be so many people who are not easy to see at first sight.

Because the Shaws were still missing, and Ao Bing got sick again by Nezha, Li Li ran two steps out of the house and met Yang Jian who was checking along the road. , How do I grab the medicine when I go down the mountain?

So the two went back to the Taoist temple together, and happened to see the funny scene of Li Nezha being thrown out by Shen Gongbao. In fact, with Li Nezha's lightness skills, it would be no problem to fight Shen Gongbao for hundreds of moves. However, it was not Shen Gongbao who drove him out. It was Ao Bing.

Ao Bing, who was lying on the bed and couldn't sleep well, always felt a hot eyeball floating on his forehead.

As a result, when he opened his eyes, he really saw the culprit playing with his hair on the side of the bed, propping up his upper body and throwing the sleeping pillow out vigorously. Face, before he opened his mouth to curse, there was a grunting gasp in his hoarse voice.

Shen Gongbao, who was standing with his hands behind his back, twitched the corners of his mouth in amusement, and a few large characters brightly lit up on his tilted head - Zongzhu Li please.

Li Nezha picked up the pillow that fell on the ground and patted it twice, with a smile on his face. Ao Bing, who finally found that his master was there, felt that his heart, spleen, lungs and kidneys were empty in an instant, but he fell into the frying pan in the blink of an eye. Cooking, the heat spreading from the neckline burned his head red.

Ao Bing, who felt so ashamed and wronged for the first time in his life, pointed to Li Nezha and said "get out", then covered his head and hid in the quilt without moving.

Finding that his apprentice couldn't say "fuck" even when he was being bullied, Shen Gongbao shook his head, feeling deeply helpless for the failure of Kunshan education.

Li Nezha was kicked out, and there were three extra guests in the few guest rooms in the Taoist temple. In the end, Li Nezha could only sleep in the bunk with Li Li. Yang Jian untied the three-pointed double-edged knife on his back Excited to fight Nezha.

The real Taiyi and Yuding real people who came together had already run away and disappeared.

Early the next morning, when Ao Bing woke up, the heat on his body had already faded. Shen Gongbao, who was sitting in the room meditating, raised half of his eyelids and saw that Ao Bing just sat up in a daze, and then continued to close his eyes. Resting his eyes, after noon, Li Li came over with a basket of food and knocked on the door, but he didn't go in, so his nose was ashamed.

Putting the food on the table, Shen Gongbao looked at Ao Bing who was sitting there in a daze, wearing a tunic and disheveled hair, and the restlessness that was sucked into his lungs was defeated by the powerlessness after all.

"Let's eat something."

He took out the bowls and chopsticks from the basket and knocked them on the table. Hearing the noise, Ao Bing turned his head, his eyes flickered, and then looked at the teapot on the table in a daze.Shen Gongbao discovered that this child had encountered problems since he was a child, and he especially liked to hide in a corner and think alone, and never asked anyone. He used to think that Ao Bing, who was like a small group, was cute, but after a long time, he seemed a little bit Itchy hands want to hit someone.

"If you think you can hide from the Ao family when you are sick, I advise you to die as soon as possible."

"I don't." Ao Bing hung his head and looked stubborn as if he had made a mistake. Is he thinking about this now? After all, Nezha worked so hard to invite Shen Gongbao. Shen Gongbao will definitely not leave before the result of the point is reached.

"Come over for dinner if you don't have one. If there's any problem, it's never too late to think about it after eating."

Shaking his head and humming lightly, Ao Bing took the clothes at the foot of the bed, shrank them into the quilt, and then put them on sparsely. When he reached the wall, Shen Gongbao had already sat down and ate by himself when he came out with his messy hair.

With his hair tied up, Ao Bing stared intently at the food in front of him. He really didn't want to remember what happened on this table, so he picked up the bowl and stuffed his mouth with food, but the red ears still betrayed the owner's heart.

Shen Gongbao has been a vegetarian all these years, but Nezha wholeheartedly wants to make Ao Bing fat, and there are twice as many meat dishes as vegetarian dishes on the table.

After filling his stomach a little, Shen Gongbao put the bowl and chopsticks away, and when he turned to look at Ao Bing, he found that the kid was stiff, obviously ready to be scolded.

"I'll give you a chance to explain."

Putting down the bowls and chopsticks, he wiped his mouth awkwardly. A grain of rice sticking to his chin successfully broke the temperament of Ao Bing's whole body. look.

"I think Nezha is right."

"None of his business."

"Master?!"

Pressing his throbbing temple, he waved his hand helplessly. Shen Gongbao didn't want to hear this guy's name at all.

"Wh...he always wanted me to like him, value him, and take care of myself."

"In fact, you not only like him, cherish him, but also don't take care of yourself."

"There's a reason for this!" With a puffed face and red eyes, Ao Bing had never told anyone about this before, and even to Shen Gongbao, he still had difficulty opening his mouth.

"Say."

"I've seen my swaddle, and the words on it!" The name Ao Bing came from the embroidered characters inside the swaddle, and it was also left by Shen Gongbao for him to recognize his ancestors in the future.

"There have always been many offerings at the outer gate of Kunshan. Some came alone, some brought their children, some worshiped teachers, and some made trouble. When I was young, the master was afraid that I would be bored alone on the mountain, so he often asked me to help at the outer gate. Then I saw There are many people, including high-ranking officials and nobles, wealthy gentry, ordinary scholars, and beautiful women in the boudoir, in fact, everyone has their own position, but I don't."

Ao Bing said the last two words very softly, as if whispering in a whisper, he actually always knew that he was luckier than most orphans, even, he was much, much luckier than Shen Gongbao.

"Before I was sensible, I had already lived in Kunshan. I had never experienced the fear of being abandoned by my family, or even being killed. But sometimes I wondered why a family that could afford Yunduan Xuejin would abandon me ? Did they suffer from water damage? Or did they encounter vendettas? Thieves attacked? If not, then the problem lies with me?"

Little Ao Bing, wearing a small Taoist robe, stood in front of the Taoist temple, while looking at the steps of people coming and going, while squatting down with his knees in his arms, his head bowed in thought, as usual.

Shen Gongbao lowered his eyes and found that he could still imagine the picture.

"Master said that early wisdom is easy to break, and that Master, you left me for my own good. After all, Master, you have goals that need to be achieved. The world is in chaos. It is already difficult for a person to live alone, let alone bring a child. "

The hands on his knees grabbed his clothes tightly, and Ao Bing couldn't tell what he was nervous about. Did he finally realize his mistake?Or is he going to let go of his previous thoughts?But no matter which choice he chooses, the road in front of him is full of potholes and obstacles. Since the day he left Kunshan, he was ready to suffer, but no one told him at that time that one day he would Even my past persistence was broken and abandoned.

"You must have known about my birth, why I took you to Ao's house, you also know in your heart, half of the reason why I don't take you away is because I may not be able to support a child in troubled times, and the other half is because I don't like that For me now, you will become a burden."

Shen Gongbao didn't want to play any drama of master-student harmony with Ao Bing at this time. He was born humble and watched his brothers and sisters being cooked by others in troubled times. One day, the fate of becoming food fell on him , Shen Gongbao escaped, but soon lost his goal.

He wanted to die when he went to Kunshan. Even if he died, he wanted to look at the peaks of famous mountains in the world and ask the heaven why he brought disasters to this river and mountain, but when he reached the top of the mountain, he unexpectedly survived .

"I know..." Blinking his eyes, he tried his best to endure the surge of sourness. The veins on the back of his hands were converging in his heart. In fact, little Ao Bing didn't understand the lies spoken by adults. He had eyes to see. He has ears to listen to, and heart to think. He was abandoned because he was a burden, so he didn't want to be a burden anymore. He greeted and sent him off in front of the mountain gate, watching children of his own age rolling around in the arms of their parents, Ao Bing was envious and jealous. He didn't know who his parents were, when he would see Shen Gongbao again, and whether one day, the masters and uncles in Kunshan would also abandon him as a burden.

"Master, it is not easy for them to support me. Just like Master, it is not so easy for you to save me. The better you treat me, the more I am afraid. I am afraid that one day Master will use the same reason to kill me. drop."

There is no power to choose, no possibility to change. When he woke up, Shen Gongbao had already left. He stood alone on the huge mountain.

"You're blaming me."

"No, I just think I'm too ugly like that."

Ao Bing knew when he was very young that he could not accept a kindness steadily. No matter how good the other party was to him, he would try his best to repay it with ten times and a hundred times of kindness. He was worried that he would become a burden again and become the one who was not chosen That one, he wants to stay, and wants to keep everyone who is waiting by his side, who is good for him and thinks for him.

"I think everyone of them is doing well, Master, I don't want you and Nezha to be enemies, I don't want you to get hurt because of me, I don't want to be the burden that was left behind, I don't want to be the last person who knows!"

The distant mountain wind blew under the eaves, and the little Ao Bing stood there with an irreparable abyss behind him.

—and you choose to destroy yourself.

Shen Gongbao opened his mouth, but he didn't say the words in the end.

"Master, do you still remember the time when I went back to the mountain?" Sniffing his nose and rubbing the corners of his eyes vigorously, Ao Bing heard the sound of water in his heart, dripping and dripping, just like the pain he suffered when he was injured in Shen Gongbao's hand that day, as if to It's like digging out the whole heart out of the chest, so painful, so painful.

"Remember." After many years, the guy who said he wanted to change the world came here in embarrassment. He asked Yuanshi Tianzun for a bead, a bead to save people, but the other party refused.

Annoyed, Shen Gongbao took a shot at Yuanshi Tianzun, and then he found that no matter how long he had been traveling and how many opportunities he had encountered, the throne that belonged to the number one in the world was so far away and heavy, like a mountain and a steep wall pressing down from above, and then no one was there. Can go beyond.

"Master wants to save one person."

Ao Bing smiled with the corners of his mouth pulled up, and the tears swirling in his eyes fell like broken threads.

"Master wants to save one person!"

But that person is not him.

"Master... wants to save... one person."

So Ao Bing's appearance and obstruction became an obstacle. For that man, Shen Gongbao could wound him without hesitation.

"You are unique, only this, there is no need to doubt."

At this moment, Shen Gongbao found that he had nothing to say.

Compared with his dead brother, Ao Bing is lucky, and compared to those families and happy children, Ao Bing is unlucky.

The villain will spy on the happiness of others, and the gentleman will establish his own great cause.

Ao Bing is not a villain, he feels ugly even the slightest bit of jealousy.

Ao Bing is not a gentleman, because his foundation has already belonged to others.

In this vast and boundless world, he stopped and walked, but he couldn't find an emotion that he could trust without hesitation.

Thus, life became the last thing Ao Bing would care about.

Standing up and looking at Ao Bing's drooping hair, the twitching shoulders reflected the bewildered heart of the other party.

Li Nezha's emotions were too warm for Ao Bing, who was already so hot that people couldn't look directly at him.One day, Li Nezha will become a monster in this martial arts world that is not inferior to the evil king You Xinhong. Shen Gongbao is happy to see this monster be able to put shackles on this monster early, but for Ao Bing who has never stepped out of the cage Li Nezha would not accept his act of throwing his life away. Li Nezha couldn't understand the life he wanted to save.

They walked on two ropes that intersected and tugged at each other, and the pain of grinding back and forth left each other scarred.

Shen Gongbao couldn't say that Ao Bing's contribution was wrong, and at the same time, he couldn't accuse Li Nezha of being right in his demands.

If these two people hadn't met, it might have been a mediocre life for Ao Bing, but for Li Nezha, it would have been an unbridled adventure. He might die on the road, or he might achieve a success just because of it. Fan career.

"Master...he saved me..."

The drops of water that hit the back of his hand slipped one by one, and Ao Bing felt that his eyes were muddy. He couldn't see Shen Gongbao, nor himself.That day, under the cliff, Nezha who was holding him and crying gave Ao Bing a little bit of courage, a little bit of courage to get out of the cage. As he grew up day by day, Ao Bing understood the meaning of being abandoned, so He drew a circle at his feet and squatted down, facing every day and year with a peaceful and indifferent heart.

As long as it is "good" as he said in his mouth, it will be fine.

Ao Bing has always told himself this way, and he even extended this idea to every Kunshan disciple. Nezha is not the first one, but he is the first one who made Ao Bing envious, resisted Ao Bing, and finally accepted him .

Stepping over the gate and walking out of the dark room, Shen Gongbao let out a long sigh of relief facing the brightness of the courtyard.

He is not a good master, if Ao Bing hates him, Shen Gongbao may feel better about it.

But Kunshan taught him so well that he let him recite all the helplessness and hardships by himself. Shen Gongbao thought that he could not achieve such a bodhisattva-like mind.

"go in."

Looking up at the clothes hanging from the eaves, Shen Gongbao narrowed his eyes and sneered at the embarrassed Li Li in the courtyard. If he had such an unreliable master, he should have found a hole to hide his head by now.

Holding on to the eaves, Li Nezha rolled over and fell down. Li Nezha turned his black eyes and kept a smirk on his lips. When he walked past Shen Gongbao, he was still muttering bad things, but Shen Gongbao's heart had already been disturbed. Ao Bing's tears softened, and if it was normal, Li Nezha would inevitably be beaten violently.

"Brother."

As soon as he entered the room, he saw Ao Bing crying until he hiccupped. Li Nezha scratched his head and walked forward helplessly. He knew that Shen Gongbao had no good intentions.

"go out!"

"If you're angry, just hit me up. You can also hit me in the face. Just don't ignore me, okay?"

Grabbing Ao Bing's wet palm and sticking it to his face twice, he looked up in anger at Li Nezha's rogue attitude, but Ao Bing's current appearance is really lacking in momentum, a thin red lip was bitten to the point of bleeding, what Zha moved forward a little, and Ao Bing hid a little back. Unfortunately, the chair is so big, and there is a limit to how much it can be moved.

"But if you hit it, hit it. I won't admit it."

Staring at Nezha vaguely with teary eyes, Ao Bing was about to be vomited by this anger, so he deserved to be bullied because of his feelings? !

"Senior brother, you don't know. When I caught Fu Que and locked her up, even though she was defeated, she could mock me unscrupulously. She said that I lost the most important treasure but didn't know anything. The running dog still looked proud, she said that you died, in the desert, because of me, because of me."

"At that time, I didn't feel relieved at all. Here, because the news of your death has been broken into tens of millions, I'm afraid you will become that mirror, which will be broken as soon as you fish it."

Holding Ao Bing's right hand, he pressed it to his chest. Nezha had never begged so embarrassingly in his life, that all the news was false, and he could give up everything, but he really couldn't bear Ao Bing's death, and the other party Still died because of him.

"In five months, I ran from Mobei to Jiangnan. I know that there are countless people in the martial arts in the Central Plains who want to kill me. I know that Dugu Jialuo's plan has not been completed. I know that the status of the crown prince Yang Yong is worrying. I know, but I don't want to be a hero in the world, I don't want supreme power and wealth, I can stir up the wind and cloud, and I can also retreat to the mountains and forests, I don't want to be like You Xinhong, watching the love pass away in the palm of my hand."

One hundred years of loneliness, one hundred years of remorse, one hundred years of despair, although Li Nezha said that he could live for revenge, but if his enemies are dead, what should he do? Do you live by guarding the lonely grave every day?

Life is like summer flowers, death is like Qiuping, these eight characters are probably the portrayal of Mo Xiaoran's life.

"We will make a promise later."

Breaking apart Ao Bing's fist and inserting his fingertips in, Nezha said softly, shaking his little finger in front of him.

"If you die, I won't live alone, if it makes you cherish yourself a little bit."

"What nonsense are you talking about!"

Pulling his arms and leaning back vigorously, the swaying chair caused Ao Bing to curl up in tears. He was afraid, he was really afraid, afraid that Nezha would give so frankly and without scruples, he was afraid that he would not be able to repay, Can't return either.

"You said that I don't consider my master or my father. What about you? Have you considered Uncle Li's feelings! What should your mother and brother do!"

"As early as when I chose to leave the Li family, my parents already regarded me as dead. This is a necessary sacrifice in the family. I have enjoyed the benefits for so many years. When I am about to die, I will naturally sacrifice for the family. When I leave, Li Nezha no longer belongs to the rich family of Li, I am Li Nezha, a rebel from Kunlun, the master of the Demon Sect, and I am alone—with no one to rely on.”

With the corners of his eyes reddened, Ao Bing opened his mouth and took a deep breath. The soreness in his throat and heart became hot. Rejection is in vain, they met and knew each other and helped each other, all the way to this point, the rest is the ending of entanglement to death.

"I was wrong……"

The crooked neck shrank, and Ao Bing frowned, crying uncontrollably.

"I was wrong... Nezha..."

"I was wrong……"

——You are unique, only this, no need to doubt.

"You're right, how could you be wrong."

The thumb wiped Ao Bing's tears, and the result was more and more. Nezha was in a hurry by Ao Bing's crying. He hugged his senior brother and hugged him tightly. Li Nezha raised his head and looked at the wooden railing. The side-by-side sobbing was about to exhaust all the energy in Ao Bing's life.

A unique person, encounter, another unique person.

So they became unique to each other.

This is the best and best result.

"It's just the two of us from now on."

Tilting his face and rubbing against Ao Bing's hair, Nezha narrowed his eyes, not knowing whether he should cry or laugh.

"Ah."

Holding Nezha's clothes, hiding all the embarrassment on his face, Ao Bing replied softly with his red nose wrinkled.

——To be continued——

let's talk~~~

Li Li shouted at the door!Master!You can't take sex lightly!