I didn't want to compete with you for the heroine

Xu Yao lost her consciousness and gradually opened her eyes, her body was as weak as if she was falling apart.He gradually sat up from the bed, looking at the white walls and sheets around him, there was still a faint smell of medicine.

He just sat there quietly, clearly regaining consciousness but as dull as a puppet.

It took him a whole day to accept the fact that he came back, but he was not as happy as he thought... It seemed like he had lost his soul.

"How long will his state last?! Isn't he already awake?"

"The patient's sanity has not yet recovered, please be calm."

Xu Yao heard a little quarrel coming from the door, he turned around slowly and saw You Yang talking with the doctor.After a while, You Yang opened the door and walked into the ward. When he saw Xu Yao looking at him, he was stunned for a moment and then laughed.

"How is your body recovering? I'm recovering much better than you. I was discharged from the hospital after staying for three days. You just woke up and you may have to observe here for a while." You Yang put the fruit he bought on the table He sat next to the person and said softly.

Xu Yao stared at the other party, her pupils gradually constricted, showing infinite fear and pain, and a tear slowly fell from her eyes.You Yang had never seen Xu Yao like this before, and couldn't help but panic, "What's the matter? What's the matter? Why are you so excited that you are crying?"

Xu Yao sniffed the tip of her nose and finally smiled and said in great relief, "It's good to see you."

You Yang didn't know the deep meaning of this sentence, and also smiled and said, "Me too, I am very happy that you woke up."

"Actually, I came to see you yesterday, but you seemed to be in no mood and kept staring at a certain place without talking to anyone. I almost thought that there was something wrong with your sanity. It's okay, it's a false alarm. Next Don't be so scary next time."

Xu Yao nodded lightly, and You Yang said immediately, "We have hit the jackpot with such a disaster. But it's really strange... At that time, I clearly thought it was an earthquake. Why did the news come later?" No one has reported this matter, and it seems that everyone does not know about it, which is strange."

Xu Yao looked at her pale palm and said slowly, "How long have I been in a coma?"

"One week."

Xu Yao suddenly turned her head and looked at the other party in shock, her expression was even more frightened, her lips twitched slightly but she couldn't make a sound.

"how is this possible……"

You Yang stood up and patted the other person on the shoulder, completely assuming that Xu Yao couldn't accept the coma, "Don't worry, you just hurt your leg, luckily you didn't hurt your head, and you will be discharged from the hospital in a short time. I'm here to pick you up."

He said to himself but didn't pay attention to Xu Yao's dimmed eyes.

He is no longer dreaming, and the person in the dream that was entangled at the beginning has disappeared.Everything seems to be back to the original origin.

It was as if that person had erased all traces from his life.

Looking at the world where he has lived for more than 20 years, looking at the smiling faces in the corridor.He was in a trance...but he was afraid.

A month later...

"There's nothing serious about her body, so she'll be ready to leave the hospital this afternoon." The doctor said after examining Xu Yao's body.

Xu Yao nodded in agreement, "Thank you."

But the doctor seemed to have something to hide and said again, "There is another examination, I hope you will cooperate."

"Yo! I didn't expect you to have such a long observation period, but fortunately, you were finally discharged from the hospital. How is it? Are your legs okay?" You Yang had already arrived at the ward to pick him up.

"It's all right." Xu Yao smiled slightly. In You Yang's eyes, such a Xu Yao made him feel extremely disobedient, but he couldn't say exactly what it was.

"Are you his friend?" You Yang was stopped when he was about to leave. He turned around and saw that it was Xu Yao's doctor. He nodded respectfully and said hello.

"Let me talk to you briefly about something."

………………

The two came to a coffee shop and casually ordered two cups of Americano. You Yang looked at Xu Yao who had been silent all this time, and couldn't help but said, "It's not like you to be so quiet, but you will be blessed if you survive a catastrophe! So You should be happy."

Xu Yao picked up the cup and the bitter taste instantly filled her heart. He said softly, "You Yang... You may not believe it, but what happened when I was unconscious..."

"What happened? Something happened inside the hospital?" You Yang asked suspiciously.

Xu Yao shook her head, "I met a person, but now...he has disappeared from my sight. I never thought that when I really reached the point where I would never see each other again, I would be so scared that I couldn't sleep at night."

You Yang listened with a dazed expression. At this time, he thought of what the doctor said to him: "The patient has been in a trance since he woke up and refused to talk to anyone except you. I asked the psychological counselor to communicate with him briefly. He found that there seemed to be an unknown trauma in his heart, which made him shut himself in the door and refused to contact anyone.According to psychology, patients may have mild depression and some anorexia.I prescribed some medicine for him, to see how close he is to you, and to enlighten him.The parents of this child are also true. Their son was hospitalized and they didn't even see him. '

You Yang took a deep breath and asked tentatively, "I wanted to contact your parents when you were hospitalized, but your mobile phone didn't have their number, so I couldn't reach them all the time. Why don't you inform them now?"

But Xu Yao refused with a smile, "I have already broken off with them, so what if I do get in touch. After they divorced and started their families again, I have long been that dispensable existence. Don't disturb their peace." It's time."

"This...yes, I'm sorry." You Yang apologized in embarrassment for bringing up bad memories of the other party.

"There's nothing to apologize for...it's been so long...it's all on my own."

"Xu Yao! You are my buddy! From now on, you can tell me anything you don't mind! I'll cover you!!" You Yang said excitedly, with a dignified look.

Xu Yao looked at the pair of rings in the opponent's hand and smiled, "Have a girlfriend?"

You Yang scratched his head embarrassingly, "This... is actually a girl from our school... She's not bad, but I haven't had time to tell you."

Xu Yao looked at the other party gently, "You are the only person I care about here, and I am relieved to see you so happy... Cherish the person in front of me, treat her well."

"Why did you suddenly speak so profoundly? I'm so embarrassed...Don't talk about me, talk about you. I've been single for so long, so hurry up and find someone to relax your mind." You Yang persuaded.

Xu Yao held the cup with both hands, pursed her lips, and said quietly, "...I found it."

"Oh? It's also from our school? You're not enough buddies. You're still hiding this important matter. Let's see who it is?"

Xu Yao smiled without saying a word while sipping her coffee lightly and uttered the word "Secret."

"I'll go, it's really tempting."

"You Yang, I used to think that those so-called heartbroken feelings would never be given to me, but now I am wrong. My fault is that I did not cherish this hard-won love. And since I woke up this month , I suddenly discovered that my life has always been so muddled, meaningless, without joys and sorrows, and ordinary."

"I just realized... the two of us have been saving each other."

"I... miss him so much..."

You Yang looked at the tearful man in front of him in surprise, he was so shocked that he lost his mouth.He couldn't help wondering what kind of person made him so worried, and he would never guess.

"Are you feeling better?" You Yang asked after the two left the coffee shop.

"Sorry to make you look ugly."

"You... broke up? Since you are so reluctant to part with her, why don't you chase her back?" You Yang said.

Xu Yao didn't answer, You Yang looked at the profile of the person and sighed, "Why do I feel like you've changed?"

"What?"

"It's hard to say, but it has become more calm than before."

Xu Yao was stunned and suddenly smiled relieved, "In the place where I work part-time, please tell me about my resignation?"

You Yang nodded, "No problem, you want to change jobs?"

Xu Yao burst into a dazzling smile, "I'm going to find my sun."

Afterwards, You Yang was worried about Xu Yao's psychological condition and insisted on accompanying him, but Xu Yao repeatedly refused, and finally had no choice but to compromise.After leaving, he kept asking the other party to remember to take medicine and rest.

Xu Yao returned to her residence, even though it has only been more than a month here, only he knows how long he has not been back.Looking at this empty house, except for loneliness and cold, it is nothing more than an 'empty building'.

"Do you destroy yourself..." Xu Yao murmured.

Xu Yao walked into the bathtub and turned on the shower head, letting it wet his whole body, he lay down slowly holding a sharp blade in his hand, the corners of his mouth slowly raised...

On the way home, You Yang was very concerned about the doctor's words and felt uneasy, so he called Xu Yao, but no one answered.He panicked for a moment and couldn't help calling a taxi to go downstairs to Xu Yao's house.

"Xu Yao!! Open the door!!" You Yang slammed the door violently and the door opened in response to the sound. He didn't even close the door? !

You Yang rushed in immediately when he heard the sound of running water coming from the bathroom, he couldn't help but ran in but was so frightened by the scene in front of him that he almost fell to the ground.

A bathtub filled with water is constantly overflowing, and a person is lying there peacefully.The blood on his wrist flowed down the clear water, and his eye sockets were reddened by the shocking wound.

His body has lost his vision, sinking down little by little...

.....................

"Shen Yusheng!" Xu Yao suddenly called out to the person in front of her, and Shen Yusheng turned her head in response.

Xu Yao smiled, "It's good to see you again."

"Me too." Shen Yusheng embraced the other party and kissed his forehead, which finally landed on his lips.

"Shen Yusheng...you can't let me down, or I'll be too pitiful." Xu Yao said seriously.

"No, I will never let you down."

"You... Don't you blame me for the past ten years? The one who blamed me left without saying goodbye?" Xu Yao couldn't help asking.

Shen Yusheng shook his head, "There is nothing that makes me happier than seeing you again."

"Now...you won't be confused anymore, will you?"

Xu Yao chuckled lightly and held the other's palm, "Let it go, I have nothing to worry about. I really only have you left now, so leave the rest of your life to me."

Shen Yusheng laughed, "Okay."

After the two walked a certain distance in the forest, Shen Yusheng suddenly asked, "How did you find it?"

Xu Yao turned her head and made a shush gesture, "I can't tell you this." If he said it, it would only cause Shen Yusheng more self-blame and guilt, so he wouldn't say it if he was rotten.

"Little Sheng!!!"

Xu Yao stared at Shen Yusheng, her eyes contained nostalgia that transcended time and space, leaping beyond the communication of life and death.He raised the corners of his mouth with a refreshing smile, which was particularly touching.

"I like you."

[The author has something to say: Until the last moment, Xu Yao gave up her original life and everything. Although it was a way of 'suicide', it was also a kind of parting from him.

As Xu Yao said, they have been saving each other, so whoever leaves loses the meaning of life.The moment Shen Yusheng broke his calm life, it was doomed that they would be inseparable and love each other sooner or later.

(ps: Xu Yao returned to the present world for a month and Shen Yusheng spent nearly ten years here)

It's officially over, thanks to all the babies who follow the text~

I will update the extra content tomorrow.

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