I didn't want to compete with you for the heroine

ten years later...

Standing on this rich land with abundant water and grass and fertile land, a young man walks calmly, walking like a cloud, shuttling through the forest.He walked to the edge of a cliff and stared down at the huge abyss, his eyes were like hollows.

The sword was unsheathed, and with the finger as the blade, it cut open in the void, and a bloodstain was instantly drawn on the jade-like palm, and I didn't seem to feel the pain as I let it drip into the soil.

There was scorching pain from the blood-stained wound, but it didn't stir up any waves in people's hearts.He suddenly knelt down and used blood to draw a spell-like shape in the ground. When he raised his fingertips, he stared at the unresponsive blood spell, and his brows gradually frowned.

With a 'bang—', a fist fell to the ground fiercely, and tearing screams continued from the throat.In his unchanging face, there was a broken emotion, and he couldn't help crying, and his eyes were full of reconciliation.

"Ten years..."

"I still failed."

"Where the hell are you..."

He kept his kneeling posture and kowtowed heavily, his moist pupils contained strong firmness.After a while, he slowly got up and stood in place from the beginning to the end, letting the wind blow his long hair, his eyes were deep and pure.

"I'll be back tomorrow." These were his last words.

"Look at you!! How did you hurt yourself again?! How many times have I told you that the mountains are dangerous, but you still run there every day!" An elderly man confided after seeing the wound on the palm of the visitor. Complaints can't help showing worry, and finally turned into a sigh.

"Sheng'er, how many years has it been? Don't hurt yourself any more?" The old man persuaded helplessly.

"You don't need to worry about me, I will take care of myself." The man comforted the other party after he treated the wound with a bandage, looked back and smiled lightly, and returned to his room.

The old man sighed over and over again. Ten years ago, in a heavy rain, he was going into the mountains to fetch firewood. He was bleeding profusely and unconscious. appearance.

I thought the young man was handsome and he had nowhere to go, and it happened that he lacked a son-in-law. Seeing that this young man was handsome and honest, he really liked him, but who would have thought that he would be repeatedly rejected by the other party? This matchmaker said it was a complete failure. .

The old man couldn't bear to see a young man who didn't go anywhere, so fortunately he let him stay to help take care of household chores and take care of his livelihood, and he got used to it over time.

This young man was good in every way, the only thing that surprised the old man was that he had heard some rumors.Every day I go to the mountains to stay for several hours, and when I come back, I will leave a few scars.Although the wound is shallow, it is also shocking.

"Don't be overwhelmed..." The old man took a deep breath and lamented.

The man sat on the chair and kept wiping the jade bracelet in his hand so delicately that he would not let go of even the slightest bit of dirt.He didn't stop wearing it until its luster directly entered his pupils.

The man took off his clothes to reveal a strong physique. However, there were several hideous scars on his chest. The wounds were so deep that they seemed to pierce into the heart. They climbed onto his skin like a centipede, which was extremely terrifying.

After changing into new clothes, he sat back on the side of the bed, picked up the saber that he had been carrying with him, and began to wipe it again.Yuxian's eyes were shocked by a word engraved on it, and he stroked the handwriting very gently, rubbing it carefully.

He searched all corners of the world for all possible ways to recall souls, but to no avail.

Falling into the abyss, there is no bones left, and both body and spirit are destroyed.

Cannot be retrieved.

A few years ago, he asked an elder who was proficient in witchcraft. The other party said that as long as he sprinkled his own blood on the last remaining place, carved a blood mark, chanted a spell, and summoned the undead, he must have a strong feeling of nostalgia.

His eyes trembled slightly after looking at the large and small scars on his body with different shades.When would he believe in these weird witchcraft, but after he tried everything, this was his last straw.

Blindly believe.

He sighed deeply and raised his neck, the reason why he still failed so far, he would rather think that his thoughts were not thorough enough than deny this clumsy method.

This seemed to be his hope of continuing to live.

He lay back on the bed and slowly closed his eyes. His sleep was so shallow that he would notice any movement in the wind.This is one of the reasons why he has been unable to sleep peacefully.

And another reason...

Whenever he closes his eyes, what appears in his mind is the person he has been thinking about day and night, and the scene where he collapsed and despaired and almost disappeared.

He clearly remembered that the pain at that time was not only from his body but also from his heart that was close to collapse. He clearly remembered how heartbroken he was when he heard the news, and he remembered that he picked up the dagger and scratched his chest over and over Shouting 'Don't you just want this? !come! !I give you! !Give him back to me! !give me back! ! ! '

At that moment, he really wanted to go with him completely for a moment, but after he was rescued by the old man, he no longer had the idea of ​​committing suicide, and his life was also meaningless.

The pictures in my head gradually overlapped and my emotions gradually became agitated. Fortunately, I sat up and left the room.He stood and looked at the night scene, and the branches and leaves he picked up lightly attached to his lips and blew out some tunes.

The tune is beautiful, but no one listens to it anymore.

A drop of tear suddenly fell from the corner of his eye, and the eye socket became moist again at some point, he slowly put down his palm and the music stopped abruptly, and the voice after speaking was somewhat hoarse, it could be seen that he hadn't really rested for a long time.

"Is this your punishment for me? Xu Yao."

He smiled bitterly, "I clearly made a wish that you and I will never be separated, why... didn't it come true..." Then he broke down in tears and vented his emotions.

"Xu Yao...Xu Yao..."

"I miss you so much……"

"What should I do, how to do..."

He didn't even see the other side for the last time, and at this moment, he was like a broken puppet waiting for his master to repair him, but he refused to return for a long time.

"Sheng'er, just put the firewood there." The old man looked at the helpers on the side with relief.

"By the way, A Sheng, do you know that I just heard rumors that the daughter of the Liu family was seriously ill and could not be cured? I am afraid that time is running out. After hearing the bad news, Yu Yunhan stayed behind closed doors and had no intention of going to the hospital. In charge of power, the prosperity of Yunding Mansion may come to an end."

The old man continued, "You also know that our town is uncontrolled, and the news spreads slowly. I don't know what's going on there now."

"I'm not interested." The man said lightly, and after thinking for a moment, he added, "That's the result of his own fault." After speaking, he turned and left.

"This child...what's on his mind?"

It was another peaceful day, when the old man was sitting on the bench and was about to cultivate his mind and body, a white figure flooded into his vision, giving people a clean feeling.

'What a handsome boy! ' The old man thought in his heart.

"Hello, I want to ask you about someone." The other party politely stepped forward and asked with a slightly bent body.

"Young man, tell me, what's the matter?"

"I heard that a man came to you ten years ago. I have something to ask him, where is he?"

The old man suddenly realized, "You said Sheng'er, he probably ran to the top of the mountain again at this time, young man, what do you want from him?"

The other party smiled without saying a word. After thanking him, he was about to leave but was stopped by the old man, "Young man, I think you are really handsome. It just so happens that my youngest daughter will come of age next year. I wonder if you would like to be my son-in-law?"

The man smiled slightly and said, "Thank you for the kindness of the old man, but unfortunately, I already had my heart a long time ago, and it will never change in this life."

"That's it...it's a pity, it's a pity." The old man looked at the direction the other party was leaving with regret, but it's a pity that such a handsome face has lost one eye.

Shen Yusheng returned to the edge of the cliff again, this is where Xu Yao jumped off.Thinking of this, his chest throbbed again.

"At the end of the day... you've been saving me."

"It's been the tenth year... You've been away from me for so long. It must have been the same suffering and sadness when you were waiting for me... But this time I can't find you."

"I totally lost you."

"Okay, I have to spend the rest of my life to compensate you, why did you run away?"

"I built a tomb for Jingshi, and I go to worship every year. I know you won't be able to forgive me even if you do this, but I'll feel better this way."

"Xu Yao... come back when you've had enough trouble..."

At this time, the sound of horseshoes sounded behind him. This is the top of the mountain, there will always be some hunters coming here, and Shen Yusheng is not surprised, so he didn't care about it.

until I heard a...

"Hey! The young man in milky white clothes in front, how about you turn around?"

"Look back at me, okay?"

Shen Yusheng didn't want to pay attention to it at first, but his body was shaken suddenly and his whole body was frozen in place as if he had been hit by acupuncture points. He turned around stiffly...

The person in front of him got off the horse and walked towards him step by step, holding the rein. Under the sunlight, he was so beautiful. His right eye was covered by an eyepatch, and he smiled so brightly, as if he had completely let go of something. read.

He said, "Xiao Sheng, I'm late."