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Ren Xuan was always worrying about how to appease Cheng Yunfeng, and according to his increasingly resistant attitude towards Chen Sui, the words that he wanted to chase him away in person was not just a simple angry word, he believed that Cheng Yunfeng could do what he said.

Ren Xuan even searched for information on several short-term rental houses while riding in the car. In fact, the difficulty was not that Chen Sui had nowhere to go, but that he couldn't ask Chen Sui to move out of the house.

Walking all the way from the bus station back to the downstairs of the community, the dark clouds in the sky are getting thicker and thicker, and it feels like heavy rain is about to pour down.He walked into the corridor quickly, and passed by a girl wearing strong perfume at the corner of the second floor. He didn't see the girl's appearance clearly, but felt that the calves that couldn't be covered by the windbreaker were very white.

The pretty figure flashed by, and Ren Xuan, with an attitude of seeing no evil, twisted her neck and quickly went upstairs.Pushing open the door, the scent of the perfume that just drifted past lingered for a long time, even if the dining table was piled up with unfinished takeaway lunch boxes, it couldn't conceal the smell of a woman.

Chen Sui came out of the kitchen with a garbage bag, he didn't seem to expect that Ren Xuan would come back early, he was caught off guard by the mess in the room.

"Why did you bring the woman back? Back to my house?" Ren Xuan looked at the scattered slippers and the messy living room, unable to say a word politely.

The matter was exposed, and Chen Sui couldn't hide it. Ren Xuan couldn't be cruel enough to drive him out after admitting his mistake: "My friend knew that I broke up, so he came to comfort me. Let's have a takeaway and watch a movie together. We didn't do anything." Otherwise, don't think too much about it."

Chen Sui pulled his arm affectionately: "You go back to the house to rest, I'll clean up the house, I'll make dinner, and I'll call you when it's done."

Ren Xuan was no longer as easy to coax as before, he vigorously shook off Chen Sui's dirty hands, and yelled at him indifferently: "What do you think of me!"

Chen Sui was bluffed by Ren Xuan's words, and withdrew his hand silently.Withdrew from the obedient promise, leaving only an irritated hostility, Ren Xuan stood opposite, but he was no longer the familiar look. "Xuan'er, it shouldn't be."

Chen Sui took half a step back, Ren Xuan's raised eyes were covered with red bloodshot eyes, fierce, sad, indignant, persistent, every emotion was like a sharp sword, trying to pierce Chen Sui.Chen Sui was a brave man physically, but a coward in spirit, he didn't dare to respond to the disappointment in Ren Xuan's eyes, and let it whip his few remaining morals.

"Xuan'er, I told you that I want to be with you, but you don't want to, then we are still friends, just like before."

"Friend? Chen Sui, did you really think of me as a friend? Between us for so many years, I have always responded to your needs. What have you done to me?" Ren Xuan laughed bitterly at himself, holding The ingredients fell to the ground.The oranges tumbled out of the bag, and the disappointment he couldn't put together was scattered all over the ground.

"But I never minded, because I liked you, and every time I was used by you, I was willing to follow behind you like a dog. It wasn't until recently that I figured out that you always knew what I thought about you. Since you If you like women, why don't you reject me quickly? Hint me again and again, give me hope, and let me fall into the illusion you created for me, until I am completely useless and kick away without looking back."

Ren Xuan choked up because of anger, the scarlet eyes were more conspicuous because of the moisture, his shoulders trembled, as if they would collapse and shatter if touched lightly.

"You are still doing this kind of thing in my house now. It's fine if you don't respect me. Why do you want to hurt me when you take advantage of it? How can I feel sorry for you?" Ren Xuan held back tears in his eyes, Earn a face for yourself in the final relationship.

Chen Sui was a head taller than him, but he scolded him so much that he didn't say a word.Ren Xuan raised his face sideways, his eyes were filled with sorrow like a bereaved dog, but his back stood straight, showing his unwavering confidence inside. "Chen Sui, move out of my house."

An unexpected decision awakened Chen Sui from the state of a sleeping zombie, he raised his shoulders and approached Ren Xuan step by step, and retreated him from the door to the middle of the living room. "You drove me away? Didn't you keep saying that you liked me? It's been a lie for so many years? Or did you turn your face and deny anyone after you made a boyfriend?"

He squeezed Ren Xuan's shoulders fiercely, exuding a strange sternness from his whole body, his unwillingness and betrayal took shape, blending into his fingertips and deeply embedded in his flesh. "Why do you think I came to you? Because the little boy who abducted my girlfriend has the same last name as you."

He raised his palm and patted Ren Xuan's pale cheeks a few times in humiliation, then pinched his jaw, twisting the lower half of his face until it deformed. "Same as you, white, tender, quiet and unfucking. I just wanted to fuck you for a while to relieve my anger, but I didn't expect you to pretend to be fake and reserved. Do you know how disgusting you gay ass fuckers are, if it weren't for you How can I care about you for so many years!"

Ren Xuan forcefully pushed away the hand clamped on his chin, red marks were pinched on his cheeks, and he staggered a few times.He pointed directly at the center of Chen Sui's eyebrows and yelled in a voice that was almost a roar: "Chen Sui, you are not human! Get the hell out of here now!"

Chen Sui opened his wrist with a slap, and beat his chest mercilessly with a fist as big as a bowl. Ren Xuan was immediately knocked to the ground, and the sofa was knocked a long distance away. "Let me go, you deserve it too!"

Ren Xuan's chest hurt as if it was splitting open. He tried to get up by holding his arms, but his crooked wrist couldn't exert any strength at all.He tried to move it a few times until his palm near the sofa rubbed against something slippery. He slowly moved his hand away, and the two of them looked at the same thing. It was a used condom that had been knotted.

The lies were completely exposed, and everything in this room made Ren Xuan feel disgusted.Chen Suizao had no face to speak of, and angrily kicked at Ren Xuan's neatly tidied coffee table. Ren Xuan's favorite gadgets were scattered all over the floor, making the messy room even worse.

Chen Sui ignored Ren Xuan who was paralyzed on the ground, went back to his room and simply packed his luggage, stuffed messy things into the box, and even the furniture in the small bedroom suffered.

Before he dragged the suitcase and left, he still didn't forget to play hard, pointing at Ren Xuan who couldn't stand up, gnashing his teeth and said, "You fucking wait for me." After speaking, he slammed the door hard, and the whole corridor was shocked. .

At noon, when Ren Xuan went out, Cheng Yunfeng started to regret it.The more he sat at home, the more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable he became. He had a temper tantrum with Ren Xuan, and went the way of Chen Sui, pushing Ren Xuan out.He also recalled the advice given by the master of Wanshan Yuelao Temple: "Treat him wholeheartedly, trust him, support him unwaveringly, and you will naturally remove obstacles and seize fate."

If you insist on saying that the unreliable signing has any connection with reality, it must be referring to the present.Chen Sui was naturally not considered Ren Xuan's broken marriage, but if he didn't hold him firmly by his side at this time, he would be a fool who lost his marriage.

Cheng Yunfeng just wanted to bring Ren Xuan back, and the two lived in their small apartment lovingly, riding his bike to work during the day, and taking him back to the restaurant for dinner at night.Ai, surnamed Chen, will move out whenever he wants, and don't even think about disturbing his and Ren Xuan's life for a day.

It was getting dark very quickly, and there were a few muffled thunders outside. Ren Xuan sat on the floor with his knees hugged, his body aching everywhere.He loves his first love for being a beast, he loves his boyfriend for being angry with him, he loves himself for trying to do everything well, but he messes everything up.

The still room is like a picture in the dark, and the ink stripes of light and shadow are gradually lengthened as the sky gets darker.The ringing of the mobile phone shattered the tranquility of the room, ignorantly urging Ren Xuan to face up to the messy room.

He took out his mobile phone from his pocket in the dark. The light on the screen was a little dazzling. He picked up the phone at the last second of the ringtone, trying to adjust the sound to be calm and comfortable.

"Where are you?" Cheng Yunfeng's tone on the phone was very soft, as if he had abandoned all disputes, and it was only from his boyfriend's most sincere care.Xiaofeng is so good, but he is so bad.

"At home." Just three words made Ren Xuan unable to control the feeling of grievance, as if Cheng Yunfeng said a few more words, he would not be able to hold back his tears, and cried on the phone.He interrupted Cheng Yunfeng first: "I'm sleepy and want to sleep, let's talk about it tomorrow, okay?"

"Okay, go to bed early, good night." Cheng Yunfeng hung up the phone and leaned against the familiar wall at the door of Ren Xuan's house.He touched the upturned crack on the word "Fu", which he accidentally scratched open when he opened the door.After thinking about it for a moment, he took out the key, reached into the keyhole and turned the lock.

Ren Xuan stared at the sound of the door lock without blinking, thinking that Chen Suixin was unwilling to leave and returned, so he picked up the dictionary scattered beside him, hugged it to his chest, and prepared to fight for his life.

The author has something to say:

Chen Sui should be bisexual. He had fantasies about men but has always suppressed the desire to make him feel ashamed.His presumptuousness towards Ren Xuan is also due to his uncontrollable curiosity about men, he is a sad and hateful person.

Chen Sui may never dare to face up to his desire, but Ren Xuan understands his feelings.

After going through this episode, I think they will know how to cherish it~

Beat Chen Sui violently, I pay 5 cents.