sleep anchor

Early the next morning, Ren Xuan still got up early for the meeting, Cheng Yunfeng still missed breakfast, and slept until the sun was up.

He got up and simply packed his luggage. Except for a few dirty clothes, he looked around and there was nothing to tidy up.Cheng Yunfeng leaned on the sink after washing, turned his head to the mirror and took a look around. There was a green stubble on his lips and chin. Coupled with his resolute facial features, he was a little melancholy and decadent like an early Hong Kong star.

Cheng Yunfeng was quite satisfied with this image, put away the razor, and changed back into a black cool guy outfit.Ren Xuan's meeting was only held until noon, Cheng Yunfeng looked at the time, just in time to wander to the door to pick up people.

The sun shines directly on the ground, and the shadows of the trees are not enough to shade.Cheng Yunfeng was heated into a roasted sugar figure all the way, and without a word, he walked into the door that Ren Xuan came out the day before.

The old building has its unique way of evacuating the heat. Even though the air conditioner is not on-hook, you can feel the shade when you open the door.The security guard in the reception room called Cheng Yunfeng to stop and asked him to register as a visitor.Cheng Yunfeng said he had to wait for someone, but the security guard told him to sit on two rows of plastic seats at the door, and he was not allowed to wander around.

The building still retains the decoration style of the 90s, with green-painted stair railings and large-grain terrazzo floor tiles, as well as a large mirror facing the door, with red slogans of loving the party and the country written on it.

Cheng Yunfeng stood bored and looked up to read the environmental protection code hanging on the wall. Halfway through the reading, he heard voices in the corridor behind him.Cheng Yunfeng turned around and took two steps, leaned his body to look in, the door of the inner room was pushed open, and people walked out in twos and threes.

It might be Ren Xuan's room, Cheng Yunfeng tilted his head, trying to distinguish Ren Xuan's figure.Cheng Yunfeng recognized Ren Xuan as soon as he turned out of the door. He hurried forward and took two steps. Before he waved his hand, he saw Ren Xuan was stopped and stuffed a booklet.

Ren Xuan took the pen and leaned on the wall to write something.The light from the window at the end of the corridor fell on him, making him a gilt-edged silhouette.The raised arm lifted the top, just revealing the plump buttocks, and the trousers hung straight to the ground, forming an intriguing angle with the upper body.

Cheng Yunfeng immediately had the idea of ​​seeing no evil, and was hesitating to return to the door, when Ren Xuan finished writing, took back the booklet, and handed it back to the person.

The two of them got closer and closer as they talked, and Cheng Yunfeng stood there helplessly.Ren Xuan only had a short pause when he found him, then naturally stood beside Cheng Yunfeng, smiled and told the man that a friend was coming to pick him up, and then said goodbye politely.

Ren Xuan took off his suit, draped it on his elbows, and rolled up his shirt cuffs in two, with a kind of elegant chic.In time for the lunch break, the road was crowded, and the two of them rushed back to the hotel shoulder to shoulder and arms sweating all the way.

Ren Xuan was busy packing his luggage, Cheng Yunfeng took a shower again, and when he was changing clothes naked, Ren Xuan didn't even look at him, carrying his bag in one hand and the unfinished green balls and peaches in the other, urging him to go downstairs check out.

The two stuffed their luggage into the trunk, picked a nearby business district, and found a light restaurant for lunch.After paying the bill, Cheng Yunfeng stood in the shopping mall and looked around, recalling the two days we spent together, but in fact, he didn't do anything decent.

He leaned on the railing and looked at Ren Xuan with half-closed eyes: "It's time to feel sleepy when you're full. It's not safe to go on the highway."

Ren Xuan nodded, thinking it made sense. "The hotel is checked out, I should have slept before leaving."

"It's okay." Cheng Yunfeng raised his eyebrows, his eyes were bright. "There is a movie theater upstairs. You watch a movie and I sleep in. The time is just right for the return trip after the show."

"Row."

Ren Xuan picked a movie with a suitable time in Maoyan, took the ticket and entered with Cheng Yunfeng.There were not many spectators in the screening hall, so the two chose to sit in the back row.

Neither of them bought popcorn or drinks. Ren Xuan sat on the inside and Cheng Yunfeng sat outside.Cheng Yunfeng sat upright during the advertisement, but when the lights went out, he started thinking about something else.

It's just a very ordinary domestic drama, Ren Xuan found Cheng Yunfeng leaning towards him as soon as the plot was introduced.As soon as he turned his head, he heard Cheng Yunfeng whispering in a low voice: "Let me rely on it, my neck is sore."

The deep voice was accompanied by the hot breath, but when it reached the ears, it turned into a coquettish and inexplicable sexy that didn't violate the harmony.Ren Xuan straightened his shoulders to make Cheng Yunfeng lean more comfortably, and Cheng Yunfeng was not polite, and half of his body was pressed against him.

Darkness is the best fig leaf, and the air-conditioning in the movie hall was fully turned on, which completely wiped out Ren Xuan's little awkwardness and shame.

Out of caring for the long-distance driver, Ren Xuan insisted on holding on to his numb shoulders and refused to change his posture. The more he wanted to focus on the plot, the more distracted he was.Cheng Yunfeng won't catch a cold, will he have a stiff neck when he wakes up, will he have a headache if he doesn't sleep enough, and so on!Why did the suspect become the male number two?Just in the middle of the cycle, the movie is a mess.

Cheng Yunfeng only fell into a light sleep for about 10 minutes, and then woke up to enjoy the hard-won tenderness.His nose was pressed against Ren Xuan's neck, and he could easily smell the scent of shampoo, which all had the same cheap lemon scent, but Ren Xuan would have a more refined finish.

When the movie showed the racing scene, there was a loud stereo sound all around. Cheng Yunfeng twisted his body in shock, and Ren Xuan also stretched out his hand to support his cheek: "Are you awake? Uncomfortable?"

"Hmm..." Cheng Yunfeng looked sleepy, grabbed Ren Xuan's wrist and put it on the armrest.Two arms were folded together, and the big hand was warmly covering the back of Ren Xuan's hand.The two heads were pressed together, if it was a bit polite just now, now they are too tightly entangled, the stubble rubbed against Ren Xuan's shoulder, the pain and itchiness of the stabbing did not retreat for a long time.

The second half of the movie was intense and noisy, Ren Xuan guessed that Cheng Yunfeng hadn't really fallen asleep, Cheng Yunfeng leaned on Ren Xuan's stiff body and guessed that he didn't watch it seriously.The two of them stood together tacitly until the moment before the lights came on, Cheng Yunfeng left Ren Xuan's shoulders and sat up straight, and the two of them left the scene as if nothing had happened.

The two got into the car, and before getting on the expressway, Cheng Yunfeng went to a gas station to fill up the fuel tank.Ren Xuan wanted to pay the money, but Cheng Yunfeng refused to let him, pushing him on the seat. "Why do you figure it out so clearly with me? When you go back, you want to pat your ass and run away?"

These two sentences broke Ren Xuan's mind, he didn't want to owe Cheng Yunfeng, he knew he couldn't pay it back.It's not enough to pretend to be a stranger, but he can't give more.

On the way back, both of them were awake, but it was no different from falling asleep, and neither of them spoke.Cheng Yunfeng depressedly found a rest stop, got out of the car with a cigarette in his mouth.Ren Xuan came back from the bathroom and leaned against the door to watch Cheng Yunfeng smoke.He switched to another brand, not chocolate pops, but stronger tobacco.

Cheng Yunfeng extinguished the cigarette butt and threw it into the trash can.The two sat back in the car and headed south.

He couldn't stand the atmosphere, so he turned off the radio and said first, "Ren Xuan, even if I like you, I don't mean to harm you. Don't keep trying to avoid me."

"I didn't intend to hide from you." Ren Xuan pursed her lips and thought for a long time: "I am, I am not ready."

Cheng Yunfeng didn't understand what to prepare for dating, and it's not that there is an accurate timetable for playing games, nor is there a list telling you when you will meet someone you like. "Do you still can't forget that person, so you can't accept me?"

"Xiaofeng, I just never thought about falling in love. I used to like Chen Sui, just purely. He likes girls. I know we have no results. Even if I have a boyfriend, I don't know how to explain to my parents. When I meet a friend, how should I introduce him? I can’t hide it and say it’s just a friend, it’s not fair to him, but I don’t have the courage to confess everything.”

There was unprecedented sadness in Ren Xuan's eyes. He lowered his head and muttered to himself: "I'm too cowardly, I've been avoiding. I'm afraid of being discussed, and I might even lose my job. I just want to be a normal person." People, I don’t need my family to worry about me anymore. You may not understand these things, but I can’t.”

After hearing these words, Cheng Yunfeng realized that Ren Xuan was actually the group of people who were locked in the cabinet, and the key to immortality was still in his hands.The slogans of "support the same sex, be brave and love" in big cities can only be heard, and it will not work in such a small city.No need to saliva, just a few unfriendly eyes can trap this kind of sensitive person to death, let alone come out, even if you try to take a step, you dare not.

Cheng Yunfeng began to feel sorry for Ren Xuan, he had never thought about love, let alone had love.He wanted to toss Ren Xuan over and over again, squeeze out the bitterness that had been in him for more than ten years, at least let him dare to face him once under the sun, the bastard is loved by his mother, Ren Xuan doesn't have to be afraid of anything.