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"Actually, I really admire you for daring to speak out about it." Ren Xuan lowered his head, Cheng Yunfeng couldn't see his face clearly, only two rows of thick and straight eyelashes were blinking down through the lens .

"It's nothing special, I just got annoyed by being asked." Cheng Yunfeng twisted his neck, and his peeking became blatant, "Introduce me to my sister and sister all day long, just explain it to me and settle it."

"What did they say? Can you accept it from the beginning?" Ren Xuan's ending sound was light, with a sense of relief.

"There's nothing I can't accept," Cheng Yunfeng whistled in a different tone, "I don't stare at other people's butts all day long."

Ren Xuan was amused by his witty words, walked slowly with big strides, and stopped asking questions.

"That," Cheng Yunfeng rubbed his elbow lightly on Ren Xuan's arm, "The person you said you had a crush on for a long time last time was also a man?"

"Yes." Ren Xuan turned his head and glanced at Cheng Yunfeng, only for a moment, as if a little ashamed. "I was a bit apprehensive at the time, and I wasn't very honest."

"I wasn't familiar with him at that time, it should be." The topic should have ended here, but Cheng Yunfeng didn't give up, and asked uninterestedly: "Then do you still keep in touch with him?"

Ren Xuan shook his head, his stiff spirit was completely blown away, "He is busy looking at the house and needs to decorate it, so we haven't contacted for a long time."

"I think this is good," Cheng Yunfeng said in a high voice, and put his big hand on Ren Xuan's shoulder warmly: "Those who don't love us, let them go with the wind. The most important thing is to grasp the happiness around us."

Ren Xuan also took the back of Cheng Yunfeng's hand, patted it lightly, and said to him very seriously: "Xiaofeng, kind people will be happy too."

The four-stop road was accompanied by evening wind, Ren Xuan refused to let Cheng Yunfeng follow, Cheng Yunfeng insisted on going along the way.The two walked downstairs to Ren Xuan's house side by side, Cheng Yunfeng complained of leg pain again, and pestered Ren Xuan to rest by the flower bed with him.

The two men sat side by side with their legs crossed, Cheng Yunfeng stood in the shadow of a tree in the backlight, and Ren Xuan repelled the mosquitoes with his hands helplessly.

"Ren Xuan, have you thought about what kind of person you will be with in the future?" Cheng Yunfeng asked vaguely, "together" can mean living for a long time, or falling in love for a short time, it can be deep or shallow Turn around.

Ren Xuan knew what he was thinking, an adult who had been out of society, did not want Zou Xuanyu to play ambiguous love tricks.He withdrew his hand to repel the mosquitoes, and sat upright: "Xiaofeng, I have only liked one person since I was a child, and even now I have never thought of falling in love with others. We are not suitable, you will have a better choice .”

"Fart!" Cheng Yunfeng squinted his eyes angrily, "You are my best choice. I know you don't think well of me, you think I'm meeting a playboy who loves each other, but it's really not!"

Cheng Yunfeng didn't give Ren Xuan a chance to interject, his voice was low but confident: "Although I haven't liked anyone for ten or eight years, I can catch up with someone I know for ten or eight years."

"I didn't think so..." Ren Xuan was interrupted by Cheng Yunfeng's hand as soon as he opened his mouth, "Since you know what I'm thinking, I don't have to beat around the bush. I like you. I liked you the first time I saw you in the store. From today on I I'm going to chase you."

Ren Xuan was taken aback by his series of forceful confessions, and was speechless with his mouth open.Cheng Yunfeng's gasp this time was not to give Ren Xuan a chance to retort, but instead he was imposing, and the more he spoke, the more courageous he was.

"I don't care about your crushed crush, and I don't mind the suitors who will show up in the future. I will let you know that I, Cheng Yunfeng, is the best one among many people, and the one who matches you best. A stone fell The two halves can be put together perfectly when you pick them up, and we are talking about the two of us."

Ren Xuan once again refreshed his understanding of Cheng Yunfeng, the most jumping up and down boys in the class before could not say such naked love words.He stood up awkwardly, and kicked Cheng Yunfeng's calf: "There are neighbors all around, what are you talking about!"

"I just said it," Cheng Yunfeng confronted him, poking his neck, "I did it." After speaking, he got up quickly and stepped across from Ren Xuan.

The two stood facing each other, with their heads higher than the bushes. Ren Xuan took two steps back to avoid the old man who was at the side enjoying the cool air.

Cheng Yunfeng couldn't see him avoiding the god of plague, so he followed Ren Xuan's footsteps like losing his temper, taking two steps forward when he took two steps back. "What are you hiding, what else can I do to you?"

"Cheng Yunfeng, you have to show some face."

Cheng Yunfeng tilted his neck and drooped his eyes, his facial features were calm but he looked cool and attractive. "Go home, go to bed. Let's do it for today, but I mean it."

Ren Xuan couldn't wait to go home, and before leaving, he still solemnly told Cheng Yunfeng to "be careful".

Cheng Yunfeng watched as Ren Xuan ran away and entered the gate. He didn't go home with peace of mind until the familiar window was lit with warm lights again.

Cheng Yunfeng packed everything up and went back to bed. Before going to bed, he sent a "good night" to Ren Xuan, and Ren Xuan didn't reply after a long time, but he didn't mind.

It can't be regarded as a successful confession, the relationship has not even made progress, Cheng Yunfeng is still like a stone in his heart has fallen to the ground, good or bad, it feels solid.

He skillfully opened the "broken" private messages, and unconsciously began to rely heavily on this feeling of talking. People who are thousands of miles away can become intimate because of a few conversations, while people who are close and touchable will become intimate because of a few conversations. After a few paragraphs, they become estranged, all of which are wonderful fates.

"Anchor, I confessed my love to the person I like today. Although I didn't agree immediately, he looked very moved and shy. I read your advice last time and it had a great influence on me. I also thought about giving up, but But let me know that we are the same person, which shows that there is God's will in the dark, this is the opportunity God gave me! I must treat him well and cherish this fate!"

"You haven't contributed for a long time, are you going to give up this channel? No matter what, I hope your life goes well, good night."

"Smashing" may not be able to see this private message, maybe the app has been uninstalled a long time ago, Cheng Yunfeng has no expectations, talking to him is more decompressing than responding itself.

The last week of the leader's inspection forced Ren Xuan to tighten every string. Apart from coping with work, he was also distracted from dealing with the new suitors.Cheng Yunfeng's harassment was not excessive, it was limited to the WeChat bombing, and he did not show up at the workplace regardless of the occasion.

Ren Xuan dealt with Cheng Yunfeng's messages patiently and coldly, replying three or four out of ten, and pretending to be blind to the rest.Cheng Yunfeng is also well-behaved, he is not impatient except for asking for warmth, and never clings to others just because of a little neglect, which is annoying.

The leaders of the province finally returned home a day early, and they were all relieved after seeing off the whole situation. Everyone tacitly took half a day off, and the entire office building was empty in the afternoon.

Ren Xuan cleaned up the inside and outside of the house, cooked simple dishes, and ate alone in front of the TV.The longer the day, the more lonely it seems. After everything is done, it is the time when I get off work. Ren Xuan sits in the living room with nothing to do in the setting sun.

He went to the cubicle to turn on the computer, and the rows of movies in the folder became tedious.Everything is the same as before, but the state of mind has changed. A spring suddenly gushes out of a pool of stagnant water, and the surface of the water is naturally full of ripples, no matter how difficult it is to calm down.

Ren Xuan clicked on the M station again. He didn't know when he would start thinking about the message from "Little Red Riding Hood".He can't respond to Cheng Yunfeng's expectations, but he longs for the feeling of being needed. He and "Little Red Riding Hood" have no respect for giving and receiving. Both ends of the high wall are holding the same rope, and whoever lets go will both fall.

"Little Red Riding Hood" finally received good news in this private message, and Ren Xuan was really happy for her from the bottom of his heart.He can feel the joy and energy conveyed by each character, as well as the sadness that he no longer contributes.

Ren Xuan likes to be quiet, and the ASMR audio makes him feel the power of silence. In a room with the windows closed, he is not lonely when he is alone.This end is a seemingly lonely recording, but there are countless ears waiting to be appeased. There is no need for cumbersome interaction, and every repeated click is a silent response.

Ren Xuan tried live streaming for the first time. During a time that was not part of sleep, an ASMR anchor opened his live broadcast room.He adjusted the binaural microphone, and the picture was a black hole. Even though there was no audience, he still opened the screen recording software and started recording audio.