Every day I want to quit my job and farm

For the first time since they got married, Shen Xi and Qiao Ke slept in separate rooms.Shen Xi thought that he would toss and turn all night, unable to fall asleep.Actually staying up until midnight, he fell asleep not long after lying down.No matter how troublesome you are, you have to sleep when you should sleep, and you can only solve your mental problems after getting enough sleep.

Pinhui walked into the bedroom and reported: "Young master, the young master is already asleep. Fusheng is guarding the door, so you don't have to worry."

Shen Yi lay on the bed and slept soundly, while Qiao Ke sat on the bed restless.They seldom quarrel, because they understand each other and are considerate to each other.Once they quarreled, it was difficult to reconcile. He didn't understand the reason of her husband's anger at all, so he couldn't make a compromise.Even if it regresses this time, it will probably happen again next time.Why?Husband obviously didn't pay much attention to reputation before, why this time...

After blowing out the oil lamp, Pin Hui exited the bedroom.Qiao Ke lay down slowly, even though he slept with the child, he still felt lonely.Turning over, Qiao Ke lay down in the place where Shen Hao often slept, tears filled his eyes for a moment.If he's wrong, why not tell him...

Just tell him and he will definitely change.Qiao Ke buried his head in the pillow, afraid of waking the sleeping child, sobbed in a low voice.

The tears could not be stopped no matter what, Qiao Ke got up and wanted to go to Shen Xi to explain clearly.If the husband doesn't agree, he won't do it, and he won't make up his own mind anymore... Stopping at the door, Qiao Ke withdrew his hand ready to open the door. This is not what the husband wanted, and it wasn't that he was forced to compromise.If they can't figure out the reason, they can't reconcile.Qiao Ke returned to the bed and sat with his knees hugged. Why? ...

The night passed quickly, and Qiao Ke still couldn't figure it out, so he sat on the bed with his knees hugged and fell asleep.After dawn, Shen Xi got up to wash up, changed into casual clothes and led Fu Sheng out of the city on horseback, heading straight to Baiyun Temple.The morning air was very fresh, Shen Xi took a deep breath and smiled bitterly.

The horses were tied at the foot of the mountain, and Shen Yu and Fu Sheng went up to Baiyun Temple.The little monk saw Shen Xi put his hands together, and then went to invite the abbot.

Shen Xi walked into the Daxiong Hall, stood in the hall with his hands behind his back, and looked at the Buddha statue.Master Suixin arrived via the notification of the little novice, entered the hall and saluted with clasped hands.Shen Xi didn't look back, still looking at the tall Buddha statue: "Prince, I want to ask you to do me a favor."

He walked to Shen Xi's side and put his palms together and bowed his head: "I will never refuse to help if I can. I don't know what Master Shen needs."

Turning around, Shen Yu said to Fu Sheng: "Go back and tell the young master that I want to become a monk. The abbot master is already preparing to shave."

Fu Sheng panicked for a moment, seeing Shen Xi's resolute eyes, he immediately ran out.He ran down the hill and rode his horse, and galloped into the city.

After the person left, he lowered his eyes softly: "Master Shen won't become a monk. You came here yourself just to make such a joke?"

"Do you think it's a joke?" Shen Xi went over and sat down cross-legged on the futon, "I'm not joking. The First Prince should move a chair and sit down. I can't bear to let you stand all the time. First Prince, follow me What does it feel like to communicate with the sky?"

"Thank you Master Shen for your concern, I'll be fine standing up." Twirling the beads lightly, "It's just like talking to someone."

Shen Xi laughed softly: "I've always wondered. Why me? When tens of thousands of people died at the same time on the earth, I was chosen. Is there anything special about me? I'm just an ordinary person, obsessed with going to work, Not even a girlfriend."

"There is God's will in the dark." He said lightly, "Instead of thinking about why, it is more beneficial to look to the future."

"Looking to the future..." Shen Xi felt uncomfortable cross-legged, so he stretched his legs and sat casually, "Can you let me talk to him?"

"No." Su Xin raised his eyes to look at Shen Yu, "Master Shen is so stubborn, it is not good for himself or others."

If he could be rude, Shen Xi would have pointed at the sky and scolded him for three days and three nights.Wanting to scold in person but being rejected, really...

Capital, General's Mansion.Fusheng hurried back and sent a message to Qiao Ke who was having breakfast.After hearing Fu Sheng's message, Qiao Ke, who had no appetite at all, immediately asked someone to prepare his horse, and he was going to Baiyun Temple.Pinhui quickly brought a cloak and put it on Qiao Ke.

Qiao Ke went out of the house and rode a fast horse, and hurried out of the city.Fusheng and Liufeng followed on horseback to ensure Qiao Ke's safety.

The main hall of Baiyun Temple.Sitting on the futon, Shen Xi still chatted with Xunxin: "Prince, have you ever liked someone?"

"Yes." There was no fluctuation in Sui Xin's eyes, it was a long time ago, "A very cheerful girl, I just found out that I had a crush on her, she fell off the cliff and died. I watched her fall with my own eyes. Go down, but there is no time to save her."

"Do you think she died because of you?" Shen Hao smiled leisurely, "Because you are destined to become a believer in heaven, so anyone you like will not end well. Come on. How can there be such a thing in the world?" How doomed, really doomed can be overthrown."

The hand that twirled the Buddha beads at will paused, and then continued: "Master Shen's thoughts always make people's eyes shine."

"I just don't like being manipulated by others." Shen Yu looked at the aloof Buddha, "It's just a desperate struggle. By the way, what do you like? Shall I introduce one to you? You have been a monk since you were a child, and you have never tasted love. You How do you get out of the world if you don’t enter the world. When you have tasted everything and can still see it, you are truly enlightened. How is it? Are you interested in giving it a try?”

"It's very tempting." Suixin remained unmoved, "But I will not be tempted. What you are doing is very dangerous, Mr. Shen."

"Hahaha." Shen Yan smiled and collapsed on the futon, "Will you not be tempted, or can't be tempted? Don't your legs feel sore after standing for so long? I asked you to move a chair to sit on, but you didn't listen. Daddy Prince, you didn't call yourself an old monk. You are obviously the abbot."

Sui Xin frowned slightly, pursed her lips and said: "Because you called me the First Prince, I will return to you as the First Prince."

"I don't think so." Shen Hao pointed to Suixin and said, "Your heart thinks that you are not Suixin, but an ordinary person. Although you inherit the abbot's mantle and can hear the will of heaven, this is not what you want. Your heart is rebelling, even if you can only rebel against a slight move. Do you want to try to get rid of the shackles completely? You can return to the world and live the life you want..."

"Master Shen, why did you come here today?" After the words came out, I realized the anxiety in my tone.The eager denial as if his heart was seen through, the more he denies, the more obvious he is.How can he have a life that he wants to live, but he fantasized about it when he was young...

"Don't worry." Shen Yu smiled, "Anyway, you are already on my side, how about standing more thoroughly? Since the abbot can find an heir, you should be able to too. Hand over the burden of the abbot to others, and you will be freed How about it? Go where you want to go, do what you want to do, even if you restore your status as the eldest prince, it doesn't matter if you participate in the struggle for power. The key is you."

Would you like to be freed from the shackles.If he could abduct him as he wished, Shen Xie could already imagine Tian's expression of being so angry that he cursed at the street.comfortable!

"I..." bowed my head freely, "As expected of Mr. Shen, I want to resist every chance I get. It's very admirable."

"Thank you for your reward." Shen Xi spread his hands and smiled, "If I don't make me feel better, how can I make him feel better. Right? Even if you can't completely resist, it's always good to be angry with him. After all, he is very lonely. I’ve never been angry, how bad it is.”

In silence, I heard footsteps coming from outside: "The person you were waiting for is here. I will take my leave first, and wish you all your wishes come true."

"Thank you." The corners of Shen Xi's lips curled into a smile, "You are also welcome to come to the General's Mansion to find me at any time. I will also make your wishes come true."

Put your hands together and recite Amitabha Buddha, then walk out of the hall.Just passed by Qiao Ke who came in a hurry.Surprised, he looked back at Qiao Ke, and finally understood why Shen Xi came to Baiyun Temple.The trajectory of fate is changing...Leave with your heart down.

In the hall.Shen Xi stood up and turned around to face Qiao Ke. Qiao Ke said anxiously: "Stop making trouble. Let's go home, shall we?"

"I'm not messing with you. After I came to the temple, I found that the life I want is far away in the sky and right in front of my eyes. Being a monk, chanting scriptures and growing vegetables every day, it's good to have no worries." Shen Xi smiled , "I never changed my mind, how about you?"

Qiao Ke didn't know how to answer, he held onto Shen Yu's arm tightly and wouldn't let go.He won't let go, no matter what.

Shen Xi stared at Qiao Ke, as if he could see through Qiao Ke's inner thoughts.He knew that Qiao Ke had grown up very fast, but growing up fast in the capital meant that he was in deep trouble.Shen Hao no longer took the initiative to hold Qiao Ke's hand, because he could not do so now: "You are longing for power, of course you are right. There are a few people in the world who hold power and can resist temptation. But what you want at this moment and what I want running in the opposite direction."

Different ideas are destined to take different paths.They are not stupid, how could they not understand.Joko blushed.

Seeing Qiao Ke's eyes filled with tears, Shen Xi was very distressed.His ideal is an ideal, and Qiao Ke's ideal is also an ideal, so he will not ask Qiao Ke to give up.Shen Yan smiled: "If you want power, I will give it to you. If you want to ascend to the highest position, I will help you."

"But you won't stay, right?" Qiao Ke grasped Shen's arm even more, "You won't stay."

"Yes. You know what I want." Shen Hao gently wiped the tears on Qiao Ke's face, "I will help you get all the power you want, but I will not stay for you. Even if you are alone When I grow old, I also choose the life I want to live. No matter how many temptations are in front of me, I will never waver. Even if it takes a lifetime to help you, I will leave when I am done."

"I don't want you to go." Qiao Ke burst into tears and hugged Shen Yu tightly, "You are my husband, and we still have children..."

"Yes." Shen Xi gently closed his eyes, it was very painful to leave his beloved, but he didn't like power, and he didn't like to play tricks in the power struggle.If he stays when he can go, it will be very painful.In the future, I will feel resentful towards the person I love.Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, and you have to give up if you don't give up.It was his fault that he faced such a situation, and he shouldn't have given too much power to Qiao Ke.

Anyone born in the center of power will be tempted by power, not to mention Qiao Ke who has never been exposed to power.Once trapped, how many people can get out?Shen Hao gently pulled Qiao Ke away: "I don't want to go to the point of no return with you. So..."

"Don't go, I don't want anything. As long as you, only you..." Qiao Ke burst into tears, "I only want you."

Shen Hao's eyes were red, and finally he couldn't help but hugged Qiao Ke tightly: "I'm sorry for making you cry. I'm sorry..."

Sorry for not being more thoughtful.Tears slipped down, Shen Xi bit his lips and couldn't bear it, he was still forcing Qiao Ke to make a choice.Because by not making a choice now, both of them will suffer in the future.How much he hopes to give Choco everything he wants, but he can't... He can give Choco power, and he is willing to hold Choco to the highest position.But he can't abandon his ideal and stay with Qiao Ke all the time...

[The author has something to say: _(:з」∠)_Arguing can make up~]