I'm not a superstar [entertainment circle]

The tips of Wen Han's ears turned red slightly, and he stared at Shen Fanxing slightly annoyed.

As for the culprit, he didn't realize it at all. He stared at Wen Han with piercing eyes for a while, then moved a little closer, and mouthed, "You're blushing."

Wen Han was furious, and he immediately said, "It's so cute."

cute you ghost!Wen Han used some strength to pull the towel away from Shen Fanxing's hand, trying to cover the other's face directly.

Anyway, this kind of face is worthless.

Of course Wen Han didn't do that, he took a step back and stayed away from Shen Fanxing, took some time to get himself back to normal, and walked to the kitchen as if nothing had happened, the pile of ingredients he bought at noon was almost eaten.

Considering that the meal for the evening has not yet been settled, Wen Han plans to go to the little boy's house again.

It's not that Wen Han likes this child so much, he just sees in this child's eyes a kind of stubbornness and self-esteem beyond his age, and such a cautious expression always touches Wen Han's heart.

Layers of shock, reaching the abyss in my heart.

Before Wen Han went out, Shen Fanxing reached out to hold his wrist and stopped him.

Wen Han's mood suddenly came up again: "!! What are you doing!"

Shen Fanxing's voice was gentle and peaceful: "I'm sorry, I was bothering you just now, but have you ever thought about it, you can cut it out separately in the later stage, then if you plan to touch me for a whole season, even if you get close to me, you will subconsciously Dodge, that's really wrong, right?"

Wen Han was afraid that he would feel that he didn't want to make it public, so he subconsciously looked up at Shen Fanxing: "I'm not..."

Shen Fanxing gave him an expression of "I understand", "I know, you are thinking about the whole program, trust me, it's no problem, you can be more natural, as for whether it can be broadcast or not, let the director team worry about it gone."

Wen Han actually thought it made sense, so before going out, he gave Shen Fanxing a supercilious look, "I hope you can clean yourself up before I come back."

As the sun sets, the temperature also drops. The light snow particles falling from the sky spread a thin layer on the ground, and you can hear the sound of "creaking" when you step on it, but it is a bit slippery.

The camera guy was holding the machine in the back, so he didn't pay much attention to the situation under his feet. When he walked to the corner, Wen Han whispered to remind him to pay attention to his feet, but he still slipped, and he didn't fall. Standing, the feeling of rapid heartbeat is about to pop out.

Hearing the movement, Wen Han subconsciously looked back at him. It didn't matter. Wen Han sat down on the ground with a "plop", and then his long legs touched the camera brother's heels. His position was not good at all. At this stage, he managed to escape the blow just now, and he couldn't escape Wen Han's blow either.

Both of them fell to the ground crookedly, and because they were wearing too thick clothes, they both looked ridiculous when they got up.

Wen Han climbed up with hands and feet, then pulled the camera brother up, stared down at the machine lying on the ground, and said to the brother: "It seems that I didn't record it just now..."

The little brother sighed: "Then, isn't this fall in vain?"

Wen Han looked at him in disbelief: "Is it considered a work-related injury if you fell? You got a bonus or something?" You actually said such a thing, did you consider your mother's feelings when you said such a thing?

The little brother also looked at him incredulously: "This is your point of view!"

Wen Han: "..."

Wen Han heaved a sigh of relief, "It's a good thing we didn't record it. I don't want them to be concerned about whether my butt hurts when I meet fans." If I still stare at it, wouldn't it be more embarrassing!

The little brother looked at him with a ghostly expression, this was the first time he met such a star who didn't want to be watched by him.

□□ big, full of surprises.

After the director team saw that the camera was black, they asked what happened. The cameraman briefly explained the situation, and then the director asked, "Did you hurt from the fall?"

The little brother felt the warmth brought by the director for the first time, checked the machine carefully, and replied: "I don't hurt, and the machine is fine."

The machine screen returned to normal, and the director was silent for three seconds, "I asked Wen Han if it hurts from the fall?"

The little brother was embarrassed: "...No, no."

Wen Han didn't know what the little brother had experienced at all, and the two continued to walk forward one after the other.Wen Han still remembered the location of the child's house, and when he arrived, he raised his hand and knocked on the door.

The sound of footsteps came from the courtyard very quickly, maybe a little anxious, Wen Han also heard the sound of "Plop plop" falling several times, and said to the people inside through the courtyard door: "Slow down, don't be in a hurry."

The little boy opened the door, his expression was not so timid, and he smiled at Wen Han, Wen Han saw his untidy little canine teeth.

"Do you still have food at home?" Wen Han asked.

The little boy nodded: "There are a lot of them. This year's vegetables are not sold, and they are all in the hands of the villagers." Afraid that they would be cold, the little boy hurriedly let them into the house, which was very warm.

Wen Han thought of the tragedy that Wu Rong ran away to two families in the morning and failed to buy vegetables, his eyes moved, he thought of the newly built road, and guessed why some people didn't want to sell vegetables.

Wen Han asked what the child's name was, and if it didn't go well, he might come to buy vegetables tomorrow.

"Chen Peng." The boy looked up.

Wen Han bought another dish worth 50 yuan, but the little boy still thought it was too much, Wen Han lowered his head and told him: "You will go to school in the future, and you will see a bigger world, and the price I will give you is It is a normal market price, you need money when you grow up, and grandma needs money when she gets old."

The little boy seems to understand but doesn't seem to understand: "The bigger world... how big is it?"

Wen Han: "It's far bigger and farther away than you imagined. You have a TV at home, so you can watch the show when it's on."

"Then how can I go to a further world?"

"Use your feet." Wen Han felt that children might not be able to understand the profound truth, so he tried to simplify his language, "You have to work hard and study hard, knowledge can help you walk faster."

At this moment, Wen Han realized the intention of the program group to arrange the first station warm-up here. Teenager You and Teenager You... It's not a bunch of "non-teenage" stars playing around, but instead of many pairs of eyes , Let these real teenagers go to see the world farther away.

Only by seeing a broader future and stimulating their desire, curiosity or longing, will teenagers grow more amazingly and vigorously.

When Wen Han left, the child stood at the door and waved goodbye to him, the little boy's eyes were shining brightly.

Wen Han turned around, feeling that it was not easy for a show to be so conscientious.

When cooking in the evening, Wen Handuo cooked four dishes and one soup for the director team, and one of the dishes was specially given to the cameraman who was brought down by him in the afternoon, which made his highlight moment.

After cleaning up, it was already dark.

The village is extremely quiet at night. When you open the doors and windows, you can hear the sound of snow falling. If it continues like this, maybe the plan to ride a motorcycle down the mountain tomorrow morning will also be stranded.

Wen Han closed the door and turned around, accidentally touching some parts, the soreness made him recall what happened in the afternoon again, and gently tapped it with his hands to relieve it.

Shen Fanxing had just finished dealing with matters on the phone when he saw Wen Han's scene.

Shen Fanxing: "...Who did what to you? Who dared??"

Wen Han patted him with his paw, "Put away your dirty thoughts, I just accidentally fell this afternoon."

Shen Fanxing said "Oh" and his expression changed, "Do you need me to do something for you?"

Wen Han patted him away: "No need to thank me, I have to wash up and get ready for bed."

When Wen Han was washing up, he remembered that he had been so busy all day that he almost forgot to have a heart-to-heart talk with Shen Fanxing. Wen Han asked himself that he had never expressed any intention of breaking up with anyone, but all signs showed that, Shen Fanxing felt uneasy at this point.

Feeling insecure in the relationship, Wen Han thought it was a very important issue, and it would be better to discuss it clearly earlier, so after he entered the room, he changed Shen Fanxing to wash up, and Shen Fanxing was swiping his phone again, looking like a netizen. addicted teenager.

Wen Han walked over and wanted to reach out to take his phone away, but because of his urging just now, Mr. Shen only replied perfunctorily, "Yes".

As a result, just as Wen Han stretched out his hand, Shen Fanxing suddenly jumped up and quickly hid the phone.

Wen Han stared at his expression, blushing and panting slightly, his ears and neck were blushing faintly, this expression... Wen Han was a little inquiring, and asked in a low voice: "Did you... see something indescribable? ?” Adults, everyone understands.

Shen Fanxing shook his head violently: "Absolutely not!" and said in his heart: I only have indescribable thoughts about you! !

He didn't dare to say the sentence in his heart, Wen Han was thin-skinned, and he would definitely turn his back on him immediately.

Wen Han just felt that his reaction was too big and easily misunderstood: "I finished washing, it's your turn, I left hot water for you."

Seeing that Wen Han was not suspicious, Shen Fanxing got up and took out his toiletries while taking out his mobile phone, logged out of the Weibo page he had just logged in, and changed to an innocuous trumpet.

Wen Han took advantage of this time to spread the quilts for both of them, and looked at the snow outside the window, it seemed that it had stopped, which made him feel a little joy.

The last time I rode a motorcycle with Shen Fanxing was a long time ago.

When Shen Fanxing returned to the room after washing, he found that the camera in the room had been covered, and the microphone had been taken off. Wen Han opened his eyes.

Wen Han gently turned over and lay on his side, a corner of the quilt on Shen Fanxing's side was lifted, Wen Han supported the bed with his hands and half got up, and patted the empty bed next to him, "I put all the camera and sound recording It's turned off, you come up, let's hurry up and talk."

Shen Fanxing turned around and looked at him, his mind fluttered a little, and his face showed joy: "Actually, it's not impossible," he crawled on the bed while talking, carefully pulled the quilt over his body, and quickly stamped on the corner of Wen Han's mouth. For a moment, "I was afraid that you were working too hard, but if you want to..."

What are you thinking? !

Wen Han pushed his head away a little, "When I say talk, I mean talk literally!"

Shen Fanxing: "Oh." It sounded quite disappointed.

That's right, it's time to record the show!Even if the equipment is turned off, the program is still being recorded. It will take a total of two days, one day and one night! !This man! !

Wen Han really wanted to pry his brain open and shake the yellow waste inside!

Shen Fanxing lay on the bed and had already calmed down. He pulled the quilt over his chest and sighed long: "It's the first time I know that with the quilt covered, I can really just chat."

"Okay, what do you want to talk about, my brother is showing kindness today." As soon as the camera was turned off, Shen Fanxing felt that it was too much to show off.

"Why don't you talk about your Weibo vest?" Wen Han said with a smile.

Shen Fanxing opened his eyes and quickly closed them: "I'm so tired and sleepy, don't waste time with such questions, go to bed early!"

"Speaking of which, why are you so afraid that I will know your Weibo vest? Did you follow something you shouldn't follow on Weibo, or did you post something you shouldn't?" Wen Han felt a little strange.

Shen Fanxing raised his eyebrows: "What are you thinking, am I that kind of person?"

why not...

Wen Han was afraid that he would lead him upstairs and forget what he wanted to ask, so he abruptly turned the topic back: "When I was with you, I thought it through," Wen Han also lay down slowly. , just turned sideways, still facing Shen Fanxing's direction, "So, I won't break up with you easily."

Shen Fanxing didn't know what he thought of. He reached out and turned off the light in the room, and the darkness enveloped the whole room. After a while, Shen Fanxing said: "But many relationships were originally thought in this way, I tend to Yu... Many people have thought about going to the end, but in the process, maybe because of some changes or immutability between the two parties, even if there is no domestic violence or derailment, they will gradually go further and further away, because I am not you, so I cannot Be sure of your thoughts, and that's where my unease comes from."

"Even if we've been together for seven years?" Wen Han asked.

"Even if we've been together for seven years." Shen Fanxing replied, "I actually believe in you, but I don't believe in myself." I don't believe that I can have you forever like this, even though I hope so much.

is an unexpected answer.

Because Wen Han thinks that many of the reasons for the fatigue in the later stages of a relationship are that they have been together for too long and know each other too well. Some people even feel that touching each other's skin is like touching their own.

But Shen Fanxing felt that individual differences last forever. No matter how long we spend together, no one can guarantee that we really understand each other. If everything is judged according to the subjective degree, there is one thing that I find annoying. It's eighty, it can be done, but for the other party, maybe it's [-]% disgusting and can't do it.

We are born different, and in our relationship, it is just "harmonious but different".

At this moment, Wen Han thought of Sister Hui.

During the period of torment before and after the divorce, a large part of the reason was that she trusted the man she called "husband" too much in the past, so when the carefully woven lies were broken bit by bit, she It was so hard for her to accept that the marriage she was proud of and had no regrets for suddenly turned into an ugly appearance.

She never thought of getting a divorce, so she felt angry and helpless when she knew that her husband had cheated and had cheated for many years.

There should be an appropriate sense of crisis in the relationship, so that both parties can change in a better direction.

This is what Wen Han learned from his parents' failed marriage, but to be honest, he never thought that he would break up with Shen Fanxing one day.

It can only be said that Shen Fanxing's significance in his life is extraordinary, it's like someone extending a helping hand deep in the mud, showing you the light, the dawn, and the beauty of this world.

In the years to come, if you don't have the chance to travel together, you will remember these hands, his joints and temperature every time you look back.

The only thing Wen Han doesn't want is: "You don't cheat, this is my bottom line, domestic violence is fine, anyway, I can fight back, it's not certain who can fight back..."

Shen Fanxing smiled in the dark: "What a coincidence, I also hate cheating."

"Do you think Ms. Guo hates it?" Shen Fanxing suddenly said softly.

"Ms. Guo?" Wen Han made a circle around his mouth, "Your mother?"

"Well," Shen Fanxing said, "my brother and my dad kept telling me that my mother was not like this before. She was very kind, loved to laugh, and was a very simple person. I haven't completely recovered, but I often think, is my mother's illness caused by postpartum depression, or...she actually feels that my father is cheating?"

! !Father Shen cheated too? !

Wen Han got up from the bed, startled Shen Fanxing: "What are you doing!! I didn't tell you this before, because I hoped that I would always be a perfect image in your heart, with a happy family and love My family, let you believe that I have enough light to illuminate you,

When I didn't say it, I was afraid that you would think it was different from what you expected, and what would you think, but now that you know, let me tell you, there is no way to break up, don't even think about it, I won't cheat in the future, you You won't cheat, you won't give you this chance..."

Shen Fanxing's final pitch was a lot higher, but he felt much more comfortable after shouting out, right, he should have said that a long time ago, the feeling of forbidden love is quite touching!

What is the matter with this person! !

Wen Han yelled at him: "I've said it a hundred times, bro, you're 25 and not 85, why do you look like dementia, don't break up or break up, where can I find you so tall, so rich and so handsome A compelling boyfriend?!"

Shen Fanxing rubbed his chin, satisfied: "It's not too bad. Fortunately, you have this knowledge, otherwise I might do some perverted actions to make you develop this knowledge."

Wen Han was extremely depressed: "Do you want me to tattoo your body in a conspicuous place, engrave your name Shen Fanxing on it, write you a love letter in front of the whole world, and then go to the Civil Affairs Bureau abroad to get a certificate, and then use ID card to buy a ring that can only be bought once in a lifetime?"

There was a hint of expectation in Shen Fanxing's voice: "Really?"

Shen Fanxing: "Actually, I like the position of your collarbone better. If you want to get tattooed, I'll accompany you to get tattooed. Where do you want the tattooed on me? Is my wrist good? I can see it when I lower my head."

Wen Han: "..." He was so pale.

He is speaking Chinese!Why does it feel like a chicken talking to a duck!Ah bah bah!It's not chickens and ducks, it's playing the piano to cows!

Then he thought something was wrong, Shen Fanxing asked nervously: "Then why did you get up so suddenly? Are you so scared? Are you going to the bathroom? You don't hurt there, I'll carry you? Huh?"

"Yeah" shit "hmm", is it time to flirt?Wen Han climbed down from him, "Who told you to say such a secret thing, I remembered that the camera in the kitchen was not turned off! It has a voice!"

"It's so far away, you didn't speak too loudly just now, are you okay?" Shen Fanxing didn't take it seriously.

"What if!!" Wen Han roared.

Wen Han went to the kitchen and found that all the equipment in the kitchen had been turned off, he was sure that he really hadn't turned it off, it was Shen Fanxing's.

Wen Han breathed a sigh of relief, and when he walked back, he couldn't help thinking, so why is Shen Fanxing closing this?Did he really intend to do something in this small village at night? !

Please be yourself.

Wen Han climbed back onto the bed again, making a lot of movements, causing some positions to be pulled again. He grinned in pain, and kicked Shen Fanxing who was outside: "Sorry, my leg shook."

Shen Fanxing said: "I don't mind if you shake again, I can give you a massage."

"No." After Wen Han finished speaking, he wrapped his whole body in the quilt, and then stopped talking.

Shen Fanxing had halfway revealed the secret, and several fragments of the forbidden texts of the boss that he saw on Weibo popped up in his mind just now, the more he thought about it, the more excited he became, and he really wanted to share his current mood with Wen Han, "Why don't you I'm done talking, haven't I finished yet?"

Wen Han lay on the bed with his eyes closed and didn't want to talk to him, Shen Fanxing poked him again with a smile: "Next time my mother looks for you in private, you must call me, but after you know this, If you look at her again, you should think she is funny, but I look at her now."

"Before I knew about my father's cheating, I really couldn't imagine it, but unexpectedly, after I knew about it, I suddenly felt that everything made sense again." Shen Fanxing continued on his own.

"I don't know if it's because of their influence. My brother has an illegitimate child, and he doesn't want to tell his family that he was urging him to get married. Didn't I come out to my family? Then his request was lowered. As long as you don't like boys..."

Wen Han opened his eyes again, "Does your family... have too many problems?" Dad cheated, mom was "sick", the eldest had an illegitimate child, and the youngest... came out...

Why do you suddenly feel that there is such a magical family?

"Then Xiao Qi..." Wen Han felt that his world was a bit upended.

"He is fine, as beautiful as you can imagine. My grandfather has four sons and seven grandchildren. The problem lies in our branch, so I don't know whether the family is lucky or unlucky... Grandpa always wants to reconcile My relationship with my family, he doesn't know about these things."

Wen Han felt that his words were a bit weird, especially the first sentence.

After Shen Fanxing finished speaking, he was also taken aback for a moment, and emphasized: "My 'beautiful' is literally beautiful, and I don't want to insinuate anything."

Wen Han said, "You too."

"It's as beautiful as I imagined."

It will not change because of your family and family. All these and other encounters just make me more and more unable to leave you.

I didn't think about saving you, I just couldn't control... I want to love you.

The author has something to say: Shen Fanxing: Look at me like a star in the sky, but I am so humble that I can't even illuminate my own heart.

Wen Han: You are the best gift God gave me!

Continue tomorrow!thanks for your support!