Tomie's Son Dazai[Comprehensive]

Osamu Dazai and Tsunayoshi Sawada walked outside the hot spring hotel together.

It is located in a relatively remote mountainous area, surrounded by trees, although it is winter at the moment, almost all the leaves have fallen off.But when he came out, there was still a gust of wind mixed with the fragrance of leaves and the breath of cold winter, which lifted people's spirits.

Sawada Tsunayoshi was still wearing the kimono he wore after soaking in the hot springs. He only wanted to drink a glass of water when he came out, so he didn't put on his coat. The cold wind made him shiver slightly.

He secretly glanced at Osamu Dazai next to him. He was wearing a blue kimono and a black coat. His dry black hair was blown gently by the wind. His face was soft and beautiful under the moonlight.

Sawada Tsunayoshi knew that Dazai Osamu's body temperature was always very cold, like a mermaid soaked in water all the time.But he seems to be a very patient person, no matter how cold he is, he always looks like nothing happened.

"Um... Could it be that Dazai-kun has been outside just now?" Sawada Tsunayoshi blinked and asked proactively.

He couldn't think of the reason why Osamu Dazai didn't sleep in the middle of the night. It couldn't be because he was frightened by the ghost story and couldn't fall asleep.

"Huh? Guess?" Perhaps because of the moonlight, Osamu Dazai even softened his voice. He turned his head and glanced at Tsunayoshi Sawada with a smile in his eyes.

"Ah, um. Want me to guess?" Tsunayoshi Sawada felt his heart beating wildly for a moment, he turned his face away a little shyly, his fingers trembled a few times, and he could hear his obvious breathing.

It wasn't until there was a gust of wind that the trees swayed and made a sound that Tsunayoshi Sawada made another sound.

"It's just that you don't want to fall asleep under such a beautiful moonlight?"

Sawada Tsunayoshi showed him a shy smile, but after he finished speaking, he realized how he said something with a hint, and he explained with some embarrassment: "I saw this in a certain novel. "

Osamu Dazai was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help but said in a voice full of laughter: "Well, what you said is pretty good."

An indescribable tenderness hit Sawada Tsunayoshi's heart, he couldn't help but relax, and looked up at the hazy moon in the sky.I just feel like there is sugar in my mouth, so sweet that he has been dizzy these days because of his preoccupations.

The two fell into a quiet atmosphere, until a bird chirped and flew into the distance, Dazai Osamu broke the atmosphere.

"However, compared to those, let's talk about you first." Dazai Osamu's hair was blown by the wind, and Sawada Tsunayoshi could smell the smell of shampoo in his hair, "You must be very confused recently, right?"

"..." Tsunayoshi Sawada was silent, he squatted down, his brown eyes quietly looked at the bare branches not far away.For the first time in his daily life, this useless and innocent boy showed a serious expression.It made him look mature beyond his years.

Osamu Dazai also knelt down, stood beside him, and asked softly, "What's wrong?"

His voice was soothing, which made Sawada Tsunayoshi's tense body relax again.

"Recently..." He opened his mouth, feeling parched.In fact, he came out because of thirst, and he hasn’t drunk a drop of water until now, and the sound made him feel like his throat was pierced by a knife, “reborn said that he would let me go to Vongola’s succession ceremony gone."

He lowered his head, looking dejected, and his fluffy hedgehog head became limp, "I know, because I am the tenth generation of Pengelie, reborn will come here. It is also because of the arrival of reborn, Only then will I have the companions I want to protect now."

He buried his face between his legs, and his voice became muffled, "But I don't want to be the tenth generation of Pengelie."

"Ten years later...what do I think? Do you feel any regrets about becoming like that after inheriting Pengelie?" The me ten years later is really too strange."

Sawada Tsunayoshi does not want to embark on this path in the future, and bears the title of the tenth generation of Vengley, and he does not want his companions to be involved because of him.

Even if he said so handsomely ten years later that he would be destroyed together with Pengo Lie, but at this time he was really allowed to inherit Pengo Lie, and he couldn't help but feel timid.

"Cowardly and indecisive, I am still a good-for-nothing." Tsunayoshi Sawada said resignedly.

The matter of inheriting Vengley really put too much pressure on him, although he usually doesn't feel real about it, and the days of laughing with his companions don't make him think about it all the time.

But when everything was in front of him, tearing away the disguise to reveal the bloody reality, that kind of heaviness suddenly hit his heart again.

The experience of being bullied all the time still makes him feel inferior in his heart. He is nostalgic for the days when he can watch fireworks with everyone, and he is afraid of going back to the time when he was alone again.But to let him bear the guilt and glory, and let him accept that he is completely different from himself ten years later, Tsunayoshi Sawada felt deep fear again.

It's embarrassing for me to look like this. I wish I could be more handsome. How did I become like that ten years later?Sawada Tsunayoshi thought in despair.

His voice sounded like he was about to cry.

Osamu Dazai propped his head up and looked at him, the whole face of the brown-haired boy was covered, and he couldn't see the expression of Tsunayoshi Sawada.But Osamu Dazai spoke in a natural tone.

"Isn't this normal? Isn't it normal that you have been living among ordinary people like you and can't accept being the tenth generation of Vongola?"

"Before "Vongola Judaime", you were "Sawada Tsunayoshi" first, and it is normal for you to have your own thoughts."

"Also, no matter what the original motivation was, in the end everyone stood by your side because you are 'Sawada Tsunayoshi', not because you are 'Vongola Judaime'."

Sawada Tsunayoshi raised his face in surprise, and Osamu Dazai saw that there were faint traces of tears on that immature face.

And Sawada Tsunayoshi was surprised that he would say such a thing. Although he has an indescribable desire to protect and value Dazai Osamu, he also knows that Dazai Osamu is a person in the dark. Originally, Sawada Tsunayoshi said to himself After speaking from my heart, I thought I would be misunderstood and disgusted by Osamu Dazai.

However, he understood Sawada Tsunayoshi's mood.

He said to Sawada Tsunayoshi: You were "Sawada Tsunayoshi" before "Vongola Judaimu".

He understood.

Sawada Tsunayoshi showed a look of surprise, and the watery light flickered in his clear eyes.

Osamu Dazai sighed, reached out and rubbed Sawada Tsunayoshi's head, the other party accidentally couldn't hold back a slight sob.

"But you also already know you can't escape it, you just have to keep going. It's because you know so well that you feel pain about it."

Although he pointed out the facts directly and spoke cold words, Osamu Dazai's actions were still gentle.

"Since that's the case, isn't it a very small thing to vent the pain in my heart before officially embarking on that road?"

Dazai's eyes seemed to be filled with stars.

"What's more, you are Sawada Tsunayoshi, I believe in you."

"You will never become a stranger to yourself."

"I believe you."

"There's no second idiot coming up to me and yelling 'because we're friends'."

There was ridicule in his voice, which made Sawada Tsunayoshi blush with embarrassment.

Sawada Tsunayoshi turned his head and saw Osamu Dazai who was also squatting, leaning on his lap with a smiling face, looking at him.

Sawada Tsunayoshi felt that his neck was burning hot, so in the end even he himself didn't know how delirious he was before he said the following words.

"Well... Dazai-kun, what do you think of me ten years from now?"

After he finished speaking, seeing Dazai Osamu blinked in surprise, Sawada Tsunayoshi waved his hands in a panic and said, "That's not what I meant, what I meant was, forget it, you just talk about it first."

Seeing his appearance, Osamu Dazai laughed a little and said, "Ten years later, you will be quite handsome, but you don't want to hear me say that? But if I say you are not handsome, you will be disappointed?"

Sawada Tsunayoshi scratched his hedgehog head tangledly, and said, "Sorry, I'm so tangled up."

"But ten years later, I still feel strange to myself."

Osamu Dazai said: "It's normal for a person to change a lot in ten years, but I can see that the kindness and gentleness of your essence after ten years have not changed."

His praise made the heat on Sawada Tsunayoshi's face even hotter, but he also reacted quickly, turned his head, looked at Dazai Osamu seriously, and said: "Listen to Prison Temple and the others, ten years later I did this and that to Dazai-kun."

Osamu Dazai wondered subtly how poor the explanation ability of Hayato and others was. What is this and that? He and Sawada Tsunayoshi ten years later have nothing.

"Dazai-kun!" Sawada Tsunayoshi approached Dazai seriously, looking at Dazai with a pair of faintly golden-orange eyes with scorching emotion. Ji was almost pinned to the ground by him.

Dazai Osamu: "..."

Do you remember we were talking about serious topics just now?Why did the serious topic suddenly turn to a funny plot?And just like you cheat yourself ten years later, do you want to cheat yourself ten years later?

Although at first glance he has changed a lot, he is still the same person in essence.

Osamu Dazai blinked, looked at Tsunayoshi Sawada, who could vaguely see the demeanor ten years later, and said with a smile, "You don't like yourself ten years later approaching me?"

"I'm really handsome ten years later." Tsunayoshi Sawada touched his face in frustration. This feeling of separating himself from ten years later made him feel that he should take medicine, but he did say seriously: "But please look at me now!"

——"Then, please continue to look at me, Ms. Zhizi."

——"No matter what, I will definitely fall in love with you again in the end."

Ten years later, the voice of Tsunayoshi Sawada echoed in his ears. Osamu Dazai looked at the flushed young man in front of him, saw his shining eyes, and subtly thought that this was what he meant.

Originally, he was only entrusted by reborn to help Sawada Tsunayoshi untangle his heart...

Really not good at dealing with this type.

Osamu Dazai sighed helplessly and said, "Okay, I will continue to watch you."

Sawada Tsunayoshi smiled happily as if he had heard the most precious promise.