Tomie's Son Dazai[Comprehensive]

"I wish for eternal death."

"■■■" That's what I said.

That is, the story of a certain person whose existence has been erased.

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"If I die, please erase my existence. Whether it is the traces of my existence or those who love me and hate me, erase all the memories about me in their minds." The young girl said With a thick book, he read with inarticulate speech.

This passage was a bit difficult for a girl of her age to understand. She turned her head to look at the man with wine-red hair who was sitting on a chair writing, and asked, "Odasaku, what does this mean?"

Oda Sakunosuke, who was writing, heard what Saki said, and looked at the book.

"Hmm..." Oda Sakunosuke squeezed his chin, and said after pondering, "This may be difficult for Saku Le to understand."

"To put it simply, I hope that everyone will not remember him after he dies."

After hearing this sentence, the young girl subconsciously substituted it, and then burst into tears.

Oda Sakunosuke put down the pen in a panic, knelt down in front of Saku Le, shook his hands helplessly, and said, "Sorry, I shouldn't have said this to you, it's my fault."

He thought with annoyance that such heavy and desperate words really shouldn't be said to a little girl of her age.

"No, no..." Saku Le choked up and made an indistinct voice, and said in a tender and soft voice: "I was just thinking, if I really died and was forgotten by everyone, it must be a very, very lonely thing Bar."

As she talked, she cried even harder.

Oda Sakunosuke sighed helplessly, and patted Sakura's head.

"Indeed, a person who can write such a sentence must be very, very lonely and lonely when he dies." Oda Sakunosuke gently wiped away her tears.

"It would be great if someone could give him a hand at that time." Saku Le said with eyes full of tears.

Oda Sakunosuke was silent, and hugged Sakuru tightly.

"Well, it would be great if that's the case." He murmured softly, not knowing if he was talking about the author or someone who didn't exist.

For some reason, a very blurry picture suddenly appeared in his mind.If I had to say it, it must be that "someone" kept sinking in a dark swamp.In the end, no one helped him.

"Ah, what's the matter with you!" The children adopted by Oda Sakunosuke came back from the door, and they nervously ran to the hugging two people.

"Odasaku! Saku! What's the matter! Is someone bullying you?!" The oldest Kosuke couldn't hide his worry and shouted.

"It's okay." Oda Sakunosuke touched the heads of the children reassuringly, and Saku Le stayed in Oda Sakunosuke's arms, not wanting to be worried, she wiped away her tears, showed a cute smile, and said to them: " I'm fine, I just cried while reading a book."

"Don't scare us." Shinji said helplessly.

"However, speaking of it, why do we call Odasaku Odasaku?" Kemi asked in his soul.

And his words made everyone in the room fall silent and think deeply.

"I don't know, it seems so natural...?"

"I don't know when it started, anyway, it's called like this."

"Stop talking about this! Oda Tsukuru! How are you going to write your new novel?" Yuu asked hastily.And his words made Oda Sakunosuke fall into deep thought.

"I was still thinking about what to write just now." Oda Sakunosuke said distressedly, suddenly, a blurry figure flashed in his mind, he fell silent, and said: "Well, the protagonist this time. Just Write about a boy who wishes he could disappear completely."

I don't know why, but there is a feeling of sadness in my heart.

Oda Sakunosuke looked at the apricot tree outside the window, and suddenly found that the tree that should have died had bloomed, and suddenly there was a very small apricot bud on the bare branch.

It was a very beautiful sight indeed.

Oda Sakunosuke was almost fascinated, and murmured in a low voice: "It would be great if "■■" can also be seen."

After he finished saying this, he suddenly froze for a moment, unable to remember what he just said.

When Nakahara Nakaya was standing at the port, the wind blew his coat, and the orange-haired boy coldly directed his men to carry the goods.

He looked at Akutagawa Ryunosuke not far away. He was a young man who had been excavated because of his powerful superpowers, but he didn't know why the other party always looked confused and confused even though he joined Hong Kong gangsters, as if he was Looking for something but still can't find it.Rather, even he himself didn't know what he was looking for.

Zhongyuan Zhong also lowered his head to look at the time, and told his subordinates to move faster.

I don't know why, but the recent tasks always seem to be missing someone.

Recently Mori Ogai asked him if he wanted to find him a partner, but Chuya Nakahara refused.What is the use of finding a partner?It will just make him desperately clean up the mess, and I don't know why he has such thoughts.

but--

A very, very blurry picture flashed in Nakahara Chuya's mind. He was stunned for a moment, and whispered: "Let's forget it, a partner..."

His voice was blown away by the sea breeze and flew to the distant horizon.

Mori Ogai, who was fishing at work and sitting in his private bedroom, was still coaxing his little girl with supernatural powers to put on his newly bought little skirt.

"I don't want it! Lin Taro is a pervert!" Alice turned her head away and said angrily.

"Don't do this~Little Alice~Look, this dress "■■■" has also been worn in a similar style." After Mori Ogai finished speaking, he stopped suddenly, and his smiling face became pale. When his expression became serious, he lowered his face and frowned, for a moment he couldn't figure out what he just said.

He looked out the window, and it was starting to snow outside.The transparent bulletproof glass was covered with a layer of snow-white mist.

"It's so beautiful." Mori Ogai murmured.

『If you can die in such a beautiful winter, it must be a very beautiful death. 』

"If you can die in such a beautiful winter, it must be a very beautiful death."

In a trance, it seemed that another person's voice overlapped with Mori Ogai's.

Alice on the side said with subtle eyes, "Which messed up book did Rintaro read this from?"

"Little Alice is too much!!" Mori Ogai shouted as if in disbelief.

The little blond girl snorted.At the same time, she also looked at the snow outside.

"A person who can say such a thing should be a coward who desperately loves the world, but has no motivation to continue to live, a coward who is weak and lonely."

On the other side, Tsunayoshi Sawada, who has been urged to go to Italy to succeed Vongola, scratched his hair in distress and said, "I don't want to be a mafia."

Reborn looked at him with pity and contempt, "Do you still say such things now?"

Sawada Tsunayoshi bumped his head on the table dejectedly, "Ah~ Really."

"But you can choose the fiancée first. The position of the leader's wife is snatched by the women in the other world by stepping on other people's corpses."

"This is too exaggerated." Sawada Tsunayoshi complained.

"Hmph." Reborn smiled mockingly with his dark eyes open.Since he lifted the curse, he has gradually grown up. Although he can't turn into an adult man all of a sudden, he is still a handsome boy who can make passing women blush.

"Anyway, let's talk about the type you like first. As a friendly reminder, don't drag a good girl like Sasakawa Kyoko into the inner world."

Sawada Tsunayoshi said with some embarrassment: "I don't have that kind of relationship with Kyoko-chan! And she already has a boyfriend now, okay?"

Sawada Tsunayoshi rubbed his head with a headache, sighed, and said, "The type I like..."

For some reason, a vague figure seemed to appear in his mind, but when he tried to capture that figure, he couldn't see anything.

"It feels like...it seems that I prefer people with black hair and black eyes."

Sawada Tsunayoshi said in a trance.

Reborn: "..."

Seeing Reborn's subtle eyes, Sawada Tsunayoshi reacted and waved his hands, saying, "Wait! I didn't mean that!"

Reborn, who was originally just having a bad taste, skipped the topic and said, "You have a good eye."

Sawada Tsunayoshi wanted to complain about whether reborn is narcissistic, but thinking of reborn recently, it seems that he wants to find a lover with black hair and black eyes, and swallowed the complaint again.

But, a black-haired black-eyed person?

That must be a lonely, scarred and extremely beautiful person.

In the territory of the king, the little princess of the red group has been holding her own glass beads recently, and she doesn't know what she is looking at.

Although this taciturn and cute little girl has always been "looking" at something with a glass bead, after all, she can only see red objects, but recently this kind of movement has become more frequent, with an unspeakable eagerness.

Everyone was very worried about her, and in the end it was Takuya Tatara who came out.

The gentle young man with chestnut hair lowered his body and asked, "Anna, what's the matter with you recently? Is there anything I can tell everyone, everyone is very worried about you."

Anna Kushina bit her lip and whispered sorry.

Shi Shu Duoduo smiled and patted the little girl's head, saying, "You don't have to say I'm sorry."

Kushina Anna was silent for a while, then said, "I'm looking for someone."

Shiju Duoliang blinked, not knowing what the little girl whose family had been staying in the Barbara was looking for, and continued to ask patiently: "What kind of person is it?"

Kushina Anna silently squeezed the red glass bead in her palm.

She didn't know what to say or what to say, after all, she didn't even know who she was looking for.

In the end she could only shake her head and say, "I don't know."

"But it must be a very, very lonely man."

In another different world, the girl who still bears the title of "the last savior" embarks on a difficult journey with her companions of heroic spirits.

When she was exhausted leaning against the tree to take a rest, the heroine Yuzao next to her glanced at her, covered her mouth and smiled, and said, "Speaking of which, master~ Do you have a romantic partner?"

"Cough, cough, cough——!!" Tachibana, who was drinking water, choked on the water in her mouth. She managed to catch her breath, and shook her hand with a flushed face, saying, "Oh! Are you in love?! No I never fell in love before I came to Chaldea. Not to mention after I came to Chaldea.”

While talking about this kind of love topic, Queen Mary leaned over and opened her beautiful blue eyes, and said, "What about your favorite type?"

Matthew, who has almost never been in contact with these things, is also curious about this.

"Ah~ What type do you like?" Fujimaru Tachibana rubbed her hair with a blushing face, but her expression froze suddenly before the smile disappeared.

"...It should be a slender and beautiful boy with black hair and black eyes." She said hesitantly, her eyes were a little blank.

For some reason, or when it started, Fujimaru Tachibana suddenly became concerned about all the black-haired and black-eyed people in Chaldea.Fujimaru Tachibana was added to the people who caused the black-haired, black-eyed assassin Emiya to hide.

She looked at the sky blankly, feeling a sense of loss that something was missing in her heart.

So what is it?

Somewhere completely surrounded by boundless snow, a certain building that stored the last hope of mankind in this world stood there.And in it, in a dark room.

A young man in a pink-orange white coat walked over with a sad and gentle expression.In that room, the "dark" savior continued to endure the never-ending pain and despair.

"Li Xia, last time you said you wanted to read books, I found some books for you to come and read, do you want them?"

He knocked on the door lightly and asked cautiously.

The door was quickly opened, and the person who opened the door was a boy named Fujimaru Rikka.

A white-haired teenager walked out of a room that was so dark that there was no light. He smiled at Dr. Roman with his empty red eyes, and there were thick dark circles under his eyes.Exhaustion and pain are everywhere.The frail and scarred body was covered in black curse stripes and was even twitching.

"Well, yes. Thank you, doctor."

His smile was haggard and pale.

Enduring the pain, Fujimaru Lixia bid farewell to the doctor and closed the door.

The room, which had been illuminated by a ray of light because the door was opened, returned to darkness.

In order to be able to continue to endure the next wave of pain, Li Xia poured himself a cup of hot water, almost drank it, and when he sat on the bed, his fingers inadvertently touched the book he had thrown on the bed at will.

Li Xia was silent for a while, thinking that he should at least turn over a few times in order not to let down Dr. Roman's wishes.

He turned on the lamp in front of the bed, and casually glanced at the few books that Dr. Roman had given him through the dim light.

Suddenly, for some reason, his sight was completely attracted by one of the books. Li Xia was stunned for a moment, picked up the book, and opened it.

"Ah-"

That is--

Tears flowed down Li Xia's face, he couldn't hold back the pathos from his throat, and he cried out hoarsely, not wanting to disturb what was heard, he bit his arm hard, his arm was bitten so hard that it bled , The pungent smell of blood kept flowing out.But there were still intermittent "drinking" sounds from his throat.

"Lixia?! What's the matter?!" Dr. Roman, who had been staying outside the door without leaving, was frightened and knocked on the door vigorously when he heard the desperate cry. After receiving no response, he hurriedly opened the authority to come in.

Several other heroic spirits who heard the voice also rushed over, and stood in front of Lixia helplessly, asking him if he was in too much pain.

"I don't know either." The white-haired boy was shedding tears, unable to suppress the deep sorrow in his heart. He froze like a wooden man, looking at the name written on the book - "Osamu Dazai"

"Why, why?" He kept whispering, unable to control the choking in his throat.

"What exactly is this mood—?!" He put his hand on his heart, and his beating heart couldn't answer his question.

"Why do you feel so sad?"

——That is, the story of loving a certain person whose existence has been erased.