Tomie's Son Dazai[Comprehensive]

Night is coming soon.

Osamu Dazai is staying at Tsunayoshi Sawada's house tonight. During this period of time, there are quite a lot of people at home, and there is no extra guest room, so Dazai can only share a room with Sawada.

Reborn said he wanted to give way to the guests, so he kicked Tsunayoshi Sawada out of the bed, made him sleep on the floor, and gave the bed to Dazai.

Fortunately, Sawada Tsunayoshi has a gentle personality, and he wanted Dazai to sleep on the bed. At most, he complained a few words to Reborn who kicked him, and didn't say much else.

Nakahara Nakaya went to sleep at the best hotel in Namori Town, and Dazai... Unfortunately, because he committed suicide by drowning, he didn't have any money on him.

Even if he didn't commit suicide by diving into the water, Dazai probably didn't have much money on him, let alone a five-star hotel, the general hotel may not be able to afford it.After all, he usually rubs against his partner, rubs against his subordinates, rubs against the leader of Mori, and if he really can't do it, he can just smile at the proprietress of the hotel and live in comfortably.Although he did have savings secretly placed elsewhere, Dazai's definition of those savings was [money that would never be used unless it was absolutely necessary].

As for cheating on his partner Nakahara Nakaya with a thick skin... Dazai and him have a delicate relationship now, and he doesn't really want to go to Nakahara.

Facing the cowardly escape that he couldn't help showing, Dazai could only close the door in his heart heavily, and draw a dividing line with other people.

Dazai lay on the bed with his eyes open, unable to sleep.Sawada Tsunayoshi, who was sleeping next to him on the floor, kicked the quilt in his sleep, and Reborn, who was blowing bubbles on the tip of his nose in the hammock, seemed to be sleeping well, but Dazai knew that once he got out of bed, the world's number one killer would immediately die eyes will open.

Letting him sleep in Tsunayoshi Sawada's room also means surveillance. Reborn is also confident that he can't hurt Tsunayoshi Sawada even half of it under his nose.And indeed it is.

Dazai couldn't sleep in bed, and he didn't want to experience the marksmanship of the world's number one killer (after all, the opponent probably wouldn't kill him directly), let alone challenge his majesty, so he could only let his thoughts run wild.

Night belongs to the black.hand.party time.If he is in Hong Kong and Hei at this time, he is probably dealing with something or drinking at Oda Zuo?

Oda Sakunosuke was a person whom Dazai Osamu met in Kokakuri before Osamu Dazai.

That is a very strange person even in Hong Kong.

He obviously has powerful supernatural powers but refuses to kill people. He is willing to be a low-level Hong Kong gangster who does all kinds of chores and errands every day.Even though he is working hard and complicated, he is still a bachelor, but he still has a few orphans under him.

Dazai thought this person was very interesting at the beginning, so he ran to meet him.I thought it was just a passing interest, but before I knew it, I became a "friend".

For the first time in his life, someone saw everything about him with calm eyes.

"Dazai is a coward."

After drinking a certain time, the man said in such a tone that almost sighed.

At that moment, what kind of expression did he show?

He doesn't know either.

It's just that the man tolerated everything about Dazai with his usual calmness.

Dazai, who suddenly remembered Odasaku's words, turned his thoughts to Nakahara Chuya.

Regarding Nakahara Chuya, Dazai has very complicated feelings for him.

There is no doubt that he loathes Chuya Nakahara.

In other words, Osamu Dazai hates the world.All the time, he is clearly aware that he is not a human being, no matter how beautiful his appearance is, his inside is rotten like Fu Jiang. From the day he was born, he has been very clear about what a disgusting monster his essence is.

It is precisely because of this that he is constantly thinking about why he wants to live, or what is the meaning of living.He is like a wild dog, aimlessly and confusedly seeking the meaning of living.

Suicide, suicide, suicide.

But no matter what, you can't die.

Osamu Dazai breathed in this anaerobic world with despair, and couldn't help but woo the world in this despair.

At this time, the Central Plains, which was as inhuman as him, also appeared.

"monster."

Dazai could see himself standing beside Nakahara Nakaya and said indifferently.

Talking about him, also talking about himself.

But Zhongyuanzhong is also different from him.

While Zhongyuan Zhong is also a non-human being, he is no different from a human being.

Dazai hated him... and deeply envied him at the same time.

There will also be things in the Central Plains that you want to protect, and you will not give up on yourself if you are betrayed.Will be angry, will be sad, will be happy, will be excited, will be selfish, will love his subordinates...

He has normal human emotions.

These are things Dazai cannot have.

Unlike Dazai, who is confused and lonely, Zhongyuan Zhong also has his own goals. Even if he is confused for a while, he will go on firmly.Dazzling in self-confidence, she doesn't have any objections to the simple and difficult matter of "surviving".

He wanted to kill Zhongya Zhongyuan.

Want to kill him more than anyone else.

Osamu Dazai suppressed the killing intent in his heart and tried to calm himself down.

Obviously, he did.Even the world's number one killer didn't notice.

When Osamu Dazai wanted to hide his emotions, no one could notice.

However, there is one exception.

"...That, Dazai-kun?" There was a weak, small voice.

It was Tsunayoshi Sawada who woke up.

The boy with super intuition keenly sensed the killing intent concealed by Osamu Dazai, and opened his mouth cautiously to ask.

He was startled awake and opened his eyes to see Osamu Dazai lying beside the bed without any sleepiness. The other party did not take off the bandages on his body while sleeping. This made Tsunayoshi Sawada wonder if he would be uncomfortable?In fact, when Dazai got a new bandage tonight, he wanted to ask about the bandage, but he was afraid that the other party had some reason to wrap the bandage. Would it be too impolite to ask such a private question when we first met? I didn't ask.

"Are you unable to sleep?" Seeing that Dazai ignored him, he asked tentatively again.

"Well, I can't sleep." The other party turned his head, the soft and fluffy hair was scattered on the pillow, and the dark eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of mist under the faint moonlight outside the window.That delicate face was sprinkled with a cool light.At this moment Dazai looked unbelievably gentle and soft.

It seemed that the boy who had been guarded by darkness during the day finally got rid of his shell and revealed his fragile side.

Faced with such a scene of beauty under the moon, Sawada Tsunayoshi should be blushing, but at this moment, that face that is more immature than Dazai's shows a kind of calm and see-through that doesn't match the current age calm.

"Are you okay?" he asked.

Dazai was silent for a long time, but when Tsunayoshi Sawada almost thought he would not answer, he answered.

"...I'm not good."

Hearing what he said, Tsunayoshi Sawada suddenly felt overwhelmed again. He wanted to get up a little panicked, and he was afraid that he would be given a blow if he disturbed Teacher Oniku's sleep (although Dazai thought he was already awake).He could only obediently lay back on the bed, buried himself in the quilt, only showing a pair of wet rabbit eyes, and said, "Shall I chat with you?"

Out of instinct, he felt that the current Dazai could not be left alone.

Although this person looked scary, at that moment just now, Tsunayoshi Sawada felt that he was lonely again.

It was like silently calling for help and crying.

"Aren't you still going to class tomorrow?" Dazai didn't know what Tsunayoshi Sawada had imagined, he just asked with a smile, subtly resembling a certain lolicon boss.

"Emmmm..." Sawada Tsunayoshi's face showed a moment of tangled emotions, but soon he said tangled again: "It's okay, at most it's just that I can't wake up tomorrow and be woken up by reborn." He is used to it.

"..." An indescribable expression appeared on Dazai's face.

If you can get used to this way of waking up, you are also very strong in a sense.

Then Sawada Tsunayoshi stumbled and told his own story with a bit of embarrassment and shyness. He is a child who cherishes every little bit of daily life. He is not very good at language skills, and he always says and stops. , sounds sleepy.Dazai quickly fell asleep.

One second before closing his eyes, Dazai said in an almost whispering voice: "Tsunayoshi-kun, do you think it is meaningful to live?"

"..." Tsunayoshi Sawada clenched his fists in the dark night.

"This kind of thing—you have to check it yourself."

Well, you are right.

Osamu Dazai wanted to say that with a smile, but the fading consciousness had already dragged him into sleep.

After he fell asleep, Sawada Tsunayoshi cautiously said, "Dazai-kun?"

After making sure he closed his eyes, breathed slowly, and didn't reply.Sawada Tsunayoshi was not depressed either, he breathed a sigh of relief, returned to the soft and warm bed, and fell asleep.

The bubble on Reborn's nose that was sleeping on the hammock burst suddenly, and he opened the baby's pure beady eyes, and the words he said to whoever he was talking to echoed in the room.

"Well done."