Resignation

But Zhuang Xici blushed too easily, often when Lu Wanshan spoke to him, Zhuang Xici couldn't help but blush up to his ears.

For this reason, Zhuang Xici was inevitably a little annoyed.

After talking to Lu Wanshan again, Zhuang Xici didn't dare to sit next to Lu Wanshan again, fearing that he would burn up.

But he just changed to another place to sit down, and Lu Wanshan followed him to sit down.

Zhuang Xici's heart was a little itchy, and he couldn't help raising his eyes to peek at Lu Wanshan, wondering what he was going to do.But Lu Wanshan was very patient, and he didn't say a word after doing it, which made Zhuang Xi feel like a cat scratching his heart.

"Why did Mr. Lu come over?" Zhuang Xici couldn't hold back the curiosity in his heart, and asked him with a smile.

Lu Wanshan didn't speak, but looked at Zhuang Xici with a smile in his eyes.

Zhuang Xici, who was already extremely ashamed, felt his whole body was on fire now that Lu Wanshan was staring at him like this.

"Huh?" Zhuang Xici asked, "What are you laughing at?"

This time Lu Wanshan responded, and didn't keep silent any longer. He smiled and said, "Mr. Zhuang is so cute."

Zhuang Xici was taken aback for a moment, then the heat on his face soared, his eyes dodged and he did not dare to look at Lu Wanshan, obviously he couldn't find his way because of Lu Wanshan's praise.

Zhuang Xici muttered in a low voice, reminding himself to restrain himself, but Lu Wanshan next to him was extremely conspicuous, and what he said kept repeating in his mind, which made Zhuang Xici feel itchy to ask something.

Zhuang Xici wanted to ask Lu Wanshan what he thought was cute, but Zhuang Xici knew in his heart that this behavior didn't fit his image, he opened and closed his mouth, but he didn't say anything.

"Drink some water," Lu Wanshan handed Zhuang Xici a glass of warm water, "Go downstairs for dinner?"

There is no scene for Zhuang Xici today, Wang Can feels sorry for Zhuang Xici who has been filming the drama for several days, so he gave him a day off and asked him to rest in the hotel.

The two originally wanted to go out for a walk, but Yurong called ahead of time, implying that Zhuang Xici would stay in the hotel well, so the two had to give up their travel plans and read the script in the room with peace of mind.

Zhuang Xici wanted to live a two-person world with Lu Wanshan, and because of this, Zhuang Xici naturally nodded quickly when he heard Lu Wanshan say this, "Okay."

But Zhuang Xici agreed, but Lu Wanshan suddenly regretted it, "Why don't you go?"

"Isn't the most important scene going to be filmed tomorrow?" Lu Wanshan said with a smile, "So Teacher Zhuang stayed in the room to read the script, and I went downstairs to buy food."

Lu Wanshan looked up at Zhuang Xici, with a smile in his eyes, "Are you okay?"

Zhuang Xici was a little unhappy, but Lu Wanshan's tone was too gentle when he spoke, and he couldn't say anything disobedient, so he just nodded with a blushing face, "Okay."

"But I can't stay here all the time." Zhuang Xici squinted at Lu Wanshan, and discussed with him, "Let's go out for dinner together at night, okay?"

Zhuang Xici was a little apprehensive, afraid that Lu Wanshan would raise objections, then he must not have the courage to repeat what he just said, and would only follow Lu Wanshan's words.

Fortunately, Lu Wanshan did not refuse, but said with a smile, "Okay."

It was also at this time that Zhuang Xici realized that when Lu Wanshan faced him, he always seemed to be gentler than he imagined.

This discovery caught Zhuang Xici's heart, and in the later relationship, he would always pay more attention to Lu Wanshan's reaction, and then Zhuang Xici was surprised to find that many things were much sweeter when viewed from a different angle.

For example, Lu Wanshan is not gentle with everyone, only when talking to him, he always has a smile on his face, and his tone is softer and softer, as if a little more serious will scare him.

Another example is that in front of others, Lu Wanshan is still the father Lu who doesn't talk too much on the Internet, but once in front of him, Lu Wanshan seems to be a different person, childish and stubborn.

Zhuang Xici began to lose control of his thoughts, couldn't help fantasizing, and more and more accepted the speculation in his heart, thinking that Lu Wanshan might really be interested in him.

After all, apart from having a crush on Zhuang Xici and having a low self-esteem in front of Lu Wanshan, in front of other people, he has always been a shining star and loved by many people.

But it was this low self-esteem that made Zhuang Xici dare not take a step forward.

Before he could get closer to Lu Wanshan, Zhuang Xici held his mobile phone, and through one screen, he unilaterally conveyed his love to Lu Wanshan.Later when Lu Wanshan walked by his side, Zhuang Xici not only did not become bold, but was as brave as he thought before chasing after love, on the contrary he was also timid.

He likes Lu Wanshan, and because he has him in his heart, he dare not let go of his hands and feet. He only hides his love in his eyes. At every moment when Lu Wanshan is not paying attention, he raises his eyes to peek at Lu Wanshan, wishing he could Carve him into the bottom of his eyes.

I like to make people brave, but also make people timid and cautious, for fear that one carelessness will destroy the current balance, and I can't even be a friend.

But if feelings can be suppressed, there will be fewer people in the world who can't love, and there won't be so many people who are sad for love.

Zhuang Xici is a common man, so naturally he cannot avoid this clichéd truth.

After meeting Lu Wanshan's good friend Han Wang and Han Wang's object Ruan Xian, Zhuang Xici's heart completely tilted towards Lu Wanshan.

Zhuang Xici knew Han Wang, and even Ruan Xian, but at those times, Zhuang Xici mostly looked at them from a distance, not face to face now.

It was also because of this that when Zhuang Xici saw that Han Wang and Lu Wanshan had a good relationship, he would at most be envious and a little bit unhappy.But now Zhuang Xici doesn't think so.

He is jealous of Han Wang and wants to be special in Lu Wanshan's heart. If possible, Zhuang Xici also hopes that one day Lu Wanshan can treat him like he treats him.

Yi Zhenghou and Ning Dong have known for a long time that Zhuang Xici will participate in "Art", and it is precisely because of this that Zhuang Xici later agreed to the invitation of the program group.

But because Zhuang Xici had never mentioned his family publicly, Zhuang Xici never thought of showing his relationship with Yi Zhenghou after he appeared on the show, and even the appointment was in the middle of the night.

Zhuang Xici never concealed his sexuality in front of them. He came out a few years ago. Yi Zhenghou and Ning Dong also knew that he had a sweetheart, so Zhuang Xici did not hope that they would not notice.

What makes Zhuang Xici different is that although Ning Dong and Yi Zhenghou recognized Lu Wanshan as his white moonlight, they didn't mention a word about their relationship, but simply explained a few words about Lu Wanshan and their relationship. origin.

It was also at this moment that Zhuang Xici realized that the person he had liked for a long time was actually the child of his parents and friends.And Lu Wanshan is not far away, in the past few decades, if he pays more attention, maybe the two of them have met long ago, and there is no need to miss it for so long.

Zhuang Xici decided to confess, whether he succeeded or failed, he had to explain his feelings to Lu Wanshan.

The day he chose was his birthday, because Zhuang Xici thought that if Lu Wanshan didn't like him, then because of his birthday, Lu Wanshan would not be too straightforward to refuse.

But Zhuang Xici, who was secretly planning, didn't know that Lu Wanshan also chose this day.

So when Lu Wanshan said that he was going to take him to a place, covered his eyes and took him upstairs, for some reason, Zhuang Xici's heartbeat suddenly accelerated.

Something seemed to come to fruition suddenly.Zhuang Xici had a vague guess in his mind, but he couldn't believe it.

And when Lu Wanshan helped him take off the blindfold, Zhuang Xici's eyes got used to the light and saw everything in front of him clearly, Zhuang Xici suddenly came to his senses.

The original apprehension and uncertainty, because everything in front of him dissipated one by one, and the heart that Zhuang Xici had treasured for many years finally ushered in its belonging.

Zhuang Xici uttered that phrase of liking before Lu Wanshan.

Although many people say that in love, you must never bow your head first, that is, you must not be the first to say that you like it, otherwise you will definitely suffer in future relationships.

But Zhuang Xici doesn't care so much, in his eyes, as long as the other party is Lu Wanshan, it doesn't matter how much he suffers.

Not to mention just saying like it.

Zhuang Xici didn't need Lu Wanshan to confess first to increase his sense of security. For Zhuang Xici, Lu Wanshan's response to his confession was the greatest sense of security.

Being with the one you love is always a joy.

After confirming his love relationship with Lu Wanshan, Zhuang Xici changed from his previous cautiousness, and said directly when he wanted to hug or kiss, even acting like a baby became blatant.

In front of Lu Wanshan, Zhuang Xici never hides his childishness, let alone hides his jealousy, and often shows it directly, letting Lu Wanshan know his true inner thoughts.

Zhuang Xici was extremely frank in front of Lu Wanshan.This includes the bed.

No matter how much you love your lover, you can't let go of your hands and feet when you are honest with your lover, and you need to be coaxed.

Zhuang Xici is different.

He likes Lu Wanshan, and now that Lu Wanshan is his legitimate boyfriend, Zhuang Xici doesn't think there is anything wrong with being honest in front of her boyfriend.

So no matter under the bed or on the bed, Zhuang Xici always listened to Lu Wanshan's words, although occasionally he was shy, but in the end Zhuang Xici would let him pose in whatever pose he wanted.

In Zhuang Xici's words, it probably means that although Lu Wanshan may blush and be ashamed, it is good for Lu Wanshan to be happy.

Zhuang Xici wasn't nervous when he confessed his identity to Lu Wanshan, but when Lu Wanshan found the photo album he had treasured for many years, and knew that he was from Jiangcheng Ruhuali, Zhuang Xici's heart almost stopped beating.

Zhuang Xici never thought of letting Lu Wanshan know about this. He didn't want Lu Wanshan to know that he had liked him for many years. Huawei feelings.

Zhuang Xici doesn't need this kind of sympathetic love, for Lu Wanshan, Zhuang Xici only asks for his purest liking.

But now that Lu Wanshan has found out, Zhuang Xici can no longer open his eyes and talk nonsense. After all, if Lu Wanshan is angry, it would be too uneconomical.

So Zhuang Xici tried his best to calm down and sat down beside Lu Wanshan.He called Lu Wanshan by name and said he wanted to tell him a long story.

Zhuang Xi paused, from the first meeting when he was 17 years old, to now when he was 23 years old, he told Lu Wanshan, "...I have known you for a long time."

Zhuang Xici weighed his words carefully, trying to make the love between the lines not so heavy, so as not to scare Lu Wanshan and add pressure to Lu Wanshan virtually.

But if the matter of grievances is kept in the heart, it may not happen in the long run.But once there is a mouth to vent, it can no longer be stopped.

The same is true of Yu Zhuangxici.

He thought that he had a crush on Lu Wanshan, and after so many years of lonely travels, he should have gotten used to it no matter how many grievances he suffered, or else, on the day of his angry confession, he should have vented it with tears.

However, the facts are slapping Zhuang Xici in the face, letting him know that this matter is not so simple.

There are too many unspeakable hardships and grievances in one person's love, which made Zhuang Xici burst out after being with Lu Wanshan.

"Search your name, it's very famous in the picturesque Jiangcheng."

"I sent you many private messages, from the college entrance examination to work," Zhuang Xici hiccupped, "but you didn't reply to me even once."

Zhuang Xici wiped away his tears, "I don't want to see your name appearing with other people's names at all," Zhuang Xici said emphatically, "even if it's fake."

"I followed you to many cities, you shoot them and I shoot you," Zhuang Xici said, "but you never looked back."

"As long as there is one..." Zhuang Xici's voice was hoarse, "...one time, we didn't come together just now."

"Others envy the people around their idols, but I don't envy Han Wang and Ruan Xian," Zhuang Xici said with a smile, "I'm jealous of them."

"I'm jealous that they are by your side, that they can accompany you openly and joke with you."

Zhuang Xici wiped away his tears and took a step forward, "But now I don't envy them anymore, because we are together."

"Friends and lovers, no matter how much you emphasize it," Zhuang Xici said with a slightly raised corner of his mouth, "that's different."

Zhuang Xici looked up at Lu Wanshan with a serious expression, "Now Zhuang Xici has Lu Wanshan's love and is happier than anyone else."

"Baby, I..." Lu Wanshan remained silent for a long time, his voice was hoarse.

He had a lot to say, but when he saw Zhuang Xici whose eyes were red from crying, he couldn't say a word.

When people come to the most affectionate place, any words are in vain.

"...I'm sorry." Lu Wanshan stretched out his arms to hug Zhuang Xici, and repeated, "My dear, I'm sorry."

This sentence became the last straw that crushed Zhuang Xici.

Zhuang Xici, who was about to collapse from crying, cried out of breath after Lu Wanshan finished saying this.

"Lu Wanshan," Zhuang Xici called his name, his body twitched, "You...why did you come to me now?"

At this time, Zhuang Xici is like a child who can't get enough sugar, crying louder and louder, wishing that all the bad things of those years will disappear with tears.

Lu Wanshan was so distressed that she coaxed him with a soft voice over and over again.

When Zhuang Xici fell asleep that night, his eyes were already swollen.

After Lu Wanshan tidied up and went to bed, Zhuang Xici leaned over as if feeling it, hugged himself into Lu Wanshan's arms, kissed Lu Wanshan under the chin, and said softly, "...good night."

"Good night." Lu Wanshan smiled, and gently kissed Zhuang Xici's forehead, "See you tomorrow."

Spring goes to autumn, another year of Spring Festival.

This year because of work, Zhuang Xici was unable to return to Jin City, and went home with Lu Wanshan for the New Year.Lu Wanshan simply accompanied Zhuang Xi to resign from his job, and then the two of them flew across the city to celebrate the New Year together.

When Zhuang Xici finished filming and rushed home, Lu Wanshan was already preparing the New Year's Eve dinner at home, so when Zhuang Xici opened the door, he saw Lu Wanshan wearing the apron Zhuang Xici bought last time when the supermarket in the neighborhood had a discount.

In the kitchen, the fog was rising, and the lights were warm and yellow. Lu Wanshan, who used to be almost untouched by the spring water, became a good cook after being with Zhuang Xici, in order to take care of his busy lover.

"Are you back?" Lu Wanshan was putting the stir-fried dishes out of the pan, "And the last bowl of cabbage, it's all ready."

Lu Wanshan came out with the dishes, put them on the table, looked up and saw Zhuang Xici still standing by the door stupidly, couldn't help laughing out loud.

"Stupid?" Lu Wanshan called Zhuang Xici, and said with a smile, "Go and wash your hands, baby, you can eat right away."

Zhuang Xici came back to his senses, put the suitcase at the door, didn't even have time to take off the scarf, then suddenly ran to Lu Wanshan quickly, and jumped onto Lu Wanshan.

Lu Wanshan was afraid that Zhuang Xici would fall, and could not care about the smell of oily smoke all over his body, so he reached out and hugged Zhuang Xici.

"What's wrong with my baby? You suddenly want to hug her?" Lu Wanshan said with a smile, "You..."

Before Lu Wanshan could finish speaking, Zhuang Xici interrupted him and answered Lu Wanshan's question in a low voice.

"I am back."

"Go wash your hands right away."

"Also," Zhuang Xici raised his head to kiss Lu Wanshan, his eyes bent into a crescent, and he said with a smile, "Happy New Year's Eve, husband."

The two have been together for several years, and they call each other quite a lot, but this is the first time that Zhuang Xici called Lu Wanshan's husband, which made Lu Wanshan a little stunned for a while.

But fortunately, he came back to his senses very quickly, and quickly changed his address, and said goodbye to Zhuangxi, "Welcome home."

"Also," Lu Wanshan hooked Zhuang Xici into a lingering kiss, "Happy New Year's Eve, daughter-in-law."

New Year's Eve is a day of reunion, and people who love each other are also reunited.