Resignation

Lu Wanshan handed Zhuang Xici the hot drink he just bought, and asked curiously, "What are you looking at?"

"Super talk." Zhuang Xici handed the phone to Lu Wanshan to read.

Hearing that Lu Wanshan raised his eyebrows, he said amusedly, "Use a large size?"

"How come?" Zhuang Xici shook his head, smiled and said, "I don't have the guts to use Qin Yao's trumpet."

Lu Wanshan sat down next to Zhuang Xici, looked down at the mobile phone Zhuang Xici handed over, and continued to ask, "Why don't you open a small account yourself?"

"I have..." Zhuang Xici closed his mouth in time, smiled and changed the subject, "It's too troublesome, why not use the same one as Qin Yao."

Lu Wanshan was carefully reading the posts in Chaohua, so she didn't hear anything wrong in Zhuang Xici's words.

He took a sip of his coffee, just in time to glance at a post expressing his miss for Zhuang Xici, and couldn't help laughing out loud.

Zhuang Xici hadn't recovered from the fright of his mistake just now, when he heard Lu Wanshan's laughter at first, he thought that Lu Wanshan heard something wrong, and suddenly raised his heart again, "Huh?"

"Look at this." Lu Wanshan took Zhuang Xici's mobile phone, pointed to the post, and read the content, "Xici's baby will disappear for several months every time she shoots a movie, and she doesn't like business. Mom wants to think about it." Say goodbye to illness."

Zhuang Xici occasionally flips through Weibo comments in his spare time, so he is no stranger to all kinds of wild words in the comments, but when he reads them himself, he never feels that there is anything wrong with them.

But now when he heard Lu Wanshan read it out, his face instantly became hot uncontrollably.

Naturally, Lu Wanshan saw that Zhuang Xici was shy, but the more he behaved, the more Lu Wanshan couldn't help but want to tease him.

So Lu Wanshan paused for a while, slid his finger down, saw a new post, smiled and wanted to read it out again.

How could Zhuang Xici be read by Lu Wanshan again?

He held Lu Wanshan's shoulder and got up to grab the phone, but Lu Wanshan seemed to have seen his intentions long ago, so Zhuang Xici got up, and Lu Wanshan stretched his hand away to let Zhuang Xici couldn't reach the phone at all.

If it's just like this, it's fine, but Lu Wanshan's free hand is still covering Zhuang Xici's face, making Zhuang Xici fluttering and unable to exert any strength.

"Ms. Lu, stop teasing me," Zhuang Xici said anxiously, "Give me back the phone."

Lu Wanshan didn't listen to him, and asked with a smile, "What if I don't pay it back?"

Zhuang Xici was dumbfounded, because if Lu Wanshan really refused to give it, then it is impossible for him to really do anything to Lu Wanshan.Just thinking that Lu Wanshan might have to read those words written by his fans, Zhuang Xici's collarbone turned red from embarrassment.

Lu Wanshan couldn't fight hard, so Zhuang Xici gave up.

He sat back in his seat, with Lu Wanshan's hands still covering his eyes, he pursed his lips and smiled, trying to soften Lu Wanshan's heart in another way.

"Lu Wanshan, it's time to board the plane. I haven't responded to Miss Yurong's message yet, so you..." Zhuang Xici deliberately softened his tone, and subconsciously said coquettishly, "Give me the phone, or Yurong You should be worried."

"It's okay." Lu Wanshan smiled, "I'll help you tell her what you want back."

So, Lu Wanshan stretched his hand back and tapped the phone screen so that it would not lock the screen when it was time.

Lu Wanshan slid his fingers up and down, while guarding against Zhuang Xici's tampering, while looking for the post he wanted in Chaohua, so that he could read Zhuang Xici again.

Seeing Lu Wanshan like this, Zhuang Xici finally backed off his hot face, and became hot again, afraid that Lu Wanshan would find out more posts that made him unbearable.

Lu Wanshan did these gestures only to tease Zhuang Xici, even if he really saw the post he wanted, he would not really read it out.

But he flipped through it for a while, only to see a post that made him not feel so beautiful.

Zhuang Xici, who had finally managed to remove Lu Wanshan's hand covering his eyes, was about to snatch the phone back with all his might, but Lu Wanshan's expression made him stop.

"What... what's wrong?" Zhuang Xici asked with a frown.

But before Lu Wanshan could answer, Zhuang Xici figured out the reason by himself.Zhuang Xici couldn't be more clear about what can make people feel bad in Chaohua.

At this moment, Zhuang Xici was no longer timid. He took the phone back as soon as he stretched out his hand, locked the screen and put it in his pocket, "Okay, it's all right."

But Lu Wanshan couldn't handle it so easily, so although the phone was taken away, it didn't affect Lu Wanshan to continue the topic at all.

"How long?" Lu Wanshan asked in a deep voice.

Zhuang Xici opened his mouth, originally wanting to make up a random reason to trick him, but...

Zhuang Xici raised his eyes and glanced at Lu Wanshan, seeing his serious expression, he gave up this idea instantly.

Lu Wanshan has been in this circle for several years, and he is also the front line. He must be much clearer about things in the fan circle than him. As soon as he speaks, Lu Wanshan can tell the truth.

Then there is no need to tell lies.

So Zhuang Xici paused, raised the corner of his mouth and said, "It's really not a big deal, you can't make everyone like you, right?"

"And don't there are many people who like me?" Zhuang Xici took out his phone again, unlocked it and clicked into Chaochao, and let Lu Wanshan read the posts from fans, "It is only a small number of people who don't like me, there are more people Still love me."

That being said, Lu Wanshan also understands the truth, and even he himself has been in the circle for so many years, and he has often been scolded by people in the circle, and malicious comments and conjectures are common.

But despite this, Lu Wanshan has never been fluctuated by these emotions, and he can often paddle across without seeing them.

But this time Lu Wanshan couldn't overcome the hurdle in his heart, and would be very angry because of other people's misunderstanding of Zhuang Xici.

"I..." Zhuang Xici still wanted to defend himself, but Lu Wanshan's face immediately collapsed, and he repeated, "How long has it been?"

Seeing this, Zhuang Xici swallowed the words that came to his lips, raised the corners of his mouth, pulled out an unattractive smile, and said honestly, "There were only a few people when we debuted."

Zhuang Xici leaned back, afraid that Lu Wanshan would still care about those black posts, so he opened his arms and chatted with Lu Wanshan carefully.

"When it's not popular, you only want to be popular, so that you can get the script and the show. When it becomes popular later, the abuse and black material will follow." Zhuang Xici smiled, pretending to be relaxed, "You can't control it at all. What kind of appearance will you appear in front of others, and you don’t know how others will view and evaluate you.”

Zhuang Xici clicked his tongue and said softly, "If it's possible, I don't want to be on the hot search."

Unlike other people in the entertainment industry, Zhuang Xici doesn't like the camera so much, and he's not used to living under the camera. When he's not working, he can't wait to disappear, so let alone being talked about by others about his life, which is naturally annoying. What a nuisance.

But now that he has stepped into this circle, these things are beyond his control, even if he doesn't like it, he can only endure it.

If it’s just these things, then forget it, but there are still many unspoken rules in the circle that are not clear, and the hype of pulling, stepping and bundling is even more common, which makes people feel uneasy.

The original intention of Zhuang Xici was to let Lu Wanshan relax and not let things on the Internet ruin his good mood, so he kept saying so much.However, Lu Wanshan, who had been silent all this time, made Zhuang Xici more and more uncomfortable.

"...Ms. Lu," Zhuang Xici smiled, trying to ease the atmosphere, "Speak up too, don't let me talk alone, or..."

"squeak."

Zhuang Xici, who was just joking at random to ease the atmosphere, never thought that Lu Wanshan would really talk to him, so now he suddenly heard Lu Wanshan squeak, Zhuang Xici didn't recover for a long time.

But Lu Wanshan, who caused all this, acted like a normal person, his eyes were still glued to Zhuang Xici, and he didn't feel that he had done something different just now.

Zhuang Xici was dumbfounded, but he still couldn't hold back his words.

Seeing Zhuang Xici like this, Lu Wanshan suddenly laughed, and called Zhuang Xici in a breathy voice, "Teacher Zhuang."

"what?"

Lu Wanshan poked Zhuang Xici's face, and asked in a low voice, "Are you wronged?"

Zhuang Xici was slightly startled, he pursed his lips tightly and did not speak.

Not hearing Zhuang Xici's answer, Lu Wanshan was not in a hurry, raised the corner of his mouth, and repeated the question just now, "Are you wronged?"

Now Zhuang Xici came to his senses, smiled lightly, and said to himself how could he not be wronged.

Anyway, Zhuang Xici grew up pampered and pampered by his family. He has never suffered such grievances, so at the very beginning, Zhuang Xici's psychological endurance was far less strong than it is now. Then he would be so angry when he saw these things. Dropped the phone.

But what's the use?It does nothing and doesn't change any facts.

So Zhuang Xici got used to it in the future, and when he saw the speeches of netizens on the Internet, he would accept them if he loved them, and pretend he didn't see them if they were malicious.

It turns out he was right to think so, because since then, except for certain things, he hasn't bothered about anything online.

If Lu Wanshan hadn't asked that, Zhuang Xici would have thought so.

However, when Lu Wanshan asked now, the negative emotions that had accumulated over the years and had nowhere to vent suddenly had an outlet to vent.

From childhood to adulthood, Zhuang Xici has always been an emotional person, but no one has ever made him truly open his heart, which is why he has the rumored aloofness.

But fortunately, there is Lu Wanshan now.

So Zhuang Xici lowered his eyes to cover the complicated emotions in his eyes, and smiled to reveal the truest thoughts in his heart, "Grievance."

Hearing that Lu Wanshan felt a sharp pain in his heart, he didn't care that he was still in the waiting room with someone sitting next to him, so he reached out to hug Zhuang Xici and gave him a hug.

In fact, Lu Wanshan still had a lot to say, but he felt that it was unnecessary when the words came to his lips. After all, it has been so long, even if he was injured at the beginning, it has scabbed and turned into scars now, so it would be futile for him to say anything.

So Lu Wanshan remained silent, just patted Zhuang Xici on the back lightly, and told Zhuang Xici that he was still there.

What Lu Wanshan didn't know was that, for Yu Zhuang Xici, this comforting gesture was already better than thousands of words from others.

Before the plane took off, Lu Wanshan logged in to Weibo, which he hadn't used for a while, and after thinking about it, he chose a picture of Zhuang Xici smiling from his photo album, and then posted a Weibo.

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