【Ming Zuo】Walking Alone in Darkness

Another morning of waking up in Naruto's arms.Sasuke rested his head on Naruto's arm, feeling Naruto's breath lightly rubbing against his forehead, he was very relieved by the mixture of man's maturity and youthful freshness.Very familiar, very like, very reassuring.

Lying quietly in his arms, my mind is completely empty, I don't think about anything, just staying in his arms is enough.After resting for a few minutes, Sasuke remembered something and wanted to get up, but Naruto, who was sleeping like a dead pig, suddenly put his arms around his waist and pushed him back.

Sasuke raised his hand to caress his face gently, and pressed his thumb and middle finger on his cheeks respectively: "Are you very skilled at pretending to be sleeping?"

"No, no, it's Sasuke who wants to run away and I wake up now!" Naruto knew very well that his wife was definitely not virtuously planning to give him a facial massage, but wanted to crush his head with one hand.

Sasuke snorted from his nose, and Naruto sweated: "Really, really!"

"Then why are you dragging me? I'm sick." Sasuke was about to get up, but was hugged by Naruto and rubbed back: "Lie down for a while~ I'm fine today."

"You don't want your arms anymore?" Sasuke propped his body up on the bed with one elbow, and didn't let his weight fall completely on Naruto.Before Orochimaru had nothing to do, he used those boring cases to tell himself. There were weird incidents such as the husband resting on his wife's shoulder and amputating his wife's arm overnight. Although he listened to it as nonsense, he couldn't help remembering it. Yes, although I try not to put my head on Naruto's shoulder every time before going to bed, but this bastard always hugs him while he is asleep.

"You still believe that, let me tell you." Naruto smiled and kissed his forehead, "I'm a ninja, the second kind in the ninja world. If my wife is willing to rest on my arm, that's the weight of happiness."

"I must list Jiraiya's book as a banned book at home." Sasuke angrily said, "What strange words are these!"

"Obviously it's a natural outpouring of deep love... Well, I was wrong." Naruto quickly wrapped Sasuke's fingers into his palm, before he was about to punch himself to death, "But it's really impossible, Just let me hug you."

Of course Sasuke knew that no matter whether the news was true or not, Orochimaru mostly wanted to play tricks on himself, and Naruto couldn't have that kind of fragile physique, so he let him go with a sigh, and nestled back into his arms.

... Anyway, the pillow is really comfortable.

"Hey... what the hell is the second ninja world?"

"Sasuke number one." Naruto said without blushing.

Sasuke couldn't help but kicked him anyway.

Regarding the very embarrassing question of strength, in fact, both Naruto and Sasuke felt that if the two of them insisted on fighting, Naruto should be slightly better.But both of them don't care about the real separation. Naruto said that his wife must be the biggest, and Sasuke feels that he can go with him and doesn't want to talk to him.

Of course, this kick was neither painful nor itchy, Naruto smiled and hugged him into his arms, rubbing his lower back with his hands: "Is it sore, let me tell you?"

"Fortunately, only a little... a little bit up, um, yes. Uh..."

Sasuke probably felt comfortable being pressed, and snorted lightly in his nose, his voice was soft, with a slight hoarseness from the morning, and Naruto's hand trembled after being teased.

"...Are you done yet?"

"I didn't do it on purpose... It's a normal reaction, why don't you help me?"

"I can help you make it impossible again."

"Resolutely refuse, it's okay to use violence against me, but it's absolutely not okay to hinder Sasuke's comfort in the future."

"Get out!" Sasuke couldn't bear it anymore, and kicked Naruto to the ground, "You are cheeky and number one in the universe, get out!"

Naruto is not angry either, after all Sasuke blushing is so cute, he can play for another 200 years.Get up and pick off the quilt wrapped in silkworm chrysalis, pull out the lover's head and kiss a few: "What's for breakfast?"

"...Forget about stewing you, you can do anything, just go out for me."

Naruto smiled and smoothed his hair, got up to wash and tidy up.

He is really happy that Sasuke's condition is getting better and better.

Although he said that he would not hide anything from Sasuke, but there was really no need to tell him.For example, he asked Sakura and Tsunade carefully, and also consulted Orochimaru's opinion about Sasuke.

As a ninja who has experienced countless battles, he has a little understanding of the most basic medical skills, but only for trauma.So when I heard the word "mental illness" for the first time, the whole Naruto was like a question mark.

In Tsunade's era, medical ninjas and teams were not yet popular, and few people thought about the patient's psychological state. At most, it was the stimulation caused by the treatment of phantom attacks.It's okay to be able to breathe, who cares about the mental state?But Sakura, who has memories, has more than ten years of medical experience. She has treated a large number of cases with severe post-traumatic stress disorder at Konoha Hospital, and then began to study the field of psychology.For Sasuke, her personal feelings accounted for too much. After calming down, Naruto came to ask, and she also began to look at Sasuke's state objectively, and discovered many of his problems together.

Finally, it was tentatively identified as unconventional moderate depression, and the most important manifestation was the tendency to self-destruct.

Naruto is really scared.Sasuke is very special, he will not seriously consider suicide like ordinary depressed patients, but he is looking for reasons for his "living".Once he finds that these reasons are exhausted, he will no longer have the meaning of living.If Naruto still didn't confess his love to him, didn't cling to him all the time, his family didn't really accept him...

Could it be that Sasuke really went to "find" the Seventh Generation Naruto who appeared in his dream a long time ago?

Naruto couldn't remember the particularly long noun that Sakura said, but the meaning was clear: Sasuke greatly reduced the meaning of his own existence.After rebirth, he will not make any demands on his family, he will just give without asking for anything in return. This state does not seem to be a big problem, but in fact it is terrible.When his subconscious mind decides that this unequal interaction reaches the limit, he will think that his existence is meaningless.

So now, Naruto just wants him to lose his temper, make demands, whatever -- the more capricious and arrogant the better.

It's better to say... This self-willed appearance of losing his temper and quarreling is what Sasuke should have been in the first place.

Naruto even misses the former Class Seven, he and Sasuke who could quarrel with every word.

Thinking of this, Naruto put down the ketchup, turned around and shouted to the bedroom: "Daughter-in-law, I seem to have accidentally dropped your washed underwear, I said—"

There was a loud "bang" sound in the bedroom, and the half-closed door panel fell out, Sasuke's voice was shrill: "You're addicted—how can that kind of thing fall when it's dried well?" Go out and explain to me!?"

Eh, yes, that's the way it is.

Naruto was very satisfied with the fried hair lover, and continued to draw a heart with ketchup on Sasuke's potato cake.

If Sakura is here, maybe apart from worrying about Sasuke's depression, you also have to consider whether Naruto is suffering from masochism.

"Ah, it seems that I misunderstood what I said."

Just kidding, he wouldn't let Sasuke's panties fall out.

An hour later, Sakura looked at the two people in front of her and couldn't explain it in words.

Sasuke with marks on his neck and lingering anger, and Naruto with two pieces of adhesive tape on his face and a smirk.

"You..." Sakura thought for a moment, "Usually rely on force to decide whether to go up or down?"

Sasuke blushed, Naruto quickly said: "No, Sasuke let me, you see I can still be on top after being beaten like this."

"...I feel like it's the kind of decision who wins and who is below."

Naruto and Sakura suddenly jumped up, and bowed their heads together to apologize in a very neat way: "I'm sorry I was wrong, I dare not say it anymore, I won't say it!"

Sasuke's face was full of black air, and the forehead was throbbing with pain, so he simply walked in directly bypassing Sakura.

One or two is really enough, now is it too late to drag Madara and Obito to continue destroying the world.

He and Naruto came to find Orochimaru.Sasuke remembered that Orochimaru had done a lot of experiments on his own chakra when he first went to the base with him, and he might have discovered something.

Sakura behind saw him go in, leaned over and asked Naruto in a low voice: "How is it?"

Naruto also whispered, the two of them acted like thieves: "The plan is going well, I feel that Sasuke is getting more and more cheerful, let me say."

Sakura originally wanted to ask, but changed her mouth after opening her mouth: "I don't need to talk about the details, I don't want to know."

"However..." Naruto scratched his face, frowned and looked at Sakura, "You have also recovered your memory, I said, you don't have any unreasonable thoughts about Sasuke, do you?"

Sakura wanted to smash his face into pieces, so she held back her anger and said, "You are quite lenient, I just like Sasuke-kun, what's wrong? Everyone else is yours, I think about it?"

"It's true that you can't be so wide, but you have to be prepared." Naruto said, "Sasuke is too gentle. I said, I don't know how to refuse, I have to block him."

"I don't need to bother you." Sakura said coldly, and the words that came out were a little awkward for a while, "...you don't know, when he left Konoha in his previous life, I was the last to see him .”

Naruto opened his eyes wide.

Xiao Ying smiled and retaliated: "Yes, it was the time you told him that you were going to marry Hinata and forced him to leave."

Naruto's fingers clenched tightly.

He didn't mention it again, because he didn't want Sasuke to be bothered by hearing it, and Sasuke didn't mention it, he knew he was thinking about himself.

But for this matter, he will never forgive himself absolutely.

"I confessed my love to Sasuke-kun at that time." Sakura pressed her hair, "But Sasuke-kun rejected me. It's very straightforward, the kind that doesn't leave any hope behind. So don't worry, in this kind of matter, Sasuke No matter how gentle you are, you will never make you uncomfortable."

Naruto didn't speak for a long time, and stood there for a long time before walking into the research institute.

"...Oh, yes." Naruto looked back at Sakura, "Although I will never forgive you for this matter, but Sasuke, you didn't take it to heart when you attacked him with poison kunai But what he said to me when he mentioned it was that he almost hurt you by mistake, and he thought I should lose my temper with him because he almost hurt you."

Sakura's expression couldn't hold back anymore.

"About this?" Orochimaru glanced at Sasuke with interest, "I really have a lot to tell you. Wait a minute, I'll bring you the information."

Sasuke agreed, and walked to Dashemaru's bookcase. While waiting, he naturally flipped through the teacher's collection, which was easier than flipping through his own bookcase.

Then he was pressed on the back by another heavy object.

"What are you doing?" Sasuke knocked Naruto's head with a thick book.

"Just hug." Naruto said, rubbing Sasuke's neck, "Sasuke is the best."

Sasuke was used to his intermittent convulsions, so he didn't take it to heart at all. He patted the golden head and pointed to a page: "Look at this."

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*Naruto Sakura: Come on!Hurt each other! !