Looking back twice to meet you again

Xia Zhixing's uneasiness and fear were clear at a glance.

He looked as fragile as the helpless child Bai Qin saw ten years ago.

In the past ten years, his elder brother went abroad and did not embarrass him. The people and things around him were obviously dirty, and he still failed to become stronger through the years.

Bai Qin wanted to dispel his anxiety, but he couldn't be too demanding as to how effective it would be. "I won't get back together with Xia Feng. No matter who I spend the rest of my life with, it can't be him."

Xia Zhixing no longer believed anything Bai Qin said.

No matter how obedient Bai Qin is to him, once he is out of his sight, there is nothing Bai Qin can do to make him depressed.

The protagonist in the book "Don't Look at the Flowers on the Roadside at Night" was finally betrayed in the sweet words of his lover.

Xia Zhixing couldn't resist Bai Qin's sweet words, but if Bai Qin abandoned him, Xia Zhixing felt that he would cry like a widow of a dead man.

"What happened to you?" Bai Qin asked.

Xia Zhixing's face was uncertain, and he was not good at hiding his emotions, so Bai Qin could guess what he was thinking at a glance.It's just an old lover, even if it shows up, what does it mean?Anyone who catches up with the broken emotions will catch up with Xia Feng.

Xia Zhixing said stubbornly, "I don't believe you!"

Bai Qin, "..."

"I read that book." Xia Zhixing recalled the content of "Don't Look at Roadside Flowers in the Dark Night" depressedly, "The protagonist still loves that man until the end... has always been in love, turned into ashes in the fire and is still persistent Use the soul that is about to dissipate to take a look at the person he is thinking about..."

Book?Bai Qin asked suspiciously, "What book?"

"Don't Look at the Flowers on the Road in the Dark Night". Brother Qin, you wrote it." Xia Zhixing carefully watched the changes on Bai Qin's face. He didn't want to see Bai Qin's face not changing at all, and he didn't want to see Bai Qin angry, "I I heard from Abe that that book was the last one you wrote, and it was also the best one."

Xia Zhixing wanted to know whether this book was a tragedy written by Bai Qin casually, or an autobiography...

Bai Qin's pupils shrank, and the distant memory of "Don't Look at the Flowers by the Roadside" came back to Bai Qin's mind little by little.Bai Qin has read countless books, but he has a photographic memory. Anyone who tells him the content of a book can quickly react to it, except for the book "Don't Look at the Flowers by the Roadside" written by his father. After reading it quickly, I was forced not to think about the absurd things written in it.

At that time, Shen Shan didn't want to use his own name to write, so he borrowed Bai Qin's name.

Bai Qin, "It's an uninteresting book, and the content is long. Thank you for reading it."

Xia Zhixing's voice trembled, "There is no...a good story..."

Look, this kid put on a pitiful and aggrieved face again, extremely real, without a trace of false sadness, Bai Qin softly stroked his silky long hair and looked down on him gently, "You think it's me The story with Xia Feng? So what, do you want to separate from me? If you don’t believe me when I say I won’t have anything to do with that person, then what do you believe?”

"No!" Xia Zhixing panicked. He quickly put his head on Bai Qin's chest, put his arms around him and said in a low voice, "I don't want to be separated from you. I used to be alone. I'm not alone now, of course I don't want to think about the past anymore. Lonely and absurd life."

What he was afraid of, what he didn't dare to face, from the beginning to the end, was only Xia Feng.

At the dinner table, Xia Zhixing was completely out of his mind. He would never touch the vegetables wrapped in salad juice, and now he didn't care about the calories, so he calmly stuffed them into his mouth.

Several people at the same table looked at Xia Zhixing with vacant eyes curiously.

I heard that Chinese people have the habit of adding food to guests. The owner of the house, Akira Yamashita, stood up and gave Xia Zhixing a piece of fried fish that was fried until it was golden brown and slightly charred. Fresh, Xia Zhixing, you can try it."

Bai Qin thanked him on Xia Zhixing's behalf, "Thank you, the dinner is very rich, please eat more."

Akira Yamashita felt strange looking at Xia Zhixing's sullen look, "As soon as I came in, I felt that Xia Zhixing was very unhappy, is it uncomfortable?"

Xia Zhixing raised his head and replied, forced a smile, "No."

"That's great. I have a chess and card room here. Would you like to have a game of billiards after dinner?" Akira Yamashita suggested, "If you are in a bad mood, it will be very uncomfortable to hold back. It will be very pleasant to play a game, by the way , Xia Zhixing, can you play billiards?"

Xia Zhixing, "Yes."

"Where's Mr. Bai?"

"I'm not very good at billiards." Bai Qin said, "I'm afraid I'll disappoint you."

"No, it's just for fun!" Yamashita Ming said with a smile, "I don't know how to fight either."

This Akira Yamashita is a guy who looks young, but has a heavy heart.

A bit like a fox who can stab someone in the back at any time, cunning and time-conscious.

This time Bai Qin had no plan to come to Japan, but it was Akira Yamashita who dragged him across the ocean.After coming here, I met Xia Feng. Of course, he himself did not have the guts to meet Bai Qin's Ni Lin, but it would be different if Xia Feng supported him...

It is said that he is aware of current affairs because when Bai Qin really came to him to discuss the contract with him, he no longer had a tough attitude like on the phone, but calmly stated a few points, even though Bai Qin did not agree, he Also no longer entangled.

billiards...

Akira Yamashita played well.

Bai Qin's athletic ability is a family inheritance that cannot be remedied by birth, and he has never scored a single goal in a round.

This is not to dampen their interest, but to dampen Bai Qin's interest.He usually doesn't care much about winning or losing this kind of game, because if he loses, he won't be punished and if he wins, he won't get a lottery. With a smile in his eyes, he said some sarcastic remarks such as "Mr. Bai's sense of the ball is not good, his posture is wrong, and he will be optimistic about you for the next ball".

Bai Qin has a firm mind, but Xia Zhixing is a cockroach who blows up at one point. He just thought about how to hit a good shot, and Akira Yamashita seemed to be able to predict his thoughts in advance and shattered all the good shots he was about to hit.

Bai Qin had lost all interest, "Shan Xia, please be merciful."

"The game is only interesting if you play it seriously." Akira Yamashita's half-opened eyes looked lazy, but every ball he hit was very precise, and his calm and confident arrogance was vividly displayed.

After two innings, it was still Akira Yamashita's thriving game.

Except for Bai Qin and Xia Zhixing, the other guests actually played well, but they would give up to Akira Yamashita when they encountered good shots.

A game made Shan Xiaming convey a message to Bai Qin, he was not afraid of Bai Qin, nor did he have to rely on Xia Feng, but he could do whatever he wanted.

It was another new round, Bai Qin took the cue stick, and looked around the table for the position where he could hit the ball. When passing by Akira Yamashita, he lowered his head slightly and whispered in his ear, "Childish."

Bai Qin asked himself that he had never offended him before, but he provoked him out of nothing. Wasn't it childish?

But everything was Bai Qin's guess.

Whoever made him look like a cunning fox with his eyes half open, it would be difficult for Bai Qin to believe that he was just following the crowd.

It is Bai Qin's principle not to make enemies for no reason, not to mention that even if Shan Xiaming is a bit hateful, he is also a person who retreats despite difficulties.The Shen family's connections couldn't penetrate the other side of the ocean, so Bai Qin couldn't bear it.

Also thanks to this boring game.When Xia Zhixing made three balls into the hole with one stroke, he finally became excited and smiled a little.He turned his head to look at Bai Qin, "Brother Qin, look!"

Bai Qin nodded in praise and said, "Good shot."

A game that was promised to be digested after a meal was played until the early morning, everyone was tired, only Xia Zhixing still wanted to come again.Bai Qin sighed and coaxed him, "The flight at nine o'clock tomorrow, if you can't get up early, we will have to delay it."

Although the game was very enjoyable, Xia Zhixing still wanted to leave early when he thought of the unpleasantness of this trip to Japan.

In the guest's room, Xia Zhixing came back first. He changed into his pajamas and waited for a while before Bai Qin arrived. He said to himself disappointedly, "Brother Qin is still angry with me... That's why he didn't come to sleep with me."

As soon as he finished speaking, Bai Qin came back.He came in with a plate of small cakes and milk, "I listened outside the door to what you said about whether you slept or not. I don't think you look sleepy. Come and have some supper."

"I... I'm not hungry." Xia Zhixing said.

The sweet taste of the cake seemed to be addictive, and Xia Zhixing's stomach groaned at this moment.

Bai Qin waved at him, "After playing billiards for such a long time, how can you be so noisy and screaming that you are not hungry, come and have some food, drink milk before going to bed."

"Oh."

Seeing the way Xia Zhixing swallowed these things carefully, Bai Qin felt relieved of his body that was tossed to death by anorexia some time ago.

Hot milk into the stomach can make people calm and less impetuous.After Xia Zhixing finished drinking the milk, Bai Qin wiped off the white foam left on his lips, "Do you still think about your brother?"

Xia Zhixing's cheeks are still painful and swollen, how could it be possible to forget, "Yeah."

"Believe it or not, I don't like Xia Feng anymore?"

"letter……"

Bai Qin, "Why do you suddenly believe me again?"

Xia Zhixing has always believed that Brother Qin is devoted to his brother. What he doesn't believe is that his brother will not make a comeback to haunt Brother Qin, "I just believe it. Brother Qin is kind to me and gentle to me."

Bai Qin, "Do you trust the person who is gentle to you, or trust me?"

"Of course I believe in you, Brother Qin." Xia Zhixing said very piously, "I like you."

Except for the mother who didn't come home often, no one treated Xia Zhixing well back then.

He likes Brother Qin.

I only like Brother Qin, and I want a Bai Qin.