Looking back twice to meet you again

At seven o'clock in the morning, the phone alarm rang at the same time as the text message.

Shen Qin felt more and more unwell, but he didn't want to go to the hospital, so he didn't sleep deeply every night, and when he woke up, he didn't dawdle too much.

It was Xia Feng's text message: 【Miss you. 】

Shen Qin rubbed his temples to make his head less dizzy, and replied: [Scheduled SMS? 】

Xia Feng: 【No, I'm awake too.I thought you were about to wake up too, so I thought of sending you a text message. 】

Shen Qin: [Call me if you want to, I want to hear your voice. 】

While waiting, Shen Qin took off his pajamas and put on a white shirt. When he buttoned the third button near the collar, Xia Feng also called. He went downstairs with his mobile phone in one hand. Her voice was a little hoarse after waking up, and she said cautiously, "Qin, I miss you..."

"I know."

"I want to see you."

Walking to the bathroom, Shen Qin took a handful of cold water and splashed his hands on his face. He wiped the dripping face with a towel, "Then come see me, you can come to me anytime."

"I had a nightmare..." The person on the other end also just got up, and was arranging his hair that couldn't be managed no matter what, "I dreamed that you still didn't forgive me, I beg you, but you let me die... It’s a dream, otherwise I’m going to go crazy.”

Shen Qin took a mouthful of gargle and spat it out, and said with a smile, "Are you crying?"

"Ah."

"It's really worthless. It's just a dream." Shen Qin came out of the bathroom, wandered slowly looking for tea in the kitchen, found Aunt Chen's newly bought black tea, and happily brewed a cup of it, "Wipe your tears, I'll come tonight Looking for you, I will bring you a gift."

Xia Feng's voice sounded brighter, "Don't come, you mean what you say."

The owner of Hongmei Villa also woke up. Xia Feng's grandfather, Shen Mingfeng, lives downstairs. Shen Qin just hung up the phone and came in. "Are you busy recently?"

Shen Qin blew on the tea leaves in the cup without lifting his head, "It's okay."

"Where are you going tonight?"

"Go see a friend." Shen Qin said, "What's the matter, grandpa?"

Shen Mingfeng, "See you next time, my friend. Xin Han and her dad will go back to China today, and they will be able to go to Ruquan in the afternoon. Today, you will have a meal together when you come back from Jiangcheng."

"Say sorry to my uncle for me."

Shen Qin shied away without any hesitation or apology.

In the morning, the family finished their breakfast without communicating with each other. Shen Qin took the fruit that Aunt Chen had bought back to see his father who was in the hospital.

Shen Shan was more active in cooperating with the treatment in the hospital. Various drugs and operations made him often unconscious. Shen Qin came to see him only after he had known with his attending physician in advance that he would wake up in the morning.

Shen Shan's mental state was not very good. He was lying on the bed with a hat on his head, his eyes half-opened, and his lips were dry and white.Shen Qin put the things he brought on the table, slowly helped him sit up and poured a glass of water, "Drink some water."

Shen Shan opened his mouth, his eyes gradually cleared up.

Shen Qin helped him wipe off the water from the corner of his mouth, took an orange from the table and asked him, "Do you want to eat it?"

Shen Shan nodded.

After Shen Qin peeled the orange and tore off the white meridians carefully, Shen Shan didn't wait for him to feed it, but brought the orange over by himself.Shen Shan's mouth was always bitter. The moment he put the orange in his mouth and bit it down, a sweet taste spread in his mouth. He smiled, "Oranges are still so sweet this season."

"Aunt Chen brought it from her hometown a few days ago, and the variety is good." Shen Qin said, "I heard from the doctor that your medicine consumption has decreased a lot recently, and it seems that you are not far from recovery."

Shen Shan snorted, "I don't have a cold, it's liver cancer. Have you ever heard of a cancer patient who was completely cured? The reason for the lack of medicine is that my body has begun to develop drug resistance. Those doctors are probably prescribing I will discuss what medicine to use next, and when the discussion is over, the medicine will be poured down like rice."

Shen Qinguang almost broke out in cold sweat after listening to him...

"I heard that the company has been changed by you to set a rule that no waste can be kept. You are really good, even more ruthless than me! You will definitely be like me in the future." Shen Shan cursed without hesitation His son, "After all, the disease is hereditary."

The Shen family has had this problem for several generations. Shen Qin and Shen Shi are twins. Shen Shi is lucky and has been in good health since childhood.Shen Qin... is not so lucky, he knows his own body better than anyone else, and he doesn't have to wait long, as long as he lives past thirty, he will be fine.

But that's what the doctor expected.

It's just expected.Shen Qin never believed the words of those people in white coats. When he was a child in the hospital alone, he always overheard the uncontrollable nurse saying that he would die of critical illness at any time.

But isn't he alive now?

Shen Qin, "Dad, I think you are almost recovering from your illness, and you still have the energy to make so many jokes, maybe you can go home to recuperate in a few days."

After one orange was finished, Shen Shan reached out and asked for another one, but Shen Qin threw it to him without peeling it for him.

Shen Shan took the oranges, "You seem to be in a good mood today. The company's affairs should not have decreased. You used to come to the hospital to see me once a month. Why did you come here after a week or so?"

"You can tell I'm in a good mood?"

"Why can't you tell? I know you better than the old man." Shen Shan showed a shrewd look on his sickly face, "We are the same kind of people... Shen Qin, I will never get Xia Mosheng in this life, and he will never He will like a sick person like me, and he will never like a person who is trapped in the ward and can't do anything, and can't bring him benefits. You, a little better than me, can hold Xia Feng firmly In the palm of your hand."

Shen Qin stared at him and said, "How do you know that Xia Feng and I..."

"I don't know." Shen Shan said, "I'm just thinking that people like you have a low laugh. If there are two things in the world that can make you really happy, one is that the old man died, and the other The only thing is that you got Xia Mosheng's son who looks very similar to him. The old man looks like a long-lived villain, and I haven't received the invitation letter for the funeral, so it can only be the latter possibility .”

Shen Qin, "...What a wonderful reasoning..."

Shen Shan thought that the oranges were delivered in a timely manner, and he was depressed, the sweetness and sourness of the oranges just melted away his lingering depression these days.

He wasn't surprised that Shen Qin would be ambiguous with Xia Feng, but he was just surprised that Shen Qin, a seemingly ascetic and obedient person, would go against Shen Mingfeng's words and fall in love with a man.

That's okay... This is the best revenge for Shen Mingfeng, that bastard who regards homosexuality as crazy.Didn't he wholeheartedly treasure this grandson?But instinct is instinct, isn't Shen Qin the most disgusting homosexual in the end?

"Dad, the production of this book has just been completed, and I brought you a printed copy." Shen Qin held a trial copy of "Don't Look at Roadside Flowers at Night" brought to him by the printing factory in his hand, "According to what you mean, the author's signature on the book is me."

Shen Shan put down the oranges, took the book and flipped through it, the pages were brand new and smelled of ink.He blinked and repeatedly touched the specially made leather cover of the book, "Well done, very beautiful."

"It will be a good book, and it will sell well." Shen Qin said, "But are you sure the author will use my name?"

Shen Shan, "I want Xia Mosheng to take a look at this book. If it was signed by me, he would not open it. He has never read my book..."

Shen Qin felt that his father probably fell in love with that Xia Mosheng madly.

Could it be that the person who wrote the book would read it if he changed his name to Xia Mosheng?

In the evening, Shen Mingfeng called Shen Qin again and asked him to go over for dinner, but Shen Qin still refused.

Shen Mingfeng had never seen such a disobedient Shen Qin, even though he was angry, he still hung up the phone without saying anything.

The agreement with Xia Feng was to arrive at his place at seven o'clock. There was a car accident at an intersection on the road, and Shen Qin diverted to go around the whole city half a circle before arriving at Xia Feng's place an hour late.

Shen Qin took a beautifully packaged small box from the car and put it in his pocket, stood at the door of Xia Feng's house and knocked.

After knocking once, the mahogany door opened inward with a bang.

Shen Qin was startled.

Xia Feng stood in front of him, his eyes were swollen, and the dark circles under his eyes were purple and blue.

Shen Qin lowered his head, held his face and kissed him, "Sorry, it's a bit late."

Xia Feng hugged him tightly, buried his face in his thin chest, "It's okay, it's fine when you come..."

Sensing the wetness of the fabric on his chest and the sound of his crying voice, Shen Qin felt distressed, touched his hair that was cut like a chicken coop for some reason, and said in an extremely gentle tone, "Don't cry, I will be on time next time Come here, even if you run a red light. Well, let me in first, okay?"

Shen Qin half-carried him in and closed the door, "Lift up your face."

Even if Xia Feng cried like this, it was still pretty. Shen Qin stretched out a bright red tongue and licked his salty tears.

Xia Feng inhaled and exhaled shallowly, and recovered after sobbing a few times.Seeing that he stopped crying, Shen Qin blocked his lips again and stirred from shallow to deep.

Shen Qin used numb and tender tongue kisses to gradually eliminate the uneasiness of the person in front of him who was trembling from the moment he opened the door and saw him.

It took a long time before Xia Feng separated from him. His red eyes looked deeply at Shen Qin, "Where's my present?"

Shen Qin took out the delicate little box wrapped in red velvet from his pocket.

Open it and there is a pair of simple platinum rings inside.

Xia Feng's pupils constricted and his mouth opened slightly——

Stuttering, "This... this... this is..."

"Gift." Shen Qin said, "Do you like it?"

This is the best gift.

Shen Qin took his hand, and put the ring on his ring finger, not too big or too small, just the right size.

Xia Feng took out another from the box, "I'll wear this for you!"

"Okay." Shen Qin stretched out his hand, "But it can't be worn on the ring finger, it can be worn on the index finger."

"why?"

Shen Qin, "It will be very troublesome."

Xia Feng was slightly taken aback, but quickly realized it.This ring is used by Shen Qin to get rid of his worries about gains and losses, so he should be content.Shen Qin loves himself, this gift has proved his heart, it can be worn on any finger.

After putting it on for Shen Qin, Xia Feng held his ring-wearing hand with his ring-wearing hand, and he finally laughed, "You are mine!"