Looking back twice to meet you again

"Fool, if you cut a whole yard of plum trees without wearing protective gloves, it would be strange if you didn't cut off your hands..."

Bai Qin put away the medicine box, touched the temperature of his forehead, "Do you feel uncomfortable? Snooze for a while, I'll go out and get something."

What... food?

No……

Xia Zhi Xingguang started to vomit just thinking about something going into his stomach for a while.

When Bai Qin came back again, he had already changed into a cotton and off-white home clothes, and he was holding a bowl of soaked oatmeal.

He sat on the edge of the bed, because the oatmeal was still very hot when it was soaked, so he stirred it with a spoon and let it cool down.

The sweet and sweet smell of honey gradually filled the room. Ordinary people would probably feel comfortable or feel better when they smell this smell...

It's a pity that Xia Zhixing would only say embarrassingly, "Brother Qin, can you take it out... I feel sick when I smell it."

"Eat a little." Bai Qin only filled a small half spoon and brought it to Xia Zhixing's mouth.

Xia Zhixing's protruding Adam's apple moved up and down, and he opened his mouth to bite the spoon with great difficulty, "Um..."

His chest heaved twice, Bai Qin expected him to vomit, quickly wiped off the unswallowed oatmeal from the corner of his mouth, and said with an ugly face, "Swallow it!"

Xia Zhixing finally swallowed it reluctantly.

Bai Qin put down the oatmeal, "Looks like I can't force you to take a second bite. The last time I saw you had a good meal was when I was in the hospital. At that time you told me that you were afraid of getting fat after eating porridge... You lied to me. I guess you had this kind of symptom at that time... It’s just that it’s not so serious that you would vomit like you’re allergic to something.”

"Brother Qin..."

"Huh?" Bai Qin asked, "Where is it uncomfortable?"

"I feel headache, tinnitus, blurry vision..." Xia Zhixing had difficulty opening his eyes.

"Brother, your medicine." Shen Shi also brought in a bowl.

There was a bitter taste of traditional Chinese medicine in the room.

Bai Qin, "Go out when you are young."

Bai Qin closed the door and sighed helplessly, "I'll take you to the hospital. There is a private hospital in Ruquan invested by your family. I'll ask Abe to prepare it and take you to the doctor tomorrow."

Although tinnitus.

But Xia Zhixing heard Bai Qin's words clearly, gritted his teeth and said willfully, "No. Are you forcing me to come and leave? Brother Qin, do I disgust you so much?"

Although there was no seizure at the time, but now Xia Zhixing's mind is not clear, recalling what Shen Shi said during the day, he only felt so irritable that his heart ached.

Why is Brother Qin so gentle?Did it look like it was done on purpose?

isn't it...

If so, it's not surprising... Bai Qin's smile looks gentle, but he would smile like this to anyone except Xia Feng.Maybe not, Xia Zhixing thinks that maybe he is being affectionate, and he regards Bai Qin's smile that everyone can see as tenderness towards him.

Xia Zhixing couldn't be reconciled, he didn't know how to find the strength to sit up and hug Bai Qin, burying his head on his shoulder, "Brother Qin, I like you. It's not that simple feeling, it's the same as my brother..."

Bai Qin might have noticed it, but he just kept silent.Xia Zhixing didn't think clearly, the mouth-to-mouth kiss between Bai Qin and him was not a dream of his, it was real, and taking advantage of the courage he didn't know where it came from, Xia Zhixing told Bai Qin frankly .

"You're starving."

Bai Qin pulled back the collar at the back of his neck, Xia Zhixing shrank with a pair of plain and unmoved eyes, "I refuse to eat, so do you want to try my medicine?"

"Ok?"

Bai Qin took a mouthful of the medicine and put it very close to Xia Zhixing in his mouth, stuck his tongue into the gap between his lips, leading the bitter soup into his mouth.

Unexpectedly... Xia Zhixing didn't feel like vomiting... and swallowed it smoothly.

Bai Qin parted from him a little, picked up the bowl again, and this time moved towards him with a big mouthful. Xia Zhixing almost instinctively opened his mouth to drink.Although the taste is bad, but after taking a second sip of Xia Zhixing, I can taste other things in the medicine.Compared with porridge and snacks that look high in calories or rich in sugar, the little nutrients mixed in the medicine are indeed easier for Xia Zhixing to accept.

After feeding a bowl of medicine, Xia Zhixing opened his mouth slightly, the corners of his mouth were covered with brown medicine stains, and he froze, looking silly.Bai Qin smiled and said, "How is it? Do you want to vomit?"

Xia Zhixing closed his mouth and wiped his mouth clean.

"This is..." Xia Zhixing finally noticed that his hands were wrapped in gauze.

"I made it. Why are you having a convulsion and cutting plum blossoms with Shen Shi?" Bai Qin looked at him and asked, "Do you just do what she says? You want to work hard to do something that doesn't matter at all Do you still expect me to praise you?"

"I didn't think so." Xia Zhixing replied, "Anyway, I don't have much to do. You bring me back and I can't just go out and cut your things to pass the time."

Xia Zhixing originally thought that if Bai Qin could put these plum blossoms that he had personally trimmed in a vase to enjoy in the cold winter, Xia Zhixing would feel a little happy.

But if he admits it, Bai Qin will definitely find it childish and boring.

"Brother Qin, you haven't told me the result yet." Xia Zhixing said.

Bai Qin understood what he meant, packed up the things he brought in and said, "It's up to you. If you like me, don't you like me if I reject you? Just let you go. Thanks to you liking me, I don't have anything to feed you. Spit, I don’t want you to die here, if you think it’s necessary, I don’t mind you becoming my lover, anyway, you’re an adult, and the things I do to you don’t count as long as you don’t resist on the spot Harassment."

Xia Zhixing, "..."

This... what kind of response is this!

Fearing that Xia Zhixing would vomit what he drank again at night, Bai Qin took a pillow and went into Xia Zhixing's room at night, "I'll sleep here tonight."

Xia Zhixing's face turned red.

Bai Qin smiled and said, "Why are you so embarrassed? You are the one who confessed, not me. I took the initiative to come here. Shouldn't you be very happy?"

"I... I'm not embarrassed!" Xia Zhixing retorted, "I'm afraid I won't be able to control my attack on you."

"Just your bone-like body?" Bai Qin pulled the quilt up to his waist, leaned on the pillow and read a book, "You can't do anything to me? They're all men, what am I afraid of... you want Feel free to touch and lick, as long as it doesn't make me too uncomfortable, I can allow it."

Xia Zhixing blushed even more...

In fact, the effect of the sleeping pills hadn't worn off yet, and he was still a little sleepy. His head was covered, and he said sullenly, "I'm just talking casually. I'm not such a beast. I'm going to sleep, good night."

Good night... what time is it...

Bai Qin flipped through the pages of the book, reading with gusto.

After a while, an arm stretched out to wrap around his waist, Bai Qin asked, "You want to vomit again?"

Xia Zhixing in the quilt said, "No... I think I have a little strength after drinking the medicine..."

"Oh, that's great." Bai Qin narrowed his eyes and smiled, "Continue tomorrow."

The hand on Bai Qin's waist suddenly curled up, and the soft fabric of home clothes was tucked between his fingertips.

Bai Qin closed the book and lightly tapped the protruding Xia Zhixing's head under the quilt, "Aren't you afraid of being suffocated when talking under the quilt?"

It's a bit stuffy, not only stuffy but also hot.

Xia Zhixing slowly revealed a pair of bright eyes, looked left and right, and then moved his gaze upwards to stay on Bai Qin's side face.

Bai Qin noticed his burning gaze, "Can't sleep yet?"

"Um……"

Bai Qin thought that he must have had enough sleep. A few days ago, he saw that the bruises under his eyes could be vaguely seen even with heavy makeup on. Now his face was clean, except for the blue and gray complexion caused by malnutrition. The dark circles under the eyes that looked very cautious.

Bai Qin held the hand on his waist.

Xia Zhixing trembled all over and wanted to pull it out, but Bai Qin held him back, "Don't you like me... If you want to touch me, be more enthusiastic."

Xia Zhixing exposed the remaining half of his face that was still covered by the quilt and whimpered.Like a poor puppy.Although he really wanted to make a move, but for some reason, he was afraid of Brother Qin.Originally, he was already very satisfied that he could put one arm half around Brother Qin's waist.

Bai Qin gently placed the book on the cabinet next to the bed.

Seeing that Xia Zhixing's face has not become ugly due to illness, Bai Qin is not reluctant, and even happily kissed him.Just as his lips approached with cold air, Xia Zhixing blushed again, and quickly slipped down, allowing Bai Qin's kiss to fall on the quilt.

Bai Qin turned half over, let go of Xia Zhixing's hand, and pressed the coward's head under the quilt, stroking through a layer of soft quilt.

Xia Zhixing's facial features are exquisite, and the quilt is not too thin, but he can still feel his straight nose and deep eyebrows.

Bai Qin is not shy, so he naturally wanted to push harder and harder when he hugged him.But Xia Zhixing suffered a lot, he was really suffocated this time!

Xia Zhixing's desire to survive became stronger, and he struggled to get out of the quilt. As soon as he came into contact with the fresh air, he saw Bai Qin looking at him with a half-smile. If you move your hands, I don't want to suffer, you say yes, but don't stop."

After finishing speaking, he hugged Bai Qin's neck and pulled him down to kiss him.

There is still the smell of medicine in the mouth.The medicinal taste is bitter, but also a little fragrant.Xia Zhixing's heart was pounding, and he was so nervous that he was dying. He was never so nervous and exciting when he sang on stage for the first time before.

He is so happy.

Satisfied...you can die at any time...

Xia Zhixing has a beautiful mother. He used to think that having a face like his father was too annoying. If people like a pretty face, why don't he just look like his mother?

But now he is very glad that he looks like his brother...

Thanks to having this face... I don't know how many years of suppressed feelings I have found a home.