My character set in Quick Transmigration is not spoiled by you, hey!
Chapter 58 My Character Design is a Goddess Hey!
When Xiu saw Lin Zhilang like this, he couldn't help laughing. He patted Lin Zhilang's shoulder lightly. When he was about to say something, he saw Lin Zhilang's stiffness at that moment. His shadow is the thing that hurt Lin Zhilang a lot.
Xiu's eyes darkened completely.
When he was in power before, he completely forgot all his rationality, and he didn't even recognize Lin Zhilang. If he hadn't subconsciously felt that Lin Zhilang was in danger and Lin Zhilang was hurt, it might take a long time for him to regain consciousness .
Now he stretched out his hand and patted Lin Zhilang's shoulder, and Lin Zhilang became stiff, the wound on his shoulder must be aching.
However, Lin Zhilang is so gentle, he won't tell himself that his shoulder is hurting, lest he hurt himself.
Sure enough, seeing that Lin Zhilang just took two steps back indiscriminately, Chaoxiu smiled shyly, "Now think about it, when the time comes for magic travel, where are we going to travel?"
"Okay." Xiu's eyes darkened slightly, he kept looking at Lin Zhilang, he was waiting for Lin Zhilang to say something, but he also knew in his heart that this was impossible, because Lin Zhilang would put his own The wound will be hidden, just so as not to hurt his people.
Since that incident happened, Lin Zhilang didn't take the initiative to mention it, presumably it was to take care of his emotions.
In fact, Xiu understands that sometimes he will hurt Lin Zhilang unconsciously, Lin Zhilang is always so gentle, so gentle that he...
Xiu lowered his head slightly, he stepped forward and grabbed Lin Zhilang's sleeve without any trace, and was held, Lin Zhilang was a little puzzled, he looked at Xiu, a little puzzled why Xiu suddenly held his sleeve, after all Didn't Xiu always look at him from the side?
But I heard Xiu say, "Go to Vitanas Street, there are many magic props for sale, we can go and have a look." Xiu's words successfully attracted Lin Zhilang's attention, and Lin Zhilang nodded, "Okay , but I want to go to the Magic Sky Tower to have a look, we haven't visited there before."
"This place is also good. We will go to this place first in the morning, and then go to the largest magic black market nearby."
"Black market? Is there a black market?" Lin Zhilang was curious, he had no idea.
What he knew was only available on the map.
However, Xiu obviously knew much more than him, and Xiu told him everything skillfully.
In this way, as he talked, Lin Zhilang gradually forgot about the sudden grabbing of his sleeve just now.
Seeing that he successfully fooled Lin Zhilang, Xiu felt uncomfortable, he was both happy and sad.
The happy thing is that I deceived Lin Zhilang and flicked past, so that Lin Zhilang didn't think about the matter of grabbing his sleeve, but the sad thing is that I really hurt Lin Zhilang in the end, at least from the result. .
Lin Zhilang didn't know that Xiu was thinking about so many things, he just arrived at the moment of magic travel soon after discussing where to go with Xiu.
Naturally, Lin Zhilang succeeded in forming a team with Xiu, and then became a member of the same magic team. He and Xiu walked around together.
What they are sitting on now is a magic boat, which takes about two hours to drive.
The first moment Lin Zhilang sat on the boat was...a little dizzy.
"...It's so uncomfortable." Lin Zhilang was a little seasick, but fortunately, he was not so sick that he had to get off the boat. He just leaned against the wall on the boat, thinking about when he would get off the boat.
Naturally, Xiu could see that Lin Zhilang was suffering, so he stepped forward to support Lin Zhilang, and said to Lin Zhilang, "Are you still suffering?"
"Huh?..." Lin Zhilang didn't understand what Xiu was talking about at first. After all, isn't it obvious that he is uncomfortable?why ask?
When Lin Zhilang looked at Xiu and found that Xiu's hand was resting on his left hand, and felt a force pouring into his body, and he seemed to be less seasick, Lin Zhilang understood something and was a little surprised "Oh", but he quickly realized what it meant, Lin Zhilang Chaoxiu smiled slightly, "Don't worry about me so much, I'm fine already."
Lin Zhilang held Xiu's hand with his backhand and wanted to take it away. He knew that Xiu used magical power to make his body feel better.
But who knows, Xiu just said, "Anyway, if you don't use this power, it's a waste, and it will recover every day."
Lin Zhilang understands what Xiu means, that is, the power of Xiu is now affected by the power of the shadow, and he cannot use magical power at all. Now, helping Lin Zhilang's body overcome the phenomenon of seasickness is not a waste, otherwise every day will be wasted .
But I don't know why, even if he understands it, Lin Zhilang still feels weird. After all... can magic power be wasted?Will it be cleared when not in use?
Lin Zhilang felt weird, he looked at Xiu, and when he was about to say something, Xiu just put his hand on Lin Zhilang's shoulder, but this time, Lin Zhilang didn't feel any pain at all, it was very light, so light Almost to the point of no feeling.
Lin Zhilang stood there, looking at Xiu, he didn't know what Xiu was thinking, and he didn't know why Xiu suddenly leaned against him, but at this time Xiu told him what he would do after getting off the boat.
Lin Zhilang was naturally interested in this matter. In this way, Lin Zhilang completely forgot that Xiu used magic power before. Anyway, he was held by Xiu like this, and Lin Zhilang did not feel seasick at all.
When it was time to get off the boat, Lin Zhilang realized belatedly that he had asked Xiu to use magical power to dispel the feeling of seasickness on the boat. Lin Zhilang felt a little regretful, and he said to Xiu, "I'm sorry, Just now, because of seasickness, I let you..."
"I did it voluntarily and it has nothing to do with you. You don't have to feel any pressure." Xiu lightly patted Lin Zhilang's back, lightly and heavily, "I'm fine, I'll always be with you You, therefore, don't worry about me too much."
Lin Zhilang felt that this was very strange, but he couldn't figure it out, so he had no choice but to give up.
Soon, Lin Zhilang and Xiu stayed in the magic hotel.
When he arrived at the magic hotel, Lin Zhilang originally wanted to live in the same room as Xiu. Although he felt a little embarrassed, he wanted to see Xiu as soon as he opened his eyes, instead of living alone in an empty room. Inside, how boring is that?How boring?
But what's a good excuse?
Find yourself no money?Looking to save money?Wouldn't it sound like I was too greedy for money?
But at this time, Xiu was already asking about the room,
"Excuse me, do the two of you need two rooms?" The boss couldn't speak very much. Lin Zhilang originally wanted to say that one room was fine, but he couldn't say it. He didn't know how to speak. Xiu tilted his head slightly, and he After seeing Lin Zhilang's expression, he said to this person, "A larger room is enough."
Lin Zhilang thinks that Xiuzhen can talk, but...wouldn't it be too fast to share a room?The villain in Lin Zhilang's heart was extremely nervous, he looked at Xiu, and when he was about to say something, Xiu just shook his head slightly, then held Lin Zhilang's hand, and went upstairs together.
At this time, Xiu Yao already had the key, and as soon as he entered the door, the particularly beautiful room that Lin Zhilang had expected... was completely gone.
Because...it turns out that this is a large room containing two rooms in one room.
"..." I don't know what the purpose of this design is.Lin Zhilang became silent, he felt that his expectation was in vain, so he had no choice but to choose one of the rooms and then went in, and Xiu naturally lived in the other room next to him.
As soon as he entered the door, Lin Zhilang closed the door, he was very disappointed, he lay on the bed, he felt...so boring.
However, when Lin Zhilang felt bored, he didn't know that Xiu, standing outside the door, lowered his head slightly and clenched his right hand slightly, then the shadow behind him twisted, and suddenly opened his teeth and claws, wanting to attack Xiu, but Xiu He just turned his head slightly, and glanced at Shadow coldly, only to see that Shadow became obedient in an instant.
Xiu raised his head slightly, his eyes were full of sadness, he took a deep look at the room where Lin Zhilang was, then turned around and sneaked into his own room.
When the door was closed, Lin Zhilang was just eavesdropping, and then he rolled around on the bed, feeling very uncomfortable.
Why is it such a separate large room?
Lin Zhilang was so disappointed that he wanted to give this hotel a bad review.
Thinking of this, Lin Zhilang stood directly on the ground, propped his chin, and thought about how to create opportunities later. In fact, Lin Zhilang has been thinking about one question, that is...he should develop further with Xiu, he There is no reason to stand still like this.
However, there has been no chance of finding one lately.
As for the two people who had an accident last time, that is, Ledger and Leno, I don’t know how much they are attached to each other recently. Looking at them, and then looking at himself following Xiu, Lin Zhilang felt that his progress was too slow .
Suddenly, Lin Zhilang noticed something strange, that is...why did he still have no resistance to being together with Xiu?Logically speaking, he should be resistant. After all, one can tell at a glance that he is with Xiu, and he is definitely the one who is suppressed.
Why is there no feeling of resistance at all?And it seems that I have been with someone like this before.
Lin Zhilang felt that the more he thought about it, the more weird he felt. He thought it was so strange that he couldn't explain it at all.
At this moment, the system suddenly said a word,
"Host, shouldn't you be wearing women's clothing to complete the task now?"
Upon hearing this, Lin Zhilang froze for a moment, and then said, "What nonsense are you talking about? I'm wearing women's clothes now, and I may not be able to complete the task."
"Host, you're so smart, it's impossible not to know that you can complete the task now that you're wearing women's clothes." The system looked at Lin Zhilang with a subtle look, "Host, don't you mean you didn't complete the task on purpose?"
"...how could it be?" Lin Zhilang said this in a particularly lacklustre manner.
"..." The system obviously sensed the lack of anger, he was silent for two seconds, and then said to Lin Zhilang, "You didn't wear women's clothes on purpose, right?"
"..." Lin Zhilang didn't speak.
"Why don't you wear women's clothes?" The system didn't understand, and he was particularly puzzled, "Isn't it good to complete the task?"
I always feel that something bad will happen after completing the task. "Lin Zhilang also felt very strange, he propped his chin, he racked his brains for a while, and suddenly he came across something, he tapped his palm, "Maybe it's because once the task is completed, you have to leave here, right?" "
"Leave?" The system also reacted, he thought for two seconds, and suddenly became very sad, "Yes, if the task is completed, it is indeed necessary to... leave."
The system is very sad. I don't know why, but suddenly sad.
Lin Zhilang felt strange, "Why are you so sad all of a sudden?"
"It's nothing." The system shook his head, "It's just that I used to think that I would leave because I thought about completing the task, and I thought about not completing the task." After the system finished saying this, it said very sadly, "But in the end In the end, he died before completing the mission."
"..." Lin Zhilang was silent for a while, and then said to the system, "Don't be sad, all this is over."
"Ah, yes." The system nodded, and he adjusted his emotions. What he was talking about was obviously something that happened to him in the past. Although Lin Zhilang was a little curious about what happened at that time, the system's emotions So depressed, Lin Zhilang naturally didn't ask about it for now, and he will find an opportunity to learn about this past in the future.
but……
"Host, if you don't complete the task now, where are you going to delay the task?" The system asked a little confused, "After all, you can't procrastinate forever, right?"
"..." Lin Zhilang didn't answer.
"You don't really intend to drag it till the end, do you?" The corner of the system's mouth twitched slightly.
"There is no way around this." Lin Zhilang spread his hands helplessly, "Think about it, as long as you complete the task before the final moment of death, wouldn't it be fine?"
"But tasks and so on are actually not something we can control, let alone control. Are you afraid that one day, the task will not be completed?"
"I understand what you mean. After all, this mission is to stop Xiu from destroying the world. The official way to stop it is to become a goddess." Lin Zhilang propped his chin, and he said worriedly, "I'm actually worried about this too. One point, if the task is suddenly completed, what should we do?"
"Yes." The system nodded approvingly, "This is something to worry about."
When the system chatted with Lin Zhilang for about half an hour, someone knocked on the door suddenly.
Lin Zhilang opened the door and saw that it was Xiu.
As soon as he saw Xiu, Lin Zhilang felt very nervous. He really wanted to find a chance to be with Xiu.
Although the relationship between him and Xiu is now a bit in the stage of dating, it seems that there has never been any real development.
Lin Zhilang felt that such a development was too slow.
Lin Zhilang is looking for opportunities to have substantial development with Xiu.
And as soon as he opened the door, he saw Lin Zhilang leaning against the door like this, looking at him expectantly, his eyes so bright, Xiu was slightly stunned, then he turned his head slightly, glanced at the twisted and slightly shaken eyes from the corner of his eye Then, when Xiu was staring at this shadow, he shook his body in an instant, shook his head twice, and then began to pretend to be an ordinary shadow, staying quietly on the ground like this.
After Xiu glanced at the shadow like a warning, his eyes became quite cold, but when he looked at Lin Zhilang, he became quite gentle, and his eyes were soft. He smiled and said to Lin Zhilang, "Today's weather Not very good, let's go to the magic sky tower you wanted to go to, what do you think?"
"Okay." Lin Zhilang nodded. He has always wanted to visit this place. He also talked to Xiu before. Now that Xiu can remember this and propose to go, it is really great!
Before Lin Zhilang and Xiu discussed to go to other places today, but now go to the Magic Tower first, Lin Zhilang is still very happy.
After Lin Zhilang put the things in the messenger bag, he went out with Xiu directly.
Some of the other magic teams were desperately hunting those magical beasts just to improve their rankings, but Lin Zhilang and Xiu were traveling here, and they were all in high spirits, in a state of playing.
At least Lin Zhilang is like this. While admiring the Magic Sky Tower, when he saw that there is a statue of a great person in the Magic Sky Tower, Lin Zhilang couldn't help but say, "This man is amazing." Lin Zhilang looked at it After reading the life engraved on the statue, Lin Zhilang couldn't help but said to Xiu, "This person can wipe out all the monsters in a city with one person's power. It's really amazing. Such a magical ability is really amazing." gone."
When Lin Zhilang praised him like this, Xiu just smiled at Lin Zhilang, didn't say anything, and didn't make any comments.
Lin Zhilang felt a little strange, why was Xiu so quiet all of a sudden?Not talking at all?
Although Xiu was very quiet on weekdays, today's Xiu was quieter than any other day.
Moreover, Lin Zhilang found that they almost visited indoor buildings, and indoor...all activities were carried out indoors, and they rarely went outside.
And the weather at this moment has gradually turned sunny, unlike before, it is a particularly gloomy cloudy day, and there is no desire to go out at all.
But now it's sunny, but Xiu doesn't seem to like going outside very much, and still wants to do activities indoors.
When Lin Zhilang subconsciously opened his mouth to say something, but when he saw the slightly shaking shadow behind Xiu, at that moment, a flash of inspiration flashed in Lin Zhilang's eyes, but he just quickly He lowered his head to cover his unconcealed emotions in his eyes. He knew that when he lowered his head suddenly, Xiu Ding would doubt why he lowered his head suddenly. Lin Zhilang pretended to see something in the palm of his hand and said in a happy tone, "Xiu, Have you noticed? My hands seem to have turned white recently, and my hands were darker before."
Upon hearing this, Xiu couldn't help laughing, "What happened there? There is no such thing, your hands have always been white."
"You're just fooling me." At this time, Lin Zhilang had already hidden his emotions. He raised his head slightly, looked at Xiu, and reached out to hold Xiu's hand, "Look, my hand was a little darker than it is now."
But the moment he touched this hand, Xiu froze, and then turned his head slightly, wanting to withdraw his hand. Seeing Xiu's reaction, Lin Zhilang's eyes dimmed slightly. He kept putting it on Xiu's body all the time, but his peripheral vision was on the shadow behind Xiu, and he saw that the moment he touched it, the shadow behind Xiu shook and then twisted slightly. When Lin Zhilang saw this phenomenon, He guessed something, but he didn't mention a word, he just smiled and said to Xiu, "Let's go to eat together? There seems to be a magic food restaurant near the magic sky tower. This store is said to be a chain store and is very famous. , let's go eat and see?"
"Okay." Xiu naturally listened to Lin Zhilang for everything, and he always followed Lin Zhilang's ideas about these things.
Hearing what Xiu said, Lin Zhilang just smiled brighter. As soon as they arrived at the store, Lin Zhilang sat down first. They were not in the private room. Xiu seemed to prefer to sit in the private room, so he Looking at Lin Zhilang, "It's a bit noisy here, how about..."
"No need, more people, more excitement, don't you think so?" Lin Zhilang smiled very brightly, holding the menu, he seemed to start eating carelessly.
But when Xiu saw Lin Zhilang like this, he had no choice but to purse his lips slightly. He turned his head slightly, and looked at the shadow behind him from the corner of his eye. The moment he looked at him like this, his eyes instantly became cold. The cold glance made the shadow tremble slightly, and then stopped moving, just pretending to be an ordinary shadow.
Seeing that it settled down, Xiu raised his head slightly, propped his right hand on the edge of the table, and gently lifted his chin with his fingers. Xiu's posture was quite elegant. He was wearing a magic robe, and he looked quite handsome.
Lin Zhilang, who was looking at the menu, didn't seem to notice this kind of repair at all, but only Lin Zhilang knew that his eyes were always on the glass window not far away. He was looking at the menu through the reflected glass window. Now Xiu, he also sees the slightly distorted appearance of Xiu's shadow, and Xiu's eyes that turned cold in an instant. When seeing these, Lin Zhilang only felt a little sad. He realized that there was a problem with the repair, and now he found out...
Lin Zhilang clenched his fists slightly, he was hiding his emotions by looking at the menu.
He has always known that Xiu is a person who is very good at hiding his emotions. Now Xiu will look at his shadow so calmly, probably because the shadow on Xiu is about to die, but Xiu doesn't want to let himself know. He didn't want to worry about himself, he just wanted to solve this matter alone.
In fact, if Xiuzhen told Lin Zhilang about this, he might not be able to enjoy this magical trip.
Xiu obviously knew this, so he didn't want to tell Lin Zhilang.
Such an approach made Lin Zhilang want to laugh and cry at the same time. He knew that Xiu's all this was due to Xiu's tenderness, but the more he understood this tenderness, the more Lin Zhilang felt sad.
If he was in the academy at the moment, and not on a magic trip, then Xiu would probably tell himself and keep himself away from Xiu. After all, the shadow was gone, and Xiu might hurt himself. people get out of here.
But today's Xiu can't do this, because he can't personally extinguish Lin Zhilang's anticipation and elation for the magic trip this time.
The more he understands this, the more sore Lin Zhilang's nose becomes, but when he takes the menu away, there are only joy and happiness in his eyes, where can there be sadness and sadness?
He propped his chin, looked around, and then said to Xiu with a frown, "Let's go to the private room, it seems too noisy here."
After finishing speaking, Lin Zhilang got up and wanted to change positions.
Xiu was a little happy when he heard this, but when he saw Lin Zhilang standing up, Xiu's eyes flickered slightly, he realized something, his face turned slightly cold, he pursed his lips slightly, although he also Stand up, but the breath around the body is completely different from before.
Seeing Xiu like this, Lin Zhilang realized something, a trace of sadness flashed in his eyes, he turned his head slightly, and they went to the private room together.
But as soon as he arrived in the private room, before Lin Zhilang could speak, Xiu said first, "You already know."
Lin Zhilang didn't show any expression, he just kept silent for two seconds, and then said to Xiu, "I got up just now, did you know?"
"If you really dislike making trouble, you will say trouble, but you will not leave and get up. You will discuss with me, and you will leave when I say to go together." Xiu tilted his head slightly, and he said firmly Staring at Lin Zhilang, "Even if you know that I will agree every time, you will wait for my agreement before walking together, because you consider my feelings very much. Although you look careless, your thoughts are very delicate. You can easily sense other people's emotions, too."
"..." Lin Zhilang didn't speak, he pursed his lips slightly, and said to Xiu, "I just purposely ate in the hall just to test you, to know if there is something wrong with your shadow, I saw it just now, Seeing everything, your shadow was just...distorting."
Lin Zhilang slowly put his hands on the back of the chair, his whole body was slightly tilted, a little tired, his body leaned on the table, and he said a little weakly, "I don't know what's wrong with your shadow , but I know, you must be in pain now, but I can't help you, I feel powerless, I..."
"This is not your problem." Xiu stepped forward slowly, and he put his hand on the back of Lin Zhilang's, "This has nothing to do with you, all this is my own problem, I..."
"It's not just your problem." Lin Zhilang held Xiu's hand backhanded, he raised his head slightly, and said seriously, "I want to help you, I don't want to watch you suffer every time like this, but I I can't do anything, the past few times, forget it, now I try so hard to help you, but in the end it seems that I can't help you, I..."
"This is not something you can help." Xiu's voice suddenly became indifferent, "Don't help me, you can't help me."
"Why can't I help you?" Lin Zhilang knew that Xiu suddenly became so indifferent, in order to make himself give up, hurt his heart, and make himself disappointed with Xiu, but the more Xiu behaved like this, the more Lin Zhilang would not Disappointed with Xiu, he just wanted to help Xiu, "Tell me, where is the problem? What happened? Why did the shadow become like this?"
"The shadow is in the ass, it has always been in the ass, the only difference between me and last time is that I still have reason, and I can still control myself. Once it is really released, it is me, I I can’t catch them back either.” Xiu said in a bit of pain, “I don’t want to tell you these things, there are many things you don’t understand, you can’t help me, just watch it like this, Forget about it, I'll take care of these things."
"I know you will handle it well." Lin Zhilang said seriously, "I never think you can handle it badly, but I just want to help you." Lin Zhilang stepped forward and hugged Xiu tightly, and he slowly Say, "If I can't help you, I will feel so useless. I will think that I have only been enjoying this all the time. I have never given anything."
Hearing this, Xiu's heart trembled slightly, but finally, he heard his deep voice, "You have always been giving, don't think about yourself like this."
"But I can't help thinking this way." Lin Zhilang lowered his head slightly, and he slowly closed his eyes, "Every time you find a way to solve it yourself, the last monster incident was like this, I can't help at all, For such a big matter, I can't help at all, I can't help with big things, and I can't get involved in small things, and you can solve small things by yourself, so what is the need for me to exist?"
Lin Zhilang let Xiu go, he took a few steps back, and said to Xiu, "Actually, I have always liked you very much. When I came here, I was also thinking about when I could find a chance to be with you , have substantial development with you, but now it seems..."
Lin Zhilang turned his head slightly, he didn't look at Xiu, he just looked at the distant wall, his voice was very soft, the more he said, the softer he said, "It's impossible, my existence will only drag you down every time It's just you. I was in the hall before, and I tested you on purpose to let you be affected by the shadows of the people around you, so that you need to use more energy to control these shadows. Because I know that once you eat, your shadow You will be more restless, you need to spend more energy to control them, and in public, you will definitely spend more energy to control them, you will definitely not eat well, drink well, but I And did it anyway, just because I wanted to test you."
Lin Zhilang turned his head and looked directly at Xiu, his eyes became quite cold at the moment, "To be honest, if I hadn't found out that there was something wrong with your shadow so early in the hall, I would have continued to test until the end of the test Until the meal, no, even if the meal test is over, as long as I feel that there is still a sense of disobedience, then I will try my best to test you until I get the answer."
"..." Xiu didn't speak, he was just silent.
"We are not suitable, I can't help you in any way." Lin Zhilang lowered his head slightly, when he said this, he couldn't see his face clearly, nor could he figure out what his emotions were.
But Xiu knew that when he heard these words, his heart suddenly picked up, and he accidentally relaxed his control over the shadow, and the shadow took the opportunity to counterattack, wanting to escape, Xiu came back to his senses instantly, He regained control of the shadow, but when he regained control, cold sweat broke out on Xiu's forehead, and when he managed to control the shadow, Xiu became slightly weaker.
The shadow power on Xiu's body was too strong, so strong that Xiu could barely control them.
Seeing Xiu like this, Lin Zhilang raised his head slightly. He looked at Xiu. He wanted to say something at first, but in the end he just said, "Forget it, I'm leaving first."
Seeing Lin Zhilang like this, Xiu naturally stepped forward and squeezed Lin Zhilang's hand, "I don't want you to go." Xiu knew that maybe he should let Lin Zhilang go, but he couldn't let go, he knew his current state , by Lin Zhilang's side, Lin Zhilang would also be hurt, but he just couldn't let go, and Xiu couldn't bear the thought of Lin Zhilang leaving him.
He has become unable to live without Lin Zhilang.
If Lin Zhilang is not by your side, then living in Xiu is just survival, but living in Xiu is a happy life if Zhilang is by your side.
Whether Lin Zhilang is by his side or not, Xiu can survive, survive or live, but the premise is that Lin Zhilang will meet and meet him again.
Every time Xiu and Lin Zhilang are separated for a short time because of the magic teacher, Xiu will change from a life mode to a survival mode, but Xiu is not disgusted, because he knows that as long as he finishes his homework, he will be able to see Lin Zhilang. Every time he embraced the joyful mood of going to see Lin Zhilang, he lived like this.
And when he met Lin Zhilang, Xiu would be extremely happy. He felt that such a peaceful and happy time was rare, so he cherished this time every day.
Whenever the night comes and he can no longer be with Lin Zhilang, but can only be separated, Xiu misses Lin Zhilang. He doesn't know when the night will leave, when will he see Lin Zhilang again.
If possible, he really wants to be with Lin Zhilang like this all the time.
But recently, Xiu's shadow made it impossible for Xiu to get along with Lin Zhilang for too long.
Even before coming here, Xiu originally planned to live in the same room with Lin Zhilang, get along with Lin Zhilang longer, and stick to Lin Zhilang all day long, but because of the shadow, everything was broken.
Xiu had to go to be alone, and during that alone time, teach those shadows a lesson and control them so that they are not allowed to hurt Lin Zhilang or run around.
Until now, Lin Zhilang finally knew that there was something wrong with his shadow, Xiu didn't know what to say, he knew that he should leave Lin Zhilang, he should let Lin Zhilang go, this is the best choice for Lin Zhilang, but... …
Whenever he thinks like this, Xiu can't help but refute himself again.
Is it really the best for him to let Lin Zhilang go like this?
Lin Zhilang has such a good personality and is not wary of people. If he meets others, maybe he will be harmed by others?Will Lin Zhilang really have a better life in this world?Without himself, can Lin Zhilang really still smile so brightly?
Will Lin Zhilang really not meet those bad guys?
Whenever he thinks like this, Xiu feels that he can't let go, and he can't let go even more. He can't let Lin Zhilang go like this because of himself, and let Lin Zhilang be bullied by those bad guys. Holding Lin Zhilang's hand, "Don't leave me, I will control it, and I will do everything well."
Seeing Xiu looking at him expectantly, Lin Zhilang only felt sad, his eyes were sore, he couldn't help rubbing his eyes, he didn't plan to leave Xiu at first, he just felt that his existence might be unnecessary, his existence , just hurt Xiu a little bit.
If in the hall, he didn't find out that there is really a problem with Xiu, he will continue to test Xiu.
But this is wrong.
Lin Zhilang stepped forward and hugged Xiu, "I know what you mean, and I don't want to leave you, but I don't want to hurt you."
Lin Zhilang felt that if he left Xiu, Xiu might not have failed to control the shadow just because of himself, and let the shadow almost escape by taking the opportunity.
"If I didn't exist, maybe you would be better off." Lin Zhilang said what he was thinking now, but when he heard this, Xiu was stunned for a while, and then smiled helplessly. He held Lin Zhilang tightly. Zhilang's hand, "I also think that if I leave you, you will be better, but I think about it, and I will not let you go."
"Huh? So you think I will be better if I leave you?" Lin Zhilang was stunned for a moment. He never thought that Xiu would be better if he left him.
Lin Zhilang was a little stunned, with a dazed look on his face. Seeing Lin Zhilang like this, Xiu couldn't help but chuckled, "You and I made the same mistake. We both thought that without ourselves, the other party would be even worse. good."
"...So you think so." Lin Zhilang said thoughtfully, "However, if I really leave you, I won't become beautiful, so give up." Lin Zhilang stared quietly at Xiu , "If you really leave me, I will be like a person who has lost love, drinking all day. And, not only that, I will be very painful and depressed. If I am not careful, I may not think about it. One day in In the bathroom, cutting my wrists, or in the middle of the night, when I think about it, I can’t help but want to take sleeping pills and kill myself.”
Xiu's eyes darkened completely.
When he was in power before, he completely forgot all his rationality, and he didn't even recognize Lin Zhilang. If he hadn't subconsciously felt that Lin Zhilang was in danger and Lin Zhilang was hurt, it might take a long time for him to regain consciousness .
Now he stretched out his hand and patted Lin Zhilang's shoulder, and Lin Zhilang became stiff, the wound on his shoulder must be aching.
However, Lin Zhilang is so gentle, he won't tell himself that his shoulder is hurting, lest he hurt himself.
Sure enough, seeing that Lin Zhilang just took two steps back indiscriminately, Chaoxiu smiled shyly, "Now think about it, when the time comes for magic travel, where are we going to travel?"
"Okay." Xiu's eyes darkened slightly, he kept looking at Lin Zhilang, he was waiting for Lin Zhilang to say something, but he also knew in his heart that this was impossible, because Lin Zhilang would put his own The wound will be hidden, just so as not to hurt his people.
Since that incident happened, Lin Zhilang didn't take the initiative to mention it, presumably it was to take care of his emotions.
In fact, Xiu understands that sometimes he will hurt Lin Zhilang unconsciously, Lin Zhilang is always so gentle, so gentle that he...
Xiu lowered his head slightly, he stepped forward and grabbed Lin Zhilang's sleeve without any trace, and was held, Lin Zhilang was a little puzzled, he looked at Xiu, a little puzzled why Xiu suddenly held his sleeve, after all Didn't Xiu always look at him from the side?
But I heard Xiu say, "Go to Vitanas Street, there are many magic props for sale, we can go and have a look." Xiu's words successfully attracted Lin Zhilang's attention, and Lin Zhilang nodded, "Okay , but I want to go to the Magic Sky Tower to have a look, we haven't visited there before."
"This place is also good. We will go to this place first in the morning, and then go to the largest magic black market nearby."
"Black market? Is there a black market?" Lin Zhilang was curious, he had no idea.
What he knew was only available on the map.
However, Xiu obviously knew much more than him, and Xiu told him everything skillfully.
In this way, as he talked, Lin Zhilang gradually forgot about the sudden grabbing of his sleeve just now.
Seeing that he successfully fooled Lin Zhilang, Xiu felt uncomfortable, he was both happy and sad.
The happy thing is that I deceived Lin Zhilang and flicked past, so that Lin Zhilang didn't think about the matter of grabbing his sleeve, but the sad thing is that I really hurt Lin Zhilang in the end, at least from the result. .
Lin Zhilang didn't know that Xiu was thinking about so many things, he just arrived at the moment of magic travel soon after discussing where to go with Xiu.
Naturally, Lin Zhilang succeeded in forming a team with Xiu, and then became a member of the same magic team. He and Xiu walked around together.
What they are sitting on now is a magic boat, which takes about two hours to drive.
The first moment Lin Zhilang sat on the boat was...a little dizzy.
"...It's so uncomfortable." Lin Zhilang was a little seasick, but fortunately, he was not so sick that he had to get off the boat. He just leaned against the wall on the boat, thinking about when he would get off the boat.
Naturally, Xiu could see that Lin Zhilang was suffering, so he stepped forward to support Lin Zhilang, and said to Lin Zhilang, "Are you still suffering?"
"Huh?..." Lin Zhilang didn't understand what Xiu was talking about at first. After all, isn't it obvious that he is uncomfortable?why ask?
When Lin Zhilang looked at Xiu and found that Xiu's hand was resting on his left hand, and felt a force pouring into his body, and he seemed to be less seasick, Lin Zhilang understood something and was a little surprised "Oh", but he quickly realized what it meant, Lin Zhilang Chaoxiu smiled slightly, "Don't worry about me so much, I'm fine already."
Lin Zhilang held Xiu's hand with his backhand and wanted to take it away. He knew that Xiu used magical power to make his body feel better.
But who knows, Xiu just said, "Anyway, if you don't use this power, it's a waste, and it will recover every day."
Lin Zhilang understands what Xiu means, that is, the power of Xiu is now affected by the power of the shadow, and he cannot use magical power at all. Now, helping Lin Zhilang's body overcome the phenomenon of seasickness is not a waste, otherwise every day will be wasted .
But I don't know why, even if he understands it, Lin Zhilang still feels weird. After all... can magic power be wasted?Will it be cleared when not in use?
Lin Zhilang felt weird, he looked at Xiu, and when he was about to say something, Xiu just put his hand on Lin Zhilang's shoulder, but this time, Lin Zhilang didn't feel any pain at all, it was very light, so light Almost to the point of no feeling.
Lin Zhilang stood there, looking at Xiu, he didn't know what Xiu was thinking, and he didn't know why Xiu suddenly leaned against him, but at this time Xiu told him what he would do after getting off the boat.
Lin Zhilang was naturally interested in this matter. In this way, Lin Zhilang completely forgot that Xiu used magic power before. Anyway, he was held by Xiu like this, and Lin Zhilang did not feel seasick at all.
When it was time to get off the boat, Lin Zhilang realized belatedly that he had asked Xiu to use magical power to dispel the feeling of seasickness on the boat. Lin Zhilang felt a little regretful, and he said to Xiu, "I'm sorry, Just now, because of seasickness, I let you..."
"I did it voluntarily and it has nothing to do with you. You don't have to feel any pressure." Xiu lightly patted Lin Zhilang's back, lightly and heavily, "I'm fine, I'll always be with you You, therefore, don't worry about me too much."
Lin Zhilang felt that this was very strange, but he couldn't figure it out, so he had no choice but to give up.
Soon, Lin Zhilang and Xiu stayed in the magic hotel.
When he arrived at the magic hotel, Lin Zhilang originally wanted to live in the same room as Xiu. Although he felt a little embarrassed, he wanted to see Xiu as soon as he opened his eyes, instead of living alone in an empty room. Inside, how boring is that?How boring?
But what's a good excuse?
Find yourself no money?Looking to save money?Wouldn't it sound like I was too greedy for money?
But at this time, Xiu was already asking about the room,
"Excuse me, do the two of you need two rooms?" The boss couldn't speak very much. Lin Zhilang originally wanted to say that one room was fine, but he couldn't say it. He didn't know how to speak. Xiu tilted his head slightly, and he After seeing Lin Zhilang's expression, he said to this person, "A larger room is enough."
Lin Zhilang thinks that Xiuzhen can talk, but...wouldn't it be too fast to share a room?The villain in Lin Zhilang's heart was extremely nervous, he looked at Xiu, and when he was about to say something, Xiu just shook his head slightly, then held Lin Zhilang's hand, and went upstairs together.
At this time, Xiu Yao already had the key, and as soon as he entered the door, the particularly beautiful room that Lin Zhilang had expected... was completely gone.
Because...it turns out that this is a large room containing two rooms in one room.
"..." I don't know what the purpose of this design is.Lin Zhilang became silent, he felt that his expectation was in vain, so he had no choice but to choose one of the rooms and then went in, and Xiu naturally lived in the other room next to him.
As soon as he entered the door, Lin Zhilang closed the door, he was very disappointed, he lay on the bed, he felt...so boring.
However, when Lin Zhilang felt bored, he didn't know that Xiu, standing outside the door, lowered his head slightly and clenched his right hand slightly, then the shadow behind him twisted, and suddenly opened his teeth and claws, wanting to attack Xiu, but Xiu He just turned his head slightly, and glanced at Shadow coldly, only to see that Shadow became obedient in an instant.
Xiu raised his head slightly, his eyes were full of sadness, he took a deep look at the room where Lin Zhilang was, then turned around and sneaked into his own room.
When the door was closed, Lin Zhilang was just eavesdropping, and then he rolled around on the bed, feeling very uncomfortable.
Why is it such a separate large room?
Lin Zhilang was so disappointed that he wanted to give this hotel a bad review.
Thinking of this, Lin Zhilang stood directly on the ground, propped his chin, and thought about how to create opportunities later. In fact, Lin Zhilang has been thinking about one question, that is...he should develop further with Xiu, he There is no reason to stand still like this.
However, there has been no chance of finding one lately.
As for the two people who had an accident last time, that is, Ledger and Leno, I don’t know how much they are attached to each other recently. Looking at them, and then looking at himself following Xiu, Lin Zhilang felt that his progress was too slow .
Suddenly, Lin Zhilang noticed something strange, that is...why did he still have no resistance to being together with Xiu?Logically speaking, he should be resistant. After all, one can tell at a glance that he is with Xiu, and he is definitely the one who is suppressed.
Why is there no feeling of resistance at all?And it seems that I have been with someone like this before.
Lin Zhilang felt that the more he thought about it, the more weird he felt. He thought it was so strange that he couldn't explain it at all.
At this moment, the system suddenly said a word,
"Host, shouldn't you be wearing women's clothing to complete the task now?"
Upon hearing this, Lin Zhilang froze for a moment, and then said, "What nonsense are you talking about? I'm wearing women's clothes now, and I may not be able to complete the task."
"Host, you're so smart, it's impossible not to know that you can complete the task now that you're wearing women's clothes." The system looked at Lin Zhilang with a subtle look, "Host, don't you mean you didn't complete the task on purpose?"
"...how could it be?" Lin Zhilang said this in a particularly lacklustre manner.
"..." The system obviously sensed the lack of anger, he was silent for two seconds, and then said to Lin Zhilang, "You didn't wear women's clothes on purpose, right?"
"..." Lin Zhilang didn't speak.
"Why don't you wear women's clothes?" The system didn't understand, and he was particularly puzzled, "Isn't it good to complete the task?"
I always feel that something bad will happen after completing the task. "Lin Zhilang also felt very strange, he propped his chin, he racked his brains for a while, and suddenly he came across something, he tapped his palm, "Maybe it's because once the task is completed, you have to leave here, right?" "
"Leave?" The system also reacted, he thought for two seconds, and suddenly became very sad, "Yes, if the task is completed, it is indeed necessary to... leave."
The system is very sad. I don't know why, but suddenly sad.
Lin Zhilang felt strange, "Why are you so sad all of a sudden?"
"It's nothing." The system shook his head, "It's just that I used to think that I would leave because I thought about completing the task, and I thought about not completing the task." After the system finished saying this, it said very sadly, "But in the end In the end, he died before completing the mission."
"..." Lin Zhilang was silent for a while, and then said to the system, "Don't be sad, all this is over."
"Ah, yes." The system nodded, and he adjusted his emotions. What he was talking about was obviously something that happened to him in the past. Although Lin Zhilang was a little curious about what happened at that time, the system's emotions So depressed, Lin Zhilang naturally didn't ask about it for now, and he will find an opportunity to learn about this past in the future.
but……
"Host, if you don't complete the task now, where are you going to delay the task?" The system asked a little confused, "After all, you can't procrastinate forever, right?"
"..." Lin Zhilang didn't answer.
"You don't really intend to drag it till the end, do you?" The corner of the system's mouth twitched slightly.
"There is no way around this." Lin Zhilang spread his hands helplessly, "Think about it, as long as you complete the task before the final moment of death, wouldn't it be fine?"
"But tasks and so on are actually not something we can control, let alone control. Are you afraid that one day, the task will not be completed?"
"I understand what you mean. After all, this mission is to stop Xiu from destroying the world. The official way to stop it is to become a goddess." Lin Zhilang propped his chin, and he said worriedly, "I'm actually worried about this too. One point, if the task is suddenly completed, what should we do?"
"Yes." The system nodded approvingly, "This is something to worry about."
When the system chatted with Lin Zhilang for about half an hour, someone knocked on the door suddenly.
Lin Zhilang opened the door and saw that it was Xiu.
As soon as he saw Xiu, Lin Zhilang felt very nervous. He really wanted to find a chance to be with Xiu.
Although the relationship between him and Xiu is now a bit in the stage of dating, it seems that there has never been any real development.
Lin Zhilang felt that such a development was too slow.
Lin Zhilang is looking for opportunities to have substantial development with Xiu.
And as soon as he opened the door, he saw Lin Zhilang leaning against the door like this, looking at him expectantly, his eyes so bright, Xiu was slightly stunned, then he turned his head slightly, glanced at the twisted and slightly shaken eyes from the corner of his eye Then, when Xiu was staring at this shadow, he shook his body in an instant, shook his head twice, and then began to pretend to be an ordinary shadow, staying quietly on the ground like this.
After Xiu glanced at the shadow like a warning, his eyes became quite cold, but when he looked at Lin Zhilang, he became quite gentle, and his eyes were soft. He smiled and said to Lin Zhilang, "Today's weather Not very good, let's go to the magic sky tower you wanted to go to, what do you think?"
"Okay." Lin Zhilang nodded. He has always wanted to visit this place. He also talked to Xiu before. Now that Xiu can remember this and propose to go, it is really great!
Before Lin Zhilang and Xiu discussed to go to other places today, but now go to the Magic Tower first, Lin Zhilang is still very happy.
After Lin Zhilang put the things in the messenger bag, he went out with Xiu directly.
Some of the other magic teams were desperately hunting those magical beasts just to improve their rankings, but Lin Zhilang and Xiu were traveling here, and they were all in high spirits, in a state of playing.
At least Lin Zhilang is like this. While admiring the Magic Sky Tower, when he saw that there is a statue of a great person in the Magic Sky Tower, Lin Zhilang couldn't help but say, "This man is amazing." Lin Zhilang looked at it After reading the life engraved on the statue, Lin Zhilang couldn't help but said to Xiu, "This person can wipe out all the monsters in a city with one person's power. It's really amazing. Such a magical ability is really amazing." gone."
When Lin Zhilang praised him like this, Xiu just smiled at Lin Zhilang, didn't say anything, and didn't make any comments.
Lin Zhilang felt a little strange, why was Xiu so quiet all of a sudden?Not talking at all?
Although Xiu was very quiet on weekdays, today's Xiu was quieter than any other day.
Moreover, Lin Zhilang found that they almost visited indoor buildings, and indoor...all activities were carried out indoors, and they rarely went outside.
And the weather at this moment has gradually turned sunny, unlike before, it is a particularly gloomy cloudy day, and there is no desire to go out at all.
But now it's sunny, but Xiu doesn't seem to like going outside very much, and still wants to do activities indoors.
When Lin Zhilang subconsciously opened his mouth to say something, but when he saw the slightly shaking shadow behind Xiu, at that moment, a flash of inspiration flashed in Lin Zhilang's eyes, but he just quickly He lowered his head to cover his unconcealed emotions in his eyes. He knew that when he lowered his head suddenly, Xiu Ding would doubt why he lowered his head suddenly. Lin Zhilang pretended to see something in the palm of his hand and said in a happy tone, "Xiu, Have you noticed? My hands seem to have turned white recently, and my hands were darker before."
Upon hearing this, Xiu couldn't help laughing, "What happened there? There is no such thing, your hands have always been white."
"You're just fooling me." At this time, Lin Zhilang had already hidden his emotions. He raised his head slightly, looked at Xiu, and reached out to hold Xiu's hand, "Look, my hand was a little darker than it is now."
But the moment he touched this hand, Xiu froze, and then turned his head slightly, wanting to withdraw his hand. Seeing Xiu's reaction, Lin Zhilang's eyes dimmed slightly. He kept putting it on Xiu's body all the time, but his peripheral vision was on the shadow behind Xiu, and he saw that the moment he touched it, the shadow behind Xiu shook and then twisted slightly. When Lin Zhilang saw this phenomenon, He guessed something, but he didn't mention a word, he just smiled and said to Xiu, "Let's go to eat together? There seems to be a magic food restaurant near the magic sky tower. This store is said to be a chain store and is very famous. , let's go eat and see?"
"Okay." Xiu naturally listened to Lin Zhilang for everything, and he always followed Lin Zhilang's ideas about these things.
Hearing what Xiu said, Lin Zhilang just smiled brighter. As soon as they arrived at the store, Lin Zhilang sat down first. They were not in the private room. Xiu seemed to prefer to sit in the private room, so he Looking at Lin Zhilang, "It's a bit noisy here, how about..."
"No need, more people, more excitement, don't you think so?" Lin Zhilang smiled very brightly, holding the menu, he seemed to start eating carelessly.
But when Xiu saw Lin Zhilang like this, he had no choice but to purse his lips slightly. He turned his head slightly, and looked at the shadow behind him from the corner of his eye. The moment he looked at him like this, his eyes instantly became cold. The cold glance made the shadow tremble slightly, and then stopped moving, just pretending to be an ordinary shadow.
Seeing that it settled down, Xiu raised his head slightly, propped his right hand on the edge of the table, and gently lifted his chin with his fingers. Xiu's posture was quite elegant. He was wearing a magic robe, and he looked quite handsome.
Lin Zhilang, who was looking at the menu, didn't seem to notice this kind of repair at all, but only Lin Zhilang knew that his eyes were always on the glass window not far away. He was looking at the menu through the reflected glass window. Now Xiu, he also sees the slightly distorted appearance of Xiu's shadow, and Xiu's eyes that turned cold in an instant. When seeing these, Lin Zhilang only felt a little sad. He realized that there was a problem with the repair, and now he found out...
Lin Zhilang clenched his fists slightly, he was hiding his emotions by looking at the menu.
He has always known that Xiu is a person who is very good at hiding his emotions. Now Xiu will look at his shadow so calmly, probably because the shadow on Xiu is about to die, but Xiu doesn't want to let himself know. He didn't want to worry about himself, he just wanted to solve this matter alone.
In fact, if Xiuzhen told Lin Zhilang about this, he might not be able to enjoy this magical trip.
Xiu obviously knew this, so he didn't want to tell Lin Zhilang.
Such an approach made Lin Zhilang want to laugh and cry at the same time. He knew that Xiu's all this was due to Xiu's tenderness, but the more he understood this tenderness, the more Lin Zhilang felt sad.
If he was in the academy at the moment, and not on a magic trip, then Xiu would probably tell himself and keep himself away from Xiu. After all, the shadow was gone, and Xiu might hurt himself. people get out of here.
But today's Xiu can't do this, because he can't personally extinguish Lin Zhilang's anticipation and elation for the magic trip this time.
The more he understands this, the more sore Lin Zhilang's nose becomes, but when he takes the menu away, there are only joy and happiness in his eyes, where can there be sadness and sadness?
He propped his chin, looked around, and then said to Xiu with a frown, "Let's go to the private room, it seems too noisy here."
After finishing speaking, Lin Zhilang got up and wanted to change positions.
Xiu was a little happy when he heard this, but when he saw Lin Zhilang standing up, Xiu's eyes flickered slightly, he realized something, his face turned slightly cold, he pursed his lips slightly, although he also Stand up, but the breath around the body is completely different from before.
Seeing Xiu like this, Lin Zhilang realized something, a trace of sadness flashed in his eyes, he turned his head slightly, and they went to the private room together.
But as soon as he arrived in the private room, before Lin Zhilang could speak, Xiu said first, "You already know."
Lin Zhilang didn't show any expression, he just kept silent for two seconds, and then said to Xiu, "I got up just now, did you know?"
"If you really dislike making trouble, you will say trouble, but you will not leave and get up. You will discuss with me, and you will leave when I say to go together." Xiu tilted his head slightly, and he said firmly Staring at Lin Zhilang, "Even if you know that I will agree every time, you will wait for my agreement before walking together, because you consider my feelings very much. Although you look careless, your thoughts are very delicate. You can easily sense other people's emotions, too."
"..." Lin Zhilang didn't speak, he pursed his lips slightly, and said to Xiu, "I just purposely ate in the hall just to test you, to know if there is something wrong with your shadow, I saw it just now, Seeing everything, your shadow was just...distorting."
Lin Zhilang slowly put his hands on the back of the chair, his whole body was slightly tilted, a little tired, his body leaned on the table, and he said a little weakly, "I don't know what's wrong with your shadow , but I know, you must be in pain now, but I can't help you, I feel powerless, I..."
"This is not your problem." Xiu stepped forward slowly, and he put his hand on the back of Lin Zhilang's, "This has nothing to do with you, all this is my own problem, I..."
"It's not just your problem." Lin Zhilang held Xiu's hand backhanded, he raised his head slightly, and said seriously, "I want to help you, I don't want to watch you suffer every time like this, but I I can't do anything, the past few times, forget it, now I try so hard to help you, but in the end it seems that I can't help you, I..."
"This is not something you can help." Xiu's voice suddenly became indifferent, "Don't help me, you can't help me."
"Why can't I help you?" Lin Zhilang knew that Xiu suddenly became so indifferent, in order to make himself give up, hurt his heart, and make himself disappointed with Xiu, but the more Xiu behaved like this, the more Lin Zhilang would not Disappointed with Xiu, he just wanted to help Xiu, "Tell me, where is the problem? What happened? Why did the shadow become like this?"
"The shadow is in the ass, it has always been in the ass, the only difference between me and last time is that I still have reason, and I can still control myself. Once it is really released, it is me, I I can’t catch them back either.” Xiu said in a bit of pain, “I don’t want to tell you these things, there are many things you don’t understand, you can’t help me, just watch it like this, Forget about it, I'll take care of these things."
"I know you will handle it well." Lin Zhilang said seriously, "I never think you can handle it badly, but I just want to help you." Lin Zhilang stepped forward and hugged Xiu tightly, and he slowly Say, "If I can't help you, I will feel so useless. I will think that I have only been enjoying this all the time. I have never given anything."
Hearing this, Xiu's heart trembled slightly, but finally, he heard his deep voice, "You have always been giving, don't think about yourself like this."
"But I can't help thinking this way." Lin Zhilang lowered his head slightly, and he slowly closed his eyes, "Every time you find a way to solve it yourself, the last monster incident was like this, I can't help at all, For such a big matter, I can't help at all, I can't help with big things, and I can't get involved in small things, and you can solve small things by yourself, so what is the need for me to exist?"
Lin Zhilang let Xiu go, he took a few steps back, and said to Xiu, "Actually, I have always liked you very much. When I came here, I was also thinking about when I could find a chance to be with you , have substantial development with you, but now it seems..."
Lin Zhilang turned his head slightly, he didn't look at Xiu, he just looked at the distant wall, his voice was very soft, the more he said, the softer he said, "It's impossible, my existence will only drag you down every time It's just you. I was in the hall before, and I tested you on purpose to let you be affected by the shadows of the people around you, so that you need to use more energy to control these shadows. Because I know that once you eat, your shadow You will be more restless, you need to spend more energy to control them, and in public, you will definitely spend more energy to control them, you will definitely not eat well, drink well, but I And did it anyway, just because I wanted to test you."
Lin Zhilang turned his head and looked directly at Xiu, his eyes became quite cold at the moment, "To be honest, if I hadn't found out that there was something wrong with your shadow so early in the hall, I would have continued to test until the end of the test Until the meal, no, even if the meal test is over, as long as I feel that there is still a sense of disobedience, then I will try my best to test you until I get the answer."
"..." Xiu didn't speak, he was just silent.
"We are not suitable, I can't help you in any way." Lin Zhilang lowered his head slightly, when he said this, he couldn't see his face clearly, nor could he figure out what his emotions were.
But Xiu knew that when he heard these words, his heart suddenly picked up, and he accidentally relaxed his control over the shadow, and the shadow took the opportunity to counterattack, wanting to escape, Xiu came back to his senses instantly, He regained control of the shadow, but when he regained control, cold sweat broke out on Xiu's forehead, and when he managed to control the shadow, Xiu became slightly weaker.
The shadow power on Xiu's body was too strong, so strong that Xiu could barely control them.
Seeing Xiu like this, Lin Zhilang raised his head slightly. He looked at Xiu. He wanted to say something at first, but in the end he just said, "Forget it, I'm leaving first."
Seeing Lin Zhilang like this, Xiu naturally stepped forward and squeezed Lin Zhilang's hand, "I don't want you to go." Xiu knew that maybe he should let Lin Zhilang go, but he couldn't let go, he knew his current state , by Lin Zhilang's side, Lin Zhilang would also be hurt, but he just couldn't let go, and Xiu couldn't bear the thought of Lin Zhilang leaving him.
He has become unable to live without Lin Zhilang.
If Lin Zhilang is not by your side, then living in Xiu is just survival, but living in Xiu is a happy life if Zhilang is by your side.
Whether Lin Zhilang is by his side or not, Xiu can survive, survive or live, but the premise is that Lin Zhilang will meet and meet him again.
Every time Xiu and Lin Zhilang are separated for a short time because of the magic teacher, Xiu will change from a life mode to a survival mode, but Xiu is not disgusted, because he knows that as long as he finishes his homework, he will be able to see Lin Zhilang. Every time he embraced the joyful mood of going to see Lin Zhilang, he lived like this.
And when he met Lin Zhilang, Xiu would be extremely happy. He felt that such a peaceful and happy time was rare, so he cherished this time every day.
Whenever the night comes and he can no longer be with Lin Zhilang, but can only be separated, Xiu misses Lin Zhilang. He doesn't know when the night will leave, when will he see Lin Zhilang again.
If possible, he really wants to be with Lin Zhilang like this all the time.
But recently, Xiu's shadow made it impossible for Xiu to get along with Lin Zhilang for too long.
Even before coming here, Xiu originally planned to live in the same room with Lin Zhilang, get along with Lin Zhilang longer, and stick to Lin Zhilang all day long, but because of the shadow, everything was broken.
Xiu had to go to be alone, and during that alone time, teach those shadows a lesson and control them so that they are not allowed to hurt Lin Zhilang or run around.
Until now, Lin Zhilang finally knew that there was something wrong with his shadow, Xiu didn't know what to say, he knew that he should leave Lin Zhilang, he should let Lin Zhilang go, this is the best choice for Lin Zhilang, but... …
Whenever he thinks like this, Xiu can't help but refute himself again.
Is it really the best for him to let Lin Zhilang go like this?
Lin Zhilang has such a good personality and is not wary of people. If he meets others, maybe he will be harmed by others?Will Lin Zhilang really have a better life in this world?Without himself, can Lin Zhilang really still smile so brightly?
Will Lin Zhilang really not meet those bad guys?
Whenever he thinks like this, Xiu feels that he can't let go, and he can't let go even more. He can't let Lin Zhilang go like this because of himself, and let Lin Zhilang be bullied by those bad guys. Holding Lin Zhilang's hand, "Don't leave me, I will control it, and I will do everything well."
Seeing Xiu looking at him expectantly, Lin Zhilang only felt sad, his eyes were sore, he couldn't help rubbing his eyes, he didn't plan to leave Xiu at first, he just felt that his existence might be unnecessary, his existence , just hurt Xiu a little bit.
If in the hall, he didn't find out that there is really a problem with Xiu, he will continue to test Xiu.
But this is wrong.
Lin Zhilang stepped forward and hugged Xiu, "I know what you mean, and I don't want to leave you, but I don't want to hurt you."
Lin Zhilang felt that if he left Xiu, Xiu might not have failed to control the shadow just because of himself, and let the shadow almost escape by taking the opportunity.
"If I didn't exist, maybe you would be better off." Lin Zhilang said what he was thinking now, but when he heard this, Xiu was stunned for a while, and then smiled helplessly. He held Lin Zhilang tightly. Zhilang's hand, "I also think that if I leave you, you will be better, but I think about it, and I will not let you go."
"Huh? So you think I will be better if I leave you?" Lin Zhilang was stunned for a moment. He never thought that Xiu would be better if he left him.
Lin Zhilang was a little stunned, with a dazed look on his face. Seeing Lin Zhilang like this, Xiu couldn't help but chuckled, "You and I made the same mistake. We both thought that without ourselves, the other party would be even worse. good."
"...So you think so." Lin Zhilang said thoughtfully, "However, if I really leave you, I won't become beautiful, so give up." Lin Zhilang stared quietly at Xiu , "If you really leave me, I will be like a person who has lost love, drinking all day. And, not only that, I will be very painful and depressed. If I am not careful, I may not think about it. One day in In the bathroom, cutting my wrists, or in the middle of the night, when I think about it, I can’t help but want to take sleeping pills and kill myself.”
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