cat and mouse love affair

" This sentence actually means "You should go." "

I don't know where his coldness comes from, he didn't even look me in the eye during the entire conversation!

You hate me so much? !

A self-defense mechanism called self-esteem kicks in.I didn't say much, walked into the room silently, put on my pants, and put the photo frame I had been holding on the coffee table.

"Thank you last night, and this will never happen again."

I want to cry, really, I actually want to cry!

I didn’t shed a single tear when I broke my leg in a car accident, when I was injured in a fight, or even when my parents got divorced, but now I want to cry!

"Thank you all the time..." My voice was very soft, so soft that I wasn't sure if Robin could hear it.

But it's okay, maybe I'm talking to myself.

"I'm sorry, I want to be quiet." These were the last words he said before I left.

I didn't wear Robin's clothes. I walked in the rain with my upper body topless, and people in a hurry kept turning their heads.My return rate in the past two days is really quite high.

The rain was running down my body, I don't know why, I don't want to go.So I stopped and let the raindrops slap violently. I raised my head, and the rain fell warmly from my face.

There seemed to be a hole in my heart, I couldn't block it, something kept coming out.At a street corner with few pedestrians, the hole finally burst its embankment, and the flood of sorrow that spewed out flooded me instantly, and I sat powerlessly against the wall, crying loudly.I have never cried like this in my life. I cried hoarsely and broke my heart.

There was so much going on that I couldn't breathe, and Robin was the last straw.

I made up my mind to keep my feelings for Robin in my heart, and as his good friend and brother, I will always be by his side.But he hates me, annoys me, everything is meaningless!

I, collapsed...

"What did you say!" The captain's eyes were almost as big as the frames of his glasses. "Can you say that again!"

"I said, I want to quit the team." I'm laughing, the empty smile I've learned since the morning rain.

"But! Why!"

The captain was reviewing in the dormitory, and my sudden resignation made his rough voice even more vivid, so that his roommates all looked sideways.So he pulled me outside the door.

"Xiao Nan, why did you suddenly quit the team? You know that we just passed the qualifiers and are about to play the official game. You are the only back-up for our team."

"The exam is coming. I think I should concentrate on my studies. It takes time to train every day." I had already thought about the reason on the way here. As a student, there is no better excuse than studying.

"Really?" The captain's glasses reflected a sharp light. "As far as I know, you were an active player on the basketball team even in your third year of high school, right? Now you feel that time is tight?"

"..." I was silent.

"Xiao Nan, if you really want to quit, I will tell the coach. But you should know that the coach values ​​you very much, and it may not be so easy."

The captain was silent for a while, then spoke seriously.

"I can see that you love basketball very much. No matter what the reason is, the decision that made you make this decision must not be impulsive. So I respect you. But I still hope that you can stay in the end and believe in other teammates. Especially Xiaobin, I definitely don't want you to leave."

I leaned against the wall with no strength in my body, and the name made me tremble.

"Thank you." I smiled weakly at the captain.

When I turned to leave, the captain called me from behind: "Xiao Nan, your complexion is not very good, are you okay?"

"It's okay, haha." I didn't look back, I just waved my back to him, because I couldn't laugh anymore.

The rain stopped, but the dark cloudy sky still weighed heavily on my head, as if it could be broken with a poke.like my heart.

As soon as I turned it on, an unexpected phone call came.

"Yu Qian?"

"Chen Haonan! Where are you?" Yu Qian's voice was very anxious, without the usual sweetness at all.

"what happened?"

"Your father is looking for you everywhere, and the calls are all coming to me! The phone has been off, and I have been calling all day! Robin is also looking for you all over the world! Where are you?"

Robin looking for me?Really?But I don't want to talk, and I don't want to see them.

"Speak up! Chen Haonan! What's wrong with you?!" Yu Qian's voice was almost crying.

"I'm fine, I don't want to go back now."

"Then tell me where you are, and I'll come and see you alone, okay?" This was more like a begging.

"Yu Qian, are you treating me..."

"Yes! Chen Haonan, I like you. I've always liked you..." Yu Qian's voice became weaker and weaker, and finally she couldn't continue, and there was a sob.

So, is this why he hates me?

"Yu Qian, I'm not what you see on the surface, I'm not a good person." My voice became cold.

"What are you talking about? Can I not believe what I see and feel? Shall we meet and talk?"

"Are you really coming?"

My sanity was broken again.

Extra Story 10 Clubbing

I've been in a trance all day today, and it's all due to Maomao, which kept me from going to bed until two o'clock last night.

The reason is this.I don't have much alcohol addiction, and although I like excitement, I can't stand the stale air, so so far, I can count the number of times I go to bars, pubs and other places with my fingers.

What's more, the bar once left me with bad memories (the text will be written soon), so I have no habit of clubbing at all.Besides, I have been separated from the cat in the past few years, and I am more used to staying in front of the computer and ink with him at night.

Yesterday, Mao Mao said that he was in Australia and spent most of his boring time in bars.He also said that I went to a bad bar for the first time, which left a psychological shadow.So while he was chanting the slogan of experiencing a fashionable life, while holding the banner of treating my psychological shadow, he took me to a bar without rejection.

Although I was still quite resistant, but as soon as I entered the bar, I felt that the environment here was good, lively but not noisy.This is a bar with a lot of foreigners. It turned out that Mao Mao’s classmate had been waiting for us here. I asked him why he was in such a good mood today.

One of these classmates is his roommate, we are quite familiar, the standard Western handsome guy, blond and blue eyes.As for the other two, one seemed to be of Latin descent, and the other was more of a yellow race.I only met them a few times during this work, so I don't really know each other.

Maomao first asked the whereabouts of the other two beauties, and it turned out that they went shopping at one o'clock in the evening.It seems that regardless of skin color and race, shopping is a natural hobby for women.

Then Mao Mao introduced to them, probably saying that I am his junior, and I will study abroad at their current school after graduation this year, so I will also be their junior in the future, and asked them to take care of me.

These are all normal, but he added another sentence at the end: "He'smylover."

Naturally, his roommate knew about it, but the other two students suddenly had an expression of "I see" and laughed strangely.Especially that handsome dark Latin guy with his white teeth showing, it made me feel like he was going to jump over and bite at any moment.

But also because of this, we got acquainted quickly, without the embarrassment of strangers.His roommate praised me for my good English, and said that Mao Mao's English pronunciation was scary when he just went there, and I was much better than him.

I smiled proudly at Maomao, the more you stared at me, the more I laughed, how about it?Bite me!

I found that Maomao’s classmates are all super nice. I don’t know if it’s because of the psychology. In short, they always smile and take care of other people’s thoughts. It’s very pleasant to get along with such people.

We drink and play games.It turns out that the "killing game" that is super popular here is also very popular abroad.Later, just the few of us felt that it was not enough, so we found a table with many beauties to play together.Amidst the laughter, time flew by without knowing it.I didn't realize it was almost two o'clock until the deep sleepiness hit me.It just so happened that the beauties also said that they were going to leave, so everyone returned home happily.

Before leaving, Maomao and his roommate whispered a few words, but I was so focused on resisting Duke Zhou's call that I didn't bother to answer.It seems that his classmates thought I was not bad, and they all hugged me when they broke up.It was that handsome Latin guy, he looked so thin, but he was so strong, when he slapped my back, I felt like he was about to slap my lungs out.

Everyone is a little drunk.

Afterwards, I was vague about how I got home, I just remembered opening the door and shouting, and I forgot whether I took off my clothes or not.I vaguely felt that the cat was talking to me, but I really didn't have the energy to hear clearly, so I just fell asleep.

I woke up this morning and found that my clothes were taken off, and Mao Mao also prepared breakfast and looked at me with a smile on my bedside.

"Did you have fun last night?"

"not bad."

"Shall we go often in the future?"

"Next time I'm going to bring my own milk." For some reason, the bar doesn't sell milk, and I was craving it last night.

"Haha, then you have to hide it well." Maomao laughed, warmer than the sun, and the fire in my heart was ignited instantly.

"Okay, get up and eat!" He patted my leg.

Not only did I not move, but I clamped his hand with my legs.

"what?"

"Hey, I have something more to eat than breakfast!"

hurt

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