All men are like my ex

"However, this happened after his third suicide. It is impossible to say specifically whether he had hallucinations, paranoia or schizophrenia, or a combination of the three." Xia Qi spread out He clasped his fingers together, "But at least, his condition has not continued to deteriorate, probably because he thinks he will be very happy to see you every day."

Shi Yinan stood stiffly on the spot, and said in a daze, "See me every day?"

"I came up with the idea of ​​making special cufflinks for you to wear." Xia Qi continued, looking at Shi Yinan and said these words calmly, "Because after waking up from his third suicide, he All the men in the world look exactly like you, and he can't tell who you are at all."

Shi Yinan has heard of the disease called prosopagnosia, patients with this disease usually lose the ability to recognize other people's faces, he thought that Bai Yichen was the same.

once thought.

Xia Qi's tone of voice was soft and slow, he didn't shout loudly, and he didn't mean to criticize him at all, but it was like a death knell ringing continuously in the depths of Shi Yinan's mind, every sound made him tremble, The death knell is surging, and there are countless pictures of them meeting so far-every frame and every scene is warm, beautiful and loving.Because he couldn't recall many unhappy times when he and Bai Yichen were together.

After all, they almost never quarreled or argued, and Bai Yichen never scolded him. Even after four years of his leaving without saying goodbye, he still looked at him with the same affectionate and sincere eyes as when he was young.

Bai Yichen really dedicated one person's love to another person to the extreme.

Shi Yinan believes that if he asks Bai Yichen if he is willing to die for him, Bai Yichen's answer will definitely be "yes" without hesitation, whether it is four years ago or four years later, his answer It's all this; and if it were his words, if he was asked to choose between Shijia and Bai Yichen, Bai Yichen must be the one who was given up-this is an answer he got four years ago.

Even though he now feels that he filled in the wrong answer, but his test paper was handed in four years ago, and the score has already been determined and cannot be changed.

"Can it be cured?" Shi Yinan was silent for a long time before opening his mouth again. After asking, he thought for a while and added, "Does he want to be cured?"

Xia Qi looked at Shi Yinan with some pity: "I probably don't want to."

Shi Yinan nodded numbly, with a numb expression: "It's fine if you don't want to, but if he doesn't get treated, will it affect his illness?"

Xia Qi said: "I can't say for sure. As a doctor, I definitely hope that he will recover from his illness. After all, he has never been able to draw portraits since this happened."

Shi Yinan nodded mechanically again, he had also heard about Bai Yichen not drawing portraits, but he didn't expect that the reason for this incident was himself, but thinking about it, he couldn't tell the difference between people, what else? What about painting?

"But since then, his condition has been very stable, and he seems to be happy. Except for the fact that he was a little unstable when you just came back, every time he comes to me for follow-up consultation, he is very relaxed." Xia Qi paused After a pause, he continued, "I mentioned you to him, and I told him that when he wants, he can bring you to my place to have a look."

Shi Yinan lowered his eyes, pulled his lips and smiled, and said, "He didn't even tell me that he was here to treat illnesses with you."

"If he doesn't want to be cured, let him be cured. I don't care. I won't provoke him." Shi Yinan raised his head and sincerely thanked Xia Qi, "Thank you, Dr. Xia, for talking to me so much today. Sorry for your time."

"There's nothing to apologize for. If Yichen recovers, it will make me happier than anything else." Xia Qi looked at Shi Yinan with some concern, "But what about you? Are you okay?"

"I'm fine." Shi Yinan said, he even joked with Xia Qi, "Don't worry, I won't steal Yichen's medicine again."

Xia Qi thought about it, but he was still a little worried about the two of them: "You can communicate more, if there is any problem between lovers, just communicate and solve it, don't quarrel."

Shi Yinan nodded: "I won't quarrel with him."

"That's good, don't... make him sad anymore." Xia Qi sighed slightly, "If you still love him, let's be together."

"Yes, I love him very much." Shi Yinan kept nodding, making the promise very seriously, but his voice was a little trembling, "I really...will never do anything to make him sad..."

After leaving Xia Tian's psychological consultation room, Shi Yinan returned to the company. Even though he was walking by the special elevator, many employees saw him in sportswear along the way, and they all cast surprised eyes. Shi Yinan nodded at them After nodding his head as a greeting, he returned to the office, put on his suit again, and carefully put on the cufflinks that Bai Yichen gave him.

"Mr. Shi." When Bai Weihuan pushed the door in with the document, Shi Yinan had already returned to the usual calm and mature man, and when he saw him coming in, he raised his head and signaled Bai Weihuan to continue with his eyes.

"The share transfer agreement has been drawn up, would you like to have a look at it?"

Shi Yinan stretched out his hand and said, "Bring it to me to have a look."

Bai Weihuan handed over the documents, and then said: "There is still a will... Lawyer Yang said that after you sign it, you can go for notarization."

"En." Shi Yinan responded, and signed his name on the self-written will.

Seeing this, Bai Weihuan couldn't help asking: "Mr. Shi, why do you want to make a will all of a sudden?" He could see that Shi Yinan was in a bad mood recently, but he still made a will right now. It's hard not to think about it.

"What? Are you afraid that I will commit suicide?" Shi Yinan gave him a funny look, "Shi's hasn't closed down yet."

"I made a will because I have no children. How many brothers and sisters are staring at me, and there is Ye Wanxiang watching." Shi Yinan said naturally, "What if I have an accident one day? They all want me to die."

After hearing this, Bai Weihuan felt the same, and compared with Shi Yinan's transfer of all the Shi's shares under his name to Bai Yichen, making a will is nothing at all.

But Shi Yinan did this, it seems that he really decided to spend his life with Bai Yichen in the future, right?

"Oh, by the way, Mr. Shi, the ring you ordered is also ready. I called the front desk today to tell you about it."

"Okay." After reading the equity transfer agreement, Shi Yinan handed it to Bai Weihuan, "Call me back and tell them I'll pick it up after get off work today."

"Okay." Bai Weihuan nodded and left with the documents in his arms.

Shi Yinan crouched in front of the desk, processed all the documents that he had piled up in the past few days that needed his review, and went to another meeting. After a busy day, he went to the jewelry store at five o'clock in the afternoon to order him. The platinum pair ring was taken away.

After returning to the car, Shi Yinan called Bai Yichen and asked him when he would be home in the evening: "Honey, I'm off work, when will you be back?"

"I still have a while here." Bai Yichen's gentle voice came back from the microphone.

"Then I'll go home and cook first. Do you have anything you want to eat?"

The young man over there thought for a few seconds, and then said, "Let's go to the rattan pepper fish. There is still half a fish in the refrigerator. You take it out and cook it. If you don't eat it, it will spoil."

"Okay, be careful on the way back." Shi Yinan said softly, "...I love you."

"I love you too."

After Bai Yichen hung up the phone, he raised his eyes to look at the person in front of him, the smile on his lips narrowed slightly, he sighed slightly and was about to speak, but the person spoke before him, and asked him in a trembling voice: "Is it me?" Did brother fight?"

"Yes." Bai Yichen answered him.

So Shi Yiming's already ugly face turned even paler, he stared blankly at Bai Yichen, his lips trembled a few times but he couldn't say a word.

This expression of shock and despair appeared on Shi Yiming's face - he with Shi Yinan's face would also make Bai Yichen feel distressed.But he has no other way, even this call, he deliberately answered it in front of Shi Yiming.

It's all because Shi Yiming suddenly came to the studio today to confess to him, saying that he has liked him for a long time and wanted to be with him.

Bai Yichen was a little surprised when he heard it at the beginning, but after the surprise, he turned into guilt—it’s not that he couldn’t see Shi Yiming’s liking for him, and he even took a laissez-faire attitude towards this feeling at the beginning Treat him, when he suddenly realized that he wanted to rein in the precipice, it was already too late.

As a last resort, Bai Yichen had no choice but to reveal all the truth about the matter and tell Shi Yiming all of it, letting him know that he accepted him as a student at first because he was Shi Yinan's younger brother, and he wanted to see Shi Yiming. Yi Nan was jealous and uncomfortable, so he did this on purpose - he had to let Shi Yiming know how unbearable he really is.

"But Teacher Bai..." Shi Yiming finally spoke out after being silent for a long time, "You said that I am an exception, a special one."

"It's special." Bai Yichen lowered his eyes, not leaving any hope for Shi Yiming, "It's very like Shi Yinan."

Shi Yiming's eyes were gloomy, his lips trembled again, and he said in a trembling voice: "So from the beginning, was it all because of Shi Yinan?"

"Yes." Bai Yichen said lightly.

Shi Yiming stood there silently.

Bai Yichen sighed again, walked past him and said, "Go home, I probably won't be able to teach you how to draw in the future, sorry..."

"Teacher, why do you want to apologize to me?" Shi Yiming laughed with red eyes, and bowed to Bai Yichen, "Thank you teacher for teaching me so much, goodbye Teacher Bai, I wish you good health. "

After hastily saying these words, Shi Yiming walked out of the studio with his head down, leaving Bai Yichen with a distant view of his back.

He was wearing a white shirt and dark blue jeans. It was a very ordinary outfit, but it was very similar to the back view that Shi Yinan left four years ago. Bai Yichen closed his eyes and turned his head away to restrain himself from chasing after him. impulse.

This person is not Shi Yinan, Bai Yichen told himself in his heart.

But not long after, he opened his eyes again, looked at Shi Yiming indifferently, and suddenly wished that he was Shi Yinan—if Shi Yinan was so reluctant when he left back then, with tears in his eyes alright.

But there has never been an if in this world.