All men are like my ex

At that time, Shi Yinan was very vicious. If he was in a good mood, he would beat him. If he was in a bad mood, he would bring someone to beat him up. It was all at night, so that he could not see his face clearly. Broken bones, but it happened to torture him so much that his life was worse than death.And even if he reported to the police, those policemen saw that he had too many criminal records, so they didn't want to intervene in this matter, and they kept turning a blind eye.

Yang Xiaohe was terrified of being beaten up by Shi Yinan, and had no choice but to leave Nancheng to work elsewhere. Later, someone told him that Bai Yichen had broken up with Shi Yinan, and asked him to go back and find Bai Yichen to take care of him for the elderly. Only then returned to Nancheng.

And when Bai Yichen said these words, he immediately remembered who this middle-aged man was. He didn't recognize Yang Xiaohe immediately, but it was because Yang Xiaohe had become more and more old and sloppy over the past few years. The wrinkles on his face were as deep as ravines, and there were many age spots like pockmarks. Except for the greed and shamelessness in his eyes, he was almost the same as before.

After Shi Yinan recognized Yang Xiaohe, his eyebrows immediately frowned, staring at Yang Xiaohe with cold eyes, and said coldly: "You are blocking the dust here? What are you doing here?"

"I, I'm just here to ask for my living expenses." Yang Xiaohe shrugged his shoulders and said, "Bai Yichen should give me my living expenses every month."

Yang Xiaohe was not afraid of being beaten by him yet, and he dared to come here to look for Bai Yichen. If Bai Yichen hadn't come back in his car today, would Yang Xiaohe have come to block Bai Yichen's car?

Who is Yang Xiaohe?He is a gambler, a blood leech, and even a despicable and shameless domestic abuser. Bai Yichen was abused by him before, and he still harassed him when he grew up.

Thinking of this, Shi Yinan's brows became tighter and his eyes became darker, but he soon thought, Yang Xiaohe dared to come to the vicinity of Bai Yichen's villa so blatantly, was it because he was not by Bai Yichen's side?

When he was with Bai Yichen back then, when Bai Yichen told him about his past, he clearly swore to protect Bai Yichen for the rest of his life.But he left, like a deserter, leaving Bai Yichen alone to face the most terrifying nightmare of his life.

No, maybe Yang Xiaohe is not Bai Yichen's worst nightmare anymore - he is.

Under the shadow of Yang Xiaohe, Bai Yichen can still study hard, pursue his favorite art career, get admitted to an excellent university and start a new life; but what about him?He extinguished the brilliant Bai Yichen, shattered his world, made him choose to commit suicide, and use the way of death to stay away from the despair and pain he brought to him.

Shi Yinan's chest rose and fell rapidly, his nose fluttered, he felt guilty and angry at the same time, he sneered, and spewed air from his nose, his voice trembling strangely: "Living expenses?"

"You are not a relative of Yichen, you have not gone through the formalities of adopting him, and you swallowed the money left by his mother, you beat him and abused him for so many years! Now you still have the face to ask him for living expenses?! "

Shi Yinan didn't pause, and quickly finished a sentence, almost roaring at the end, his tone was filled with strong hatred, he looked at Yang Xiaohe's bloodshot eyes, as if he was about to pounce on him and kill him in the next moment fierce.

Yang Xiaohe was also frightened by his appearance, and couldn't help but take a few steps back.

But only Bai Yichen, who knew him very well, could understand who the hatred in Shi Yinan's words was because of—not only because of Yang Xiaohe, but also because of himself.

Shi Yinan hated himself.

The words he yelled at Yang Xiaohe were more like speaking to himself.

It's as if the person who abused Bai Yichen in those years, the one who beat Bai Yichen to a bloody and dying state was not Yang Xiaohe, but a man named Shi Yinan.

Even his red eye sockets were not from anger, but from self-blame and pain. Perhaps Shi Yinan would rather kneel on the ground and weep bitterly, and confess his mistakes and sins to the priest than hitting someone. .

It's ridiculous.

Bai Yichen who was sitting in the car couldn't hold back, put his fist to his lips and smiled lightly, he didn't dare to laugh too much for fear of being discovered by Shi Yinan.

But Yang Xiaohe saw Bai Yichen's smile.

He could clearly see the disdain, sarcasm and contempt in Bai Yichen's eyes, and he thought Bai Yichen was laughing at him, so his fear of Shi Yinan disappeared in an instant, and he yelled at Shi Yinan sternly: "That's about me and him, what does it have to do with you?! Didn't you break up? Do you know how cheap this bitch is? How many people have he been raped in the past few years when you were away? He takes different girls every day. Men come to the villa to sell their butts, and you don’t know when they will give you a cuckold—"

Shi Yinan kicked Yang Xiaohe's remaining words back into his stomach.

"You say it again?" Shi Yinan's eyes were red, he kicked Yang Xiaohe to the ground, and stepped on his finger as if it wasn't enough, "You fucking have the ability to say it again?!"

Yang Xiaohe felt that his fingers were almost broken by him, how could he speak?

Bai Yichen looked down at Shi Yinan beating Yang Xiaohe's ruthlessly, and felt that this scene was ironic and ridiculous, but he couldn't laugh, and he had to worry that Shi Yinan would beat Yang Xiaohe to death, so he could only get out of the car and hold Shi Yichen back. Yi Nan's arm, said softly: "Don't hit it... that's enough."

"He dared to say that about you!" Shi Yinan was dragged by Bai Yichen, and wanted to kick Yang Xiaohe, Yang Xiaohe scrambled and hurried away to avoid Shi Yinan.

And Shi Yinan was panting heavily, his eyes were red, and he kept muttering: "How dare he say that about you...how dare he say that about you..."

At the end, Shi Yinan turned his head to look at Bai Yichen in a daze, his voice was exhausted, he was almost aphasic, his black eyes were dazed, he was also helpless and flustered, he was almost in pain like crying in the next moment.

"It doesn't matter." Bai Yichen raised his hand, gently caressing Shi Yinan's face, "It doesn't matter."

Shi Yinan gradually calmed down, the redness around his eyes faded and he stood there in a daze, after a long while, he turned his head to look at Yang Xiaohe who staggered away, then looked at Bai Yichen, and murmured: "... ...doesn't matter?"

Bai Yichen thought that Shi Yinan was asking him, so he replied: "Well, it doesn't matter."

Shi Yinan asked him: "Aren't you angry when he said that to you?"

"There's no need to be angry, it's not worth being angry for that kind of person." Bai Yichen said with a smile, his voice was soft, but his eyes were indifferent, "I don't care about him, what he said, what he did to me Such an attitude has nothing to do with me, so why should I be angry because of him? Make myself unhappy? "

"So you're not angry..." Shi Yinan pulled the corners of his lips stiffly, showing an ugly smile, and took Bai Yichen's hand, "It's fine if you're not angry, then let's go home."

Shi Yinan eagerly wanted to escape from the place where Yang Xiaohe was, because Bai Yichen said he didn't care.What Yang Xiaohe said was so ugly, he didn't care, so what else did he care about?

Shi Yinan actually wanted to ask Bai Yichen if he cared about him?

He used to leave without saying goodbye, and after abandoning him for so many years, Bai Yichen still had the same affection for him, unwilling to give him any resentment or hatred. Is this because he really loves him too much, or because he doesn't care anymore?

But Shi Yinan couldn't ask, because he vaguely felt that he already knew the answer, but he didn't want to admit it, and didn't want to believe that answer.

He numbly started the car and brought Bai Yichen back to the villa.

Yang Xiaohe ran away in desperation a long time ago, he was afraid that when he appeared in front of Shi Yinan again, Yinan would really kill him.

When getting out of the car, Shi Yinan asked Bai Yichen to get out of the car first, and stayed in the car to make a phone call—he had to make Yang Xiaohe never have the chance to appear in front of Bai Yichen again in his life.

However, after hanging up the phone, Shi Yinan didn't get out of the car immediately, but sat in the car holding his phone in a daze for a while, because he thought his behavior was funny, and he didn't come when Bai Yichen needed him the most. With Bai Yichen by his side, now that Bai Yichen doesn't need his protection anymore, it doesn't seem to make any sense for him to do these things.

As the folk saying goes, it is an afterthought and has no effect at all.

"I've been opening the door for a long time, why are you still sitting in the car." After a while, Bai Yichen came over and knocked on the car window.

Shi Yinan got off the car immediately, and said to Bai Yichen, "I just made a phone call."

"Oh." Bai Yichen didn't ask further, and handed him the apron, "I thought you were going back on your word and didn't want to cook for me."

Shi Yinan smiled, but the smile was a bit stiff, he said softly: "How could it be?"

When he was about to enter the door, Bai Yichen stopped suddenly, turned around and hugged Shi Yinan, looked up into his eyes and asked: "You asked me just now, if Yang Xiaohe said that about me, would I be angry, and you would be angry?" Woolen cloth?"

Shi Yinan said: "Of course I am very angry. He said that deliberately to smear and insult you. I don't believe a word he said." If he really doubted Bai Yichen because of Yang Xiaohe's words, If you get angry with him, then he really doesn't deserve to be liked by Bai Yichen.

When Shi Yinan answered, his tone was firm, without the slightest hesitation, but Bai Yichen was silent for a while after his words fell, and asked again: "What if what he said is true? What if I really put it on for you someday?" Cuckold, will you be angry and break up with me?"

Shi Yinan was stunned by Bai Yichen's question, at first he thought that Bai Yichen was joking with him, but when he looked down at Bai Yichen, he found that the young man's eyes were full of seriousness - he really wanted to know the exact answer to this question.

But Shi Yinan didn't answer as quickly as before, because Bai Yichen's question really made him feel panic—it was panic.He imagined that if Bai Yichen was really with someone else, he found that he couldn't accept it at all. He loves Bai Yichen, how could he want Bai Yichen to be with someone else?

But if that day really comes, he thinks, he still won't break up, because what he can't accept is not that Bai Yichen is with others, but that Bai Yichen will leave him after being with others.

This is what he cannot accept.

Shi Yinan opened his mouth and was about to answer, but Bai Yichen suddenly laughed, and said to him: "Okay, okay, I was joking with you, I think I scared you."

I was really scared.

Shi Yinan hooked his lips weakly, and said in his heart.