All men are like my ex

Bai Yichen's skin is extremely white, like snow-covered skin, and delicate. Everyday, a slight collision will leave bruises, and it hurts when pressed. In the past, Shi Yinan often felt sorry for these bruises on his body. Yi Nan was so worried just now.

And the bump just now did leave an obvious mark on Bai Yichen's wrist - a red piece, which is estimated to turn green tomorrow, and he will cry out in pain when he accidentally touches it.

But Shi Yinan has no time to pay attention to that collision mark now, because Youdao's more ferocious scar has taken away all his sight, and that scar is like a sharp knife, cutting a bloody wound on his heart, invisible, but Can feel pain and suffocation.

Shi Yinan knew that Bai Yichen was beaten and abused by his adoptive father when he was a child, but that difficult time did not leave any scars on Bai Yichen.He knew that Bai Yichen didn't have a scar constitution, and most of the wounds on his body would not leave obvious marks after healed, but how much force would he need to scratch off such a hideous and obvious scar to leave it?

For a moment, Shi Yinan felt that he was very cold, so cold that the blood all over his body seemed to be frozen, and it was too difficult to flow, which made him unable to breathe, and his whole body was trembling.

He probably knows why Bai Yichen never turns on the light when making love to him, always avoids some of his touch and caress, and why he wears long sleeves every day and never exposes his body in front of him.

It's just that the answer was too heavy and almost crushed him.

The silver light projected in the bathroom had a cold feeling, Shi Yinan didn't know why, but suddenly remembered that the mortuary should have the same light, and Bai Yichen was lying in the bathtub water, with his eyes closed and motionless, he really looked like a Like the dead.On his body, only the scar was the only living thing, just like its shape, like a dormant poisonous centipede.

In the end, Shi Yinan didn't know how he carried Bai Yichen back to the bed, he numbly dried Bai Yichen's body, and lay down carefully with his arms around him.

He turned off the light, and when all the light was gone, there was only darkness in the room.

Bai Yichen's warm body was lying in his arms, Shi Yinan hugged him tightly, his skin pressed against each other, his breathing blended, almost even his souls were leaning together, but Shi Yinan felt that the relationship between them There may be an entire universe in the space, which is a vast and long distance of billions of light years, so he will not be able to embrace Bai Yichen again in his entire life.

Shi Yinan didn't close his eyes all night, he couldn't fall asleep.After dawn, he didn't feel sleepy, and he felt abnormally excited.

After he got up, he stared at Bai Yichen for a while, went to the bathroom and squeezed toothpaste for Bai Yichen, then went downstairs to make breakfast for Bai Yichen.During the whole process, he was stiff and numb, like a walking corpse who had lost his soul, and he could only act according to the instinct of his body.

Because he never thought that Bai Yichen would commit suicide, he really never thought about it.

Growing up in a family environment like that of the Shi family, it was hard for him to believe that there were really unswerving feelings in this world. He thought that after he left Bai Yichen, Bai Yichen would be very sad, but maybe after a few years He will forget him, start a new relationship, and forget his old lover.But Shi Yinan never thought that Bai Yichen would commit suicide because of his departure.

Where did he draw that hideous wound?Perhaps in this villa full of their memories?The location might be in the bathtub where he helped him bathe last night.Shi Yinan didn't dare to guess what it was like when Bai Yichen was lying there feeling the blood flow out of his body little by little, and what he was thinking at that time.

At this moment, Yinan's mood is hard to describe with simple guilt and self-blame, he is more shocked and bewildered, all kinds of complex emotions are intertwined, occupying his mind, almost taking his breath away, screaming Shi Yinan even found it difficult to swallow his saliva.

So when Bai Yichen appeared from behind him lightly and hugged him suddenly, Shi Yinan was shocked.

When Bai Yichen woke up in the morning, Shi Yinan was no longer in bed.

He lay groggy on the bed for a while, partly to relieve the dizziness from hypoglycemia, and partly because he had a really bad fight with Shi Yinan last night, his back was so sore, it really didn't look like I was so young when I was studying, I can stand the toss.

After the laziness and sleepiness of getting up in the morning completely faded away, Bai Yichen sat up straight with the support of the bed, left the warm blanket, and some small bumps appeared on the skin directly exposed to the cold air. In the past, there was a different kind of cold, and it took a few seconds to realize that he didn't have a wisp on his body - he was too tired and sleepy last night, so he went to sleep directly, and he seemed to have no clothes on when he slept.

And now his whole body is refreshed and clean, without any sticky feeling after messing around. Obviously, Shi Yinan didn't listen to his words last night, and insisted on cleaning his body for him.

Some blurry images flooded into his mind, at first Bai Yichen thought it was a dream he had last night, but now it seems that it actually happened.Bai Yichen raised his left hand subconsciously, and unsurprisingly found a bruise on the arm near the elbow. Against the background of the fair skin that could almost see the blood vessels, there was a shocking feeling.

Bai Yichen stretched out his finger, and pressed it heavily towards the bruised place like masochistic, dull pain came from that place in an instant, but Bai Yichen raised his lips and smiled, his voice was so soft and ethereal: "My dear... I told you, I told you not to turn on the light, and sleep well."

"...Why don't you listen to me?"

Bai Yichen sighed.

The mobile phone that was still charging on the bedside table suddenly vibrated. Bai Yichen fished it over to check the time, then went to check the text message box, and found that he had received a new text message with an unfamiliar number.

After he opened and read the text message, his brows suddenly raised, as if he had read some extremely interesting news.

But the truth is true, Bai Yichen felt better after reading the text message, he quickly got up and got dressed, he felt even better after finding the toothpaste that Shi Yinan squeezed for him in the bathroom.He leaned closer to the mirror and looked at himself again, feeling that the fine lines he saw in the corners of his eyes last night were gone, maybe it was nourished by love.

"Today will be a good day." Bai Yichen said to himself in the mirror.

He ran downstairs with brisk steps, and after hearing a slight noise from the kitchen, Bai Yichen turned his toes in the same direction, and rushed towards the place where Shi Yinan was waiting impatiently.But the floor is covered with thick carpets, as long as he controls the sound a little, Yi Nan can't find him.

So Bai Yichen quietly walked behind him, then stretched out his arms and hugged him suddenly, scaring him with a smile: "Scare!"

The author has something to say: Teacher Bai: Scare you to death with a big baby.

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