All men are like my ex

"No need." Bai Yichen smiled and told him, "I'm just going to meet a friend and I'll be back soon, so don't be jealous."

"Who is jealous? Am I not drinking milk?" Shi Yinan raised his hand, pulled Bai Yichen onto his lap, bit his earlobe, and said in a low and hoarse voice, "You used to love to drink milk for me. What little conspiracy do you have for raising me so strong? Huh?"

Bai Yichen didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and turned his head to avoid the man's troubled tongue: "There is no conspiracy, milk is good for your health, I'm afraid you will get sick."

Shi Yinan is in good health, his muscles are plump and strong, and he often makes Bai Yichen beg for mercy on the bed.However, no matter how strong a person is, they are not made of iron, they are made of flesh and blood, and they will get sick and injured.Shi Yinan was ill once when he was in college, and it was very serious. Bai Yichen stayed by his bedside day and night and took care of him for a month. Since then, he has brought him a glass of milk every day. Yi Nan has rarely been sick since then.

"It's good for your health, you only give me to drink it, you don't drink it yourself." Shi Yinan pinched the young man's nose, when he released it, he saw the red spot, against his black eyes that seemed to be soaked with water , looking extremely innocent, like a deer cornered by wolves.

Bai Yichen frowned and sniffed: "The milk is too fishy, ​​I don't like that taste..."

Shi Yinan scolded him with a smile: "Squeamish like a cat."

Bai Yichen raised his head, with water shining in his beautiful eyes, he leaned forward and kissed the man's chin: "Then you support me."

"Okay, keep it for a lifetime."

Shi Yinan agreed, and Bai Yichen smiled even more happily.

The next afternoon, Bai Yichen went to Xia Qi's psychological clinic for a monthly review.

"Good afternoon, Dr. Xia."

"good afternoon."

Xia Qi raised his head, looked at the young man who had already walked to the sofa and sat down, and said with a smile.He turned around and took out a book specially recording Bai Yichen's symptoms from the cabinet behind him, opened it and wrote on it with a pen, and asked him at the same time: "Are you in a good mood today?"

Bai Yichen didn't answer Xia Qi's question right away. He lay on the soft sofa, but stared at the bright garden outside the window. He didn't blink until his eyes were a little dry and astringent, and gave a soft "hmm": " Some happy, some sad."

Xia Qi asked him: "Can you tell me why?"

Bai Yichen laughed, his long eyelashes trembling slightly, and his voice was soft and soft: "He's back."

When Xia Qi heard this, the pen of the record paused, pondered for a while and asked softly: "Are you sure...is it your boyfriend?"

In fact, it’s not very good to ask like this, but Bai Yichen started to have hallucinations a year ago, he often sees people who shouldn’t appear in front of him, and he prescribes medicine for him. .

Xia Qi asked this now, just to confirm whether Bai Yichen's condition is serious again.

"Yeah, that's him." Bai Yichen said, "He's still so good-looking. I stare at him day and night, and I can't get enough of him. He treats me very well. He even said he misses me and loves me. Want to be with me forever."

"Are you back together?"

"Ah."

This result was somewhat beyond Xia Qi's expectation, but it seemed to be reasonable. Even though he thought Bai Yichen was not suitable to be with Shi Yinan anymore, this was the best for the current situation. It worked out.

"Then your recent mood—" Xia Qi wrote down something on the paper, and was about to ask Bai Yichen if his mood had improved recently.

There was a slight rustling sound when the tip of his pen brushed against the white paper. The sound was very soft, but it couldn't make Bai Yichen maintain his peace of mind. The smile on his face disappeared, his eyes were empty, and he stared straight at the ceiling, interrupting Xia Qi: "But I think he is lying to me."

Xia Qi's pen stopped suddenly, and he raised his head to look at Bai Yichen. Xia Qi looked into his eyes and said softly, "How could it be?"

"It's true..." Bai Yichen sat up and inserted his fingers into his hair, "Doctor Xia... I don't recognize him anymore, what if... what if he is fake? There is someone who looks like him What should I do if someone came to lie to me? In fact, he never came back..."

Xia Qi stopped writing. His voice was soft and comforting: "No, how could you admit your mistake? No one will lie to you with such a thing. Even if you think you have admitted your mistake, you will not Maybe everyone admits their mistakes, right? There will always be someone to remind you, don’t worry.”

Bai Yichen lowered his head, and said sadly: "I don't want to hear those words from others, I want him to tell me personally." I couldn't control my tears, "Doctor Xia, I'm so sad..."

Seeing that he was crying, Xia Qi opened his eyes slightly and hurried to his side, drawing paper to wipe his tears.

Bai Yichen was still crying, he shrank his legs and hugged himself: "He has forgotten a lot of things, I feel he is fake."

Xia Qi said: "People's memory is limited, it is impossible for him to fully remember everything in the past."

"But I remember!" Bai Yichen suddenly raised his voice, raised his hand and grabbed Xia Qi's clothes, his eyes were wide open, his body was trembling, and his voice became trembling, "I wrote down those things. Yes! Go there often! I can remember why he can't!"

"I do remember! He doesn't remember!"

Before Xia Qi could speak, Bai Yichen's voice suddenly dropped again, his eyes were like burnt candles, dimmed in an instant, lost all brilliance, and said incoherently: "...I, I seem to have some I forgot the matter, but I am very serious in remembering...so is he taking revenge on me?"

Xia Qi looked at him and couldn't help frowning: "Did you finish all the medicine last time?"

"No..." Bai Yichen was still sobbing, he was crying miserably, gasping for breath.

"Don't take it, I'll give you another medicine." Xia Qi poured a glass of honey water and handed it to Bai Yichen, "He's not revenge on you, he must love you very much, be more confident in yourself."

Bai Yichen's eyes were full of doubt and disbelief, he raised his head anxiously, and when he looked at Xia Qi, his eyes were a little more fragile and wronged: "I'm afraid I'll misjudge you..."

Xia Qi knew that he was looking at another person, he sighed from the bottom of his heart, with a gentle smile on his face: "You can give him a gift, brooch, cuff studs, collar clips are fine, let him Take it with you, so you won't mistake him."

"Doctor Xia, you still have a way." Hearing this, Bai Yichen finally smiled, and gradually loosened his grip on Xia Qi's clothes, and sat quietly on the sofa as if his soul had been sucked out. Continue to look out the window at the garden.

Spring has just arrived, and there are no flowers in the garden at all, and even the green leaves on the evergreen trees are tortured by the winter night rain, leaving only dull ashes, declaring that winter has not completely left, but even So, the sun is still very bright.

It's just that those bright and hot eyes don't seem to be able to shine into Bai Yichen's eyes at all, and there is a desolation and desolation inside.

It's like the winter that hovers over the city and refuses to leave.

When Shi Yinan returned to the villa, it was already twelve o'clock in the evening.

As soon as he turned on the light in the room, he was startled by Bai Yichen standing in the living room.

Bai Yichen was holding a glass of water, his face was pale, and cold sweat was still dripping from his forehead. He was only wearing a thin wine red silk nightgown, revealing his fair chest and bare feet. He was standing in the living room near the stairs like a ghost. .

When he saw Shi Yinan came back, a smile appeared on his face, but he didn't speak, just stood there in a daze.

There is no air conditioner in the room, so it is still a bit cold at night.

After Shi Yinan recovered from the astonishment, he quickly took off his coat and put it on Bai Yichen's body, holding his cold hand and saying, "Why haven't you slept yet? Are you wearing so little?"

Bai Yichen said lightly, "You're back..."

Shi Yinan said: "Yes."

Bai Yichen told him yesterday that he had something to do, so he took this opportunity to go to a reception that he couldn't shirk, who knew that the bosses were drinking more and more, and it was hard for him to leave. This delay didn't come until eleven o'clock. They broke up, but when they came back, they found that Bai Yichen hadn't slept yet.

"Didn't I send you a text message? I'll be back late today, so you can sleep first." Shi Yinan raised his hand, stroked Bai Yichen's hair, and wiped the cold sweat from the forehead for the young man, slightly Frowning, "Why are you still downstairs so late and sweating so much?"

Bai Yichen smiled, his lips turned white, and he spread his palms and said, "Oh, I'm not in good health. The doctor prescribed some health medicine for me. I'm here to take medicine."

When the young man said this, Shi Yinan realized that he was clutching a few pills in his left hand hanging beside him—they were white and of different sizes, and they looked a little cute in the young man's pinkish palm.

Shi Yinan lowered his head, and kissed Bai Yichen's forehead: "Then eat quickly, and then go to rest quickly, I will sleep with you after taking a shower."

"En." Bai Yichen responded, then lowered his head, his long black eyelashes like crow feathers concealed all the emotions in his eyes.

Shi Yinan smiled at him, then pulled off his tie, took off his coat, pushed the young man and said, "Eat quickly, then you go upstairs first, and I will turn off the lights for you in the back."

"Did you drink alcohol today?" Bai Yichen didn't take the medicine immediately, but suddenly raised his head to look at Shi Yinan.

Shi Yinan raised his hands up with a smile, and said in surrender: "Yeah. I only had a few drinks, and I didn't dare to drink more."

Hearing his explanation, Bai Yichen pursed the corners of his lips, looking a little unhappy: "Drinking too much alcohol is not good for the liver."

"Yes, yes, my little ancestor." Shi Yinan put his hands down, gathered his coat on Bai Yichen's shoulders, and kissed the tip of the young man's nose, "I won't dare to drink so much in the future gone."

When Bai Yichen heard what he said, he suddenly laughed, his crooked peach eyes were filled with the warm light in the room: "Why don't you take some health medicine?"