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Gu Beiqiao's first attack frightened Gu Tianze.

He had just torn with Huang Min for a long time before signing the divorce agreement. At this moment, the two of them heard a dull sound from Gu Beiqiao's bedroom at the same time.They glanced at each other, hurriedly ran to push open the door, only to find that Gu Beiqiao was lying on the ground twitching violently.

The right half of his face was still swollen, his face was pale, he was biting his lower lip, his forehead was dripping blood, and the floor was also stained with blood, and he seemed to have passed out with his eyes closed.

Huang Min screamed, Gu Tianze picked him up and shouted: "Qiaoqiao!"

When Gu Beiqiao fell to the ground, his mind was confused. He only felt that his headache was about to split, and his stomach seemed to burst. Only deeper pain could offset the other pain. He fell on the ground, hitting his head on the floor again and again. . "Dad..." he yelled softly, but the two arguing in the living room didn't hear anyone.He felt extremely exhausted in his heart, but his brain was very excited, pulling his nerves and jumping, and the idea of ​​wanting to destroy himself crazily grew.

But can't.

Mom and Dad are outside, and they will definitely come to save themselves.He knelt on the ground with his head on the ground, clutching the hem of his clothes with his hands, trembling uncontrollably.

Oh, it's hard, it's really hard.Why is the floor no longer hard?My head still hurts enough, my heart hurts even more.

He raised his head and turned around, his red eyes saw the snow-white ceiling and the chandelier shining with white stars.He stretched out his hand as if he wanted to touch something in front of him, "Don't move anymore, I won't be able to grasp it anymore." He begged, but all he could touch was air.

Ah... a sigh.He fell hard, and the moment his head collided with the floor, he felt a strong shock, and his soul seemed to be out of place.

But it doesn't hurt at all.

"Qiaoqiao!" Huang Min shook his body, then turned to stare at Gu Tianze, and asked hoarsely, "What did you do to my son!"

Gu Tianze said anxiously: "I drank too much and kicked him a few times last night, and he was fine just now!"

"Gu Tianze! If anything happens to my son, I will never end with you!"

Gu Tianze waved her hand away irritably, "Don't look at me, call 120!"

The two hurriedly sent Gu Beiqiao to the hospital. The doctor told them that the patient committed self-harm because of being stimulated and emotionally unstable.

After Gu Beiqiao woke up, he became taciturn and irritable, but he never did anything to hurt himself again.

Until that woman comes.

Gu Tianze finally divorced Huang Min.Ignoring the gossip and gossip in the spring community, the two got together and separated easily.Huang Min sorted out some old things, packed less than a suitcase, "Throw away all my clothes, I don't need them anymore." She put on a wide-brimmed sun hat and sunglasses, looked back and was staring blankly. Gu Beiqiao, who was standing by the window looking out, said again: "Qiaoqiao, take another look at your mother." Gu Beiqiao turned his head blankly, looked at Huang Min and smiled at himself, and then she left.

Huang Min carried the suitcase and walked downstairs with twists and turns. Behind her, some old ladies who were sitting under the plane trees to enjoy the shade pointed at her, "For the sake of money, I don't want my husband and children. It's really cruel."

"Those bosses are all flirtatious and fun-loving. Don't look at her good-looking, she can seduce. After playing for a while, people don't want her. Rich people are like this. Sometimes she cries and regrets."

Huang Min couldn't hear someone gossip about her, turned around and scolded: "Shut up, old man! I can do whatever I like, seduce your son or something? They are all people who stepped into the coffin with one foot, don't worry about it." You can live a few more years with a little nonsense!"

The group of old ladies were frightened by her aura, they immediately kept silent and didn't dare to speak any more, glanced at her from the corner of the eye, and hurriedly walked away muttering softly.

Gu Beiqiao looked down from the fourth floor through the window glass, and couldn't hear a sound. Those people were so far away, but the tone of the old ladies and Huang Min's cursing, one by one automatically emerged in his mind, like It happened right before his eyes.

Gu Tianze was introduced by someone, and met another woman, that person was full of hype, boasting that this woman is so good, she can do housework, understands how to love others, can speak her own words, and can take care of children, hardworking and thrifty , like clean.Compared with Huang Min, except for his appearance, he doesn't have that kind of vixenity, he is like a heaven and an earth.

Gu Tianze was in his prime of life, and he was moved by what the man said, so he agreed to meet, and if the two of them thought it was okay, they would stay together.When he saw Xu Hui, he really felt that this woman was nice, generous and polite.The two of them are not young men and women anymore, their age is there, they no longer play the trick of spending a few months in a relationship, and they took it home to get the certificate soon after they talked about it.

Gu Beiqiao didn't care about their affairs, he went to school, ate and slept as usual, but he never paid attention to Xu Hui.

Gu Tianze originally thought that children from divorced families would resist their stepmothers, so it would be good if they got to know each other after a while.One day, Gu Beiqiao's class teacher called him and said that your child went crazy at school, pushed him downstairs and fell, and got seven stitches on his head.

Gu Tianze didn't know well, could it be that he was stimulated again?Busily rushing to school from work, the head teacher said, that kid usually plays well with Gu Beiqiao, so he jokingly said that your mother ran away with someone, and Gu Beiqiao went crazy, pushed him, and the kid went along with it. He rolled down the steps, knocked his head, and is still lying in the hospital.

Gu Beiqiao was listening, his expression was in a trance, and he didn't answer anyone who asked him, so Gu Tianze had no choice but to take him home, and went to the hospital to comfort the injured child, Xu Hui also followed when he found out.

Gu Beiqiao was really crazy. After he came back from school, he stared at the old Wutong outside the window all day long, ignoring everyone except for his reaction to Gu Tianze's words.The head teacher brought his deskmate to visit home, trying to persuade him to go back to school, but he sat in front of the window, his eyes lost, wondering what he was thinking, and finally the head teacher had no choice but to leave.

Gu Tianze felt that something was wrong with his son, and at Xu Hui's suggestion, he sent him to the Third Hospital for investigation, and it was confirmed that he was suffering from schizophrenia.The couple were struck by lightning.

Gu Beiqiao never went to school again, he always stood under the old sycamore tree downstairs.

This incident was widely circulated in the spring community, and some people sighed: Gu Tianze is really unlucky, his wife ran away with someone, and his son went crazy.Some people clapped their hands behind their backs: Tell him to keep a straight face all day long and look down on everyone, this is retribution!More people saw the joke: Gu Beiqiao is crazy, can his stepmother bear it? Will Gu Tianze get another divorce?

Some things happen in the spring community every day, and small and big things are finally brought into the parking lot by caring people.People regard spending time in the parking lot as an embellishment of boring life, and the days pass by between busy work and talking and laughing.Time can take away everything. Gradually, people began to forget that Gu Tianze had an ex-wife who ran away with the boss, but they always remembered that he had a crazy son.Whenever people in the community took their children and passed by the plane tree, they would always say: He is a psychopath. When a neuropathy goes crazy, he will beat people or even kill people. Don't get close to him.

Now Gu Beiqiao suddenly fell ill again, which made the two of them who had to go to work worry.

Gu Tianze said with a sad face: "Is it true that Qiaoqiao should be sent to the Third Hospital to be looked after by a nurse? The two of us still have to go to work. What if he hurts himself again?"

Xu Hui thought for a while and said: "It's really impossible. I quit my job and watch him at home. I don't know anyone in the third hospital. I watched the news a while ago, and the reporter made unannounced visits in the hospital. The patient was beaten inside every day, and the family didn't know about it, so he died pitifully."

Gu Tianze sighed, "Qiaoqiao is still on guard against you, it might be worse if you watch him at home. Sigh, it's me and his mother who caused him."

Xu Hui sat on the sofa with an apron around her waist. She was stunned for a while and said, "Go to dinner first. I'll talk to him. Maybe he thought I locked up the puppy on purpose just now. Let me explain." Go, Qiaoqiao has grown up too, I believe he can understand."

Gu Tianze looked at her worriedly, "Hui'er, you are troubled by marrying me."

Xu Hui smiled at him and walked into Gu Beiqiao's bedroom.

Gu Beiqiao was lying on the bed, his eyes were dim, and he thought that he was in the clouds, and his whole body was limp.After an unknown amount of time, the door creaked, and a person came in, standing at the head of his bed, without speaking for a while.Gu Beiqiao felt his head explode, and the hairs all over his body stood on end, but he couldn't move at all, as if someone had cast a spell and fixed him there. He opened his eyes wide and looked at the person, but he couldn't see the person clearly. appearance.

The person standing by the bed spoke softly, with viciousness, "Gu Beiqiao, why don't you die?"

It's that woman!She really wanted to kill herself!

Gu Beiqiao couldn't say a word, his throat seemed to be stuck, and he could only make a simple "hmmmm" sound.

"It's you who disturbed my life with your dad! Why didn't you go to your mother! Why did you stay at our house! This is Gu Tianze's and mine's home, you're going to die! Get out!"

"Hmm!" His hands and feet were cold, his back was soaked in cold sweat, and his fingertips trembled slightly. There seemed to be an abyss in his mind, which was constantly eating away at his brain. He tried to pull his thoughts out, but it was in vain. Strong, he struggled hard, just give up struggling... As he thought this way, the abyss in his mind continued to expand until his entire body was enveloped in darkness.He felt a sudden looseness in his body, and then he let out a breath and closed his eyes.

"Did you hear that? Get lost!" The voice was still lingering in my ears, repeating over and over again.Really tired, he had no choice but to reply: "Got it, I got it." The voice seemed to be waiting for his words and disappeared immediately.Then there was the sound of the door opening, and he knew that the woman had left.

It was still too weak, and there was only darkness in front of my eyes.

After Xu Hui came out, she saw Gu Tianze still sitting on the sofa, holding his forehead.

"How is it? Is Qiaoqiao better?"

Xu Hui's eyebrows were faintly worried, "I told him that I didn't put Xiao Huang in the cage, and he only responded, not sure if he would believe me. I told him to rest well, and he said he knew that he knew. "

Gu Tianze was surprised, "Is he willing to talk to you?"

Xu Hui shook her head, "That's right, I always feel that he is not in good condition, why don't you take him to the Third Hospital tomorrow and at least prescribe some medicine."

Gu Tianze thought for a while, "It's a good thing to be willing to talk, wait until this weekend, I have a lot of work at work these two days and I can't get away."

Xu Hui's worried expression eased slightly, "That's fine, let me serve you some food, you've been tired all day."

Gu Tianze took her hand and got up together, "Let's eat together."

In the room, Gu Beiqiao's eyelashes trembled slightly, and he slowly opened his eyes, revealing black and white pupils.

"I'm leaving, Dad," he said softly, expressionlessly.

The author has something to say: Schizophrenia is not the same as what we often say about schizophrenia. The author searched on Baidu. The main symptoms are: personality mutation, delusions, hallucinations, emotional disorders, volitional and behavioral disorders, and self-awareness.