you lost me

How could the submissive Jiang Juzhi say such things? Yu Ming would rather believe that he was hallucinating.

But Jiang Juzhi repeated again: "Mr. Yu, let's break up."

The sun outside the car window was covered by dark clouds at some point, and even Yu Ming's expression became gloomy. Yu Ming approached him and said, "What are you, breaking up with me? The only one who can break up with me is my fiancée." Ruan Wei."

Jiang Huangzhi's lips were kissed, unable to say parting words, but his words easily stimulated his tear glands, and bitter tears flowed down the eye sockets into the connected mouths.

It's been a long time since Yu Ming took the initiative to kiss him.

Really, really greedy, Jiang Huanzhi carefully bit his lips, so what if he couldn't bear it?There are simply too many of them now.

Pushing him away fiercely, Jiang Huangzhi cried and said, "Even if it's not a breakup, we won't see each other in the future. I won't bother you. Please don't come to me."

Opening the car door, Jiang Huanzhi fled quickly, it was already considered an urban area, pedestrians around were in a hurry due to the weather, no one cared about him running in a hurry.

The cold wind was whistling in his ears, and Jiang Huangzhi could still hear the phrase "what are you" echoing in his ears, no matter how fast he ran, he couldn't dispel it. Except for the intensified breathing, Jiang Huangzhi felt that something was alive from his heart. gouged out.

It was the false hope he gave himself.

Jiang Juanzhi stopped by the side of the road, looked at the passing vehicles, and had an idea for the first time, approached a little bit, let the car run over the broken body, and shattered the heart full of holes. No need to think.

With this thought in mind, Jiang Huangzhi walked up to the middle of the road little by little, waiting in a daze.

The speed of vehicles in the urban area is not fast. Most drivers see him blocking the road like a statue, and they just think he is crazy, and they just swear at him and avoid him.

"Jiang Huanzhi!"

Yu Ming parked the car in the middle of the road, got down and dragged him back into the car.

"Why are you crazy?" When Yu Ming saw him standing on the road, his heart skipped a beat and he almost lost his mind.

"Am I crazy? No?" Jiang Huangzhi said with a smile, "What am I, you don't care about me, I'm fine, I'll go first."

Yu Ming quickly locked the car door, and Jiang Huangzhi sat down obediently, without any willful movements, until Yu Ming dragged him home.

The little chicken flew over to Jiang Juzhi's side at the first moment, and Yu Ming grabbed the thin little guy and opened the window to throw it.

Although he knew that the parrot could fly, but this was the thirteenth floor of the top floor, Jiang Huanzhi regained his anger and said, "Don't throw it away, it's very good."

"You have a big heart, you care so much about a bird, and you can't kill it." Yu Ming locked the chicken back to the cage, sat on the sofa and said, "I'm hungry, cook for me."

Jiang Huangzhi knew he couldn't be driven away, so he went back to his room and changed into his pajamas, took out his phone and ordered takeaway: "What do you want to eat?"

"You did it!" Yu Ming couldn't refuse.

"There's no food, you can go out if you want to eat." Jiang Huangzhi put down his phone, "I'm going to rest, good night."

Back in the bedroom and lying on the bed, there was still Yu Ming's aura, lingering, Jiang Huanzhi's eyes were sore, he tried his best to restrain the urge to cry, stopped thinking and closed his eyes.

There was darkness in front of his eyes, but there was the warmth of being kissed on his forehead, Jiang Huanzhi opened his eyes: "I don't want to do it."

"It's up to you to decide?" Yu Ming kissed him from the forehead to the corner of his mouth, "Painter Jiang, can you behave yourself?"

"Is it the same as a chicken?" Jiang Huanzhi muttered.

Yu Ming put his hands on both sides of his head: "Chicken?"

"That parrot." Jiang Juanzhi closed his eyes again, and simply didn't look at him.

It is such a thin and thin Jiang Huangzhi who can arouse his lust even when he is lying still.Yu Ming still didn't quite understand what he said that made Jiang Huangzhi's attitude change like this.

Still have to answer every question, or obey him.But it’s hard to say what’s different.

Yu Ming hugged him: "You are not allowed to contact that man."

The person below breathed very slowly: "Why?"

"I don't like it." Yu Ming said, "You are fine as before."

Jiang Huangzhi pushed him away and sat up: "What was I like before... I had no friends, just waited for you every day in a daze, waiting for you like a dog?"

Yu Ming was stunned for a while, and finally smiled sarcastically; "Is it not good?"

"I don't want to." Jiang Juanzhi hugged his knees, "He is my friend, and... please leave my house."

Yu Ming was originally angry because he saw the intimacy between him and Qin You today, but now his words ignited his whole body like a fuse.

Shameful jealousy?Domineering possessiveness?There are also some feelings hidden in his heart, which are unique to Jiang Juzhi, which he dare not admit, so he can only turn all these into primitive desires and vent them on Jiang Juzhi.

Jiang Huanzhi struggled needlessly, which was insignificant to Yu Ming whose body shape was quite different.

"Let me go..." Jiang Juzhi's eyes were red, and he gave up resisting, because he hated this kind of sex, his body was convulsing all the time.

"Don't you wait for me every day, as you wish." Yu Ming didn't want to hear something that made him want to get angry even more, so he kissed him, always taking the dominant position.

Can't feel any pleasure, Yu Ming possessed again and again, Jiang Huangzhi couldn't even faint, his mind was so clear, he bit his lip, and felt only the pain all over his body.Keeping his eyes open, he looked at Yu Ming who wanted to hate but couldn't.

After an unknown amount of time, Yu Ming fell asleep with his arms still around him.Jiang Huanzhi exhausted all his strength, got out of bed and fell to the ground, and picked up the pajamas that fell on the ground.

The neckline of the blue pajamas was torn and could not be repaired. Jiang made a self-deprecating smile and threw it into the trash can.

After going to the bathroom to take a shower, and getting dressed to adapt to the pain, Jiang Huangzhi walked around in the living room.

The chest was really stuffy, Jiang Juzhi pressed his head against the wall, and beat his chest with his hands, trying to remove what was stuck in his heart.The opposite effect, like a fish out of the stream, drowned on the dry land.

There was only one thought left in my mind.

What's the point of living, let's die.No one cares about you, Jiang Huangzhi!Living so uselessly, in the end there is still nothing, nothing left.How easy it is to die, once and for all.

Jiang Juanzhi began to bang his head against the wall, first lightly, then gradually the sound became louder.

Boom, boom, boom.

Yu Ming hated being woken up in the middle of the night. He came out of the bedroom very unhappy, and saw Jiang Huangzhi slamming against the wall desperately. Not even blinking.

"What are you doing!" Yu Ming rushed over and picked him up.

Jiang Huangzhi was placed on the sofa motionless like a puppet, looking at him with empty eyes, his mouth was moving, but there was no sound, Yu Ming turned to look for disinfectant.

If he could bend over to listen, he would have heard what Jiang Huangzhi kept repeating: "Let me die..."

The wound was not too deep, Yu Ming used a cotton swab dipped in iodophor to disinfect him: "It's not serious, should I go to the hospital to bandage it?"

Jiang Huanzhi didn't say anything, and groped into the drawer of the coffee table.He took out a box of unlabeled medicines, randomly poured out a few pills, fed them into his mouth, chewed them up and swallowed them.

The unpleasant smell of medicine and the pungent smell of iodophor are both disliked by Yu Ming, as well as such a lifeless Jiang Luzhi.Back then, Jiang Juanzhi was full of aura, attracting Yu Ming to approach him.

The more he thought about it, the more annoyed he became, and Yu Ming's hands became heavier. Jiang Huangzhi's expression was indifferent, as if he didn't feel it, but the intensified bleeding on his forehead scared Yu Ming.

"Jiang Huangzhi, what do you want me to do with you?" Yu Ming hugged him distressedly.

Jiang Huanzhi felt better after taking the medicine, and then he realized the horror of depression, and said hoarsely, "Let me go."

"No." Yu Ming knelt down and looked at him at the same level, "Isn't it good to stay by my side?"

Jiang Huangzhi twitched the corners of his mouth, but couldn't make a smile that could be seen, so he gave up and said: "You are going to get married, I should go."

"I'm going to get married." Yu Ming put his hand on his shoulder, "I have to get married. You're not a woman, so I can't marry you. I didn't say I don't want you after I get married."

Want to have it both ways?The Yu Ming who never asked Jiang Huanzhi if he was willing or not, only cared about his own feelings.

Jiang Huangzhi held his wrist: "Since you have decided to get married, you have to be responsible for your family. Be responsible for... your wife."

Seeing that his expression had softened a lot, thinking that he was jealous of Ruan Wei, Yu Ming continued: "It doesn't affect my responsibility to you, Painter Jiang."

It is rare for Yu Ming to express his attitude, even if it is vague, which is extremely lucky for Jiang Huangzhi in the past.It's very strange that now his heart can't make any waves, but it is gradually frosting.

Jiang Huangzhi stretched out his bandaged right hand, caressed Yu Ming who was kneeling on one knee like walking on thin ice, and combed his slightly messy short hair.

Yu Ming couldn't see through Jiang Huangzhi's thoughts, thinking that such an intimate gesture was a sign of reconciliation, so he put his head on his lap and let him touch him.

How long can I stay with you?Mr. Yu...

The author has something to say: Do you really not consider favorites and comments?This way I will be more motivated!Depression is really scary.Note that this is a goofy article!