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Yin Wen lowered his head and took a sip of his tea, feeling a bit unsatisfied.Maybe the taste is bitter but the aftertaste is sweet, so this tea is probably good.

After drinking a good cup of tea, he felt more joyful, but his mind was struggling to think about whether now is a good time to have a long talk.

Lin Yanyi was not in a hurry, he seemed to continue drinking tea casually, but in fact he was waiting for Yin Wen's answer.

When he thought Yin Wen refused to answer, Yin Wen spoke up:

"I used to be quite young, about thirteen or fourteen years old. I was still in junior high school, and I was shorter and smaller than now." Yin Wen gestured, "Probably that much."

Lin Yanyi raised his eyebrows.

"My brother is two years older than me, and we both started to grow at about the same point. He grew up at that time, and I was still a little bit younger."

"I have good grades. I have been very good since I was a child. My grades are positive. My brother is not good. He has been fighting since childhood. But my parents divorced at that time. For a while, neither of them cared about me and my brother. We They're like waifs eating each other."

Lin Yanyi froze for a moment, and frowned.

Yin Wen continued: "My brother was later sent abroad. As soon as my brother left, I started to do things. There is a word called... being bullied by the campus."

"...? Damn it." Lin Yanyi said, "Because no one cared about you then?"

"Basically, there are many reasons...and I was short at that time. After my brother left, I often went home alone. First, I was blocked by several people at the school gate and forced to do my homework. Later, when I found out that my family was rich, they began to ask me for money. Money, if you don’t give it, call it.”

"Why didn't you resist and tell the teacher?" Lin Yanyi was shocked.

"I had a good friend at the time, and he knew a secret of mine." Yin Wen smiled, "Later, I never imagined that he would become one of those people?"

Lin Yanyi took a deep breath: "They threaten you with this secret. If you don't pay or tell the teacher, they will tell other students, right?"

"Well, almost." Yin Wen rubbed his nose, "However, it only lasted for a year."

"Ok?"

"I went to high school locally, and my mother took me back." Yin Wen said, "Maybe the rebellious period came too late, or maybe it was the right time for me to grow taller. After I went to high school, this happened. It's gone."

He stretched out his hand and began to snap his fingers: "I started to learn how to fight and smoke, and my grades are incomparable to before."

Lin Yanyi looked at him, and Yin Wen said, "Why didn't you ask me just now, what is the secret?"

"Do you want to tell me?" Lin Yanyi said, "If you want to tell me, you will naturally."

Yin Wen pursed his lips, seeming to be thinking, Lin Yanyi said: "If you don't want to say it, don't force it..."

"I don't like girls..." Yin Wen said slowly, "I... like boys."

Lin Yanyi paused after speaking, and looked at him with his mouth half open.

He wasn't shocked by the incident, but he was shocked that Yin Wen said this, and he was caught off guard like a basin of ice water, pouring Lin Yanyi from beginning to end.

Yin Wen's brows were trembling slightly, as if he was trying his best to control his expression, and he continued after a long while: "After I entered high school, because of my stature and psychological changes, I was in a state where I had nothing to fear. Probably...well...using that To put it in fashion at the time, that is, school bully?"

"School bully?" Lin Yanyi shrugged his shoulders with a smile, "Then what is the difference between you and those who used to bully you?"

"I don't steal people's money. When I see people stealing money on the road, I will beat them up. So at that time, there were always conflicts with the bastards in the job opposite us. They came to block my classmates, and I fought with them. Then At that time, it was popular to accept younger brothers. I have quite a few younger brothers. But anyway, my mother was often sought by teachers.” Yin Wen said, “At that time, I felt that life was boring and adolescence was restless, so my mother forced me to find something to do. Later she gave me Bought a camera."

"Ah..." Lin Yanyi took out a cigarette from his pocket and smoked it, and Yin Wen handed him the lighter he had thrown around on the table.

"With that camera, I feel like I have opened the door to a new world! Boss, you must be able to understand..." Yin Wen said, "I often go online to browse some forums and visit local exhibitions. Buy a photography magazine..."

"One year I saw a picture."

Lin Yanyi held the cigarette in his hand and leaned back on the chair: "The photo that changed your life?"

"Almost." Yin Wen raised his head slightly and looked behind Lin Yanyi, "At that time my dad wanted me to be... My dad wanted me to work in his company anyway, my brother liked it himself, so My dad told him to go, and he went too. But I really didn’t like it. My dad said he had to go if he didn’t go, and I couldn’t plan my own life at all.”

"I told my mother, I can do it, I like photography, I can try this way. My mother went to fight with my father after being persuaded by me, and was beaten by my father..."

"..." Lin Yanyi stared at him, "...is your father sick?"

Yin Wen smiled: "I beat him up too, and then my mother scolded me and kicked me out of my dad's company."

"I don't know if you can understand this feeling. I think the whole family is crazy. It was raining that day. I ran all the way from his company and stopped to catch my breath. I stopped at a sign under a bus stop. Saw that picture once."

"Actually, it's nothing. I just feel... gentle and powerful. The whole world is raining. It's the only thing that makes me feel gentle to me."

Lin Yanyi didn't speak, but put out the cigarette in the ashtray: "I understand."

"That's about it." Yin Wen said, "It's been quite a long road ahead... But, just, this is, the old me..."

"How did your father let you go later?" Lin Yanyi asked, "You two seem to have a good relationship now?"

"I have a big heart, and I don't have any overnight grudges." Yin Wen sighed, "...I didn't know anything at that time. After that photo, I think that the person who can make such a film must also be strong and gentle in his heart. The kind of strong Things, it’s not something that can come out of a fight or a fight... I want my parents to convince me that if they don’t control my life, I will make money by myself, go to college, even if it’s useless, learn from myself something you want."

Lin Yan understood easily.

The signboard at the bus stop on a rainy night was a turning point for him to figure out many things.In this way, it is indeed a photo that can afford to "change his life".

"May I know what's in that photo?" he asked.

"...It's a fish." Yin Wen put his hands on the table and spun around twice, "It's just... a big fish."

"Tsk." Lin Yanyi said to him with three-point teasing and seven-point sincerity, "It's just a fish, I've even photographed a whale. You just don't know me for a few years, otherwise I'll be...cough."

He stopped himself.

Yin Wen stared at him for a few seconds, then lowered his head and laughed.

After laughing for a while, he said, "Why do I feel that you are still a bit pity?"

"...Is there?" Lin Yanyi didn't want to admit it, but he still tried the last sentence, "So do you know this photographer? Or do you just have a crush on him?"

"Yeah... I know." Yin Wen nodded.

"Oh..." Lin Yanyi was completely speechless, so he could only add after a little silence, "...Then, he has a great influence on you. You should like it...Does he have freelance photography or has Affiliated? Maybe I still know... ah!" Lin Yanyi turned his head and glared at him, "Damn it! Do I know him?! That's why you came to my studio?"

"...Don't get me wrong, don't get me wrong." Yin Wen shook his hand, and the smile in his eyes grew even more, "Work is work, and liking is liking."

"And your liking is very hazy." Lin Yanyi said, "You will meet better...men...men in the future. Don't just want to hang him from a tree...you don't know yet His sexual orientation..."

Yin Wen finally realized that he couldn't avoid this question, and scratched his head for a long time: "...um."

Lin Yanyi glanced at him: "Stop scratching! You're going bald!"

"...Boss, you..." Yin Wen said with some difficulty, "You don't... hate it?"

"I don't hate it." Lin Yanyi said immediately, even the incident of last night's stuffed sauce appeared in his mind, his face became a little hot, and he quickly shook out another cigarette.

"...Then." Yin Wen said softly, "If there is anything, tell me, anyway, we will change places tomorrow..."

"Hmm." Lin Yanyi suddenly felt a little lost?

That's right, we changed places, so we don't have to share the bed with Yin Wen anymore.

Yin Wen will not turn over on himself.

Tsk, why can't you find a good excuse to sleep with Yin Wen in your arms for a night if you only have a fever for two days...

Lin Yanyi was caught off guard by his runaway thoughts, his face flushed, and he even choked on the smoke.He wanted to reach out for the teacup, but was stopped by Yin Wen: "Don't drink the tea when it's cold, drink water, boss."

"Yeah." Lin Yanyi hurriedly picked up the water glass and took a few sips.

After Liu Yi and the others came back, they brought some food for Lin Yanyi and Yin Wen and went back to sleep.

Lin Yanyi and Yin Wen ate quite full at night, and saw that they only took two bites of the burritos brought for them, and they were ready to go to bed after taking a shower.

I don't know if he knew Yin Wen's secrets from childhood to adulthood at night. When Yin Wen took a bath, his thoughts were wandering. He imagined Yin Wen, who was short and carrot-headed in junior high school, and the schoolboy who was smoking a cigarette after high school. Ba Yinwen, Yin Wen standing in the rainy night.

He searched for pictures about fish on Weibo and Du Niang, but found tens of thousands of pictures. Yin Wen didn't want to say the source of this work, and the word "gentle" was also ambiguous. He seemed to want to maximize Protecting this "person he likes".

Damn, I'm so envious.When there is an opportunity in the future, he wants to ask Yin Wen to see the photo.

The two of them took a shower and nestled on the bed. In order to make Yin Wen not feel too embarrassed, Lin Yanyi opened a movie with his laptop while lying halfway down, and pushed Yin Wen: "Do you want to watch the documentary?"

Yin Wen came over: "Do you like watching documentaries?"

"Well, for humanities and art, some foreign ones are not bad." Lin Yanyi said, "The composition and color tone are beautiful, and the foreigner's magnetic voice...is really hypnotic." Lin Yanyi was very cooperative after finishing speaking yawned.

"Hmm..." Yin Wen hesitated for a while, and approached gently.

What Lin Yanyi opened was a photographic documentary filmed in England about the evolution of Victorian costumes. The pure British pronunciation was really comfortable to listen to.Yin Wen was leaning next to him at first, but later leaned over with his whole body, watching with great interest.

Yin Wen was still watching with enthusiasm in the first half, but he was absent-minded in the second half.

The inn's shower gel has always been a disposable, individually packaged handmade soap.Today the inn has changed to a different kind, it is not the smell of roses yesterday, but a fragrance that he can't even describe.

Not like a floral scent, like a sultry perfume.

Yin Wen became distracted after hearing it for a while, and Lin Yanyi called him twice but he didn't respond.

"Yin Wen." Lin Yanyi elbowed him, "So pretty?!"

"Huh?!" Yin Wen jumped in fright.

"..." Lin Yanyi paused, "What are you thinking about?"

"..." Yin Wen pointed to the screen, and drew two circles with his finger, "...This, this male voice is quite nice."

Lin Yanyi frowned, then let go: "Are you sleepy?"

"A little bit." Yin Wen rubbed his eyes, then slowly shrunk down, "Well... I'm so sleepy after watching it, I want to sleep."

"Then go to sleep." Lin Yanyi patted the pillow for him.

Yin Wen quickly fell asleep in the sultry smell.

He had a very stinky and shameless dream. The protagonist of the dream didn't share the same bed with him. When he opened his eyes to reflect on it for a second, and tried to turn his eyes to look at the subject, the subject just opened his eyes.

I don't want this tacit understanding!

Would you like to admire the profile of the person involved again?

Yin Wen sighed in his heart and sat up slowly.Lin Yanyi was faster than him, bouncing off the bed.

"Morning." Lin Yanyi scratched his hair and wanted to get out of bed from the other side and run directly to the bathroom, when he turned his head and stared at Yin Wen's cock.

Lin Yanyi: "..."

Yin Wen: "..."

Lin Yanyi coughed, turned around and got out of bed from his own side.

"Boss!!!" Yin Wen yelled at the moment Lin Yanyi was about to enter the bathroom. Lin Yanyi almost trembled in fright, and leaned on the door frame of the bathroom to look at him: "What's wrong?!"

"..." Yin Wen stared at him, then looked at himself again, "I didn't have any weird dreams, you really believe me."

Lin Yanyi also followed his gaze and said, "Oh."

There is still a lot of distance from Shuanglang to Lijiang.

Yin Wen had no problem driving with the navigation, and Lin Yanyi just sat in the co-pilot and froze for a while.The three girls behind were driving off-road tops, laughing and singing folk songs they didn't know where they heard.

Lin Yanyi clicked his ears and clicked his tongue, while Yin Wen laughed beside him.

The sky is high and the sea is wide, except for the phone call that breaks the calm at the right time.

Lin Yanyi picked it up and took a look, then sat up straight.

Yin Wen immediately became alert: "What's the matter?"

"Xiao Wang..." Lin Yanyi frowned, "Damn, they won't..."

"Pick up first." Yin Wen said in a deep voice.

"What's the matter?" When Lin Yanyi picked it up, he heard Xiao Wang's urgent cry.

"Boss!" Xiao Wang shouted, "As soon as the door opened in the morning, a group of social people sat at the door... After I entered the door, they were watching at the door. Just stare..."

Lin Yanyi frowned: "Call the police."

"Report it!" Xiao Wang said. "The police came to see that they didn't do anything, and they couldn't arrest them. They left after a few words of education. They continued to squat..."

"... Fuck." Lin Yanyi scratched his hair irritably, "I'll call Sun Zixun, don't be afraid. If it doesn't work, close the store and go home first."

"Mmm...mmmm." Xiao Wang replied twice, "Okay."

Maybe after Lin Yanyi finished speaking and called the police, everyone in the car fell silent.Seeing that he hung up the phone, the three people in the back row leaned over, Yin Wen slightly turned his head and comforted him: "We have to sit for a few more hours, let's find a restaurant nearby for dinner."

Liu Yi looked at Lin Yanyi, who Yin Wen was still not at ease on the phone: "Is Boss Lin okay?"

"It's all right." Yin Wen said, "Sister, I haven't had breakfast yet, do you have anything to eat in your bag?"

"I have." Didian said, "What do you want to eat, I have biscuits, dried meat, and flower cakes, which one do you want?"

"Which one is delicious?" Yin Wen said, "Are the flower cakes delicious? I didn't even buy them the other day."

"It's delicious!" Xiaoyu took one out of her bag, "I'll peel it for you."

"Thank you, sister." Yin Wen smiled and glanced at Lin Yanyi slightly.

Lin Yanyi frowned and sent a WeChat message, as if feeling Yin Wen's gaze, he looked up at him.

After driving for a while, you can start to see many tourist shops and local restaurants with Yunnan specialties on the side of the road.After Lin Yanyi finished typing, he leaned his elbows against the window and said nothing. Yin Wen begged for two snacks and ate them there by himself. Lin Yanyi said something to Yin Wen when he opened the row of earthen restaurants : "Stop the car, I'm hungry."

"Do you want to eat here?" Yin Wen took a look and started looking for a parking place.

It seems that there are many people resting in this area, and there is a row of cars parked on the side of the road.Yin Wen drove a lot of roads before he saw a gap where this off-road vehicle could pass through.Lin Yan leaned on his hands and poked his head out to watch for a long time.

Yin Wen turned the steering wheel half a circle to get in, and then turned it out again. He went back and forth twice, but he still didn't get stuck.

Lin Yanyi poked his head back to look at Yin Wen: "I'll see how you fall."

Yin Wen glanced at the rearview mirror this time and clicked his tongue: "Give me another chance!!...I..."