chaotic world

Xiaobao was running on the grass with tender yellow grass sprouts, and just bought him a puppy to make up for the absence of Huniu Qiaoniu.

He giggled, with crooked eyebrows and sweaty forehead, reminding He Si of a puppy, with a tiger head and a tiger brain, with unsteady hooves, running around.

"Xiaobao, come and drink sweet soup." Shumei called sweetly under the sun, like a competent mother.With a huff, Xiao Bao let go of the little gray dog ​​lying on the belly, and ran towards Shumei with open arms.

Taking a few steps forward, Shumei squatted down, caught Xiaobao, pinched his face affectionately, turned around and pulled him over.

"Squad Leader He, would you like a bowl?" Shumei asked him from a distance, out of politeness.

"No, you drink." He Si retracted his legs and sat upright, "I'm not thirsty."

Shumei smiled politely, then turned her head and left.

He Si remembered that Zhou Lan once asked him if he liked Shumei, as if he nodded and gave her to him.

His eyes followed Shumei's back, amused in his heart, and a bit bitter in his smile, wandering through these messy thoughts, his eyes were attracted by a shiny object.

Shiny silver, dangling, in the jet-black hairpin, there is a wishful wish inlaid with silver and jade.

It looks so comfortable and pleasing to the eye, He Si's first reaction.

Immediately afterwards, he suddenly realized that this looked "comfortable" and "pleasing to the eye", as if it was because of how beautiful the object was, but because it looked familiar.

Not the first time seeing this thing.

It was definitely not the first time I met him, he quickly searched in his mind, where he met him, yes, he must have met him somewhere, and it was quite an important occasion.

When Shumei stepped into the door, He Si yelled: "Stop."

She was stunned. This sound was like calling a soldier. She was full of air and could not be disobeyed. She turned around in fear and asked him: "What... what's wrong? Squad Leader He."

The other party had already run to his side in three steps and two steps, stretched out his hand to touch her, then lowered his hand suddenly, but asked urgently: "Where did you get Ruyi on your head?"

"It's mine." Shumei lowered her head and said in a low voice.

"where did you buy?"

"This..." Shumei's face was a little red, "Squad Leader He asked this why?"

This silver Ruyi was given to Shumei by the third aunt. It was solemnly given to her by the third aunt after Shumei and Zhou Lan had "same room" a few years ago. The aunt said that the silver was worthless, but she brought it with her. The jewelry for a lifetime, given to her, is a family heirloom, and I hope she will pass it on to the descendants of the Zhou family.

So this Ruyi is the proof that the elders recognized her and Zhou Lan, and it is the lifelong testimony she promised to a man.

How can I say it openly?

Seeing Shumei hesitant, He Si suddenly connected all the surprises in his mind, node by node, line to line, and he couldn't figure out any strange place, but he couldn't explain it. At the same time, it is like a gate with eighteen locks, all the orifices are aligned, and the chain reaction starts, and everything is resolved in response.

He asked, "Did the old lady give it to you?"

Shumei looked up, wondering how he guessed, she didn't speak, just nodded shyly.

He Si slapped his forehead hard, he turned around on the spot, furious, fuck it!he shouted.

damn it!It turns out that such a thing happened, I am really stupid, and Zhou Lan is really stupid to death.

What Shumei said again, he didn't hear, left her and Xiaobao, He Si went to the first floor, respectfully knocked on the door of the old lady's room, it was nap time, logically speaking, no one can disturb the old lady at this time But he couldn't wait, madam.

"Old madam," he could suppress his voice, "Old madam, I, He Si, have something urgent to ask you."

Shumei came to stop him. Amidst the knock on the door, the old lady agreed, and He Si entered the door, shutting Shumei and Xiaobao out.

"Old lady, I want to ask, my team leader is Zhou Lan... is he your own?"

He Si has already sketched out the outline of this matter, but he must verify it.

"You child, why do you ask that?" The old lady rubbed her temples, smoothed out her gray but dignified hair, and was awakened from a nap, she still couldn't react.

He Si didn't have time, nor was he in the mood to explain more. If he guessed right, Zhou Lan was already in deep crisis and couldn't save himself.

"Auntie," He Si said anxiously, "I can't explain it now, but you can see what I have done for my family. I am asking this about the safety of our head."

Third Yiniang was a little hesitant, her eyes couldn't see clearly, but she could hear the other party's urgency.

He Si said impatiently: "Zhou Lan is not your own, right? He actually has something to do with the Japanese, right?"

San Yiniang's hands trembled, her lips trembled, she panicked: "I can't say, what do you want Xiaolong to do in the future?"

He Si slammed his fist on the table, and he was horrified at the time, thinking that something he couldn't even believe was true.

Opening the door and pushing Shumei away, he ran up to the guest room on the second floor.He quickly packed his bags and headed straight to Huo Zhe Station.

The train to Fengtian arrived in the morning and arrived in the evening, and he ran there at noon to make a fuss, but there were still several trains going south.

Du Yunhai went home to pick up his textbooks in the afternoon, and when he heard that He Si was leaving in a hurry, he drove to the station. It was good, when He Si saw the car, he drove him off without saying a word, and hurried on the road.

The car's fuel tank was full, and He Si was very lucky. He drove fast and passed Shanhaiguan smoothly when it was dark.It was impossible to pass the pass. The Japanese army was very cautious before the memorial dance ceremony, and the interrogation was strict. Fortunately, the squadron leader at that pass was a familiar face.

After so many trips to opium and opium, the Japanese soldiers along the route ate so much real money that they almost became a family.

To be cautious, the Japanese army searched the car, but there were no prohibited items, and seeing that the other party was an acquaintance, they let it go.

It was dark, but the city was alright. There was no human habitation and no light between the cities. The dirt roads were narrow and bumpy. The excited rabbit hopped forward all the way.

The first few times he hit the roof of the car, He Si drove in the bumpy world. This closed space allowed him to clarify the ins and outs.

Zhou Lan was very drunk that night and was in great pain. Even after seeing the secret letter, Zhou Lan would not have discovered the truth if it wasn't for the seemingly ordinary photo. How could he recognize Ruyi faintly appearing in the picture?

Following his mother, Zhou Lan must be very sensitive to the jewelry that his mother often wears. When he saw the familiar figure in the crowd, the silver jewelry, he knew the real identity of Jinxin Yaqing.

He hid upstairs and didn't see him. He was about to take his child away, but he still didn't dare to go downstairs.

Zhou Lan has never been a timid person, not only bold, but also good at disguising himself, but he dare not go downstairs to face the other party.

He Si thinks very clearly, Zhou Lan has a big ghost in his heart.

He wants to kill his father!

And it's the same way.

He quietly took care of his funeral, arranged for his family, and took out his life's property.

He also gave himself a sum of money, a house, which is not a fucking remuneration, it was arranging the funeral, and giving him He Si's family expenses.He didn't plan to let He Si go back to Fengtian, and even gave him the house in Tianjin.

He also... wants to "give" himself once before he dies. This is not love, it is all hopelessness, and it is just fulfilling the other party's wish with his body, so that after he passes away, He Si will not hate him too much, not only does he not hate him, but also It depends on his devotion to take care of his family for the rest of his life.

"It's too late in this life!"

Hehe, He Si sneered.

This "wishful thinking" is really good.

What are you talking about going home with Du Yunfeng in the future? Make it clear, come back as a person or as a soul?

deceive who?

He Si thought coldly, it was all for Du Yunfeng.Zhou Lan, a delusional fool, is so clever that a dog would eat it.

Are you going to live with him alone in this life?

Damn, are you heartless?

In the dark night where you can't see your fingers, there are only two parallel beams of light from two car lights, greedily licking the darkness inch by inch, and constantly moving in that direction persistently.

At three o'clock in the middle of the night, the car drove into the gateposts of the security regiment. The black Ford was covered with mud and collided in many places, making it a yellow chariot.

He Si jumped out of the car and bumped into Li Guosheng who was running over. Li Guosheng came up to meet him while tying his belt, and hurriedly asked him: "Fourth brother, what happened? Why did you come back suddenly?" Report to the head of the delegation, they arrived in a hurry in the middle of the night, fearing that something serious happened to Tianjin.

"Is everything normal in the regiment?" He Si walked forward without stopping. After driving for so long, his legs were numb, as if he was stepping on cotton, but he didn't dare to stop. When did he spontaneously ignite and explode, smashing to pieces.

"No, it's all right, everything is normal." Li Guosheng ran after him, and kept reporting that he was the monk Zhang Er who couldn't figure it out and was at a loss.

At this time, when we arrived downstairs at the regiment headquarters, the light in the bedroom on the second floor suddenly turned on, and the orderly had arrived upstairs.

After waving Li Guosheng back, He Si went straight upstairs.

He had to see him with his own eyes, unscathed, bearded, and whole.

The orderly stood in front of the bedroom door, just as he put down his hand to knock on the door, there was a glimmer of light from under the bedroom door.

With a gust of wind, just as the dusty He Si stood in front of the door, the door suddenly opened. Zhou Lan was wrapped in a nightgown, and the belt that he hadn't tied in time was hanging down at his feet.

He asked eagerly, "What happened?"

The orange light rushed towards his face. In this warm tone, Zhou Lan's eyes were full of anxiety, and he jumped straight into He Si's eyes.

After the orderly reported, he went downstairs by himself.

He Si stared at Zhou Lan, he was worried all day and night, afraid that he would lose this person one minute too late, now, one step away, within reach.

Zhou Lan, who was waiting for the answer, was pulled into his arms. The arms around him were so strong and firm, as if they were trying to strangle him into his body. They were full of greed and ruthlessness, and even the air in his body was about to be squeezed out. up.

He Si stroked his back and was very excited, as if he had found a huge treasure after losing it, and said in his ear: "You are alive is the biggest thing for me."

Zhou Lan, who used to rely on medicine to fall asleep, was woken up by the knock on the door. She was so uncomfortable that she almost had angina pectoris. When she saw He Si, her heart palpitations immediately turned into palpitations, as if she had seen a ghost. He came back only after what happened.

He Si comforted his back, and the roundworms in his stomach could see through his thoughts, and he comforted him softly: "It's okay, everything is fine, I made arrangements, so I rushed back."

Kong was startled, Zhou Lan closed his eyes deeply, cold sweat trickled down belatedly, and even his legs became weak.

"Let me go," Zhou Lan calmed down and pushed him away. He stumbled back to the bedroom, supported the table with one hand, picked up the cold water on the table with the other, drank the whole glass, and fell into the sofa. He frowned and said, "You are not allowed to come back within three months, you are disobeying orders."

He Si followed him step by step, squatting in front of him at this time, as if he couldn't see enough of the other party, looked at the other party with good eyes, and said, "Why is it three months?"

"It's your turn to ask?" Zhou Lan lowered his eyes and said coldly, leaning back on the sofa helplessly.

He hadn't passed the medicine yet, his body was weak, he was frightened mentally, and he was very tired. His normally smooth and backward hair was scattered and drooped, a few strands covered his eyebrows, his usual hostility was covered, and he looked decadent and weak.

"Is it worth dying with my father for one person?" He Si asked calmly.

Zhou Lan suddenly opened his eyes wide, lowered his head in astonishment, and looked at He Si: "What did you say?"

He Si stood up, took a step forward, supported the back of the sofa with both hands, bent down and looked down at Zhou Lan's face at close range. The expression on the other side's face proved that his guess was right.

He said seriously: "I have been suspicious for a long time, but I didn't expect you to be so stubborn. For three months, if you keep me from coming back for three months, you will be able to finish the big things, right? At that time, no one will be able to recover. Isn’t it? Let me guess, the comfort dance, right? There are so many people in the mine who are planning to do this, right? Ming Xiu plank road and dark Chen Cang, your plan is really good.”

Zhou Lan's chest rose and fell, and he stared straight at him. He didn't expect that the other party could string together all the clues. After seeing it clearly, he said, "But I'm good to you, don't be ignorant!"

"Yes, you gave me money, gave me a way out, and even prepared the house, but that's enough? You think so beautifully! So you're sending me away?"

Hehe, Zhou Lan sneered and straightened her spine.

It must be because he saw a greedy person again, who seemed to be more aggressive than Li Bainian, and he asked coldly: "Then you count!"

He Si held out a finger in front of him.

He squinted, "Oh, 1000 million?" Zhou Lan sneered, it was ridiculous, someone was daydreaming, and he didn't have that many broken bones.

The finger changed direction, scratched Zhou Lan's cheek, the tip of the nose, and finally touched the other's forehead: "As long as you!"

Zhou Lan froze for a moment, and subconsciously avoided his finger, but the finger quickly hooked his chin.

He Si quickly kissed him like a dragonfly on the water, and then quickly left, observing him.

"You're sick!" Zhou Lan said, then stood up.

He Si blocked the way, he knelt down on one knee, squeezed between Zhou Lan's legs like last time, as if the other party was hugging him, he said: "Yes, the disease is still unclear, and I don't plan to cure it."

Zhou Lan was confused——

A few years ago, someone also confessed that he wanted to be together for the rest of his life, and then he came to kill him with a knife and a gun in the blink of an eye.

How can people believe in this thing?

Thinking of this, Zhou Lan felt sour in his heart. No matter how strong he was, he was no better than fate, no better than good luck. He was terribly disappointed in this life. From the beginning to the end, he struggled to live with nothing but tiredness.

Then there was a young man kneeling in front of him, saying similar love words and vows to him, which stimulated him again yesterday.

His consciousness watched him and He Si coldly, indifferent to the oath of love.

Seeing that he was silent for a long time, He Si jumped into his arms and said another sentence: "I will never leave you, never hurt you, and never betray you."

Zhou Lan laughed, at first it was a soft laugh, and then he laughed loudly, stroking his forehead as if he had a headache, he was out of breath from laughing, his eyes were red with a smile, and the grievance that had been pent up for a long time burst out , Big tears fell down.

"I love him so much that I don't want to die," Zhou Lan said, "but I was young at the time, and I killed his adoptive father to protect myself. He hated me and wished I would die! He shot me, you I see, so many guns are pointed at me." He confided out of breath, "If I could do it all over again, I would rather be kicked out and leave Lao Du alive, but there is no way to do it all over again! So I have to do it all my life. It doesn’t count if you’re with me? Is he dead? I’m not, everyone will be buried with him, and Jinxin is no exception. He shot him, otherwise Yunfeng wouldn’t have died.”

For a long time, his grievances have nowhere to tell, and no one can understand.

No matter how strong he is, he is still human after all, holding his breath and holding on until now.

He Si was so distressed that he held him in his arms. He never knew why his eldest brother suddenly rebelled, so it was.

After a long time, the person in his arms gradually calmed down, and concluded disheartenedly: "I have lived enough, I am too tired, let me end it all myself."

"What about me?" He Si put his chin on Zhou Lan's head, and hugged Zhou Lan's entire upper body tightly in his arms, "What about me? You don't have any feelings for me, you spend the rest of my life It's all arranged."

"Go the way I arranged for you obediently, I don't love you," Zhou Lan pushed him away, "It's rare that someone really likes me, I pity myself!"

"It's still too late to stop now." He Si became anxious, and chased after the other party to confess: "I can do anything that big brother can do, and I will live up to you for the rest of my life, will it work?"

Zhou Lan smiled and looked at him with pity, and said, "Don't be stupid, hurry up, you will die if you stay by my side."

His eyes were calm, life and death were beyond his control.

He Si felt uncomfortable, and walked towards the cliff alone, and dissuasion could not stop him at all.

Throwing Zhou Lan violently on the back of the sofa, He Si kissed him frantically, kissing his face, neck, and ears.

Zhou Lan froze for a moment, then relaxed, and even let his nightgown fall apart, he sighed and said, "Let's go after you're crazy, thank you for liking me."

Zhou Lan's self-abandonment made He Si feel extremely blocked.

"I haven't done it for a long time, it will hurt, take it easy."

He Si met the other party's empty gaze, and felt that Zhou Lan had exiled his soul to the sky, and casually threw his body to himself.

This made him lose all desire, like a wounded and discouraged little boy, he hugged Zhou Lan tightly, wanting to cry out of grievance.

"What's the matter?" Zhou Lan came back to his senses, he put his arm around He Si, and habitually reached out to touch the other's fluffy hair, just like Du Yunfeng, who was short and hard.

It's all about love and not being able to get it, Tian Ya is a man, his heart softened, "Do you want me to help you?"

His hand reached down.

Before he touched He Si's belt, he was grabbed by He Si, and then a metal object with body temperature was stuffed into his hand.

He Si said: "I want to be with you, you live well, if you can only choose one of the two, I will choose the latter!"

Spreading out his palms, Zhou Lan's heart stopped suddenly. Du Yunfeng's pocket watch was shining golden yellow under the light.

"Brother has appeared in Tianjin, many people have seen him, you can only see him if you are alive!"

Grabbing He Si's untidy collar, Zhou Lan asked in a trembling voice, where did the things come from?did you see him

A person who doesn't care about his own life and death is excited about the life and death of another person.

"I knew he wasn't dead a long time ago, and I didn't dare to give it to you, because I was afraid that you would never forget it." He Si was dejected, knowing that he was completely hopeless.

And the dying person was given a breath of true energy by the gods, and his soul became full and lively again, and he was full of vitality.

Zhou Lan got up, paced back and forth on the carpet, clutching his pocket watch tightly, so excited that he even resisted the force of the medicine.The ochre-colored nightgown was opened wide, and the belt dragged on the floor almost to be taken off. He raised his hands to gather his hair, revealing a delicate face, with a ray of survival in his eyes.

It turns out that a person can really live the life of another person, let him live or die, and make him a lunatic in an instant.

"I have to go, I have to go back, I can't be trapped outside the pass," he said excitedly to himself, "I want to find him."

He Si sat on the carpet, bent over and slumped, extremely disappointed.

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This chapter was posted in the morning, and it was locked. In fact, there is no meat scum, nothing has been done, and the fourth brother is about to wilt, Zhou Lan.