chaotic world

Zhou Lan tried to stay with them as much as possible. Sometimes when he talked about Yun Hai’s childhood, he would talk about Yun Feng’s childhood, especially the days in Cangzhou. Zhou Lan would hold his breath and listen for fear of missing a word, like a miser hearing The sound of the banknotes will prick up the ears greedily.

He smiled in the dark, and his eyes were moist with a smile.

Yun Haidao danced and danced without realizing it.

In such a narration, he can concentrate on missing someone.

In his mind, there are countless Du Yunfeng, what Du Yunhai said, all became images in his mind, from childhood to adulthood, growing up in his mind alive and kicking.

When he grew up, the man became a handsome young man.

He spent the most profound time of his life with him.

These two memories, after the hatchback merged, completed Du Yunfeng's life.

This is my life too, he thought sadly - my best time.

Zhou Lan lowered his eyes in the night, Du Yunhai's breathing was steady, and he must have fallen asleep peacefully.

In Tianjin, the banks of the Haihe River are vast white.

At the end of the new year, the usually busy ferry terminal has been depressed a lot. Businessmen are busy collecting their bills. Even the poor have begun to find ways to buy some New Year’s goods to have a solid New Year’s Eve, but those who are not particularly poor will not be here. Work hard at the end of the year.

For Du Yunfeng and Song Shudong, the peaceful and sluggish scene was a blow after they entered the customs.

The two of them searched for a living for a day, but they couldn't find a suitable one.

Song Shudong is not familiar with the place where he was born. He has lived for almost 20 years and has not passed the customs. He was a little dumbfounded when he entered Rehe.

The accents of the people here are changing more and more. Although they are not incomprehensible, they always have a strange atmosphere.

During this moment of being dumbfounded, he was at a loss, and didn't know what he could do to make a living.

He and Du Yunfeng escaped from the customs, sold what they could sell, and pawned what they could pawn, and the meager money was already stretched, so they couldn't wait to sit and eat, or else they would have to drink the northwest wind.

In the winter, the northwest wind is full, and it can pour a mouthful everywhere, and it can't be avoided.

It's a pity that even if they are versatile and can drink wind and fart, they must have a place to live. Now they don't have a tile on their heads.

This unaccompanied man looked around, raised his hands and feet, and asked for money for everything except panting.

It stands to reason that in Du Yunfeng's hometown, he should feel like a fish in water. After all, he is in his hometown and has acquaintances.

It's a pity, right now, with Du Yunfeng's mind that doesn't remember people or things, when he set foot on this hot land of his hometown, he has been promoted from the level of Song Shudong's "eyes are dark" to the level of the two of them "eyes facing each other in a daze" .

On the first night in Tianjin, the two slept together in a big car shop.

The big car shop is a big shop, and there can be a dozen old men lying in a row.

Those who stay here overnight are all rough people who do manual labor, pull carts, catch up with long-term workers, and run small businesses.

If it weren't for the uncertainty of whether he could make money tomorrow, Song Shudong wouldn't drag Du Yunfeng to live in this smoky place. He is timid and wants to live in a safe and secure place, but his wallet is too thin.

Du Yunfeng had nothing on his mind, at the beginning he went to the grand hotel, but Song Shudong didn't dare, he never had the character of living today and not thinking about tomorrow, his father's way of living in a wealthy family was all passed down to him, and he lived every day for more than one day , with more than enough every year, he can't do the work of eating more than enough food for free.

He forcibly pulled Du Yunfeng, who was striding forward, out of the imposing gate, pushed and pushed him into the overcrowded car shop.

There are many people, that is called a lively event.

In the joy and peace of "talking and laughing with nasty words, and all exchanges are dirty words", Song Shudong, as a scholar who has read sage books and a poor man who has been in a bandit's den, still deeply realizes that he has little knowledge.

All the pretty women in the ten miles and eight villages walked into the words of these rough men, and they stripped their lips and teeth when they turned their lips and teeth upside down. The sense of its environment.

"That's called a warped one, that's called a big one, it's white, press it up and it bounces, oh, it hurts." One of the men with big yellow teeth grinned, and put his hands on the chest of the other one. grabbing.

The caught man not only didn't get tired of being shy, but puffed up his chest and let out a moan. The others burst into laughter, and several of them even scratched the erected penis openly.

Song Shudong's face was burning up. He thought that the bandits he had seen were dirty enough, but he didn't expect these old men who usually "see but can't eat" to be even more aggressive.

It's true, it's truer than the truth.

Maybe it's because I can see but can't eat, so I look even harder when I can't eat.

After watching it for a long time and thinking too much, I "threw through" the big girl and the little daughter-in-law from top to bottom, from the inside to the outside.

If you have thought it through, you can speak it more clearly, and you are simply unscrupulous. Saying it once is more thorough than doing it once, more lifelike than real people, and more vivid than real things.

He turned his head to look at Du Yunfeng, only to find that the other party looked indifferent, and his soul was wandering in the sky without hearing anything outside the window.

It was as if he was on one planet and everyone else was on another.

Song Shudong sighed, after such a long time, he has gotten used to the other party's absent-minded appearance.

Those colorful jokes probably didn't catch a single word in his ears. With a bowl of hot noodle soup, he held the big porcelain bowl with his head up until the bottom of the soup was dry. He lowered his head and wiped his mouth, and confidently handed the bowl to Song Shudong.

He went into a big restaurant with confidence, and he went into a big car shop with confidence, never stage fright, and never pick and choose.

As for the bunch of gentlemen who were ready to move, Du Yunfeng, who has always been warm and friendly, ignored them.

Song Shudong was a little suspicious, whether something lost his soul when he fell off the cliff, and whether the soul currently living in Du Yunfeng's skin had been stolen.

If it was in the past, when he was on the mountain, Du Yunfeng would be like Liu Xiahui when he was young?Then hell, he himself can harm people more than anyone else.

But Song Shudong thought about it carefully, and found it reasonable. Maybe Du Yunfeng just didn't bother to pay attention to this group of people.

To put it bluntly, Du Yunfeng didn't look down on these people who worked hard, he just looked down on them.A lion running in the field will not stop for wild dogs, and it is even more impossible to romp into a ball. Even if he meets an enemy who is a match, Du Yunfeng is a lone wolf. He eats his food and gnaws his meat, so he will not fight people to share.

Therefore, he will not join in the fun.

What's more, with his temper, he doesn't need sex to satisfy himself at all. What he wants, he will act directly until he gets it and eats it in his stomach.

Ever since, Song Shudong and Du Yunfeng became two incompatible existences in this smoky big house.

Then look at that group of rough people, they are so rough that they share the same goals, and after a while, they all get to know each other well, and while keeping a close eye on their wallets, they call each other brothers and sisters,

Du Yunfeng seemed like a careless person, he didn't even bother to wash, he just lay down on the hot kang and stretched his arms and legs.

Next to him was a bearded man in his 40s who was driving a car. He was burning hot when he heard it.

Du Yunfeng didn't care about this person at all, he ignored him a few times, and the person couldn't hold back his face, so he cursed: "I'm asking you, is there any fire, why are you pretending to be a wolf with a big tail?"

Du Yunfeng didn't even look at him, he just patted a suitable nest on the pillow, lay down with a bang, and closed his eyes as if no one else was there.

"Hey! Are you deaf?" There were a lot of people in the room, and the bearded face was a little bit uncomfortable, so he reached out to rub Du Yunfeng's shoulder.

A person who does rough work all the year round, doesn't need to be polite all the year round, and has a rampage when he shoots,

It was too late to say that, at the moment when the bearded man's fingertips just touched Du Yunfeng's, Du Yunfeng's body was almost faster than his mind, and he subconsciously grabbed the man's hand.

There seemed to be a momentary pause, and then he twisted and turned skillfully and casually at a speed that no one could see clearly.

There was only a click of a joint somewhere, and the bearded person turned over, lying face down on the edge of the Kang with his buttocks up, one arm was twisted behind his back in a very awkward position.

Such a big man was twisted into a quail.

"What are you doing?" Du Yunfeng asked irritably with one knee half kneeling on his back.

The room fell silent.

Beard: "..."

I should ask you this sentence.

"I, I..." The shoulder nerves of the bearded man seemed to have just caught up with this posture, and he felt numb and painful after a while. His facial features were shifted due to the pain, and he was afraid and regretful in his heart, and there was a begging for mercy on his mouth. The tone, coquettishness suddenly revealed: "Brother, I, I will borrow fire from you, no, forget it if you don't have one, let me go..."

Du Yunfeng didn't move, just in this posture, he glanced around the people in the room, and he felt very dull when he saw that the five big and three rough men were all disheveled.

Like an eagle falling into a chicken coop, he doesn't bother to show off with a group of food, he just feels confused, how could he be here, in the same room with these unknown people inexplicably, boring and boring .

"Don't mess with me," Du Yunfeng pushed his bearded man aside, "stay away from me."

His voice was not high, but everyone in the room must have heard it clearly. The hot atmosphere created by the dirty jokes dissipated immediately, and everyone went back to their respective quilts to calm down.

Song Shudong originally thought that he would sleep on a big kang this night, which was quite frustrating. His past experiences really scared him. He was young and hadn't had much contact with female babies, and for all strong male animals, Also have bad memories.

It's all right now--

Datongpu was divided into two distinct countries. In one country, he and Du Yunfeng occupied the warmest kang, and in the other country, other people crowded together.

The top of the kang is cold, but those people would rather be cold than come here.

The Chu River and Han Boundary in the middle is spacious enough to sleep two people, but no one is willing to come up and wander.

They all rely on their strength to make a living, they don’t make money, they don’t buy and sell by force, they are good hands when they are talking, but when they really want to make trouble, they still feel sorry for their hard-earned money, and no one can help them. Who, no one dares to really cause trouble.

What's more, in the eyes of everyone, Du Yunfeng doesn't look like a good person, he is as quiet as a dumb, and he looks like an animal when he first looks furry, no one can mess with a good person.

With Du Yunfeng separated from the group of unfamiliar people, Song Shudong slept well that night, opening and closing his eyes, and the night passed steadily.

As soon as the next day dawned, the two got up full of energy and went to look for work.

Song Shudong can write and count, so it shouldn't be a big problem, but the season is not so good.

At the beginning of the year, the store will not hire unfamiliar jobs for accounting. Let's do rough work.

Du Yunfeng was clever in his hands and feet, but he was tall and strong, so he was very conspicuous wherever he poked.

Conspicuousness is not a bad thing. When recruiting doormen in big hotels, they want to look good and have a straight figure. What they want is to be conspicuous.

Du Yunfeng is conspicuous, but not that kind of conspicuousness.

——From the inside to the outside, there is a "hard" air, anyway, it doesn't look like a good person.

In particular, he didn't know what medicine he had taken wrongly. Song Shudong dragged him to see the boss and his buddy.

If he really wanted to be a doorman or waiter, Song Shudong reckoned that no one would dare to come in to eat and buy things in this store, so he had to close Zhang Daji early.

These two big living people had hands and feet, and for a while, facing the facades on the east and west of the street, they had nowhere to stand.

"It's okay." Song Shudong was quite anxious, but he pretended to be very confident, and encouraged himself by talking to himself, "I can still teach. Before I came out, I taught mathematics and Chinese in our village. Everyone Everyone said I taught well!"

Du Yunfeng took a look at him, but he seemed to be calm, not anxious at all, as if Song Shudong was the one who was going to be starved for food and clothing, without any comfort, he said: "Eat, I'm hungry .”

Song Shudong's lack of confidence disappeared immediately. Du Yunfeng really didn't seem to be in a hurry, he was almost living on the street, and those who were still unshakable over there should eat and sleep, and didn't worry at all. tomorrow.

What can he do with the illness of the bandit uncle?

Song Shudong was so anxious that he couldn't eat, he poked the food a few times, but finally he didn't put down his chopsticks, Lin Daiyu raised his eyes, and saw Du Yunfeng facing the steaming steamed buns, poking his chopsticks into his mouth one by one, and eating A methodical gobbler.

What a heart.

"Brother Du," Song Shudong was completely wilted, and sighed, "We are almost out of money."

"Yeah," Du Yunfeng snorted out of his busy schedule, "Eat it quickly, this bun is delicious."

The steamed stuffed bun suits his taste very well. He remembers that Song Shudong told him that his family is from Tianjin, and that he told Song Shudong himself when he was in a good head. The feeling of hometown.

But as soon as the meat bun entered his mouth, he felt a little bit.

It tasted really good, so he kindly reminded Song Shudong to eat quickly.

Song Shudong failed to agree with him, thinking that there was something wrong with the other party's brain and intelligence.

However, he didn't dare to get angry with Du Yunfeng. The reasons were both physical and psychological. Proportionally, it was basically psychological. He was still a little afraid of him.

So he patiently explained: "Without money, food, clothing and housing are a big problem. Brother Du, why are you so anxious at all, what will you do in the future?"

"Hey, little boy," Du Yunfeng took his words as deaf ears, turned his head to stop the waiter, and pointed to the plate on the other table, "That, that's it, the next one."

"Okay, one serving of crystal knuckles." Xiaoer responded and reported the name of the dish, then turned to the back kitchen to serve the dishes.

Just as Song Shudong was about to roll his eyes in his heart, Du Yunfeng picked up his teacup and said, "I asked you what I used to do, but you didn't say anything."

Gudongdong drank refreshedly, and he went on to say: "I can see it too, you are as courageous as a fingernail."

"You have to eat if you are courageous," Song Shudong was unconvinced, feeling that the other party's words had misplaced the point, "Will you not be hungry if you are courageous?"

"I said you are timid, so you don't have to worry about it." Du Yunfeng put down his teacup, twirling the rim with his fingers. According to his past habits, he would smoke a cigarette now, but he "doesn't remember" smoking anymore. This matter, so I rubbed my fingers itchy a few times, feeling a little lost, "I won't let you go hungry, whether this is my home or not, I can't even feed a living person. "

"But..." As soon as Song Shudong opened his mouth, he was stopped by Du Yunfeng's raised eyes.

Du Yunfeng looked at him very seriously, his eyes were very clear, he was definitely not a man with a problem with his intelligence.

"I just... can't remember what I used to do." He frowned slightly, "It's not that I can't do those rough jobs, I just feel awkward and panic, I always feel..."

He couldn't find the right words for a while, so his hand made a motion in the air, aimlessly and casually gliding across the air.

"I always feel... I don't want to, and I don't rely on those people to eat," he continued, as if he was still trying to remember, "I can't tell, anyway, I only earn a little money after running for a day, which is not enough for food and housing. It's boring, I feel annoyed when I look at it."

Song Shudong fell silent.

Du Yunfeng himself didn't realize that his inadvertent movement seemed disorganized, but Song Shudong was horrified to see the clue, it was the embryonic form of shooting with a gun.

Unfamiliar with the place of life, he lacks a sense of security. Song Shudong was shocked when he saw his posture.This is the gate of the capital, not far from the emperor, what is Du Yunfeng going to do with his sword and gun?

He didn't want to mention those years in the mountains with the other party, because he was afraid that the other party would change his face and return to his barbaric nature.

In this chaotic world, with unbalanced world affairs and people's hearts, Song Shudong deeply understands that he is just a young scholar, and he does not have the ability to spread his wings to protect others under his wings. However, he can't let the other side go astray.

He is not afraid of hardship and hardship, and it doesn't matter if he earns less, as long as his wife lives a peaceful life.

He even thought in the dead of night that after two years of solid money, he would buy a small store, and if he made a lot, he would buy two as a way to save his and Du Yunfeng's lives. After a few more years, maybe he and Du Yunfeng Du Yunfeng already has someone he likes, so it would be good to find a woman to live a down-to-earth life.

He knows how to manage accounts and worry, so he won't let Du Yunfeng go back to his old job and live a life of fighting and killing.

The days of great wealth come quickly, but also come dangerously. He has watched his father carefully manage the fields since he was a child, and the long-term workers in the family are transferred quickly. The wealth that accumulates over time is the "rooted" money. Use it practically.

Moreover, he always felt that Du Yunfeng's natural advantages were remarkable, and sometimes he was a bit chivalrous. When he said, "I won't let you starve", Song Shudong's heart warmed. His father, who cares if he is hungry or not.

While he was moved, he didn't realize the true meaning of Du Yunfeng's following sentence "I can't even support a living person".

If a dignified man can't support a living person, if he can't protect his friends, if he can't shelter a group of people who eat with him, he will feel uncomfortable.

People like him are used to being the leader, only he gives to others, and no one pities him.

The world is easy to change, but the nature is difficult to change. In the world Du Yunfeng pretended to be, Song Shudong only saw the wildness, but did not see the vastness.

When he got up and looked for a job again, Song Shudong didn't force Du Yunfeng to do the job of serving tea and water. Of course, he thought in his heart that Du Yunfeng, who didn't know a lot of Chinese characters, was really useless except for being big.

He has to take care of himself first, and the two of them can't drink the northwest wind together.

After going back and forth, I turned to Quanyechang, where there were many modern buildings, and I saw people coming and going on the bustling street, and the windows were full of colorful festive objects hung with lanterns and silk banners, which was the bustling scene of New Year's Eve shopping.

This is much more prosperous than Fengtian.

Song Shudong looked a little dumbfounded, staring straight at the famous cars and modern girls passing by on the street.

Du Yunfeng put his hands in the sleeves of his big padded jacket. Although his clothes were out of tune with this bustling city, his demeanor and eyes were faintly in harmony with the atmosphere of this city.

There was no envy or confusion in his eyes.

The scene on the first floor seemed to overlap vaguely with the fragments in his mind. It was not clear, but not unfamiliar. None of the faces on the street were familiar, but there was an inexplicable sense of familiarity.

As people came and went, a vague feeling gradually rose up. Someone was by his side, and the next second he would pat his head, and his slender and cool fingers ran through his hair, rubbing his hair affectionately.

"Yunfeng!"

A voice rang clearly in my mind.

It was as if there was an explosion, and thunderbolts were thrown down in the scorching sun and clear sky where he was alone.

He turned his head abruptly and looked around.

Modern and prosperous buildings surround him, colorful and fluttering ribbons,

On the crowded street, no one looked at him.

But he was looking for it like a demon, and his heart, which had been ignorant for so long, suddenly surged up.

Yunfeng's voice came from afar, from the bottom of his heart, as if it was a call from the deepest part of his life, and it was the only sound key in the world that could unlock his heart.

Song Shudong next to him yelled Brother Du, but he turned a deaf ear to it, and followed a faint feeling in his footsteps, and walked in the direction of the dark involuntarily.

Song Shudong was lost in thought just now, thinking about how much money the facade of such a bustling place costs, when will he be able to earn enough money to buy the smallest window, when the people around him suddenly ran away from the corner of his eye.

"Brother Du, what's wrong with you?"

He didn't get a response, so he had to trot to follow.

"Hey wait for me..."

Du Yunfeng didn't know what evil he had fallen into, he swept away his long-standing laziness, and strode towards the corner of the street with strides.

Turn around a bustling street, and then familiarly bypass a row of bungalows, as if walking forward with a clear purpose.

He was tall and long-legged, Song Shudong followed quickly, and was about to fall behind after a while, so he simply switched to trotting.

Finally, he bumped his head against Du Yunfeng's back.

Du Yunfeng stopped as soon as he said, without even a warning.

"Hey, Brother Du," Song Shudong stood firm, and turned to him, wanting to see what the other party saw when he ran over in a hurry, "You...are you hungry again?"