chaotic world

Chapter 53

In the twelfth lunar month, the coldest time of the year, the northwest wind blows snowflakes across the head and face, cutting them like countless small knives. After blowing for a long time, the pain gradually disappears, leaving only indescribable numbness.

Du Yunfeng was wrapped up like a hornet's nest, bumping in the snow-covered fields. In the wind and snow, the little donkey cart scurried around, like a small black spot on the boundless white cloth.

All over the body, only the eyes are exposed, and the eyelashes are covered with hoarfrost, like hairy tree hangs.

When he smiled, his eyes were curved like crescent moons. He was a hearty young man. Unfortunately, he hadn't smiled for a long time. If you look closely, there is only inexplicable sadness in the eyes at this moment.

He didn't know where this sadness came from, but it was vaguely because of the unshakable concern and the constant hatred in his heart. The two were incompatible, and he insisted on a decisive battle. Day and night, he would fight to the death and kill him. The heart is full of anger at one moment, and reluctance at the other.

Sitting upside down on the donkey cart, the gust of wind cut off the sight of looking back. Thousands of feelings in my heart fought to the extreme.

That Xiao Ran extended to the farthest point of sight, like footprints sprinkled down, imprinting all the way, following all the way.

After Xiao Ran, there was nothing but emptiness, and there was only one step left.

reluctant.

The thick quilt behind him moved a bit, Song Shudong showed his head, and his fair little face showed a haggard look, and the original little baby fat disappeared because of fear.

He was not a person to worry about at all, but during this period of time, in order to keep Du Yunfeng alive, he had exhausted his entire life's courage and strength.

But he doesn't regret it, he doesn't have any relatives anymore, he was born in troubled times, his family is ruined, he knows his own weakness and helplessness, no matter how stupid or forgetful Du Yunfeng is, he is still many times stronger than him. His boldness is based on Bai's reliance.

"Brother Du, aren't you cold?" He shrank his hands and feet, looking at something motionless as if he didn't understand the other sculpture, "We'll be fine as soon as we leave Fengtian. I don't see any notices posted outside. They probably think you Even if he does not die, he will be seriously injured, so it is impossible to escape from Fengtian City."

Du Yunfeng looked away reluctantly, but just shook his head. Although he couldn't figure out what happened to him before, what was the relationship between Zhou Lan and Zhou Mu'an, and what kind of grievances and grudges he had, just hearing the name made him feel anxious. uncomfortable.

He knew that he had to escape from the customs, but there was an invisible thread in his heart that tied him to this land, and he wanted to take a look and another look for no reason.

It's good to have one more look before parting.

"Shudong, tell me, what happened before?" It's not the first time Du Yunfeng asked this question, and a puff of white air came out of his mouth, "How did I know you? Who else do I know?"

"What are you asking? You were not a good person before!" Song Shudong wrapped the thick quilt tighter and leaned against Du Yunfeng. , because you are not too bad, especially to me. You are not that Zhou Lan. It’s from Tianjin, let’s look for it, maybe you can remember it.”

Song Shudong doesn't like to talk about the past, isn't that a good thing, isn't it embarrassing after talking?You have done everything in the past, two big men, don't you feel ashamed and panic?It's better not to remember anything now and start over, it's better for him and Du Yunfeng.

Besides, he had to take care of Du Yunfeng's ups and downs when he was outside the customs. The two of them were short of money, and they had to eat and sleep a lot easier. Drill into a seam.

Thinking of this, Song Shudong hated Du Yunfeng. He was a good young man, good at reading and good conduct. In two years, someone will marry him. His daughter-in-law is hot on the kang. continue.

In the end, he was inexplicably attacked by bandits, and he was harmed by a man. Back then, he wished he could kill the other party to relieve his hatred. Those bastards also took it together.

This grievance, how can addition and subtraction be calculated clearly, and can cancel each other out?

I can't sort it out, and the more I sort it out, the more chaotic I get.

The current life still needs to be lived, and life needs to be discussed. If you can’t figure it out, let’s forget it. For the time being, we will depend on each other.

He raised his head and took a serious look at Du Yunfeng.

After Du Yunfeng was seriously injured, it seemed that he was still immersed in some kind of confusion. The once domineering spirit had lost its brilliance and retracted into the inner shell. , like an old goblin who has cultivated himself for hundreds of years.

Song Shudong was very happy at the beginning, but he was worried that Du Yunfeng would be a monster. He looked down on and was afraid of his "faults".

After being happy for a few days, he felt something was wrong again. How could this be Du Yunfeng?The person is still there, but the spirit is gone. It doesn't mean that there is no need for that, but that Du Yunfeng has no "spirit".

Who is Du Yunfeng, the most arrogant bandit in a radius of hundreds of miles!

The head shopkeeper who can sit in the first place at a young age, take what you want directly, grab what you can't get, never gentle, courteous and frugal, a donkey is a real donkey, and when it is unreasonable, he is the emperor of bandits .

The person in front of him, with his head silent and smiling, was actually a little bit sad-this couldn't be Du Yunfeng, this wasn't his real appearance.

He is such a sharp and good knife, how could he not cut the flesh without seeing the blood's convergent light?

Putting it in the pocket of the clothes will cut the clothes sooner or later.

Du Yunfeng was born to eat swords and guns, just like some people are born introverted and some are born extroverted, they are all brought in the womb, and their fate is predetermined.

Do you want Du Yunfeng to be an obedient citizen, living from sunrise to sunset?Song Shudong shivered.

The difference in style was so great that he couldn't justify it when he thought about it for a while, it was too weird.

When Song Shudong was thinking wildly, Du Yunfeng was still immersed in his own confusion and couldn't extricate himself.

"What about Zhou Lan? Why did he hunt me down?" Du Yunfeng frowned, and asked a series of questions. These questions stuck in his heart every day, and he couldn't swallow them. He would not be happy if he didn't ask.

"He..." Song Shudong came back to his senses and hesitated.

He really thought about it. Du Yunfeng and Zhou Lan are very good friends. In fact, he is very clear. As for the good method, he doesn't need to see it with his own eyes, but he can guess it based on Du Yunfeng's virtue towards him.

But he didn't know why Zhou Lan suddenly turned his face, wanted to drive Du Yunfeng to death, pushed him off the cliff, and even fired a fatal shot.

Letting go of men and women and killing the person next to one's pillow is not something a human can do.

Probably in order to let Du Yunfeng continue to maintain a "pure state" of no desires and desires, and Song Shudong didn't want his not-so-easy head to think about difficult topics intertwined with grievances and grievances, so he decided to be concise.

"He... your enemy, Zhou Lan is not easy to mess with. He has countless lives in his hands. We went out to avoid him. He wants to kill you. You know that. As for why he killed you, I don't know. Clearly, I think it must be because you didn't do what he wanted, so he killed them all. He is such a person, he also wanted to kill me before, but you didn't let me."

After finishing speaking, he added worriedly: "Don't meet him again in your life, or you will definitely die in his hands."

Du Yunfeng frowned even tighter. This didn't match his inner feelings, and he had a serious sense of violation. As for what kind of violation of the law, he didn't have facts to support it, so he couldn't come up with a tenable logical result.

He was unwilling to accept this fact, but Zhou Lan was indeed wanted all over the city, and Song Shudong was right.

"Have you seen him?" Du Yunfeng's doubts turned into the last bit of hope, "What does he look like?"

He has been longing to think of that person.

That photo without a face, the imaginary or hatred that cannot be visualized, made his love and hate float and float, without a place to go, with one foot in the air, and even his heart hangs in the air.

"I must have seen it. Didn't I just say that he wanted to kill me and put his hand on my neck!"

Song Shudong made a gesture, and quickly closed the quilt, and turned his head to tell the old man who was driving the car to hurry up. He must rush to Shanhaiguan tonight, otherwise he would have to spend the night in the wilderness. Song Shudong said in a cloud of white air, "A beast in clothes!"

"Huh?" Du Yunfeng gave him a sideways look.

Song Shudong reckoned that his ability to understand words was limited, so he further explained: "He's pretty thin, not good-looking, only crazy people like him like that!"

"Huh?" Du Yunfeng narrowed his eyes again.

"That's right, it's...not very good." Song Shudong didn't know what kind of mentality he had, and suddenly didn't want to describe Zhou Lan's appearance.

Maybe it was because a long time ago, he vaguely realized that Du Yunfeng harmed him, because he was somewhat similar to Zhou Lan.

So he "thought" for Du Yunfeng, it was better to forget Zhou Lan's appearance, and it was better not to remember.Good for Du Yunfeng, and good for himself.

Of course, there is another possibility that Song Shudong doesn't really want to admit——

It's because Zhou Lan... really looks very good.Anyone who has eyes has to admit that Zhou Lan's facial features are clear and delicate, his eyebrows are black, and there is a quiet sense of stability in his eyes. What's even more strange is that he has both a bookish and heroic temperament. This combination makes him There is a kind of aggression in her beauty.

No matter a beauty is a hero, beauty is beautiful, and it has nothing to do with others, but Zhou Lan is different, his good looks, and his words and deeds full of contradictions inside and outside are like a fascination, a field, attracting people close to him, as long as you see him , you will be attracted by him, and a part of your soul will be taken away by him, and he will also impregnate you, spy on you, use you, and play with your life and death.

But... these are not suitable for Du Yunfeng now, he is already in a daze, and he can no longer get close to the soul-stirring monster.

"It's ugly," Song Shudong said angrily after making up his mind.

It's rare for him to lie once, and he can't speak well if he has a guilty conscience. As if he was afraid of being questioned further, he first became angry and confused, "It's not a good person at first glance, you were blind before, and you regarded him as a good person. You are a traitor, you are blind!"

Du Yunfeng squinted his eyes at him for a while, looked at Song Shudong suspiciously for a moment, and finally turned his head.

Song Shudong was his savior, chasing after his savior to ask things he didn't want to talk about, it might be annoying to him, he thought.

However, he was always thinking about a "thiefy face with a lot of traitors", and he was very disappointed. He might have been a really disappointing guy in the past.

By the way, what did I do before?

He wanted to ask again, look at Song Shudong again, think about it and forget it.

He wasn't afraid of Song Shudong's face, he could turn Song Shudong around by raising his arm, but because of this, he couldn't bully his "weak" benefactor.

Song Shudong was very kind to him, when he threw away the messy tables and chairs like a mad dog, he saw Song Shudong's nervous eyes.

The bayonet pierced through the gap, and when it was only a moment away from his eyeballs, his heartbeat did not change.

But with that look, he felt caring, and Song Shudong was more nervous than him.

No matter what he did before, Song Shudong was sincere in saving his life, he couldn't make him angry.

In the same way, no matter how Zhou Lan was, as long as he hated Song Shudong so much, Du Yunfeng decided not to ask any more questions. If he could remember it, he would remember it. If he couldn't, he would forget it.

The most important thing right now is to be alive.

No matter what, he has to live, he is not reconciled, there is always a heavy feeling on his heart - there are still many things to say that cannot be remembered, and many things that cannot be remembered to do.

Not only Shanhaiguan, but also Fengtian was covered with heavy snow. It snowed for a whole day and night, and the north wind howled.

The camp of the security regiment was also a white area, the snow kept falling, and the exercise was suspended. The soldiers had a rare rest. In the barracks, they played their own jobs, and the card players and braggarts looked for their own places. They hoped that the snow would continue to fall, the bigger the better.

It was a different scene in the regiment headquarters. The security squad was anxious like ants on a hot pot, eagerly looking forward to the snow to stop.

It was so cold that their Squad Leader He was about to freeze to death.

Last night, the regiment leader's car drove back to the yard as usual, and several soldiers from the security squad rushed to meet him and opened the door for the regiment leader.

Their regiment leader Zhou was reeking of alcohol, before the door was opened, he jumped out of the car, and almost slipped due to his hurried steps, a few soldiers helped him steady with quick eyesight and hands.

Before saying hello to the leader, their leader threw his arm away.

According to past habits, there was no time for other members of the security squad to open the door. He Si would first jump out of the car quickly, then open the rear door, while protecting the top of the door frame with one hand, and Captain Zhou would get out of the car slowly.

But today the order is completely reversed.

After He Si turned the car key, he even sat in the driver's cab for a few seconds, he sighed, and the head of the team condescended to open the car door for him...

Of course, the next action is completely different from Xu Xu in the past.

Holding the car door with one hand, Zhou Lan poked in with the other, and grabbed He Si by the collar to snatch him out. He didn't say much. As soon as He Si's foot touched the ground, Zhou Lan kicked it up on his stomach.

This foot is full of strength.

He Si insisted on not saying a word, but bent over in pain.

He Si's skill is strong, he really wants to hide, and he won't be unable to dodge, but he didn't dodge at all, this kick is really too strong.

Li Guosheng saw blood on the corner of He Si's mouth when he got out of the car. He must have encountered something on the road. When he was about to ask, Zhou Lan kicked him.

Li Guosheng didn't ask the question out of the gag, and turned to test their leader in fear: "Head?"

Head Zhou ignored him, he stared at He Si, who was outlining his waist, "What do you mean?"

Li Guosheng also thought, what is the situation?What's the meaning?

He Si raised his head and looked at Zhou Lan. Without warning, he suddenly twitched the corner of his mouth and smiled.

When he raised his head, Li Guosheng saw clearly that the blood from the corner of Ganqing He Si's mouth was drawn out from a slap, and Wuzhishan's handprint was still on his face. Thanks to his black hair, it was not obvious at first glance.

This smile annoyed Zhou Lan.

"You fucking stand up straight for me, you bastard." Zhou Lan dragged He Si to lift it up. He Si was also obedient and tried to straighten his body, but it might be because he was in too much pain, so he closed his eyes hard , Cover your ribs with your hands.

Zhou Lan kicked at the vital places, and He Si rolled and crawled, very embarrassed, covered in mud and snow, and every time he wanted to stand still, Zhou Lan kicked hard.

"Captain, please calm down..." Li Guosheng still didn't understand what was going on, but it was definitely not a good thing to fight. He wanted to calm things down, but he was afraid that he would lick Captain Zhou's back, so he could only block his commander. "Don't be so angry. It's cold. If you have something to say, go into the room. If there's something wrong with the squad leader, take a breath before hitting and scolding."

"Go away," Zhou Lan held back all the way, he only took He Si out, and in the private room of Xunfangli, he gave He Si a slap in the face, but he can't be in that kind of place, In that case beat him to death.So he was on fire all the way, and his mind was burning hot thinking, what the hell, dare to stick out your mouth to bite me, it's really embarrassing to you, anyone who dares to hit me, let me fuck the rolling pin a long time ago Send it to the west.

"Go away," Zhou Lan didn't even look at him, and directly threw off Li Guoshengxu's blocking arm, "Whether it's cool or stay there!"

Li Guosheng curled his lips secretly, thinking, the coolest place in this snowy field.

He Si supported the car to stand firm, turned around and leaned against the car, and covered his ribs with his hands. He suddenly yelled: "Everyone is there, stand at attention, turn back, the direction of the security squad, and walk together!"

Those little soldiers looked at each other in blank dismay, but their bodies reflexively carried out the order without hesitation.

This guard class is really well-trained.

Li Guosheng tried to resist, and just opened his mouth: "Regiment leader..."

Zhou Lan: "Go away!"

He Si whispered: "It's none of your business, get out."

As soon as the door of the guard squad was closed, more than a dozen heads gathered around the window frame.

Violent movies are playing through a window.

Zhou Lan looks gentle, but his hands are the other extreme of gentleness.

He could see that He Si really had a stomachache, but instinctively, he attacked the opponent's weakness.According to the place where He Si was clutching, he kicked hard.

He Si didn't fight back at all, just let him hit him, only when he kicked his ribs, he would use his arms to rub, he was even distracted, the leather shoes kicked to his chest were polished black and shiny by himself this morning. It was covered with mud and snow, dirty and wet.

As for the mud and snow on his body and the countless footprints, he didn't care.

"What are you?" Zhou Lan chopped off his foot, and He Si lay panting in the snow, almost being thrown into the mud by him, "Say, what are you!"

He Si gritted his teeth in pain, and when he took a breath, he squeezed out a gritted smile.

This is fucking silent provocation.

"You've had enough, haven't you? Make me happy." Zhou Lan was annoyed by his smile, bent down to pick up the other party's tie, and dragged it across the snow like a dead dog.

He Si tightly grabbed the end of the neckline, and it was twisted into his flesh.

Li Guosheng was so anxious that he was about to rush out, what mistake did Squad Leader He make?

The black Ford car was still parked at the gate of the regiment, and it hadn't been put into storage just now.

Zhou Lan dragged half of the yard, and the heavy snow accumulated half a foot thick, dragging a deep ditch.

He Si's clothes rolled to no good place, and he was even more embarrassed than a beggar. Zhou Lan pushed him to get a hand of snow, and was so annoyed that he went up and grabbed He Si's hair, twisted his waist, threw it away and hit the car.

The car was made of iron and hollow, and it sounded like a bell, and the sound was so loud that every young man in the security squad was terrified.

Bright red blood fell on the snow-white ground. It was ticking at first, and then began to flow unstoppably.

Half of He Si's face was white, and half of his face was bright red. One side of his eye was swollen from the beating, blood flowed over, and the eyelashes were sticky together, like a huge wound, which was very terrifying.

"Don't pretend to be dead," Zhou Lan held He Si's hair. He Si had been knocked to pieces, and he had a little consciousness to support himself, not letting himself fall to the ground, and Zhou Lan was sweating profusely. His back was soaked, he leaned on the car, holding the other person's head, Ren Hesi knelt down in front of him limply, and he said out of breath, "Hei Sier, you have the guts to molest me , do you want to die?"

He Si tried his best to look up, but the injured eye turned a few times in vain, but it still didn't open. From this angle, Zhou Lan was looking down at him, a little panting, steaming with sweat, white His complexion was rosy, and he became much healthier, he thought, this is how he looks good.

However, he was only distracted for a short moment. When he met Zhou Lan's cold gaze, he couldn't help shivering. The gaze was so cold that he rolled in the snow, and the cold wind blew through his body. The clothes are not as cold as the eyes.

That look is really asking, do you want to die.

"I didn't," He Si looked directly at him, he finally began to explain, and said with difficulty and aggrieved: "Mu An, I didn't flirt with you."

"Bastard! Is my name also your name?" Zhou Lan was so angry at his strong words that he bit his tongue and refused to admit it.

Zhou Lan has a clear understanding of himself, just as he has a clear understanding of the world. He is a person who has no profit and can't afford it early. He can find out why others do what they do.

This why is the reason for the existence of the world, and the rules by which his world can operate safely and securely.

Why is Yunfeng nice to me?Because he loves me.

Why did Yaharu Imanobu help me?Because of money and career.

Why are the dignitaries in the city respectful?Because I have monopolized their smog and gave them safety. Of course, I can also make them lose their safety.

Why did the security team of thousands of people gather around him?Because I can let them have enough food and clothing, afford to marry a daughter-in-law, and afford to visit brothels.

What about Hei Sier?

Zhou Lan felt that he was not cute. He even knew that he was cruel and ruthless. Needless to say, he knew it himself, but everyone around him who knew him a little bit was afraid of him, and he killed all the people close to him. Fear was read in his eyes.

Hei Si'er is not a guy with an abnormal head, he is reliable in his work, his head can keep up, he is not like a masochist, and I have never heard that he likes men.

Therefore, Zhou Lan analyzed the cause of the problem in a short period of time - this guy probably thought that Du Yunfeng was gone, and Zhou Lan had no bed partner.

He knew that he and Du Yunfeng didn't have much relationship, and he was the only one who followed from Black Eagle Mountain. He suddenly "understood" He Si's plan, and Zhou Lan almost gritted his teeth: "You think... "

He Si suddenly lost his knees, and Zhou Lan even half-lifted him by his collar with his bare hands. He approached ferociously, and lowered his voice: "Do you think...anyone can climb on my bed?"

Zhou Lan stared into his eyes, there was no warmth in his eyes, He Si's heart thumped, he was suddenly scared, he just wanted to express his love, but Zhou Lan felt that he meant to offend and flirt with him.

He wanted to kiss him, and he did climb onto the bed in his dream, but... it wasn't because he wanted to kiss him or go to bed, but...

He wants that, but not just that.

Or you don't need these, he just stays with him in the nearest place and protects him.

He Si suddenly hated himself for being uneducated, he couldn't express his thoughts well.

All he knew was that Zhou Lan would really kill him. He overestimated his own value and mishandled the fire. He regretted it a bit, regretted that he was too rash.

What's the use of regretting?

Do it again, let him face Zhou Lan who is smiling at Mimi, and listen to the other party's colorful jokes, can he really suppress his evil fire?