chaotic world

Under Zhou Lan's dispute, He Si agreed to amputate, but he put forward a condition.

Before the operation, he hoped to take a picture with Zhou Lan with complete limbs, so as to leave a complete appearance of the two of them.

Zhou Lan had no choice but to agree to him. He didn't know that He Si was so difficult to serve, not only to take pictures, but also to wear good clothes.

There was no way, he was pushed by the soldiers to a clothing store not far away, gave him an approximate size, and picked out two decent suits.

During the war, all kinds of supplies were in short supply. The size of the two clothes was not suitable, but there was no choice. Zhou Lan couldn’t buy a shirt and had to go to the tailor’s shop again. The old tailor cut the pattern and agreed to get it within two days ready-to-wear.

"Two days?" He Si asked emotionally, saying that the whole person twitched.

His condition became worse and worse. It turned out that his injured leg was convulsed, but now his whole body was out of control. Zhou Lan hurriedly called for doctors and nurses.

The doctors and nurses ran over and held He Si down forcibly, and stuffed gauze into his mouth to prevent him from biting off his tongue.

After a shot of morphine, He Si calmed down.

Zhou Lan sat in a wheelchair and retreated far away to a corner of the ward. The only thing he could help was to stay out of the way.

Looking at the bustling figure, he thought with a beating heart, fortunately I have enough money, He Si recovered from his illness, and he will definitely not be able to quit the morphine injection, fortunately, fortunately, fortunately I have money.

In fact, when Zhou Lan went to the garment shop, Zhao Xiaohu happened to come to He Si's ward.He seldom comes now, because the traveler doesn't want to know the news of the hospital at all, but he always has a long-term mind. The patients in this hospital are not ordinary people in the traveler. Suddenly want to ask?

When he entered the ward, He Si was looking at the door, looking eager to see through.

"He Battalion Commander," he hurried into the room to say hello, "Are you okay? Are you waiting for Master Zhou?"

He Si's eyes followed him until he got close enough, then said weakly: "Squad Leader Zhao, I'm waiting for you."

"wait for me?"

"I have something to trouble you." He Si smiled flatteringly, "Please ask your passenger to come over."

"Our brigade?" Zhao Xiaohu hesitated for a moment, "Tell me what you have to say, and I will definitely convey it to you. Our brigade is very busy with military affairs, and we will be dispatched in a few days, so we may not have time..."

"Tell him that I'm dying." He Si said.

Zhao Xiaohu thinks this logic seems to be smooth. The commander is so annoying that he wants to kill him. Now that the surname He is really going to die, he wants to see the commander. If the commander's wish is fulfilled, he can't come singing and dancing. See what happens to him?

So, with a little excitement, he ran back to report to Du Yunfeng.

I thought that the traveler would have to say a few sarcastic remarks and laugh a few times, but I didn't expect Du Yunfeng to just say in disgust, "I don't want to see anyone."

Zhao Xiaohu brought Du Yunfeng's refusal to He Si, it was very simple, just six words "I don't want to see anyone".

He Si flashed a hint of disappointment.

He thought, he really hates me.

But he understands.

Just as Zhao Xiaohu turned around to leave the stinking room, He Si called him back.

"Squad Leader Zhao," he decided to try one last time, "help me send a message to Brigadier Du."

"What?"

He Si bit his lip and said, "Tell him that I want to see 'Big Brother'."

The megaphone, Zhao Xiaohu, ran back to the camp again. He thought that the word "big brother" was nothing special. Maybe the traveler got upset and had to give him a hard time. He had said it many times, and he didn't want to see anyone , I don’t want to know the situation of the hospital.

But what the hell, Du Yunfeng was stunned for a while when he heard the word "big brother". To Zhao Xiaohu's surprise, Du Yunfeng didn't lose his temper. After a while, Du Yunfeng waved Zhao Xiaohu away.

His troops are almost ready, and the troop train will arrive tomorrow night.

The battle in Shanghai lasted for more than two months, and dozens of divisions were involved, showing signs of being unable to hold on.There is no natural danger to defend the Jiangnan Plain, losing Shanghai, and going all the way to Hunan along the river.

Half of China will perish.

The order from the rear of Chongqing was for Du Brigade to withdraw to Xuzhou, and it seemed that he planned to abandon Songhu.

He was busy with military affairs, and he didn't calm down until late at night. Sitting on the camp bed, he belatedly remembered the phrase "big brother".

After lying down with his clothes closed for a few minutes, he got up abruptly.

"He still has the face to be called Big Brother, I want to see where he has the face." He suddenly became angry, put on a thin cloak and left the bedroom.

I didn't take anyone with me, I just asked Zhao Xiaohu to drive, and walked alone in the bright moon field in the second half of the night, and arrived at the hospital not long after.

The nurse on duty didn't dare to stop him, because the hospital was full of wounded soldiers, and they were used to the officers at all levels coming and going every day.

With Zhao Xiaohu leading the way, he came to the ward, and when he opened the door, Du Yunfeng subconsciously covered his nose.

"What's the smell?"

Zhao Xiaohu reached out to touch the light cord at the door, and said in a low voice, "It's his leg."

It was only at the moment when the fluorescent lamp came on that He Si frowned, but he quickly adapted to the light.

He didn't sleep because he knew Du Yunfeng was coming.

When Du Yunfeng asked him the same question with a sneer, he just smiled harmlessly and said, "Brother, you must come back."

He struggled to get up, but in vain, Zhao Xiaohu looked at Du Yunfeng's face, he had no intention of objecting, so he ran forward and helped He Si into a half-lying and half-sitting position.

Du Yunfeng looked at He Si.

He knew that He Si's condition was not good, and that he would die, but looking at this person who was as pale as a ghost and as thin as a stick, he couldn't connect with the strong young man before him at all.

"Squad Leader Zhao, please open the window."

The autumn night is very cold, He Si is really not suitable for catching cold, but he insisted on doing this, Zhao Xiaohu really felt that this room was really too difficult to stay, so he opened the window a crack.

"Open it bigger." He Si said.

He Si reached down, grabbed the quilt, and pulled it hard, so the injured leg was exposed.

"Brother, I can't do it anymore. I'm really going to die this time." He looked up at Du Yunfeng.

That leg was rotten in various colors, the carrion turned over, and the white pus flowed out. It really didn't look like a human leg.

The room smelled worse.

Du Yunfeng took a step back calmly, took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it, took a puff slowly, and moved his eyes from his legs to He Si's face.

"You should have died a long time ago," he looked at He Si behind the smoke, his eyes were steady, without any pity, "I won't find medicine for you, just give up."

He Si suddenly laughed, from the heart, without a sad look.

"Brother," he yelled one by one, as if there was no barrier between the two of them, and he said, "Brother, to this day, you still don't understand that the biggest difference between you and me is What."

Du Yunfeng didn't answer and waited for his next words.

You asked me to come and listen, I don't beg you to tell.

"Mu An is by my side, you created it yourself, you haven't recognized it for a long time, you never reflect on the things you have done, you really don't know Mu An well enough."

"Stop farting," Du Yunfeng interrupted him, "Is it reasonable for you to take advantage of others' danger?"

"Hush!" He Si gestured, "Mu An is in the next ward, and I have something I don't want him to hear."

He smiled weakly and said, "Brother, if you take advantage of someone's danger, you have to take advantage of it! If you hadn't shot at him, why would he give up on you if you are such a stubborn person? You don't know him too well." .”

"You don't even know how much he loves you," He Si said softly to himself. "When he was outside the customs, he thought you were killed by the Japanese. He wanted to fight the Japanese to the death with the intention of dying together. He kept two tons of gunpowder under his feet. He wanted to blow himself to pieces and bury him for you. , you don’t know these things, do you?”

Du Yunfeng's expression changed, and he stopped halfway with a cigarette in his hand.

He Si didn't wait for his answer, and continued talking on his own.

"It was because he saw the pocket watch you were shot that he had the courage to escape from the customs. So many people died, do you think he wants to be some kind of national hero? Hehe, he did it to see you again!"

Du Yunfeng listened calmly, but he didn't notice the ash all over his pants. Zhao Xiaohu felt that the content of the conversation was too personal, and he had already consciously gone to stand guard outside the door. Du Yunfeng forgot to find a stool and stood in the middle of the ward.

"Why do I like Mu An so much, big brother? I, He Si, have only met such a loving and righteous person."

"So you snatched it?" Du Yunfeng said in a deep voice, although he was questioning, he was not as sarcastic as before.

"You don't want him anymore, brother!" He Si's eyes were honest and innocent, "You already have someone else! That adjutant of yours stood there alive and kicking, and Mu An escaped from death and waited for you for so long, and this is the one who waited for you ?"

Du Yunfeng grabbed two handfuls of hair irritably, it was too short to share his troubles at all.

"If you come to me and say this, it's not necessary." Du Yunfeng strode back and forth anxiously, "I shouldn't come here today, listen to you and tell me clearly that he loves you and he doesn't love me. It all makes sense, doesn't it?"

He walked into He Si angrily, bent over and asked him face to face: "Really? Well, you won, he loves you, you are all right! Is it alright?"

The weak He Si had no intention of shrinking back. He faced Du Yunfeng and said forcefully: "He loves me, he really loves me!"

"Damn it!" Du Yunfeng really wanted to slap He Si, make him a scumbag, and make him mad at him when he is about to die.

He turned to leave.

"Brother, don't go!" He Si called him immediately, "I haven't finished yet."

"Do I look like I'm idle?" Du Yunfeng turned his head and gave him a vicious look, then walked towards the door without stopping.

"You have to take care of him in the future!" He Si said eagerly, "Brother, I don't have time, you must take care of him."

Du Yunfeng laughed out of anger.

This He Si is really unreasonable, begging for nothing to come to him just to reason why Zhou Lan loves him, this is shameless enough, and he is ashamed to let him take care of Zhou Lan for him.

Can you be more shameless?

Du Yunfeng came back after a few steps. He stared at He Si with a sneer on his face, and asked with ice in his eyes: "Why do you? What qualifications do you have to ask me? Besides, didn't you hear? Zhou Lan is my father-killer." Enemy, if I don't kill him, it's the best of my benevolence, and I still take care of him? Do you want me to die for you?"

"Brother, I've said so much, but you only anxiously noticed the end. He loved you so much and treated you with sincerity. Why don't you regret it?"

In fact, Du Yunfeng was moved by what he said about the past just now, and his heart was turbulent, but he was calmed down by He Si's conclusion in an instant, so what if he loves again, and finally chose someone else.

He Si went on to say: "As for the revenge of killing my father, brother, your adoptive father also drove Xiao Mu'an to a corner at the beginning. He is so young and has no power to fight back. It is indeed too much to strike first, but you really Don't you understand at all?"

"Kill my adoptive father, how do I understand?" Du Yunfeng asked coldly.

"Either you die, or I live, can't you understand that?" He Si asked.

"I don't understand, that's my father."

"Brother, do you know that the Japanese who Mu An wanted to perish together outside the customs back then was his biological father!?"

Du Yunfeng: "..."

"In Mu An's heart, you are the number one. Whoever takes your life, even if it is your own father, Mu An will not let him go." He Si asked word by word, "He loves you so much." , are you worthy of him?"

Du Yunfeng fell silent, suddenly he had nothing to say.

"Besides," He Si saw him pondering, and chased after him: "You also killed his father, did he make you pay for it?"

This question shocked Shi Potian, and Du Yunfeng opened his eyes wide: "What?"

"Brother," He Si smiled, "the other day we escaped from the river, your marksmanship was so accurate, the Japanese officer you shot was named Masaharu Imanobu, don't you recognize it?"

Of course Du Yunfeng remembered that moment when the Japanese soldiers suddenly turned around and surrounded the officer.At that time, Du Yunfeng still slandered the Japanese officer for being too stupid, he would show his face without hesitation, and would not beat him or anyone else.

Looking back now, it was a father's anxiety to get close to his own son that hurt himself and helped Du Yunfeng.

Jinxin Yaqing, the name, was imprinted in Du Yunfeng's mind, and Zhou Lan's unsurprised expression when his aunt confided when she was dying, it can be seen that Zhou Lan did know who his biological father was.

So, did he really shoot Zhou Lan's father in the head?

"Brother, let me ask you again." Seeing him in a daze, He Si repeated, "When you are dying, how can you choose?"

He silenced Du Yunfeng's question.

After talking so much, sweat dripped from He Si's forehead, and finally he leaned his head on the quilt beyond his strength.

"Brother, I don't have much time. I have no regrets in this life. Mu An wants to save you. He has you in his heart. I won't stop him. I will help him. I don't regret my life. I love him, so everything is okay." Give it to him, I don't regret it." He Si's voice became quieter, and finally he almost struggled to say, "Brother, don't you regret it? You missed him, and you still have to make mistakes again and again?"

Du Yunfeng beside the bed did not speak.

"I bet you will come tonight. I have called you big brother for so many years. You know how you treat brothers," He Si murmured weakly. Said: "Brother, I can't do it anymore, otherwise I won't give him back to you. If I have a little way, I won't give it to you. I don't want to. If you don't come today, I will give up. These words You will never know these things, Mu An won't tell you, he loves you for real, and he loves me without adulteration, brother..." He Si suddenly twitched like a piece of rag, only heard his smile Vaguely said: "He...you are the only one he can... rely on."

When Du Yunfeng yelled at the doctors and nurses, Zhou Lan from the next door also rushed over. He was stunned for a moment when he saw Du Yunfeng, but he didn't have time to talk to him at all, but gave all his attention to He Si.

After injecting two consecutive injections of morphine, He Si finally calmed down and passed out.

"Why are you here?" Zhou Lan was suspicious. In the middle of the night, Du Yunfeng was in He Si's ward, and He Si suddenly fell ill.

Du Yunfeng looked strange, he seemed to be looking at Zhou Lan again, from the beginning to the end, seeing the present through the past, looking at the Zhou Lan in front of him, and imagined the Zhou Lan in He Si's mouth.

In an instant, I wanted to say a thousand words but I didn't know where to say it, and I just said "um" for a long time.

Zhao Xiaohu wanted to save the siege, but he couldn't think of a suitable reason for a while, so he simply left the officer and ran outside to stand guard.

Zhou Lan's eyes were relentless, chasing after him to find out.

After a long while, Du Yunfeng said without beginning or end: "I will set off tomorrow night, and I will take you with me."

"Take me?" Zhou Lan sat in a wheelchair, looked up at him, and then plucked He Si's sweaty hair, "Why should I be with you?"

"Then what do you do?" Du Yunfeng had been ignoring Zhou Lan for the past few days, and finally couldn't hold back at this moment.

Zhou Lan turned her back to him and smacked Hulu Hesi's heart to soothe his convulsed pain just now, although the other party couldn't feel it at the moment.He was wearing a hospital gown, which was loose and wrinkled, and his hair was long, covering his eyebrows and eyes, making Du Yunfeng unable to see him clearly.I just heard him say: "Yunfeng, I made it clear a long time ago, thank you for still thinking about me. He Si and I should go abroad in the future. You know my earliest dream is to study abroad, but I always want to live a better life. , I want to be a master, but now I don’t have a good place all over my body. I take off my clothes and my legs are all crippled. Do I still take He Si to my death? I want to take him away. This is the only thing I want to do now. It is the only way to do it.”

After he said all this, Du Yunfeng could tell that Zhou Lan didn't know the truth about He Si's condition at all!

He Si is dragging.

What are you dragging?You have to know about this kind of thing sooner or later, are you afraid that he will be sad?Sooner or later he will be sad.

Du Yunfeng's eyes sank, looking at Zhou Lan's thin back, he felt uncomfortable.

It's not jealousy anymore, it's distressed.

Zhou Lan, still thinking about He Si's future, how can He Si have a future?

"Hei Si'er can't go anymore, he can't be cured." Du Yunfeng said suddenly, "He didn't tell you, so I'll be the villain!"

Zhou Lan suddenly turned her head and looked straight at him.Looking aside, Zhao Xiaohu also looked at him at the door with drooping eyebrows, his eyes were full of sympathy.

Zhou Lan panicked for a moment, said in a low voice that he would not, and suddenly pushed the wheelchair out with both hands.

Du Yunfeng looked at him silently, followed him, but did not comfort him.

Zhou Lan muttered that it was impossible, but his hands were shaking unconsciously as he paddled the wheel. The road to the nurse's station was twisted by him.

In fact, he had already had a premonition. The premonition was so strong that he dared not ask the doctor deeply. He was a battle-hardened man who had seen all kinds of deaths and injuries.

Although He Si on the hospital bed was weak, he was still alive, and he tried to comfort himself every day.

Raising his hand and smashing the glass of the nurse's desk vigorously, the nurse was terrified. Zhou Lan yelled and asked what was wrong with He Si. The nurse looked at each other and dared not answer. almost mad.

It wasn't until the doctor came to ask about the situation that he finally decided not to keep a secret for He Si.

This secret can no longer be kept.

Before Du Yunfeng left the hospital, he also asked the doctor how long it would be, and the doctor said it was just a few days.

Du Yunfeng hesitated for a moment, but still asked, is there any medicine to cure it?Don't worry about domestic and foreign.

The doctor just shook his head, and the seizure was hopeless.

When Zhou Lan woke up from the effects of the Valium drug, He Si was already awake. He took out the photo and looked at it in a good mood. It was a group photo of him and Zhou Lan. safely.

He pulled Zhou Lan's hand, and Zhou Lan's eyes turned red.

"Fourth brother," he whispered.

"Yeah" He Si agreed.

"Fourth brother," he called again.

"Yeah" He Si agreed lightly.

Up to now, there is no way to recover, and no one can do anything.

The tetanus attack became more and more frequent. With four or five morphine injections a day, He Si would spit out everything he ate. The doctor said that the convulsions had already involved the internal organs, and the esophagus and stomach were convulsing, which was difficult to control.

At noon in the warm autumn sun, Zhou Lan reluctantly held He Si in his arms. He suddenly discovered that He Si had been holding him and protecting him for so long. He had never held him in his arms like a child. Wrapped.

"Fourth Brother," he asked in a low voice with his lips pressed against each other's ears, "Fourth Brother, will you still be my security squad leader in the next life?"

"Being a man," He Si said, and then asked playfully, "Being a man since childhood, okay?"

"Okay," Zhou Lan hugged him tightly, rubbing the tip of his nose against his neck and behind his ears, he couldn't smell the other person's smell anymore, "but when will the next life come?"

Hearing this, He Si struggled to raise his hand, but he didn't have enough strength, so he fell down in mid-air.

Zhou Lan quickly picked up his hand and pressed it to his cheek.

"Xiao Mu'an," He Si turned his head slightly, facing Zhou Lan's face, "Your life must be very long, don't do stupid things, okay?"

Zhou Lan's eyes were red, she gritted her teeth and said nothing.

"Don't let me down," He Si suddenly changed his amiable expression for many days, his face was serious, and his eye circles were red, "Don't let me die unworthy."

Without the strength to hug each other, He Si insisted on a promise, and Zhou Lan nodded in tears.

"That's good," He Si smiled with tears in his eyes, "I'm just going to take a step first, isn't the guard just to open the way? I'll kill you all over there, and when you get old, I'll pick you up .”

"Okay," Zhou Lan said out of tune, "wait for me."

He Si: "It's a deal."

That night when Du Yunfeng's army set off, Du Yunfeng came to the hospital again, and he asked Zhou Lan in front of He Si: "Will you come with me?"

Zhou Lan didn't look at him, and buried her face in He Si's thin, knuckle-knuckle palms, shaking her head sadly.

"Let's keep a few soldiers," He Si said, "Mu'an's legs are inconvenient."

My legs are inconvenient, and I still have a lot of work to do, after all, it's just these few days.

Du Yunfeng really didn't ask anymore, Zhou Lan's heart was full of He Si, he wanted to accompany him, Du Yunfeng thought he was not qualified to control.

The soldiers and weapons of the Du brigade boarded the train in batches that night, and with the sound of the whistle, they set off in a mighty manner.

He Si died on the third day after Du Yunfeng left.

The morphine injections could no longer suppress the tetanus virus, and he suffered from vomiting and diarrhea in a mess. He did not eat a grain of rice or touch a drop of water for three days and three nights.

Zhou Lan guarded him in confusion, and called him "fourth brother" one after another. When the fourth brother was awake, he said "um", and then he was weak, so he smiled at him faintly, and after that, he could only move his eyes slightly. up.

When he was leaving, Zhou Lan kept holding his hand and calling him Fourth Brother, until he swallowed his last breath, a tear flowed from the corner of He Si's eyes, and his eyes kept looking in Zhou Lan's direction without closing them.

If he didn't say it, he couldn't bear it.

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The bento homework from late at night, the most abusive part is over, I have to work hard to learn to pick up the sweets.