What I hate the most is the Cold War, without even a single explanation or justification. This kind of violence that tortures your spirit or psychology is the most terrifying.It does nothing better than wear down your feelings until there is nothing left.
But now I'm doing things I hate.
Since I clearly expressed my support for Hua Qiangu, the relationship with the Demon Lord is no longer a one-sided barrier.Maybe he was just angry that my love for a strange mortal girl was comparable to myself; but I dare not reconcile with him, every move of Sha Qianmo is related to the direction of this world, the last time was because the plot was going to be huge I seem to have fallen into a situation of being manipulated, and I bluntly and passively prevented Sha Qianmo's idea of taking back the bone of my little finger.
This terrible feeling makes me shudder, as if one day I will lose my life because of this inexplicable force, and I don't want to.
That's why I didn't plead guilty to the Demon Lord, but with a despicable and shameful mind, I tried to make him start to alienate me, so that I could keep myself away from the plot, and no longer be controlled by the world like the way of heaven.
This kind of thinking is extremely selfish, especially after knowing that the devil treats me sincerely, such a feeling of only caring about my own safety and belittling him is enough to make me despise myself every day.
But I dare not take another step with great guilt, Sha Qianmo is right, I am like a clam, when I encounter danger or trouble, I am willing to abandon everything to protect myself, let alone the other party is still heaven...
I don't want to be a sad character who dies to maintain the plot, which not only loses my right to choose death, but also loses my chance to go home.Even though the talent is not high, I always hope that after a long time, I can find a way to go back one day, and go back to my parents instead of staying in this world where I have no friends even though I have more than 400 years of memory.
The Demon Lord is very kind to me, and he is the only person in this world who treats me sincerely; but when facing the difference between life and going home, I will choose the latter one. He is full of despicableness and full of the inferiority of a human being, but it is so real that it makes me Powerless to refute.
I stood in front of the desk in Langhuanli, silently watching the smoke in front of me, they rose slowly and then dissipated until I couldn't see a trace.
It has been almost a month now, and the devil no longer likes to order me to do things as before, but he still comes here every day, I probably know that he seems to be looking at me, behind the curtain there are always times Sometimes his eyes fell on me, but whenever I made a slight movement, he would look away again.
"Your Highness, would you like something to eat?" I wondered that it was the time for him to eat fruit every day, which he called hydrating, so I asked.
A lazy voice came from behind the curtain, lightly: "En."
In the past at this time, he had already talked about a bunch of things he liked, but recently he was stingy with his words. I thought about it and asked, "What would Your Highness want to eat?"
"White Bird Fruit, Green Peach, Bodhi Pearl."
I often hear these three names, and I have tasted them all. When I eat them, they are extraordinarily delicious, and they are sweeter and more delicious than those I have eaten.
"Servant, come back right away." I said, and after waiting for a while, he went out without saying anything.
When I arrived at the dining room of the devil's palace, I asked the head of the house what he wanted the devil to eat, and the answer was that there were only green peaches and bodhi beads, and the white bird fruit was in short supply today.I looked at the things people brought in embarrassment, Sha Qianmo likes this kind of delicious fruit the most, because it is something for beauty, white bird fruit is like its name, it has the effect of melodious sound after eating.
Sha Qianmo has a strange fondness for this fruit. I remember that once I told him that there was no such fruit, those beautiful fiery red eyes lightly glanced at the plate full of fruit. The disappointed expression made me feel guilty, but it was In the next moment, I said mercilessly that even if it took more than half a month, I wanted to find it.
"I'm waiting for you, Nuannuan." The low-pressure and lazy tone still makes my scalp tingle when I think about it now.
The steward at the side handed the plate into my hand, I looked at the things inside and thought about it and finally said: "Let someone else deliver it, I'll go and get the white bird fruit."
This is not the first time that this kind of thing happened. After hearing this, the manager nodded and ordered a maid from the dining room to go instead of me. I remembered this person's beautiful and flushed face after a long time, probably because he was once again The boundless charm of His Majesty the Demon Lord was so shocking that the little girl's hands were shaking.
I took some medicine or something and went to find Zhishen, it was left under the tree outside the magic palace, I always wondered why it was always in this place, but the devil always smiled and didn't answer this question, this person always He likes to tease me in small places.
I rubbed Zhishen's big head: "I'm going to find Shiratori, let's go."
It looked at me with big turmeric eyes, nodded, and shook off the mane behind it with a very happy look. It has not been out for a long time.I patted its neck and said with a sigh: "Let's go, you can play outside this time."
White bird fruit does not grow in the demon world, this kind of thing grows at the intersection of the two worlds of humans and monsters. According to legend, it was originally a shell that a white bird shed after becoming a demon.
Standing at the foot of the mountain at the junction, the lush trees almost occupied my line of sight, Zhishen planed his hooves and arched behind me, urging me to go back quickly, although he likes to come out, he still remembers the past of Sha Qianmo Order, thinking about my safety, dare not let me stay for a while.
"Okay, okay." I staggered a few steps.
The place where white bird fruit grows is very strange. It likes to grow between the branches of trees near the bird's nest, so when it is found, most of it has already been eaten by birds.I walked towards the mountain, because the little spell that can guide the way is not afraid of getting lost. This is a world of books, and it is not like my world in ancient times. The trees are so lush that you can see the towering giants after walking a few steps. The tree, the trunk of which can only be embraced by five or six people, is almost covered with moss, like a hulk, standing quietly in the sea of trees.
This time I walked to a new place, I hugged the hem of the long skirt to prevent it from getting wet on the wet ground, but the shoes were never treated like this, and after walking for a while, the same smoky yellow shoes were soaked through.
This kind of feeling inevitably reminds me of the last time in the East China Sea. I was deeply impressed by the slippery and slimy Yasha like a disgusting mollusk. Fortunately, the devil rushed to kill Yasha, but...
I looked down at my legs, and the scriptures wrapped tightly on them were faintly visible. Such Buddhist things are actually a bit difficult to get. Sha Qianmo finally found them just to save the life of a maid.
The kindness is as heavy as a mountain, and the spring is reciprocated.
I am a person who can't even do this. This kind of cognition makes me feel that I deserve to be spurned by myself every day.Blaming myself while walking inside, I can't say why I took the initiative to find something he likes this time, maybe it's because it's not difficult to do, but it's definitely not for the sake of reconciliation, it's just because of my heart. Guilt made amends.
The mountain dew is getting heavier, and you can get a hand of water by holding on to a branch. I rub it on my skirt at will. After walking for so long, I no longer care about my image.So when I saw a cluster of white things on the branches from a distance, I felt as if I forgot the pain when I tripped over the branches and skirts that fell from the ground. I ran over happily as if I saw a treasure. Treasure I would not be so excited.
At this time, I always feel proud that I learned a little trick of floating in the sky because I fell behind Maoshan last time because I didn't know the magic of soaring clouds.Finally, I had a bit of foresight. My fingers were knotted and my mouth was muttering for a while. After rote memorization, I slowly rose up. When I was learning this spell, I fell a lot of times, but I didn’t dare to let the devil Knowing that I feel ashamed, I practice quietly in Zongyun Pavilion every time.
I dare not go up too fast, I am afraid that if I accidentally fall down, I will die, but no one is willing to try the pain, which is similar to the pain of jumping off a building.
In this way, at the speed of an old man, I came to the place where the white bird fruit grows. I took a closer look and saw that there was a bird's nest on the top of the branch. The white bird fruit is very delicate and needs to be heard day and night during the growing process. The sound can produce delicious fruit, otherwise it will be extremely sour.
I confirmed the existence of the bird's nest, and moved forward slightly until my feet could reach the branches. When I finally stood on the tree from the air, I was already dripping with cold sweat.I am not as comfortable as those so-called protagonists. As a human being, the fear in my nature makes me afraid of many things even if I have spells.
Both hands were firmly grasped into the trunk, pierced through the thick moss and got on the bark. I shook my legs and my mind felt a little numb for a while, but at least I was an experienced person, so I took a deep breath. In one breath, I looked up at Shiratori, which was only an arm's length away from me.
This position is not as good as the view in the air, but I accidentally found that one or two have been pecked. I counted and there were only five in total that I could pick off, and I could hold it with one hand.
Unspeakably disappointed, I looked around trying to find out if there was any white bird fruit nearby, but this thing has always depended on luck, and at first glance, it was full of blue colors. Where is there any white fruit.
Withdrawing his gaze, he moved his feet carefully and restrained for a few steps to reach the distance of picking the fruit, and then he dared not move any more. This tree is too tall and the white bird fruit grows high enough. The tree under his feet is also at this height Like shaking, when I took off all the things and put them in my arms, my fingers twitched nervously and let out a long breath.
The juice of the pecked white bird fruit stained my fingers, and gave off a sweet fragrance, a bit like honey but with a little more fruit. I raised my hand to smell it and turned to look at the bird's nest. If it is empty inside, it is time to go out for food.Fortunately, I closed the front of my chest to prevent the white bird fruit from falling out, and then chanted the mantra again from the tree to the air, and slowly descended.
The cool wind from the falling air blows on my face, and the hair scratches my skin and itches. I stretch out my hand to put them away, and I feel a little better. The devil will like to eat these things. The bird fruit is wrapped to preserve its deliciousness.
Thinking of this, I loosened my brows, and smiled lightly: "I hope His Highness will like it." Thinking of this, I feel ridiculous, this is not a gift to talk about whether I like it or not, he likes to eat this thing and brought it back I will eat it naturally.
"Who is Your Royal Highness?" I was startled by the voice, and after shaking, I looked at a pair of beautiful women standing on the ground.
When the breeze blows, their veiled clothes and skirts are like clouds and smoke, unlike mortal figures.I suddenly felt a sense of embarrassment, and I dared not say Sha Qianmo's name, just because such a dirty look was a bit embarrassing to him.
"I...My Highness..." I was speechless, and I just smiled dryly until I fell to the ground.
This appearance made one of them laugh. She was wearing a light blue dress with long sleeves that covered the corners of her lips, but her crisp laughter couldn't be covered.
This made me even more embarrassed. I carefully wiped the moss on my hands. I glanced at the calmer woman in white. It seemed that this had happened many times. She smiled at me with a smile on her face. Helplessly patting the woman in blue on the head.
"You." This soft voice was the person who asked the question just now. I thought the tone was a little strange but I didn't think much about waiting for them to speak.
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But now I'm doing things I hate.
Since I clearly expressed my support for Hua Qiangu, the relationship with the Demon Lord is no longer a one-sided barrier.Maybe he was just angry that my love for a strange mortal girl was comparable to myself; but I dare not reconcile with him, every move of Sha Qianmo is related to the direction of this world, the last time was because the plot was going to be huge I seem to have fallen into a situation of being manipulated, and I bluntly and passively prevented Sha Qianmo's idea of taking back the bone of my little finger.
This terrible feeling makes me shudder, as if one day I will lose my life because of this inexplicable force, and I don't want to.
That's why I didn't plead guilty to the Demon Lord, but with a despicable and shameful mind, I tried to make him start to alienate me, so that I could keep myself away from the plot, and no longer be controlled by the world like the way of heaven.
This kind of thinking is extremely selfish, especially after knowing that the devil treats me sincerely, such a feeling of only caring about my own safety and belittling him is enough to make me despise myself every day.
But I dare not take another step with great guilt, Sha Qianmo is right, I am like a clam, when I encounter danger or trouble, I am willing to abandon everything to protect myself, let alone the other party is still heaven...
I don't want to be a sad character who dies to maintain the plot, which not only loses my right to choose death, but also loses my chance to go home.Even though the talent is not high, I always hope that after a long time, I can find a way to go back one day, and go back to my parents instead of staying in this world where I have no friends even though I have more than 400 years of memory.
The Demon Lord is very kind to me, and he is the only person in this world who treats me sincerely; but when facing the difference between life and going home, I will choose the latter one. He is full of despicableness and full of the inferiority of a human being, but it is so real that it makes me Powerless to refute.
I stood in front of the desk in Langhuanli, silently watching the smoke in front of me, they rose slowly and then dissipated until I couldn't see a trace.
It has been almost a month now, and the devil no longer likes to order me to do things as before, but he still comes here every day, I probably know that he seems to be looking at me, behind the curtain there are always times Sometimes his eyes fell on me, but whenever I made a slight movement, he would look away again.
"Your Highness, would you like something to eat?" I wondered that it was the time for him to eat fruit every day, which he called hydrating, so I asked.
A lazy voice came from behind the curtain, lightly: "En."
In the past at this time, he had already talked about a bunch of things he liked, but recently he was stingy with his words. I thought about it and asked, "What would Your Highness want to eat?"
"White Bird Fruit, Green Peach, Bodhi Pearl."
I often hear these three names, and I have tasted them all. When I eat them, they are extraordinarily delicious, and they are sweeter and more delicious than those I have eaten.
"Servant, come back right away." I said, and after waiting for a while, he went out without saying anything.
When I arrived at the dining room of the devil's palace, I asked the head of the house what he wanted the devil to eat, and the answer was that there were only green peaches and bodhi beads, and the white bird fruit was in short supply today.I looked at the things people brought in embarrassment, Sha Qianmo likes this kind of delicious fruit the most, because it is something for beauty, white bird fruit is like its name, it has the effect of melodious sound after eating.
Sha Qianmo has a strange fondness for this fruit. I remember that once I told him that there was no such fruit, those beautiful fiery red eyes lightly glanced at the plate full of fruit. The disappointed expression made me feel guilty, but it was In the next moment, I said mercilessly that even if it took more than half a month, I wanted to find it.
"I'm waiting for you, Nuannuan." The low-pressure and lazy tone still makes my scalp tingle when I think about it now.
The steward at the side handed the plate into my hand, I looked at the things inside and thought about it and finally said: "Let someone else deliver it, I'll go and get the white bird fruit."
This is not the first time that this kind of thing happened. After hearing this, the manager nodded and ordered a maid from the dining room to go instead of me. I remembered this person's beautiful and flushed face after a long time, probably because he was once again The boundless charm of His Majesty the Demon Lord was so shocking that the little girl's hands were shaking.
I took some medicine or something and went to find Zhishen, it was left under the tree outside the magic palace, I always wondered why it was always in this place, but the devil always smiled and didn't answer this question, this person always He likes to tease me in small places.
I rubbed Zhishen's big head: "I'm going to find Shiratori, let's go."
It looked at me with big turmeric eyes, nodded, and shook off the mane behind it with a very happy look. It has not been out for a long time.I patted its neck and said with a sigh: "Let's go, you can play outside this time."
White bird fruit does not grow in the demon world, this kind of thing grows at the intersection of the two worlds of humans and monsters. According to legend, it was originally a shell that a white bird shed after becoming a demon.
Standing at the foot of the mountain at the junction, the lush trees almost occupied my line of sight, Zhishen planed his hooves and arched behind me, urging me to go back quickly, although he likes to come out, he still remembers the past of Sha Qianmo Order, thinking about my safety, dare not let me stay for a while.
"Okay, okay." I staggered a few steps.
The place where white bird fruit grows is very strange. It likes to grow between the branches of trees near the bird's nest, so when it is found, most of it has already been eaten by birds.I walked towards the mountain, because the little spell that can guide the way is not afraid of getting lost. This is a world of books, and it is not like my world in ancient times. The trees are so lush that you can see the towering giants after walking a few steps. The tree, the trunk of which can only be embraced by five or six people, is almost covered with moss, like a hulk, standing quietly in the sea of trees.
This time I walked to a new place, I hugged the hem of the long skirt to prevent it from getting wet on the wet ground, but the shoes were never treated like this, and after walking for a while, the same smoky yellow shoes were soaked through.
This kind of feeling inevitably reminds me of the last time in the East China Sea. I was deeply impressed by the slippery and slimy Yasha like a disgusting mollusk. Fortunately, the devil rushed to kill Yasha, but...
I looked down at my legs, and the scriptures wrapped tightly on them were faintly visible. Such Buddhist things are actually a bit difficult to get. Sha Qianmo finally found them just to save the life of a maid.
The kindness is as heavy as a mountain, and the spring is reciprocated.
I am a person who can't even do this. This kind of cognition makes me feel that I deserve to be spurned by myself every day.Blaming myself while walking inside, I can't say why I took the initiative to find something he likes this time, maybe it's because it's not difficult to do, but it's definitely not for the sake of reconciliation, it's just because of my heart. Guilt made amends.
The mountain dew is getting heavier, and you can get a hand of water by holding on to a branch. I rub it on my skirt at will. After walking for so long, I no longer care about my image.So when I saw a cluster of white things on the branches from a distance, I felt as if I forgot the pain when I tripped over the branches and skirts that fell from the ground. I ran over happily as if I saw a treasure. Treasure I would not be so excited.
At this time, I always feel proud that I learned a little trick of floating in the sky because I fell behind Maoshan last time because I didn't know the magic of soaring clouds.Finally, I had a bit of foresight. My fingers were knotted and my mouth was muttering for a while. After rote memorization, I slowly rose up. When I was learning this spell, I fell a lot of times, but I didn’t dare to let the devil Knowing that I feel ashamed, I practice quietly in Zongyun Pavilion every time.
I dare not go up too fast, I am afraid that if I accidentally fall down, I will die, but no one is willing to try the pain, which is similar to the pain of jumping off a building.
In this way, at the speed of an old man, I came to the place where the white bird fruit grows. I took a closer look and saw that there was a bird's nest on the top of the branch. The white bird fruit is very delicate and needs to be heard day and night during the growing process. The sound can produce delicious fruit, otherwise it will be extremely sour.
I confirmed the existence of the bird's nest, and moved forward slightly until my feet could reach the branches. When I finally stood on the tree from the air, I was already dripping with cold sweat.I am not as comfortable as those so-called protagonists. As a human being, the fear in my nature makes me afraid of many things even if I have spells.
Both hands were firmly grasped into the trunk, pierced through the thick moss and got on the bark. I shook my legs and my mind felt a little numb for a while, but at least I was an experienced person, so I took a deep breath. In one breath, I looked up at Shiratori, which was only an arm's length away from me.
This position is not as good as the view in the air, but I accidentally found that one or two have been pecked. I counted and there were only five in total that I could pick off, and I could hold it with one hand.
Unspeakably disappointed, I looked around trying to find out if there was any white bird fruit nearby, but this thing has always depended on luck, and at first glance, it was full of blue colors. Where is there any white fruit.
Withdrawing his gaze, he moved his feet carefully and restrained for a few steps to reach the distance of picking the fruit, and then he dared not move any more. This tree is too tall and the white bird fruit grows high enough. The tree under his feet is also at this height Like shaking, when I took off all the things and put them in my arms, my fingers twitched nervously and let out a long breath.
The juice of the pecked white bird fruit stained my fingers, and gave off a sweet fragrance, a bit like honey but with a little more fruit. I raised my hand to smell it and turned to look at the bird's nest. If it is empty inside, it is time to go out for food.Fortunately, I closed the front of my chest to prevent the white bird fruit from falling out, and then chanted the mantra again from the tree to the air, and slowly descended.
The cool wind from the falling air blows on my face, and the hair scratches my skin and itches. I stretch out my hand to put them away, and I feel a little better. The devil will like to eat these things. The bird fruit is wrapped to preserve its deliciousness.
Thinking of this, I loosened my brows, and smiled lightly: "I hope His Highness will like it." Thinking of this, I feel ridiculous, this is not a gift to talk about whether I like it or not, he likes to eat this thing and brought it back I will eat it naturally.
"Who is Your Royal Highness?" I was startled by the voice, and after shaking, I looked at a pair of beautiful women standing on the ground.
When the breeze blows, their veiled clothes and skirts are like clouds and smoke, unlike mortal figures.I suddenly felt a sense of embarrassment, and I dared not say Sha Qianmo's name, just because such a dirty look was a bit embarrassing to him.
"I...My Highness..." I was speechless, and I just smiled dryly until I fell to the ground.
This appearance made one of them laugh. She was wearing a light blue dress with long sleeves that covered the corners of her lips, but her crisp laughter couldn't be covered.
This made me even more embarrassed. I carefully wiped the moss on my hands. I glanced at the calmer woman in white. It seemed that this had happened many times. She smiled at me with a smile on her face. Helplessly patting the woman in blue on the head.
"You." This soft voice was the person who asked the question just now. I thought the tone was a little strange but I didn't think much about waiting for them to speak.
The author has something to say: Thank you Feige Liudan who collected my column, thank you dear (づ ̄3 ̄)づ╭?~
Of course there are more readers who support me, I will work hard~~~
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