I Treat You as a Brother

After going downstairs, I found that the sky was actually raining.

The sudden rain made it extremely difficult to take a taxi. The two waited at the gate of the community for a while, but they couldn't get a taxi on the road, and no one answered the order on their mobile phone.

Fang Mo stretched out his hand to pull Xu Xiran's sleeve, and suggested in a low voice, "Why don't you go tomorrow?"

When he spoke, he carefully observed Xu Xiran's face, he looked timid and lacked confidence.Seeing Xu Xiran was in a trance.

Such an expression is too unsuitable for Fang Mo.Fang Mo should be more confident and showy, even if he shows weakness occasionally to please, there is always a cute cunning hidden under his pitiful expression.

The tip of his nose was a little red, and he didn't know whether he was holding back tears or was frozen by the cold wind.

"You go back first," Xu Xiran said to him, "I'll go by bus, I have some change."

Fang Mo stared at his face for a while, then lowered his head: "I'll accompany you."

To take the bus, you need to transfer two cars, and the middle is so detoured that the time required on the road has doubled.Fortunately, the first car arrived quickly and had seats.But there is no connecting seat.

They also took the bus when they came back from school the other day.At that time, the two sat side by side on the double seat, holding hands together, and had endless conversations.

When it rained, vehicles had to slow down.The two sat on both sides of the aisle, one behind the other.Xu Xiran sometimes looks at Fang Mo and sometimes looks out of the window, Fang Mo sometimes looks out of the window and sometimes looks at Xu Xiran.Sometimes, their eyes meet.

Xu Xi then realized something and discovered something.All the pitifulness that Fang Mo once showed in front of him was more or less fake.The present is real.

Fang Mo was afraid.

After realizing this, Xu Xiran, who had always felt chest tightness, became annoyed for no reason.He didn't like Fang Mo's appearance.

When I lied to him, I didn't panic.

Xu Xiran carefully recalled the past relationship between the two, and countless details became suspicious.

When they changed cars halfway, they finally had a chance to say a few words again.Fang Mo followed him closely, staying very close, never leaving him.

"I'm asking you a question now, will you answer me honestly?" Xu Xiran asked.

Fang Mo pursed his lips and nodded cautiously: "Yes."

Whether it is his expression or body language, it is full of uneasiness.The look in his eyes was so sincere that Xu Xiran couldn't help but want to believe it.

"Uncles and aunts have known about our relationship for a long time, right?"

Fang Mo lowered his eyelids, and nodded slightly after a while: "Yes. I'm sorry."

Xu Xiran thought to herself, don't I look like a mentally retarded these days.

He shook his head, sighed again, and asked again: "You came to talk to me the first time, and it wasn't because you felt sorry for each other, did you?"

"...No," Fang Mo said in a low voice, "I suspect that you are lying, and I want to see what you look like. After reading it, I found that what you said is true, and it's... and..."

"What else?"

"... very handsome." Fang Mo said.

Xu Xiran opened his mouth, unable to speak.That's right, Fang Mo likes the same sex, and nine out of ten boys who like the same sex find him handsome.

For a while, he couldn't understand why Fang Mo, who was so popular, fell in love with such an ordinary homosexual like him.After quarreling for a long time, Fang Mo liked his face because of his special aesthetics.

"This is true, what I'm saying now is true," Fang Mo misunderstood his silence, and hurriedly explained, "I didn't lie to you."

"Then you are watching the show with me, do you really feel happy?" Xu Xiran asked again.

Fang Mo was quiet for a while, and then replied cautiously: "With you, no matter what I do, I am very happy."

Xu Xiran thought to himself, he had tasted this mouth too many times, and it was always sweet.But peeling off the surface, the implication couldn't be more obvious.Fang Mo was not interested in those at all.

How can there be such a good thing in this world.There is a person who has the same illness as him, who urgently needs his protection, and is full of interest and recognition for his hobbies, and the two hit it off everywhere.

No coincidence, not fate.All the beauty comes from Fang Mo's unilateral efforts.

The two stood quietly for a while, and the car finally arrived.After getting on the bus, there was only one empty seat left.They all stood and no one sat down.

"You go," Xu Xiran pointed with his chin, "Don't waste any seats you have."

Fang Mo shook his head: "I'm with you."

Xu Xiran nodded when he heard the words, walked to the edge of the seat, and motioned to him: "Come and sit."

Fang Mo hesitated, but he was obedient and sat down in front of him.After taking his seat, he put his hands straight on his knees, his back straightened, and he was as stiff as a primary school student.

Xu Xiran looked at him condescendingly, and asked again: "What other things have you lied to me about?"

Fang Mo lowered his head and remained silent for a long time.

"Are you unwilling to say, or too many to remember?" Xu Xiran asked.

Fang Mo didn't respond, but moved his shoulders unnaturally, as if sniffing.Xu Xiran reached out to lift his chin, and Fang Mo's eye sockets were red again and became wet.

"A lot," he said, "I dare not say."

Xu Xiran let go of her hand: "Forget it."

Seeing this, Fang Mo became more active: "No, I'm just... brewing it up. I don't want to say it."

Xu Xiran didn't speak.Fang Mo was quiet for a while, and then said again: "I said that Professor Xu harassed me, it was false. He had no other contact with me except asking me to answer questions in class."

Xu Xiran was stunned for a moment, and asked, "Why did you do this?"

"Because...because..." Fang Mo faltered, with a look of embarrassment.

Xu Xiran didn't urge him, just looked down at him with his head down.

"Because... I want you to care about me," Fang Mo finally said, blushing, "I hope you will care about me more."

"...you caused me to misunderstand him, and I was very rude to Professor Xu afterwards." Xu Xiran said.

"I'm sorry." Fang Mo apologized again.

Xu Xiran sighed: "Is there any more?"

"And...Yang Lin," Fang Mo continued to explain, "He never touched me, I was talking nonsense."

Xu Xiran immediately opened his eyes wide: "You slandered him?"

Fang Mo said nothing.His originally straight back was slightly bent, as if trying to shrink himself a little smaller.

"Why?" Xu Xiran asked.

"He likes you," Fang Mo said, "We didn't deal with it at that time because we all liked you."

"..."

"I don't want him to get close to you. He has ulterior motives." Fang Mo said, paused, and added in a slightly lower voice, "...Because I am too."

"I scolded him," Xu Xiran said, "because I believed in you."

Fang Mo bit his lip, as if he had made up his mind: "I can apologize."

Xu Xiran still sighed: "Why do you apologize? Only I know what you said to him. Could it be that you went to tell him that I made a rumor in front of Xu Xiran half a year ago, and now I'm here to say sorry to you?"

Looking for trouble for nothing, I owe a beating to the extreme.

Fang Mo looked at him: "Then what should we do?"

"...I'll go," Xu Xiran said, "I was the one who had the confrontation. I'll apologize to him."

Just to say, because of some misunderstanding, I treated him badly at the beginning, I'm sorry.

Fang Mo obviously had a problem with his words.But after struggling for a long time, I held back and didn't say anything.

"If you have any ideas, just mention them." Xu Xiran said.

"Yang Lin has blocked you, what are you going to say," Fang Mo muttered in a low voice, "He also spread rumors about me later, and he didn't apologize to me."

This is a really bad account.

"Besides, if you go to find Yang Lin, Liu Xiaochang will definitely not be happy." Fang Mo raised his hand and gestured with his index finger and thumb. "He kind of regards you as an imaginary enemy."

Xu Xiran didn't know what to do for a while, so he shook his head and asked, "Is there anything else?"

Fang Mo nodded slightly: "Yes. At that time you introduced your Banhua to me, I deliberately didn't have a good chat with her."

"You guessed it, I was nagged by her for a long time, you really tricked me everywhere," Xu Xiran said, "Continue talking."

"What's more...Zou Shun always knew that I liked you," Fang Mo said, "We...we pretended to be in front of you on purpose."

Xu Xiran was really surprised: "What do you mean?"

"He deliberately pretended to like me in front of you," Fang Mo lowered his head, "then...and then I...discussed with you to make you pretend to be jealous..."

"Why are you so capable?" Xu Xiran couldn't help but cry, "I finished the script by myself. Are you tired?"

From this point of view, the two pretended to be a couple at the beginning, and then were misunderstood by everyone around them as a couple, which was all facilitated by Fang Mo.Fang Mo is undoubtedly a master screenwriter full of execution.

Fang Mo said nothing.

Xu Xiran originally wanted to ask, what exactly are you planning.When the words came to his lips, he swallowed them back.

What else can I draw, but I can only draw him.Is there really anyone in this world who can work so hard because of a face?

"Are you happy staying with me?" Xu Xiran asked suddenly.

Hearing this, Fang Mo immediately sat up straight again, looked into his eyes and nodded vigorously.

Xu Xiran thought to himself, that's it.For so long, Fang Mo's happy appearance in front of him was always real.

He kind of wanted to ask Fang Mo, besides my face, what else do you like about me?Then he recalled that he had asked a similar question some time ago.

Fang Mo answered him without hesitation, because he was handsome.At that time, I thought he was joking, but now it seems that he was speaking the truth without concealing it.

But he also said later that because he likes being with him, he thinks he is good everywhere.By the way, Fang Mo also praised him for his extraordinary talent.

Therefore, Fang Mo worked so hard because he fell in love with him at first sight, and after getting along with him, he liked him everywhere.Listen, it's not bad at all.

"Is there anything else to explain?" He asked casually.

Fang Mo raised his hand and rubbed his nose with the back of his hand, before replying, "Is it okay for me to secretly eat your tofu all the time?"

"..."

"You might not notice it at that time," Fang Mo blushed a little, "I like to find opportunities to touch you on purpose."

Xu Xiran suddenly felt a little strange.

It seems that Fang Mo doesn't need to say so much and so much detail, even if he secretly hides it, many things will never be exposed one day.

Or, if he really wanted to hide it, it was possible to stop what happened at dinner.He was so shrewd in the past, and he still didn't realize it after playing countless tricks.When his two sisters mentioned those topics, he completely gave up resistance, as if he deliberately wanted to say everything through their mouths.

Why is this little villain so honest now?

Xu Xiran looked at Fang Mo in front of him.His appearance is still different from usual, although he is not as tense as before, but he is obviously still uneasy.He was still terrified.

The displeasure in Xu Xiran's heart rose again.

How could Fang Mo be afraid when facing him.He would neither attack him nor beat him.

Xu Xiran thought to himself, what else can I do to you, your careful plan has already been a big success, and I like you so much now.

Since we like each other, no matter what contradictions there are, it is impossible to break up.

Don't be afraid of me.

When the train arrived at the station, the rain had stopped.

The two walked side by side in the direction of the community, Xu Xiran asked again: "Is there anything else?"

Fang Mo was quiet for a moment before replying, "Maybe, but I can't remember it right now."

Xu Xiran was almost amused by him.

"I think so," Xu Xiran said, "Even if they didn't deceive me on purpose, they definitely misled me."

Fang Mo immediately turned his head to look at him curiously.

Xu Xiran reminded him: "Just when we were the first time."

Fang Mo was stunned for two seconds, and suddenly said loudly: "No, it's really okay, I felt it that time, it wasn't too bad! And you made progress later!"

Xu Xiran was taken aback, with a puzzled look on his face: "What are you talking about?"

"..." Fang Mo looked at him, his expression suddenly stiffened, and he lowered his head unnaturally, "Oh, I made a mistake. Continue talking."

Xu Xiran couldn't help but care: "You're dishonest again?"

Fang Mo's trembling appearance annoyed him, but at this moment, having a deterrent effect is indeed a good thing.

"That's right..." Fang Mo's voice became smaller and smaller, "I don't dislike it."

Xu Xiran finally recovered.Fang Mo thinks that he is dead, and those flattery at the beginning were also fake.

The atmosphere suddenly became awkward.

Fang Mo tugged at his sleeve: "What did you want to say?"

What Xu Xiran originally wanted to say was, did you never think about being the one above.This problem that troubled him for a long time, had a lot of nightmares, continued self-hypnosis and forced psychological construction, and then he was very grateful for it was all caused by Fang Mo's concealment of the truth.

After he realized this, he was a little angry.But at the moment, these are not important.

Fang Mo thinks he's dead? !

Xu Xiran had never suffered such a huge blow in his life, and everything he was struggling with just now was nothing compared to him.He felt that his dignity as a man was gone.

Seeing his gloomy expression, Fang Mo panicked, and carefully added: "I have improved every time, and the improvement is huge! It's true! Everything I said today is guaranteed to be absolutely true!"

After he finished speaking, he even raised four fingers to the sky.

Xu Xiran was troubled.He glanced at Fang Mo, and finally couldn't help but said, "Did I scare you like this?"

"...What kind?" Fang Mo asked.

"So honest."

Fang Mo bit his lip and said, "It's not really scary."

After he finished speaking, he stopped in his tracks, still holding Xu Xiran's sleeve: "I just think, since you already know... why don't you just say it all at once. It's uncomfortable to keep these things in your heart. We If you want to be together forever, you have to be honest."

Xu Xiran was stunned.

He remembered something inappropriately.In the past few days, he has read Fang Mo's photo albums from childhood many times.From a chubby little doll to a handsome little friend, watch him grow taller and handsome little by little, and become the appearance he is most familiar with.Holding the photo album, he chatted with Fang Mo's parents, listening to them talk about all kinds of interesting things about Fang Mo's childhood, and never tired of it.Fang Mo's unfamiliar past, which he was not able to participate in, even if he can learn more about it through the photo album and his parents' words, he feels more satisfied in his heart.

He likes every part of Fang Mo, and he is interested in all the corners that have not been exposed to him.But now, Fang Mo is willing to reveal to him all the parts that have been carefully hidden.

This should have been something to be happy about.

Even the part that hurt him the most can find something that moves him.Fang Mo secretly despises him in his heart, but still treats him seriously as a treasure, thinking that he will always be with him.Fang Mo likes him so much.

In fact, from another perspective, their relationship is the result of Fang Mo's unilateral efforts, and he enjoys it.He's the one taking advantage.

But fortunately, he is also true to Fang Mo's intentions now.Fang Mo's narcissism, coquettishness, dishonesty, and childishness, as well as Fang Mo's petty thoughts and bad intentions that can't be put on the table, are all the parts that make him willing to tolerate unconditionally, and smile when he thinks about it after suffering.

Therefore, Fang Mo really doesn't have to be afraid in front of him.He will always have the exclusive privilege of being a bad boy before him.