I Treat You as a Brother

For this day to come, Xu Xiran took some time off from studying to do some preparations.Having been immersed in Two-dimensional for many years, some of his cognitions have been biased, but the basic common sense is still there.He knows that virtual works cannot be trusted, and to understand the actual operation, you still have to watch real people.

It's a pity that I didn't see much, mainly because I couldn't hold on physically and mentally.On the screen, the body of the male Nuoguo made him slightly uncomfortable, and every second became a torment after he was substituted into one of them.

He hasn't had the chance to see Fang Mo's expressionless face so far.But half-hidden and half-concealed, he saw a lot.feel good.He likes his fair skin, straight and slender legs, slightly sunken belly when lying flat, beautifully shaped collarbone, and the two small fruits on his chest that have recently become brighter in color.As for a certain part, although it can't be called much admiration, as long as it is Fang Mo's, it will be cute.

As a male, Fang Mo's body is different from those in the video, which makes his heart skip a beat.

But no matter how excited she was, Xu Xiran still collapsed after substituting herself and Fang Mo into the video.He even had more than one nightmare. In the dream, the delicate and crying Fang Mo was sweating profusely on him while shedding tears.

After waking up, Xu Xiran completely lost sleep.

But that's not the reason why he bought sleeping pills, he simply didn't want to face what would happen next and tried to escape.If he had a choice, he even wanted to be anesthetized.After being completely unconscious, Fang Mo can do whatever he wants, anyway, he doesn't want to experience it awake.

When watching the video, because he couldn't hold on to the progress bar, he accidentally saw the high-definition and uncensored close-up of the splitting and blossoming, and his stomach was churning.

Thinking that such scenes would appear on her body from time to time in her future life, Xu Xiran was about to lose her will to survive.

No matter how much psychological construction you do, you can't completely convince yourself.When things came to an end, he finally couldn't hold back and expressed his opinion to Fang Mo.

He thought that he was willing to make such a tragic sacrifice because he liked Fang Mo.Then if Fang Mo also valued him, maybe he would give in.

The so-called car must have a road to the front of the mountain, and there is another village with dark willows and bright flowers.Never expected that things would go so smoothly.

He walked out of the school with the intention of going to the execution ground, and now he can go silent.

Xu Xiran, whose legs looked like they had been poured with cement, suddenly became as light as a swallow, and walked with strides.Fang Mo, who was holding hands with him, was very quiet, and followed him quickly without saying a word.

The two entered the store efficiently, took out their ID cards, got their room cards, and went upstairs.Finally opened the door, facing the double bed.

Xu Xiran was still a little anxious at first, but now she felt a little shy for some reason.Just as he was about to say something to ease the atmosphere, the person next to him hugged his neck.

Fang Mo made no secret of his anticipation for what would happen next, smiled and came over to kiss his lips.

So all those reserved and shy things flew away from Xu Xiran's mind in an instant.

He enthusiastically responded to the sweetness in his arms, and then stumbled towards the bed with him.Because he didn't look at the road, he accidentally tripped over the edge of the bed, and fell down with his arms around both of them.

This scene that would appear to be very romantic in an idol drama made them grit their teeth.

The two overlapped each other gasping for air, covered their mouths and grinned for a while, then laughed together again.

"It hurts?" Xu Xiran asked.

Fang Mo shook his head: "It's okay."

After speaking, he leaned over to kiss him again.They always love to kiss.The feeling of mingling lips and teeth with the one you love is too good to be addicted to.Xu Xiran felt that if they were allowed to kiss like this for a few hours without doing anything else, there would be nothing wrong with it.

The man in front of him, however, had a different opinion.Fang Mo raised his thigh slightly and rubbed against him.Seeing that he reacted quickly, he immediately laughed.

"Come on?" He whispered to Xu Xiran.

Xu Xiran's heart skipped a beat.He turned over, pressed Fang Mo under him, looked down at him, kissed his forehead again, and asked, "Are you really willing?"

Fang Mo raised his head and smiled at him, then nodded slightly.

His expression was undisguised, full of anticipation and joy, and there was no reluctance at all.

A little self-blame suddenly surged in Xu Xiran's heart.He thought, Fang Mo must like him very much, that's why he was willing to make such a major sacrifice, and he didn't complain.In contrast, it was outrageous for me who had hesitated for such a long time, but retreated before the battle to find excuses to beg for mercy.

"...You can be on top if you want." Xu Xiran said.

Fang Mo was stunned for a moment, then immediately said: "I want to do things with you that will make you happy."

Xu Xiran was so moved: "Me too!"

"Actually, you don't want to be down here at all, do you?" Fang Mo asked tentatively.

Xu Xiran didn't know whether to admit it or not.He was afraid that Fang Mo would take care of his emotions and neglect himself.

"You can't force yourself," Fang Mo put his arms around him, let him press on his body, and then said softly in his ear, "I want all the memories you left when you were with me to be happy .”

Xu Xiran thought to himself, your very existence makes me happy.

[【Commissioned, viewing method remains the same, chapter number 80】】

After sweating, I do feel sleepy.

Xu Xiran was shrouded in tiredness and couldn't open his eyes, but he didn't want to sleep.After Fang Mo's skin was slightly moistened, it became smoother and softer to the touch, so comfortable that it made people reluctant to let go.Their hands and feet were all entangled for a while, their body temperature and breath fused together, and they became lazy together.

"Xu Xiran." Fang Mo whispered his name.

"Huh?" Xu Xiran agreed with her eyes closed.

Fang Mo didn't speak, just smiled lightly.After a while, he called him again: "Xu Xiran."

"Yes." Xu Xiran agreed again.

Fang Mo rubbed his face against him, pressed his lips against his skin, and fell silent.

Xu Xiran enjoyed such tenderness for a moment, when she suddenly thought of something, she opened her eyes.

"There's a question I've been meaning to ask," he said.

Fang Mo closed his eyes and nodded, motioning for him to continue.

"Why do you like me?"

Fang Mo was quiet for a while, and finally said: "I don't know."

"You don't even want so many people chasing you, so why did you fall in love with me?" Xu Xiran asked relentlessly.

"Because you are handsome." Fang Mo said.

Xu Xiran couldn't help laughing: "Can you be more serious?"

"I feel happy staying with you." Fang Mo said again.

"That's it?"

"I like you anyway." Fang Mo opened his eyes and rubbed his face with his nose. "You are pleasing to the eye. I think you are good everywhere. How do you want me to praise you?"

Xu Xiran was amused by him and laughed straight away: "When did that start?"

Fang Mo didn't speak again.

"Are you embarrassed too?" Xu Xiran asked.

Fang Mo held back for a long time before opening his mouth: "Maybe it's because...you call me wife all day long, I have a strong sense of substitution, and accidentally..."

"..."

"Yeah, why don't you bark now?" Fang Mo asked.

Xu Xiran blushed.

Back then, the fundamental reason for making such jokes with Fang Mo all day long was that he was not enlightened and his heart was frank.Only when you don't take it seriously, you can say it without any scruples.It’s different now, those who call out now are sincere, how embarrassing.

What's more, he once thought that Fang Mo only wanted to be the one above.In that case, wouldn't he be his wife?

Thinking of this, he suddenly panicked again.

Just now, it was hearty, and it felt wonderful.But next time, shouldn't it be the other way around?

Xu Xiran's breathing stopped suddenly.

He kept telling himself in his heart, Fang Mo treats you so well, you can't be dishonest.He has been calling someone his wife in his mouth and heart for so long, so he has to pay a little bit.Even the chrysanthemum is not willing to explode for his wife, so how can he say he loves him?Fang Mo's size is a little smaller than him, so he shouldn't have to suffer so much by then.

"Hey," Fang Mo pushed him, "what are you thinking?"

Xu Xiran shook her head violently: "No, it's nothing."

Although Fang Mo was suspicious, he didn't get to the bottom of it, but continued the topic just now: "Why don't you call it now?"

Xu Xiran was a little nervous and also looking forward to it: "Can I call you that?"

Fang Mo frowned immediately when he heard the words: "Who else do you want to call that?"

Seeing his expression, Xu Xiran's heart suddenly brightened when he heard his tone.

"...What are you laughing at?" Fang Mo was a little unhappy.

Xu Xiran opened his mouth.He originally wanted to call "wife" immediately.The words came to his lips, but he felt very embarrassed for some reason.

He cleared his throat and asked back: "If I call you wife, what should you call me?"

After speaking, the two looked at each other at close range for a while, but neither of them spoke.

Fang Mo's cheeks gradually turned red, and finally he was defeated first and looked away.

"What do you call me?" Xu Xiran followed Fang Mo's way and asked.

Fang Mo bit his lip and blushed, finally opened his mouth, but it turned out to be a completely irrelevant topic: "Are you planning to go home for the Chinese New Year?"

This turned too bluntly too much.

Xu Xiran was amused: "Are you embarrassed too? Where exactly are you embarrassed?"

If he can catch it accurately, he can bully Fang Mo to his heart's content.Xu Xiran has only recently realized that there are some pretty nasty parts of her personality, and she especially likes to see the shameful appearance of her beloved.

Fang Mo blushed, completely ignored his words, and continued to ask: "When the holiday is over, do you want to go back to your father's place?"

Xu Xiran wanted to make him shy, deliberately ignored him, and insisted on asking just now: "What did you call me?"

Fang Mo pursed his lips hard, and then said quickly: "Honey, do you want to go back during the Chinese New Year?"

Half of the first two words were held in his mouth, and he spoke indistinctly, almost inaudible.

Xu Xiran cleared his throat, and finally answered him: "I, during Chinese New Year, when..."

He couldn't stop laughing as he spoke, his shoulders trembled and his voice became incoherent.

Fang Mo blushed: "Speak well!"

Xu Xiran tried hard to hold back a smile and nodded.

He thought to himself, what to do, what's going on, it's incredible, it's a miracle that there are such lovely people in this world.

"Are you going to tell me or not?" Fang Mo was anxious.

"It hasn't been decided yet," Xu Xiran finally recovered, "My dad told me on the phone a few days ago that they don't want to run away from relatives during the Chinese New Year, and they plan to take advantage of the holiday to travel abroad, so let me get the visa quickly."

"...Oh," Fang Mo nodded, with a slightly disappointed expression, "That's pretty good."

"But I don't really want to go," Xu Xiran said, "I don't know why, I obviously like my aunt and my sister, but I just don't like to be with them day and night. I'm a little reserved."

"Feel like a guest?" Fang Mo asked.

"There is one thing," Xu Xiran said, "Auntie is too polite to me, but instead... I can't get close."

He didn't mention these words to Fang Mo last time.At that time, I was worried that it would be strange to say it, but now I feel that I can tell him whatever is in my heart.

Originally, I was worried that Fang Mo, a crybaby, would make up his mind and continue crying, but he didn't expect this guy to laugh.

"I see," Fang Mo said, "You just like others to be rude to you."

Xu Xiran raised his eyebrows: "What logic?"

Fang Mo smiled at him: "So you are close to me and love to be with me, right?"

Xu Xiran froze for a moment, then smiled.

Fang Mo may be right.

Too polite and friendly when getting along, but can't talk to each other.When Fang Mo first struck up a conversation with him on the Internet, he was very familiar, and his words were sincere and straightforward, which made them immediately open up the chatter box and quickly get close.

Xu Xiran knew that he was quite a vulgar person by nature, and he could not learn the principle of treating each other as a guest, so he could have no scruples with those closest to him.All of Fang Mo's gentleness came from his heart rather than being polite. If he said it was okay, he would never secretly slander him in his heart. Praising him must mean that he really thinks him good.He would also laugh at Fang Mo as an idiot when he was stupid, spit on him occasionally, and bully him at certain times.Show him the real side.

Fang Mo is not a person who can hide his thoughts very well, and his emotions are always on his face.Xu Xiran doesn't have to worry, he says he's fine, he puts on a smile on his face but he cares in his heart.This kind of relationship is relaxed and full of security.

His father's wife was a gentle and kind woman, and Xu Xiran believed that she wanted to get along with him from the bottom of her heart, and she had no bad intentions.Unfortunately, they will probably never be a real family.Every time he goes home, he is a guest.

"Then if you don't go with them, where are you going to stay during the Chinese New Year?" Fang Mo asked again.

"I originally thought that it would be fine for me to go home alone after they left," Xu Xiran said, "Then I thought... If that's the case, there's no need to go back, right?"

Fang Mo looked at him with bright eyes: "So? What's your plan now?"

"I told you, I have a house here, and I usually don't live there," Xu Xiran said. "It's not very close to the school, so I seldom go there. I can live there during the Chinese New Year."

Fang Mo looked at him, blinked his eyes twice, hesitated to speak.