I Treat You as a Brother

Well, he is now a man with an object.

Xu Xiran lay on the bed with her eyes open, obviously feeling sleepy but unable to fall asleep at all.He turned on the phone again and again, looked at it a few times and then put it down.

He was still talking to Fang Mo.I don't know what to say, so I say thank you.I feel so lucky, my heart is full of gratitude, my chest is full, and I need to pour it out.He often has a lot of feelings about various things, and he can speak eloquently, and if necessary, he can praise Fang Mojiu for how cute he is.But at this moment it is difficult to describe my mood in detail.

It was so new, he had never experienced it before.Words like joy or happiness are too simple to describe.He felt as if he had become a more successful, better human being because of the stronger bond he had developed with the other.He swelled up a bit for this.Fang Mo's boyfriend.An identity that represents happiness and luck.

After turning over twice, Xu Xiran finally couldn't hold back, and opened the dialog with Fang Mo.

He repeats it dully, "Thank you."

Fang Mo didn't sleep either, sending and replying at the speed of light, killing all the good atmosphere.

"Is my technique so good that you can recall it so far?"

Xu Xiran was speechless.His innocent gratitude became instantly obscene with this twist.

Fang Mo sent another message.

"That's right. Although I haven't done it for others before, I'm a skilled worker after all."

Xu Xiran thought to himself, why is this person like this.

Fang Mo's messages came one after another.

"Can't you sleep?"

"Then you will dream of me."

"Why don't you talk? Are you asleep?"

"Okay, good night!"

When Xu Xiran found out, Fang Mo was also very excited.

He actually wanted to talk to Fang Mo for a while, but his mental state did not allow it.He got up at 06:30 today, has been running around all day, and was overexcited just now, and now he can hardly keep his eyes open.He typed in a daze, "Good night."

After closing his eyes, his mind was fuzzy, but he still couldn't fall asleep.Fang Mo's words just now made him involuntarily think of something that happened not long ago, which made him feel very concerned.

Why didn't Fang Mo let him touch it?She obviously likes him, kisses him, and is willing to become a couple with him, and even proactively and even enthusiastically provides him with wonderful services.

Xu Xiran couldn't understand Fang Mo's thoughts.

Could it be because although I like him emotionally and I am willing to try to accept him, I still have a slight resistance to homosexuality in my bones?

Xu Xiran could understand this emotion.He doesn't mind Fang Mo being a boy with a flat chest, but thinking that Fang Mo also has the same thing as himself, he will inevitably feel a little strange in his heart.It's hard to describe that emotion, more or less there's an instinct to overcome.But stripping away the superficial incompatibility, his urge to touch his sweetheart is stronger.

He is curious about the part of the person he likes that he should not have liked originally.He wanted to see it, and after seeing it, he might even want to touch it.

...Fang Mo is so stingy.

What's the matter with touching it, he is also a skilled worker.

Xu Xiran turned over again, and then a terrible thought suddenly popped up in her heart.

He opened his eyes wide in the darkness.

There seem to be many similar plots in the manga I was forced to read a while ago.In the complete plot, the attacker always serves the subject with his hands or mouth first, and then he will treat the subject like that and that and that.Fang Mo has been so obsessed with this kind of comics these days, is he learning from experience?

Thinking about it carefully, Fang Mo's behavior today is too aggressive.As an original straight man, he must be as unable to accept being the next one as he is, right?Didn't he want to make himself comfortable first, and then get comfortable in his own body?

Xu Xiran wrapped his little quilt tightly.

What to do, the sweetness is surging, and the crisis is hidden in it.Fang Mo doesn't mean to proceed step by step at all, his enthusiasm is so overwhelming that if he shows resistance at that time, will it make him sad?

But it is impossible for him not to resist!

Xu Xiran suffered from complete insomnia in the torment, and indeed overslept the next day.

"I thought you were sick again." Fang Mo frowned, sitting on the edge of the bed looking at him dumbfounded, "Like a sister Lin."

When he came in, Xu Xiran's roommate helped to open the door.The roommate has left now, and there are only two of them left in the dormitory.

Xu Xiran just woke up and sat up, her thinking was still very slow.He dazedly looked at Fang Mo's face who was close at hand, and thought to himself, strange, was he so close just now?

Then, Fang Mo held his face and kissed him hard on the cheek.

"Get up," Fang Mo smiled at him, "accompany me to dinner."

Xu Xi realized it later, and felt a burst of joy in his heart.He lifted the quilt and got out of bed, reaching out to hug his new lover, but was pushed away.

Fang Mo suppressed a smile and shook his head: "No, you have to brush your teeth before you can kiss me."

Xu Xiran endured the humiliation and went to wash up.After he finished washing his face and came to his senses, he was hugged from behind by the person who broke into the bathroom.

Fang Mo hugged his waist and rubbed his face against his neck.

"I don't want to go to dinner again," Fang Mo said, "I want to stay with you just like this."

Xu Xiran thought too.Although he is hungry, there are instant noodles in his cabinet.

He dragged the large burden behind him to hang up the towel with difficulty, turned around, and kissed this clingy guy.

"Mint flavor." Fang Mo commented in a low voice.

His tone was obviously very satisfied with this, so Xu Xiran continued to enthusiastically offer him a taste.

Just had the first light kiss last night.They seem to have completely passed the jerky and shy stage that should be experienced between ordinary couples just after communicating with each other, and they have progressed to the stage of passionate love without shame in an instant.

It may be because we have been friends for a long time and are too familiar with each other, which saves so much embarrassment.

The two of them leaned against the sink and were sticky for a while, Xu Xiran's heart was about to move.Fang Mo doesn't like him touching there, so what about other places?Xu Xiran wanted to touch many places on his body, and it would be best not to touch him through his clothes.If it is put into practice now, how can we grasp the scale so as not to arouse Fang Mo's disgust as much as possible?

Just as he was thinking, Fang Mo's hand on his waist seemed to move down slowly.

Then, the hand pinched his ass.

The terrifying assumption from last night instantly revived in his brain, and Xu Xiran's hair stood on end.

Fang Mo was still immersed in excitement, unaware of his insecurity.

"Do you still remember seeing half of the movie last time?" He said to Xu Xiran with a smile, "It's not good to watch in the dormitory, so let's go out and watch it."

Xu Xiran's heart was beating wildly.

The implication of this invitation could not be more obvious.

It's not that it's not good to watch movies in the dormitory, but it's inconvenient to do that kind of thing in the dormitory.

Fang Mo thought about him.

By the way, Fang Mo seemed to call him Sister Lin just now.

"What's the matter?" Fang Mo smiled and kissed him on the chin, "Don't you want to go?"

He had just woken up, had no time to tidy up his appearance other than washing his face and brushing his teeth, and there was a little fresh stubble on his chin.It doesn't look obvious, but it's definitely prickly to the touch.Fang Mo didn't know why he was very satisfied with such a touch. He kissed many times and rubbed the tip of his nose like a cat.

Xu Xiran asked himself, of course he wanted to go.He wanted to practice every one of the many delusions he had in waking or dreaming.

The scary thing is that Fang Mo might want to do those things to him too.When Xu Xiran thought of this, his interest dropped greatly.He grieves, why is it so difficult for him, because he and his lover have too consistent expectations for each other, but they can't reconcile.He didn't want to do things that would embarrass Fang Mo, and he couldn't simply give up something, so he could only resort to procrastination.

He quickly considered the words and asked cautiously: "Let's go one by one, shall we?"

Fang Mo was stunned for a moment, his expression obviously sank.Then, he quickly pressed his lips together and nodded.

"That's right." He said, stepped back slightly, and smiled at Xu Xiran again, "Then let's go eat?"

Just as Xu Xiran was about to nod, he suddenly remembered a big event.He slapped his thigh suddenly: "No! I forgot about my mother!"

He made a vow last night, telling Ms. Huang that although he abandoned her tonight, he promised that he would come back to accompany him when he got up the next day, and that he would not be left behind in the itinerary he agreed on.

Xu Xiran secretly repented for her unfilial piety.He cautiously reported to Fang Mo: "If I say now that I want to stay with my mother, will you deduct [-] points for me?"

Fang Mo tilted his head: "Yes, why did you come back yesterday?"

After deliberating between the two answers for a while, Xu Xiran gave up "My mother said I should come to accompany you", and replied, "Because I miss you and want to celebrate your birthday with you."

Fang Mo happily let him go.

After seeing Ms. Huang in the afternoon, Xu Xiran became extremely shy in front of his mother.

"Oh," Ms. Huang frowned, "it seems to be going well?"

Xu Xiran smiled silly at her: "Hehe."

Ms. Huang had a complicated expression, but she quickly followed suit with a smile: "If you are all right when I come back next year, bring her to meet me."

Fang Mo is a boy after all.Xu Xiran hesitated, but finally nodded solemnly.Because Fang Mo is a boy, he didn't just stay with him casually, and sooner or later his family should know.

Ms. Huang added: "You can barely be considered an adult now. You can have girlfriends, but no matter what you do, you must be responsible to each other and you can't mess around. Do you know that?"

Xu Xiran was full of emotion in his heart, mixed with joy and sorrow.

Although I have read a lot of bad books, my mind is always full of waste.But he is still an honest man in this respect.

Now he is even more worried that Fang Mo will mess with him.As soon as I thought of it, I nervously did the levator ani exercise.

Xu Xiran has dealt with many homosexuals in his life, and most of them were not pleasant, at least he was not.

The world is unpredictable, and I never thought that he would become one of them one day.I have embarrassing things on my mind, but I can't find someone to talk to at all.

In desperation, he decided to look for references from the fields he was most familiar with.For example, Two-dimensional works.

The ○× manga app that I downloaded at the beginning contained a lot of works of this kind.

Xu Xiran devoted himself to studying for a few days, but the more he looked at it, the more he felt that it was not so good.

Domineering, active, aggressive and provocative are all aggressive.

Those who say they can't do it, those who want to meet but refuse, those who love to emphasize that they are straight, and those who love to say "I want to be on top" are all accepted.

He suspected that he had already lost at the starting line.Maybe when Fang Mo plays according to the standard routine, he will turn into a puddle of spring water and have a new understanding of himself from then on.

Just thinking about it, Xu Xiran got goosebumps all over his body.He felt that he really couldn't.

The only thing that gave him a little confidence in himself was his height and shape.He is a little bit taller than Fang Mo, and his attack speed should be a little bit higher from the outside.

But he happened to know a man named Liu Xiaochang.

For Fang Mo, this is such a bad example that is close at hand.

But since he thought of Liu Xiaochang, Xu Xiran naturally thought of another person.

He and Yang Lin had a good relationship at the beginning, but even though there was a rift later, it was because of Fang Mo.According to what Fang Mo said, he just solved the relationship crisis for this young couple a while ago, so that should mean that they have already reconciled, right?Then it seems that there is no need for him to continue to draw a clear line with Yang Lin.

He was too panicked about what Fang Mo might want to do, and he needed an experienced person to teach him and clear his mind.

Xu Xiran spent more than half an hour building his mind, and finally mustered up the courage to send Yang Lin a message.

"How are you?"

It took Yang Lin a long time to reply.

"can I help you?"

Polite and rusty.

Xu Xiran bit the bullet and continued.

"You know about me and Fang Mo, right? I don't have such friends around me, so I want to chat with you, maybe we can have a common language. I don't know if it's convenient for you now?"

After bravely pressing send, the dialog box fell into dead silence.After at least 5 minutes, the "typing" status prompt appeared.

Yang Lin was typing 1 years, and finally sent a long text.

"Senior, you are a very good person. I have always had a longing for you, and I still regard it as a good memory until now. But sorry, I may not be a suitable person to discuss these things with you. Some things You know how to be cold and warm, you can follow your heart and feel happy, you don’t have to worry too much. I’m sorry, I really don’t mean you are so bad, but I really really can’t face it. Hugs to you False wishful thinking is my own problem, I realize how stupid that is, but please let me keep a little good memory too! Wishing you a long time! Goodbye."

Xu Xiran was full of question marks.This paragraph is a mess, and I can't see what I want to express at all.

He replied blankly, "Huh?"

Received a red exclamation point.