I Treat You as a Brother

Xu Xiran felt uneasy.

Then sleepless nights.

Zou Shun's words made him unable to ignore it.He wondered if he had really gotten too close to Fang Mo during this period of time.Excessive intimacy caused misunderstandings among the people around him, and at the same time, it also had some subtle effects on himself.

For example, these days, he would occasionally start thinking about whether Fang Mo would really cry when he was lying on the bed in the dead of night.

Xu Xiran had seen his eyes turn red.

Fang Mo's skin is fair and delicate, and the corners of his eyes are slightly red, which is especially obvious.On the second day after he sprained his foot, in his dormitory, he held his head up for a long time because of a sneeze, his eyes were full of moisture, and even the tip of his nose was slightly red.

Xu Xiran's heart was very itchy at the time, hoping that the water droplets would rush out and wet his cheeks.

It's a pity that Fang Mo quickly wiped away all the tears that would fall in the future with his sleeves.After that, his whole face turned a little red.

Xu Xiran has an unfounded perception that people with moles at the corners of their eyes love to cry, and tears are more seductive.

And the rest of his common sense told him that it wasn't normal to want to see his good brother cry.

Xu Xiran hugged the pillow and rolled around on the bed.He thought, it must be because there have been too many people of the same sex around him who have plans for him over the years, which have seriously polluted his thinking, and such strange thoughts occasionally appear.

He has to stop.

If Fang Mo found out, he wouldn't be pissed off.

Xu Xiran said to himself that night, it must have something to do with his frequent contact with Fang Mo.Maybe he should try to keep a little distance from him, which is conducive to adjusting his mentality.

However, when Fang Mo asked him to have dinner with him the next day, he agreed without hesitation.

The two sat face to face in the cafeteria. Fang Mo was obviously in a bad mood, keeping his head down and not saying a word.

Xu Xiran was inevitably worried.

"What's the matter, what's the matter?" He asked, "It's because of Zou Shun again?"

Fang Mo's expression and tone were embarrassing, and he didn't look at him when he spoke: "Did Zou Shun talk nonsense to you yesterday?"

Xu Xiran was stunned.

"...he was teasing you, don't take it seriously." Fang Mo said again.

He raised his head after speaking.Before their eyes met, Xu Xiran hastily lowered her head.

"I know," he said, "I told him to stop it."

After speaking, there was no sound on the other side.

The two ate quietly for a while, and the atmosphere was rarely stiff.

Xu Xiran thought to himself, it's over, maybe Zou Shun's random guess made Fang Mo also start to doubt.What if he was really misunderstood.Will he be disgusted, will he feel betrayed as he did at the beginning?How can I save it now?

"Oh," Xu Xiran sighed deliberately exaggeratedly, "it must be because I pretended to be too similar to you in front of him."

After he finished speaking, he glanced at Fang Mo.

Fang Mo still lowered his head, chewing quietly with his lips on the tip of the chopsticks.

Xu Xiran continued: "But you know, it's just a pretend."

Fang Mo nodded.

"Since we know that Zou Shun likes someone else, there is no need to continue to mislead him," Xu Xiran said, "I will clarify with him next time I have a chance."

Fang Mo finally said, "Whatever you want."

Xu Xiran was a little flustered.Fang Mo was particularly unhappy when he was unhappy.His facial expressions and tone of voice couldn't be hidden at all.He was visibly upset.There seems to be only one possibility for him to be dissatisfied with this topic.

"I swear I didn't," Xu Xiran raised his hand and raised four fingers, "Don't listen to his nonsense. My aesthetic orientation is like Xiaoyao's."

Fang Mo glanced at him, then quickly lowered his head: "I'm sick, it's none of my business."

When he and Fang Mo were alone, the atmosphere was rarely so rigid.

This meal was tasteless, and Xu Xiran felt uncomfortable all over.After eating, the two packed up the tableware and walked back together, Xu Xiran answered the phone.

There is bad news from members of the club.Seeing that the competition was about to begin, some members suddenly had an accident and were unable to take the stage.Because the role played is more important and there are many scenes in the whole performance, it is indispensable, so a substitute must be found quickly.

"Do you know a taller, cuter girl?" Xu Xiran asked Fang Mo nearby after hanging up the phone.

Fang Mo thought for a while seriously: "I only know your club."

Xu Xiran shook his head and sighed.

"That's over, there are only a few girls I know well." He said.

"Who is wrong?" Fang Mo asked.

He was standing beside Xu Xiran, and he should have heard a little bit of the phone call, but he couldn't hear it clearly.

"Chang Tian," Xu Xiran said, "this kid suddenly got chickenpox, and now he has left school and gone home."

Fang Mo was a little surprised: "It's actually him?"

"That's right," Xu Xiran said, "He said he could contribute all the clothes and wigs. But after all, he is a boy, and the size is a little too big for ordinary girls."

"I don't think he's very tall, is he?" Fang Mo was puzzled.

"It's just an illusion caused by a small face," Xu Xiran said, "Actually, he's not much shorter than you, you..."

As he spoke, he suddenly stopped, and then looked Fang Mo up and down several times.

After being dazed for a while, Fang Mo suddenly became alert and stepped back slightly: "What do you want?"

"...Cosplay is quite fun." Xu Xiran said to him.

The expression is sincere and the tone is sincere.Also took a step forward.

Fang Mo shook his head quickly: "No way!"

"You haven't tried it, so how do you know you don't like it?" Xu Xiran was persuasive, and the words he said were very familiar, "Try it, maybe you will fall in love."

Fang Mo was very firm: "That's impossible."

"Have you ever heard a saying," Xu Xiran said, "Homophobia means deep closet."

Fang Mo reacted violently, and took another step back abruptly: "What do you mean?!"

"The truth is the same. Extreme resistance to women's clothing means that you are longing for women's clothing deep in your heart. You are resisting your true self. I am afraid that this door will suddenly open and it will be out of control. There is no more suitable person than you, you Having seen them rehearse so many times, the process must be very clear, and you are the chosen one."

"Just talk nonsense..." Fang Mo didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "How do I look like a girl? The effect of dressing up must be terrifying."

"You may not believe it when you tell me," Xu Xiran rubbed his hands and looked at him, "Chang Tian is not very feminine when he wears men's clothes."

Fang Mo is skeptical.

"You are a bit like him," Xu Xiran stretched out his hand and gestured, "Compared to your height, your shoulders are narrower. This way women's clothing won't be too obtrusive."

Fang Mo wanted to laugh but couldn't bear it: "You have a lot of experience, don't you?"

"Also, here on your cheek," Xu Xiran reached out to try to touch his face, "it's not like me, it has edges and corners. Your outline is very soft."

He stretched out his hand for a long time, Fang Mo kept leaning back to dodge, but in the end he couldn't reach it.Recalling the embarrassment during the meal just now, Xu Xiran couldn't help but think too much, and felt a little depressed for a while.

He couldn't help guessing that Fang Mo's reluctance to help was also related to this?Fang Mo was worried that he had ulterior motives for him, did he actually have an inappropriate idea to coax him into dressing up as a woman?

"But..." Fang Mo frowned, "I...I..."

He held back for a long time without giving a complete reason.

Xu Xiran felt that his guess might be true.That kind of thinking is really inconvenient to say directly.

"Well, it's fine if you really don't want to," he sighed shallowly, "I hope we can find other suitable candidates."

Fang Mo hesitated to speak, but finally remained silent.

"Don't you think this is an opportunity?" Zou Shun urged Fang Mo on the phone, "His expression and tone yesterday are obviously wavering. You can't just listen to what he said, you have to observe, understand?"

Fang Mo didn't understand.Fang Mo also felt that Zou Shun might not understand either.

If he was really so observant and meticulous, how could he have lost his sweetheart and still can't find him.

If Zou Shun hadn't ran to Xu Xiran yesterday without saying hello and babbled nonsense, he wouldn't have been stabbed so many times for no reason today.

My little heart still hurts now.

"And, that's still his favorite character, right?" Zou Shun continued to persuade, "Do you know what empathy is? Maybe it can make him transfer his love for the goddess to you!"

"...What the hell, he doesn't have any idea about Chang Tian." Fang Mo sighed.

"That's two different things," Zou Shun said. "Is your importance to him comparable to that of other people?"

Whether it's true or not, it sounds good.

Fang Mo is awkward: "But..."

"Tell me, are you embarrassed to trick me into participating in this kind of excitement, and stay out of it." Zou Shun said again.

"You're showing off," Fang Mo said, "You just don't want to be reconciled and want to drag me into the water."

"No way, I really think this is a good opportunity for you to give it a go," Zou Shun said, his tone becoming furtive, "Don't you want to try, if you dress up like Xiaoyao , walk beside him, lean on him, and deliberately make some ambiguous movements, how will he react?"

"..."

Zou Shun continued: "Do you want to see him panicking at you, blushing and heart beating?"

miss you.

Come to think of it, I'm already looking forward to it.

"Then what if it doesn't look good?" Fang Mo asked.

"Impossible," Zou Shun said, "Have you ever seen Chang Tian men's clothing? It's quite handsome. You have to believe in the profound art of makeup, understand?"

Fang Mo swallowed.

He sat cross-legged on the bed in the dormitory, and glanced at the empty bed diagonally opposite.

At the moment his roommates are all out, but only Liu Xiaochang makes him particularly concerned.Because this guy was humming a song less than half an hour ago, and told him with a smug face that he would not come back tonight.

Jealous.

"Try it." Zou Shun urged again.

Fang Mo took a deep breath.Then he held the phone and nodded solemnly.