The radio host had a pleasant voice and said with a smile, "Hello."

Zhang Mu sat up and said, "Hello, Teacher Chen." Teacher Chen is what fans of the show call the host.

"What's your name, please?"

Zhang Mu said, "My surname is Zhang."

"Okay, Mr. Zhang. Congratulations on being the lucky listener tonight." Teacher Chen asked immediately, "Who do you have something to say to?"

Zhang Mu took a deep breath: "I have a lot to say, and I want to tell my dad myself."

Teacher Chen didn't ask him why he chose to use this method, but skillfully controlled the field and said: "Okay, then I will leave the rest of the time to you, and you can say whatever you want to say. If your father is also us The listener of the radio station, I believe he will be able to hear what you said."

"Thank you." Zhang Mu said, "My dad has been a fan of the show for many years."

Teacher Chen smiled and said, "Then he may have heard your voice at this time."

Zhang Mu was slightly stunned, and suddenly became a little nervous. He had just sorted out his words, but he still didn't know where to start.

After a brief silence, his low and guilty voice came from the radio: "Dad, happy birthday. Sorry, I can't celebrate your birthday with you at this time."

He paused, and his tone became dignified and firm: "I have encountered a lot of bad things recently, but the worst thing is that you and my mother have disappointed me. Dad, you are a good father. I have admired you since I was a child." , I listen to what you say, and think that what you say is right. This is the first time I refute you, contradict you, and say that you are wrong. I know, you must be very disappointed in me. Sorry, I am too selfish, I failed you and my mother. But I remember, you also taught me to be honest and brave, with no shame in my heart, so I choose to face and accept my true self. I know what you expect, but I am sorry, I I've tried, but I really can't do it, and probably never will."

He took a breath as he spoke, and then continued: "My choice was very selfish and rebellious. I didn't take into account your mother's feelings. I can understand you, so whether you scold me or beat me, I don't care. But I hope you can understand me too. Dad, Mom, you are my dearest people. I hope that even if people in the world don’t understand me, at least you can understand me and stand by my side. Because I still I am still your son, I have never changed."

He said too much in one breath, and couldn't hold back his emotions for a while: "I have been in pain all the time. I concealed everything for fear of being known by you, for fear that you would look at me with disgust, and I don't know how to face it." You, so after you found out, I was relieved, I finally don’t have to pretend anymore. Dad, Mom, I love you very much, thank you for raising me and teaching me. Finally, Dad, I hope you and Mom will always be healthy and happy hapiness."

"That's all I want to say. Teacher Chen, please forgive me." Zhang Mu lowered his eyes and said.

Teacher Chen never interjected, just listened quietly, and then he comforted Zhang Mu and thanked him for calling tonight.

After hanging up the phone, Zhang Mu hadn't recovered yet. He has always been optimistic, and he only remembered happy things, but he didn't expect that there were so many emotions in his heart that he couldn't release.

Sitting by the bed, Xiao Jian was slightly moved by Zhang Mu's words, and just thinking about trying to comfort him, Zhang Mu turned around and slammed into his arms, with his arms tightly around Xiao Jian's waist.

Xiao Jian was not wary of being knocked back, and quickly stabilized his body, looking at Zhang Mu who was buried in his arms with a helpless expression on his face.

Zhang Mu didn't realize it, hugged Xiao Jian tightly, felt his temperature, and said in a muffled nasal voice: "Brother Xiao, thank you, I am very touched, really, thank you very much. You are so kind, How can you be so good, I was almost moved to tears."

Xiao Jian was a little dazed.

As far as the matter is concerned, he doesn't think he has done a great thing.He has done too many projects, and he can influence the whole people at every turn. Compared with those, such things as tampering with radio programs are not worth mentioning at all.

But this is something that damages his professional ethics. From this, it can be seen that Zhang Mu is still very special.

Xiao Jian even disagreed with Zhang Mu when he said good things about him.

He never felt that he was a good person. He had heard many words to describe him. He was indifferent, harsh, ungrateful, and emotionless, but no one praised him for being good. Even Chu Erchen said that he lived like a cold machine .

Xiao Jian listened to Zhang Mu's words very freshly, his heart suddenly softened, and he couldn't help but reached out and rubbed Zhang Mu's soft hair, his movements could be called gentle.

"I'm not as good as you think." Xiao Jian said.

Zhang Mu shook his head and said in disapproval: "You are just too modest and not good at expressing. Anyway, I know it. Don't try to lie to me. I really regret it. It would be great if I could get to know you sooner."

His tone was firm, and Xiao Jian knew that he couldn't dispel his thoughts, so he didn't explain in vain.

Zhang Mu hugged Xiao Jian's waist, his head was full of random thoughts, he calmed down a little after a while, and asked in a low voice: "Brother Xiao, do your parents know about you?"

He was asking about sex, and he felt uneasy as soon as he said it. He still couldn't figure out how far he and Xiao Jian had come, and whether he could share these unscrupulously.

Xiao Jian was silent for a long time, with a solemn expression.

Zhang Mu thought he didn't want to say it, and was a little disappointed.

But Xiao Jian said at this moment: "I know."

The corners of Zhang Mu's lips raised slightly, and he asked with a smile, "Then can your parents accept it? How did you tell them?"

He was very curious about how Xiao Jian would handle this kind of thing with his personality.

Xiao Jian was silent for a longer time, as if recalling some terrible past events: "I was very extreme at that time, and I did my own way. They knew my sexuality and strongly opposed it. Naturally, I refused. I wanted to block their mouths once and for all, so I did something on the spur of the moment. Wrong thing. After that incident, my parents were hit hard and didn't dare to control me anymore. I have always regretted it. So I hope you can communicate with your parents well. There is no need to go to extreme."

The matter he said must be extremely heavy, but Xiao Jian didn't intend to continue talking, so Zhang Mu didn't ask any more.

It's just that it's hard to avoid being curious and concerned about the wrong thing Xiao Jian said in his heart.

He was still thinking about it when his phone rang. It was a message from his sister Zhang Qiao.

"Brother, you were the lucky audience just now, right?"

Zhang Mu peeked at Xiao Jian, and typed happily: "Yes, it's me."

Zhang Qiao was extremely surprised: "My God, you are too good. How did you do it? There are so many people, how did you happen to be drawn?"

Zhang Mu said mysteriously, "I have a secret."

Zhang Qiao rolled her eyes, thought of something, and quickly made a small report to Zhang Mu: "By the way, those dads you just said have heard it, and he didn't turn off the phone or get angry, and insisted on listening to it. I think it's a good idea." Omen. Now that I’m back in the room, Mom is persuading him. Dad may be able to figure it out this time. I’ll let you know when I have news. But your trick is really amazing. I was shocked, let alone Dad. Damn. Brother, in short, don't think too much, and don't put too much pressure on yourself, take good care of yourself, I will always support you and stand by your side."

What the younger sister said made Zhang Mu feel very relieved, thinking that the love for her was finally not in vain.

They then chatted for a few more words, Zhang Mu turned around and reported the good news to Xiao Jian: "Brother Xiao, good news, my dad heard what I said. My sister said that his attitude has softened, and maybe he can calm down."

Xiao Jian was also happy for Zhang Mu, and said, "That's good."

"It's still thanks to your help. Without you, I wouldn't be able to do it." Zhang Mu sat up, looked at Xiao Jian with a smile on his face, and asked, "Is it okay for you to do this?"

Xiao Jian said concisely: "It's okay."

"Yeah." Zhang Mu looked at Xiao Jian, full of joy and joy, and his heart was ready to move, as if a fire was burning.His throat was dry, his heart was beating fast, and he said emotionally full of longing: "Brother Xiao, I want to kiss you."

He wanted to get in touch with Xiao Jian, wanted to be intimate with Xiao Jian, and wanted to use this to vent his excitement.

Xiao Jian's eyes were stained with a smile, he didn't speak, but took the initiative to embrace Zhang Mu and kissed him.

It was still afternoon, and the sky was bright outside the window. The two kissed fiercely for a long time, but they still couldn't do anything else.

Zhang Mu gasped and hugged Xiao Jian tightly, just like a real couple.

He was full of sweetness and sourness, and felt more and more fond of Xiao Jian, thinking how wonderful it would be if Xiao Jian was really his, but unfortunately all of this was fake, and it would disappear into nothingness when the trip was over.

The more Zhang Mu thought about it, the more unwilling he became. He struggled hard to think, maybe Xiao Jian also liked him a little bit?Even just a little bit, he hasn't asked Xiao Jian yet, so he shouldn't just give up like this.

After thinking about it, he pretended to be nonchalant and said: "Brother Xiao, you haven't told me about your ex, I've already confessed to you, it's not fair."

Xiao Jian smiled: "What do you want to know?"

Zhang Mu wanted to cover up and said: "I'm just curious and casually asking, nothing else. How many times have you been in love?"

Xiao Jian was very cooperative: "To be exact, just once."

"Only once?" Zhang Mu was surprised.

He felt that someone as outstanding as Xiao Jian must have many suitors, and it was unscientific to have only been in love once.

"Yeah." Maybe it was because the atmosphere was so good at this time, which gave Xiao Jian the desire to tell, and it was the first time he mentioned his relationship with someone: "I met him through the Internet, and we are both majors in computer science. , are also very interested in this line. At the beginning, we had a technical exchange together, and then we found that we could chat very well, so we made an appointment to meet, and then we got together naturally.”

It's still like-minded, online dating is also quite romantic, Zhang Mu's heart suddenly feels sour.

"Then he must be very good, right? He is also handsome?" Zhang Mu asked tentatively.

"Well, it's okay. In fact, I almost forgot what he looks like." Xiao Jian thought about it seriously: "I just remember that he cooks deliciously, and I don't have a deep impression on others."

Cooking is delicious... Zhang Mu thought of the dark dishes he had made before, and suddenly wanted to cry without tears, as if there was a hole in his heart, and the cold wind was blowing.

"I have a friend who cooks very delicious food." Zhang Mu chatted for a while and quickly got back to the topic: "Then why did you break up?"

"We have different personalities, we have many problems with each other, and we don't get along well, so it will be a matter of time before we break up."

Zhang Mu felt that he had grasped the point, and hurriedly asked: "So you think character is more important than other things?"

Xiao Jian nodded without thinking: "There are many excellent people, but it is not easy to find the right one."

Zhang Mu listened carefully, and suddenly became more confident. Apart from not knowing Xiao Jian's professional field and not knowing how to cook, he is actually pretty good. At least he looks good, has a good personality, and is devoted to his family. The important thing is that he and Xiao Jian also had a good time getting along during this time.

The more he thought about it, the more flustered he became, excited and nervous, he couldn't help but asked anxiously full of anticipation: "Then what do you think of me..."

Before he finished speaking, the cell phone rang suddenly, which was particularly abrupt in the silent room, instantly breaking the ambiguous atmosphere that had just been created.

Zhang Mu was full of annoyance, thinking why he didn't fight sooner or later, but it happened at this time that he was hurting his good deeds.

While thinking about it, he fumbled for his cell phone, and the swear words came to his lips, but when he picked up the cell phone, he saw that the caller was his father.

Zhang Mu hurriedly sat upright, and became tense instantly.

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