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Someone came to harass mom again.

The little boy was sitting in the bedroom of the rental house. The door leading to the living room could not be completely closed due to rust, so it could only be ajar.

Although he was flipping through the cartoon album, his attention was all focused on the world outside the door.The voices of mother and another man came sparsely from outside.

The man was very fierce, and he started yelling out of nowhere.

"Didn't I ask you to prepare something to eat? You just use these to deal with me?"

"Are you really here to eat?"

The mother's words were full of helplessness and powerlessness, and the little boy finally couldn't bear it, closed the album and jumped off the chair.

He gently pushed the door open a small crack, freeing himself to have a clear view outside.

The rental house is actually not big, only one bedroom and one living room, and the small dining table can only be placed in the center of the living room. At this time, the dining table is full of food. The little boy doesn't understand why the man is not satisfied with this.

"Can't we have a meal as a family?" The man spoke again. In the eyes of the little boy, he was a terrible demon. As long as he came to the house, his mother would not allow him to leave the bedroom.

"Who is in your family?" The mother in my memory always tied up her long hair casually, and the few strands of hair that fell accidentally turned into a messy beauty.It is no exaggeration to describe that a woman has a face of a demon country, and she can be astonished as a heavenly man without adornment.This kind of exquisiteness should be preserved in a greenhouse like a piece of uncut jade, but because of the bad weather, this piece of uncut jade can only stay in the dark and chaotic old city. do.

"Let's talk about it after you divorce your second-married vixen." The angel's edges and corners have been smoothed by life, and his words and deeds have long since faded away from the people in the slums of the old city, and are no longer clear and clean. Those who didn't know thought you were a wife."

The man became angry from embarrassment, and raised his hand to slap him.

The little boy's body trembled, and he watched his mother fall to the ground, but he didn't dare to rush out, his hands clutched at the door frame tightly, his joints were pale.

"When will it be your turn, a slut, to talk to me like that? Just say it if you don't have enough money, I don't need that wallet, you cheap bitch!"

The woman fell to the ground, covered her side face in bewilderment, pursed her lips and did not speak.

The dim light in the living room made the man look like a devil. The slap just now didn't seem to be enough to calm his temper. He was about to raise his foot and make another stab when the phone in his pocket suddenly rang.

So the man's movements suddenly froze in mid-air, and he resentfully took out his mobile phone to connect.

"Hey, what are you doing?"

Twenty seconds later, the man who hung up the phone straightened his clothes and put his phone away.

"I left something over there, come back in half an hour, go out and buy something edible, don't compare your preference with your son's with mine."

"...Are you staying here tonight?"

"I still have something to do." The man took out a wad of money, and threw it condescendingly at the other party like alms. The money hit the woman, was blown away by the ceiling fan above her head, and flew around in the narrow living room.

"So let's go."

The woman nodded slightly, reached out and tore off the hair tie on her head, and tied the long hair that was messed up by the man just now.

After the man finished speaking, he turned around and left in a hurry without even looking at her.

he's gone.

The little boy stopped at the spot and waited for a while to confirm that the man had really left, then he opened the door and walked out slowly.

His mother curled up, huddled herself into a ball, buried her head deep in her knees and sobbed softly.The crying gradually amplified, and finally turned into heart-piercing.

The little boy stood quietly beside her.The clear eyes gradually opened up.

"……Mother."

After a long time, he finally spoke, and said softly, "You stay at home, I'll go buy anything you want."

His mother didn't answer him, and after suppressing the crying, her body began to twitch.

So the little boy bent down to pick up a few banknotes, zipped up his coat, looked back at the woman for the last time, and went out.

The streets in the old city are very narrow, and cars can't drive in at all. Not only that, every time it rains on a cloudy day, sewage will flow and the roads will be muddy.Illegal, low, dilapidated old houses stand dangerously on both sides, and the smoke rises from behind the old houses, like a dancing white silk, slowly climbing to the top of a tall tree, wrapping it silently. .Pieces of ancient brick walls, the yellowed walls are covered with carved bricks and withered vines.Residents in the city are crowded and noisy, and no one cares about the stench coming from which room, whether it is moldy food without a refrigerator, or a serious illness that cannot pay for treatment, and dies alone and desperate, already cold Rigid corpse.

The little boy ran faster and faster. The flagstone road was covered with moss, and the accumulated water left by the rain dripped from the eaves. It was very slippery to walk on, and the shoes were covered with mud.

He stopped at the end of a certain corner panting, looking at the half-painted signboard in front of him.

An unlicensed pharmacy.

The man sitting at the counter had mischievous eyebrows and was digging through the lunch box. When he saw the small figure gradually walking in, a trace of doubt flashed in his eyes.

"Child, what are you doing here?" His mouth was open, five or six of his teeth were yellowed and smoky, and the man stood up impatiently, ready to drive them away, "This is not where you came from, hurry up and leave."

The little boy pulled out several hundred-yuan bills and stuffed them into the man's hand.

The man's eyes straightened instantly, he stopped his movements, swallowed his saliva, and was silent for a while, then changed his face instantly, and asked with a playful smile: "What do you want to buy, little brother?"

"I heard that you have poison here that can fool the police. If you poison someone to death, you won't be discovered."

The little boy looked straight ahead, and on the wall behind the man, there were posters of his shop's promotional graffiti, one of which read, "Send someone back to the west without knowing it."

He was calm and sober, at this moment, he knew exactly what he was talking about.

"Ah, yes!" The man hurriedly stuffed the money into his pocket, fearing that the silly kid who suddenly sent the money would suddenly regret it, "Of course, I'll get it for you, little brother. Just wait."

After a while, the man came out, and mysteriously stuffed a small bottle into his hand.

"One or two is enough to solve a person, too much is easy to be found, little brother is well hidden."

The little boy put the medicine bottle in his palm and looked at it carefully, finally put it away in his pocket, turned around and started running again.

After returning home, the little boy threw two pills into the beer in front of the man's seat while he was putting the rest of the bought food on the table.

Every time that man came, he had to sit in this seat. There were a few times when my mother robbed him of his seat without knowing it, and she would be reprimanded.

So the little boy is sure that the man will drink this glass of poisoned wine.

He stared at the effervescence and divergence of the two pills in the wine, and finally merged with the liquid. He reached out and shook the glass to shake the two things evenly. Now, there was nothing wrong with it at all.

Everything will end, right?The little boy raised his head, looked at the dazzling light above his head, and narrowed his eyes slightly.

Most definitely.He thought that he must help his mother get rid of the current life.

"What are you still doing here?"

His mother suddenly appeared behind him and picked him up.

"Go back to your room... don't come out tonight."

The woman carried him into the bedroom and opened the closet door.

Rental homes are really small.

The furniture that can walk people, strictly speaking, there is only a bed and an old sofa.

Men are sometimes very interested and will choose to do it on the sofa.But they usually drag women into the room.

The closet is a closed world filled with mother's clothes. When hiding in it, it is full of familiar smells, which will give the little boy an endless sense of security and forget everything that is weird and nightmarish outside.

When the little boy was a little boy, the closet was not narrow for him, on the contrary, he could sleep very soundly in it every time.The world after waking up the next day seemed to be back to normal.

He firmly believes that life can get better and better.

Then they moved.

Because that man is dead.In the early morning of the same day, he was found dead in the bathtub at home.

That day, when my mother was sitting in front of the [-]-inch small TV and saw this news broadcast, the cup in her hand fell to the ground and smashed to pieces.

The last person that man had contact with was his mother.

They moved away overnight. The little boy didn't know where his mother got so much money to hire people from the moving company in the middle of the night.

The dead man seemed to be a famous figure in the city, so the city was full of disturbances.But the strange thing is that his family did not plan to investigate the cause of death, and directly declared that the deceased was due to a sudden heart attack.

Their new home is located in a mid-range community in the new urban area, which is completely diagonal to the old home on the map.Mom seems to really want to get rid of the past once and for all.

The environment of the community is good and the scenery is pleasant.What's more, the uncle who lives opposite them - the man who will become the little boy's stepfather in the future - fell in love with his mother at first sight.

My uncle works in a state-owned enterprise, and besides that, he is also an amateur personal fitness trainer.At first, my mother was not willing to accept the other party, and he would not stalk her, but chose to guard silently.After living a normal life for two months, seeing that the little boy was about to enter primary school, my mother decided to stay with my uncle for his household registration.

Later, it was time for a long time.

The little boy can go to school, one year, two years, and the third year, suddenly something very strange happened.

One of the many men who pestered his mother in the past, for some reason, found him in the community. That day his mother picked him up from school and was blocked by the other party on the cobblestone road in the alley.

This is another man who often appeared in the bar with the one who died two years ago, calling for his mother to accompany him.

The man seemed to be drunk and harmless. In the end, his mother took him upstairs, cooked a bowl of noodles for him, and the man left without doing anything.

But from that day on, the little boy felt a deep sense of crisis in his heart.

He is afraid.

After finally restoring a peaceful life, is it going to be broken again?

Mom hasn't cried for a long time, and she can't be happy with her uncle. The little boy just wants to see his mother's smile, not a haggard crying face.

After a while, the man came again.

It was a weekend when my uncle had to work overtime. The little boy was waiting for his mother to come back at home. The mother said that he would cook something delicious for himself tonight.

He couldn't help but sit on the window sill and look downstairs. Finally, he finally saw the familiar figure of his mother from a distance. The next second, another person appeared.

It's still the same man.This time the man was not drunk, grabbed the woman's wrist and quarreled with her.

The bag that my mother was carrying fell to the ground, and she was quickly pressed against the tree by the opponent, and she was slapped across the face, but it had no effect.

"Go upstairs... go upstairs!"

Finally she gave in and yelled.The man heard it, thought for a moment, and got up from her.

The little boy jumped off the ledge and stumbled into the bedroom.

There is also a ladder standing next to the closet, which was used by my uncle when he helped them sort out the sundries and put them in the closet yesterday.

He was panting heavily, but he didn't have time to rest. He quickly played back the mechanism design he had seen a while ago in his mind, and took out one of the tools that his uncle would use in his hobby, fishing line, from the drawer.

Holding on to the closet door, he climbed up the ladder step by step, wrapped the fishing line around one end of the heavy storage bag, climbed down again, and wrapped the other end around the handle of the closet door on the left.

After completing this mechanism, the sound of the door opening just came from outside the room.

"Where's your son? Is he not here today?"

"Don't try to get his idea. If you want to play with children, you have plenty of supplies."

"Just kidding, you see you're still in a hurry to get angry."

"...I'll go in."

Mom hurried in and saw the little boy standing in front of the closet.

The left door of the closet was blocked by a ladder, and the woman opened the door on the right in desperation, so she didn't touch the mechanism.

"Be obedient, let's play hide and seek again."

In fact, he knew that his mother was lying.But he is willing to cooperate.

In the outside world, mother's screams were soon heard.

As planned, the little boy began to pretend to cry in fear, and slapped on the closet door while calling for his mother.

The man was indeed attracted.

The man kicked the ladder roughly with one kick.

"Smelly brat, get in the way!!"

The moment he opened the closet door, he saw the child shrunk inside, and smiled strangely at himself.

He was stunned, but he didn't have time to react, his eyes went dark, his brain hurt, and he lost consciousness instantly.

With a bang, the man who touched the mechanism was hit by the heavy object, and fell to the ground with his head covered in blood.

Mom screamed louder.

Blood, a lot of blood.

The woman managed to recover from her panic, and it took a lot of effort to get up and stand still. She hugged the little boy out trembling all over, and then dragged the lifeless man on the ground, and stuffed him in. In the closet, boom!He came to the door and blocked it hard.

Finally, she leaned against the cabinet door and slowly slid down to the ground, panting heavily.

She looked at her son's eyes as if she was looking at a monster.

And the little boy looked at his mother with shock and disbelief.

Why?Why put such a disgusting person in the closet?

That is his own safe zone. From now on, when the little boy shrinks into the closet again, it seems that he can smell the disgusting bloody smell all the time, and the scene of that day flashes back and forth in his mind. .The smell of his mother, the sense of security from his mother, are all gone. He screamed, crying and scratching at his head. The woman rushed over and wanted to pull him out of the closet, but he was clinging to the shelf , shouting even hoarse.

After the man was in a coma for half a month in the hospital, he finally announced that the treatment was invalid and died.

However, the scandal in the man's family was exposed at the same time, so his death became everyone's expectation, so it was slowly forgotten.

The water splash was set off, but it was fleeting.

That year, the little boy was ten years old.Later, the little boy grew up slowly.In the next six years, he finally lived a normal life, no more messy filth haunting him, and his mother.

At the age of 16, he differentiated into Omega.

He remembers his mother crying all day.It is the pain and helplessness of the ordinary class who cannot protect their children who are at the bottom of society.

But his mother still hugged him and said, it doesn't matter, mother will definitely protect you.

It would be fine if I wasn't an Omega.

Mother will be dragged down by herself, and it is also because of herself that she and her uncle have never dared to have another child.

It's all my fault.

Later, he was found by his biological father.

When my father hoped that he would go home with him, my mother was three months pregnant.

He thought it was time for his mother to have a new life.

He wants to get rid of the dark self in the past.He didn't want to live in nightmares and shadows all the time, so he chose the police academy. He hoped that in the future he could become a advocate of justice, not the past self.

After the college entrance examination, he called the woman and said, "Mom, I will become a policeman. ""

His mother smiled and hummed.

After graduation, his father arranged for him to work in the police station of this city, where he met one of the most important people in his life.

It is his light and salvation, Zhuge Liang.

After just following the scene a few times, the unbearable bloodiness of the past was completely awakened. Sometimes, he would even tremble uncontrollably at the scene, and when he returned home, he had constant nightmares and couldn't sleep all night.

For a long time, he was in a state of trance and about to collapse. This situation was discovered by Zhuge Liang, the vice-captain of the next team, and he took the initiative to try to get close to him, telling himself that he could confide any unspeakable secrets to him.

The little boy who had just grown up didn't understand anything. Zhuge Liang treated him very well, and he was completely moved in just a few months. Finally, the secret could no longer be hidden, and he confessed it all to the other party.

Every detail, every picture, in the process of retelling while trembling, he choked up with emotional breakdowns many times, and finally buried himself in Zhuge Liang's arms, shrugging his shoulder blades.That year, he was 22 years old.

After speaking out, I feel much better.

"it's not your fault."

Zhuge Liang said,

"Believe me, none of this is your fault. I will help you find out everything, and you don't have to dwell on it anymore. You have to look forward to living."

Is it really not my fault?

Since he said so, then believe it.

More than anyone, he longs to be free from the past.

With the help of Zhuge Liang, after more than a year, he finally came out slowly.But Zhuge Liang suddenly disappeared, an accident, and left everyone forever.At that time, it was not only a devastating blow to Zhao Yun, but also to himself.

No one listens to him anymore, no one helps him to relieve his negative emotions late at night, nothing more.He started to have nightmares again and again, woke up in the middle of the night, subconsciously took out his mobile phone and dialed the number, and after hearing the automatic reply of the unanswered voice, he suddenly realized that no one could help him.

He thought about cheering himself up. After all, he has grown up and can no longer always rely on a certain person, so half a year has passed, and he survived in such a daze. He no longer has anyone who can tell all his secrets. After mixing for two years, my mentality has changed, and I understand that not everyone can believe it.

——Until he met the biggest change in his life, Han Xin.

This man made a mess of his life, but inadvertently played a role in helping him relieve stress.

Sometimes he thinks that it's actually good to go on like this.What's more, Han Xin is really good to himself.

He didn't know what kind of evil he had been possessed by. He had feelings for this man that were completely different from Zhuge Liang's, and after a short time with him, he quickly fell into the trap, completely unable to extricate himself.

Later, he really found out that his feelings for Han Xin were love.

I love him so much that I am afraid that he will leave me.Just like Zhuge Liang.

Han Xin still doesn't know his past, and he can't guarantee that the other party will be able to accept tolerance like Zhuge Liang after he knows it.

However, the more he loves, the more difficult it is for him to hide from him.

Once upon a time, every moment he wanted to tell Han Xin how unsightly his past was.

It's too late, I can't help it.

……

"Think carefully about whether what I said makes sense?... You already know about his affairs, but what about yours? Do you want him to investigate bit by bit like you, or do you tell him yourself."

"You said you have to wait, but it's too late... If this continues, I'm afraid that one day I can't help but tell him—"

……

He really wanted to confess.

When Han Xin sent him downstairs that day, he once turned his head after entering the door of the building. He wanted to watch the other party leave, but found that Han Xin was still standing there. The two looked at each other, and Han Xin laughed.

"Go up quickly," the man's voice was deep and magnetic, his eyes filled with infinite gentleness, "I'll watch you go up before you go."

At that moment he decided, he wanted to confess.

Even in the calmest, chilling tone, tell him, Han Xin, do you know that I have killed people.It's better than being exposed by others and hanging bloody in front of Han Xin's eyes. These two methods are completely different.

But he never thought that he had no chance to confess.

Now everything has been brutally made public by others.

TBC