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At the beginning of the video, the camera is facing down, and then a voice from a man who is obviously not Fang Huan says: "I want to record a vlog video with Fang Huan today, but he hasn't gotten up yet."

It was Zhou Weiying's voice. The camera in his hand was pointed down all the time, and he adjusted the camera after opening the bedroom door.At this time, the comments were full of "straight men's death perspective", all kinds of shouts made Zhou Weiying raise the camera, very worried.

It was daylight outside, and Fang Huan was sleeping under the quilt with his head depressed. Zhou Weiying walked to the bed, patted Fang Huan lightly with his hand, and said, "Wake up, didn't you say you are going to shoot a video today?"

Fang Huan squirmed in the quilt for a while, without opening his eyes, he said in a daze, "I'm so sleepy."

"Hey, get up quickly." Zhou Weiying continued to coax.Fang Huan didn't listen, and simply covered himself even tighter with the quilt.But the segment called waking up didn't last long, and the next second was Fang Huan brushing his teeth in the bathroom with resentment on his face.

The audience sent a screen full of question marks, saying that they had a friend and wanted to know what happened in the middle.

There are really many steps for a female star to go out. She needs to wash her face, protect her skin and apply a mask to reduce edema. Zhou Weiying has been waiting by the side until he fell asleep. One shoulder, said: "Let's go!"

"You don't wear makeup?" Zhou Weiying asked subconsciously.

"Didn't you want to take a photo without makeup today? Have you forgotten?" Fang Huan said.

"Oh yes." Zhou Weiying kept holding Fang Huan's camera, Fang Huan was the only one in the camera.But because Zhou Weiying is taller than Fang Huan, the camera is either very far away, or it is a little bit down.Other people's boyfriend's perspective is full of pink bubbles, Zhou Weiying's boyfriend's perspective is full of two words from beginning to end: death.

Under this kind of death scene, Fang Huan went out without makeup, really very courageous.

Zhou Weiying asked: "How long has it been since you went out without makeup?"

"Ten years?" Fang Huan said, "To be honest, I'm really nervous!"

Zhou Weiying said: "But I see you are smiling very happily."

"Is there?" Fang Huan shook his head and said, "You don't understand. When people are in despair, they will use smiles to cover up!"

"Stop talking nonsense!" Zhou Weiying said, "Hurry up and get out!"

"Oh!"

The blemishes on Fang Huan's face are very large. When many people see it for the first time without preparation, their instinctive reaction is to avoid it.Including those who are watching the video, the sudden visual impact will cause people to avoid mentality.Even fans who are familiar with Fang Huan and know that Fang Huan has blemishes on his face will find such a Fang Huan very novel.

If there is no large area of ​​blemishes on the face, Fang Huan without makeup is very refreshing, just a good-looking little handsome guy with single eyelids.But God made a big joke with him, not only gave him a unique soul, but also gave him a skin full of flaws, causing him to be controversial wherever he went.

Perhaps, in the eyes of most people, Fang Huan can be equated with "flaw".His face has huge flaws, such a temper and character, not kind enough, not righteous enough, not enough to be the benchmark of the three views-this is also a huge "flaw", it is worth being looked at bit by bit with a magnifying glass microscope.

Fang Huan's daily schedule today is actually very simple, that is, go out in the morning, go shopping, have a meal at noon, watch a movie with Zhou Weiying in the afternoon, have another meal in the evening, and then go home.

It's so simple and monotonous, but Fang Huan doesn't think so in his heart. From the time he left the house to the moment he stepped into the elevator, he had already started talking wildly to cover up his nervousness.

He and Zhou Weiying were the only ones in the elevator, but they stopped for a moment on a certain floor in the middle, and other people came in. Fang Huan involuntarily turned his back, and that person gave Fang Huan a strange look.

On the first floor, everyone came out one after another. Fang Huan kept covering his face with his hands. When he reached the entrance of the hall, he suddenly squatted down and said coquettishly: "Ah, I don't want to go out, the fairy wants to stay at home today. "

"Didn't you say you wanted to challenge yourself?" Zhou Weiying said, "Get down now?"

Fang Huan said: "There are so many people outside... You see, there is still an old lady walking the children. What if the children are frightened?"

Zhou Weiying said: "Now the children are much stronger than you psychologically, so they won't be frightened."

Although it is recording a video, although Fang Huan has already made a decision, but when things come to an end, I have to break the habit I have developed for more than ten years, and truly let myself accept every living person in front of me naked. This kind of feeling is completely different from posting photos online for everyone to see.

This is the real life, from the real eyes of those around you.

It is also false to say that you are not nervous or afraid.

Fang Huan wanted to behave as normal as possible, trying to buffer himself in this way.Zhou Weiying could also understand Fang Huan's behavior. When he stepped forward, the camera suddenly zoomed in, and the audience couldn't help screaming as if they were going to kiss Fang Huan from the first perspective.

Zhou Weiying didn't have Fang Huan with him, just an extra hand in front of the camera, touched Fang Huan's hair, pulled him up from the ground, held him all the time, and said, "Don't be afraid, I'm always by your side. "

Originally a good vlog, because of the different photographers and shooting angles, it suddenly became a No. 1 love development game, bringing every audience into this atmosphere.Everyone's hearts were filled with the warmth of love, as if Zhou Weiying's words were not only said by himself, but also for everyone.

Fang Huan's resistance was ineffective, and he was led out by Zhou Weiying all the time, covering his eyes with one hand and not wanting to face the world.

Today's weather is very good, the sun can get into Fang Huan's eyes through the fingers.He is now an ostrich, covering his eyes with his hands, and if he can't see outside, he feels that others can't see him either.

Zhou Weiying said: "You look like this, but you want others to see you even more."

"How many people are there?" Fang Huan asked.

"Not much." Zhou Weiying said, "Everyone has their own things to do, no one wants to pay special attention to you, don't be too confident."

"Hey!" Fang Huan was holding Zhou Weiying's hand all the time, so he could only use the other hand to pat Zhou Weiying, "I'm a fairy! If you don't pay attention to me, who do you follow!"

The sudden bright light made Fang Huan himself a little uncomfortable, and then he closed his eyes hard again.Zhou Weiying wanted to hold the camera with one hand, so he could only use the other hand to entangle with Fang Huan. He touched Fang Huan's face and said, "Look, everyone is passing by in a hurry."

Fang Huan didn't quite believe it, and opened his eyes slightly to look around.There are not many people on the road, there is a little brother delivering food at a fast speed, there are girls discussing star chasing in small groups, there are old people walking with their children... It seems that they all have their own trajectories, and they are not in touch with the people around them. shoulder to shoulder without interfering with each other.

Instead, he and Zhou Weiying stood in the middle of the road and chatted, like a planet hitting the earth, different from everyone else.

"This is a small road." Fang Huan said with his head down, "It's different outside."

Zhou Weiying smiled and said nothing, just took Fang Huan's hand and walked out.When he walked to the main road, Fang Huan shook off Zhou Weiying's hand and said, "It's even more strange that you are holding me. No one looked at me before, but now everyone does. What's so good about two dead gays?" !"

"It's probably rare." Zhou Weiying knew that Fang Huan had started to complain again to divert his attention, and said with a smile, "You are so beautiful, fairies are the common property of human beings, aren't they?"

"Fart!" Fang Huan tried to scratch Zhou Weiying again, but in the end he wanted to hide his blushing.

When planning to shoot this video, Fang Huan thought of a lot of prescribed actions for himself, but he couldn't help but shrink back when things came to an end.He thought about taking the subway to the mall, but when he got to the subway station and saw so many people, he was a little scared.

Fang Huan didn't know what would happen if he had to face someone face to face in a small space for so long.

He stood at the entrance of the subway station and took a few deep breaths before walking into the subway station as if he had made up his mind to die.Bite the bullet and walked to the platform under the gaze of the subway security inspector.He also pushed Zhou Weiying far away so as not to attract more attention.

Zhou Weiying was very cooperative with Fang Huan's performance. He turned off his camera and replaced it with a mobile phone. He pretended to be a passerby playing with his mobile phone, and leaned aside when he got on the subway.

There weren't many people on the subway, so Fang Huan shrank in a corner after getting on the train.Someone would indeed look at him, but it was just a glance, and then they would pretend to look elsewhere, trying not to stare at Fang Huan.

Most people still play with their phones with their heads down, watch news and videos, and indulge in their own world.

Gradually, Fang Huan also adapted to the current situation, and was able to raise his head a little bit.When others look at him, he also looks at others, and each other becomes the decoration of the other at this moment.

Fang Huan thought to himself, does he really not care about these gazes?After thinking about it, I still cared, otherwise I wouldn't have suddenly retreated when I was about to leave the house.A lot of words are said, but they are not really put into practice, and they don't realize how heavy they are.

He stood still here, his thoughts seemed to be withdrawn from his body, floating in mid-air, looking at others in this section of the shuttle train, and also looking at himself.

The car stops, the doors open and close, passengers get on and off.Maybe those who saw him would forget this scene in an instant, the world is always busy and fast.

At this time, a girl came up, not far from Fang Huan, and saw Fang Huan immediately.She took a step back subconsciously, and stared at Fang Huan carefully again, as if she was curious enough, she took her gaze back contentedly.Fang Huan turned his head away and saw the two chatting girls next to him rolled their eyes at that girl one after another. They met Fang Huan's eyes and smiled at Fang Huan.

Fang Huan also smiled at them.

He thought, maybe this is the living world. Some people regard him as a monster, while others treat him as an ordinary person.But everyone kept silent about each other, which was completely different from the noisy atmosphere on the Internet.

He also doesn't need to speak loudly or erect sharp thorns, as long as he raises his neck and faces the world calmly, he can see a lot of friendliness that he can't usually see.

Fang Huan even shared with Zhou Weiying the small details he observed after getting off the car.

"Did you know? A few middle school students got on the bus just now, and when they saw you, they showed a particularly nympho expression." Fang Huan danced and gossiped with Zhou Weiying, "They were standing next to you, and then a girl suddenly Say loudly, 'We will get off at the opposite door later, let's go and stand opposite', and then they changed positions. In fact, the opposite door will not open at all, why do you think they have to find a reason to change positions?"

Zhou Weiying asked, "Why?"

"Oh, why are you so stupid?" Fang Huan said, "Of course it was to see you! They even secretly took pictures of you. Of course, this kind of little girl has to find reasons for herself, and she has to pretend to be in the subway. I took a selfie in here, the action was very big, everyone could see that the little girl's love was written on her face."

"Really?" Zhou Weiying said, "I didn't notice."

Fang Huan frowned and said, "Then what are you paying attention to? So obviously you can't see them? They are super close to you."

Zhou Weiying said, "I've been looking at you."

His camera never left Fang Huan, just like his eyes, always stayed on Fang Huan.Watching him struggle in the corner alone, watching him raise his head and lower his head again and again, watching him bulge his cheeks a little, as if secretly cheering himself up.

He saw everything in his eyes, and the audience also saw everything in their eyes.They no longer talk about Zhou Weiying's death perspective. How much do they care about a person, so that they can follow him forever with their own eyes without any embellishment or concealment?

The comments are all "I'm getting drunk", "Parents' love is so emotional", "Why is such a good boyfriend from someone else's family", "嘿嘿嘿嘿".

Zhou Weiying accompanied Fang Huan to the mall, played video games, ate and watched movies.They came into contact with more and more people, and Fang Huan gradually relaxed, without the nervous chatter.

There were even fans who recognized Fang Huan and greeted Fang Huan super excitedly and incoherently.Fans are used to the exquisite Fang Huan, and this is the first time they saw Fang Huan without makeup in reality, they made themselves more nervous than Fang Huan, for fear that what they said would be inappropriate and make Fang Huan unhappy.

"It's okay." Fang Huan comforted the fans and said, "You don't have to be so nervous, it makes me very nervous. You see, I didn't wear makeup today, and you didn't wear makeup. We are sisters meeting. Maybe we will meet again next time." You may find that I haven't even washed my hair when

Fans joked: "But I washed my hair, and I also put on makeup cream."

"How dare you! Hmph! Ignore you!" Fang Huan immediately pretended to jump, grabbed Zhou Weiying and left. Fans rushed to stop him. The two performed a show, and then laughed heartily.It's like two little sisters made an appointment to be sloppy together, but one of them secretly baked the oil.

At night, the two of them walked the road home. Fang Huan saw an ice cream truck on the side of the road and asked Zhou Weiying to buy it for him.Zhou Weiying originally wanted to buy two, but Fang Huan said, "Why do you buy two? Just buy it for me!"

Zhou Weiying wondered: "Can't I eat it myself?"

Fang Huan said: "As for your stomach, don't always eat cold food. If you eat it later, your stomach hurts and you won't be able to sleep. Uncle Zhou, you are no longer a child. You have to learn to take care of yourself, you know?"

Zhou Weiying was speechless, and sullenly paid for an ice cream for Fang Huan.Fang Huan held up the ice cream like a child and licked it like a child, and the comments were all screaming "so cute".

There was even a comment that Ben 0 liked the cute little 1 who was considerate of her husband.

Then there was a grand scene, no one attacked this man for uttering wild words when others had a husband, but they all asked him if he was really 1, and said that he was a cute, considerate, gentle person who could cook and wear warm clothes Small 0.

There are hundreds of eloquent articles, but in the final analysis it is three words: Is there 1?

At the end of the video, Fang Huan sat alone in front of the camera in a bathrobe, reviewing his experience of the day.

"At first I was really nervous, as if I was walking outside without clothes on. But after overcoming the psychological barrier, I slowly got used to it. I think that people's mentality needs a process of change and adjustment. I have never recorded After such a video, today I am also very strange to myself. After I got home, I realized that I still have such a side. Is this the real me? In fact, the original intention of recording this video is very simple. There are a lot of discussions about me, many people don’t know me at all, judging what kind of person I am based on other people’s remarks, this is a very immature manifestation in itself. Including my relationship has recently attracted more attention, I In fact, I don’t want my other half to be frequently exposed in front of everyone, I just want to say, we are very good, we have always been in love, love does not have to be a show in front of you.”

"I have been through a lot. In the final analysis, I am just an ordinary person. No matter how much I hate the blemish on my face, it is also a part of my body, such as eyes and nose, but it is not good-looking. I've been labeled a 'hate'. But for the rest of my life, I'm going to learn to live with it."

"Thank you for seeing this, and I hope my sharing can also help you. Maybe some people still think that I am putting on a show at this moment, but... so what? I am Arose, good night."

He kisses the palm of his hand, then covers the camera with his palm, and the video ends here.

There are a lot of active people in the comment area, and this video has been reposted countless times. Everyone who watches the video is different, and the mood they experience is also different.

Some people saw courage, some saw fun, some saw a rich life, and some saw longing for love.Maybe the information that Fang Huan wants to convey may not be fully understood, but there is always such a moment every minute and every second that people watching the video immediately think of themselves.

Think about whether you can let go of someone or something.Have loved ones let go?Has the person you hated let go?Accept those good and bad things calmly, walk on the street calmly, and tell others that this is what you really look like.

The video was posted at night, and the public opinion was fermented the next day. At the same time, there were many small videos of Fang Huan at the makeup conference shot by fans, as if there was no one else in the circle.

The most circulated one turned out to be the clip where Fang Huan was looking for her husband in the crowd, and someone even posted a picture.

Where is my husband?What about the big husband?Just here.