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Chu Xun asked: "Why do you ask that? Why do you say that you are so pitiful?"

"Did I ask too directly?" Yu Hui said, "I just..."

Chu Xun asked: "Afraid that I will suddenly lose my job?"

"Whether it's a sudden unemployment or a sudden...um..." Yu Hui's expressive ability seems to be unable to express his current thoughts clearly, so he can only vaguely say, "Anyway, it's quite sudden."

Chu Xun said: "Maybe I shouldn't say that there is no result or decision. But don't worry too much. Even if I leave, I will help you settle down. Don't worry. Huanhuan likes you very much. , he is also very short of people, you can..."

Yu Hui said: "That's not what I meant. I didn't ask you to give me any guarantee. I'm very worried about your current state."

"Do you still remember the question I asked you that day?" Chu Xun said, "I asked you if you have any plans for your future, what did you say?"

"I said I don't know." Yu Hui lowered his voice, "I didn't lie to you, I really don't have any big plans, I don't have anything in particular I want to do. If you say your life is meaningless, then people like me What kind of?"

Chu Xun said: "You are you, I am me."

His words made Yu Hui feel a little sad.Yu Hui has been by Chu Xun's side for so long, eating and living together, so he knows each other well.Chu Xun only looks gentle and polite, but this is just the upbringing brought to him by a good education and family background.He is a very indifferent person in his bones, and he doesn't care about others except the people and things he thinks are important.Whether it is patience or affection for him, there will always be only one response that looks like a standard answer.

Yu Hui thought that at least Chu Xun could treat him a little differently, but judging from the answer just now, he was no different.

You are you and I am me.

Therefore, Chu Xun can blame himself for the confused life, hurting the spring and the autumn, as if thinking about this matter itself is very meaningful.He is a maverick, and a small character like Yu Hui is different from him in his unplanned life.

The cold breath of the early spring night gradually lowered the temperature of Yu Hui's brain. He looked at Chu Xun, but Chu Xun didn't seem to understand why he suddenly fell silent.He smiled bitterly in his heart, thinking that Chu Xun must have thought that there was nothing wrong with what he just said.Thinking about it carefully, he really can't blame Chu Xun for anything. He was extremely ordinary from beginning to end. He was born in an ordinary family. After graduating mediocrely, he had no plan at all, blindly submitting resumes, doing whatever he could, and then came to Chu Xun.

How far will an assistant achieve after working for many years?It seems that Yu Hui has never thought about this problem.

Many people in Beidiao regard buying a car and a house as their lifelong goal, but Yu Hui doesn't even have this goal. He doesn't have so many material needs, so he doesn't have the fundamental motivation to struggle.He can't see the world ten years from now, and the so-called plans he can think of are only what to eat today, what to eat tomorrow, what partners to connect with the day after tomorrow, whether the utility bills are paid on time, and don't postpone today's things until tomorrow .

Compared with Chu Xun's worried plans to determine his future life, Yu Hui really has no ambitions.However, he hasn't worried about himself yet. What is Chu Xun worried about, a person who already has something that others can't get in a lifetime without struggling?

"What's wrong with you?" Chu Xun said, "Are you angry?"

Yu Hui said, "No."

Chu Xun said: "Are you angry because of what I said?"

Yu Hui emphasized: "I said I didn't."

"Then you are fired now." Chu Xun said, "You go."

"..." Yu Hui was stunned for a moment. When he realized it, he seemed to be unable to accept it, showing a very embarrassed expression.

Chu Xun looked at him indifferently.

Yu Hui lowered his head. After thinking for a long time, he didn't think that he had missed anything. Does Chu Xun even care about whether he is happy or not?

"I'm not joking." Chu Xun added seriously.

Yu Hui's fist shrunk in his clothes tightened and loosened, loosened and tightened again, he bit his lip, and finally couldn't help it: "Why?"

Chu Xun said: "There is no reason."

Yu Hui acted as if he hadn't heard, and said, "Why do you suddenly say such things to me? What's wrong with me? It's none of your business whether I'm happy or not? Can't I just take care of you? I know you're really You don't like people like me at all, but why do you want to add your own willfulness to me?"

"It's not capricious, Xiaohui." Chu Xun said, "Have you ever thought about finding a better job after you leave me? A job with more promise and future. If you don't think about it now, what about later? You If you don’t have a girlfriend now, won’t you have one in the future? What if you fall in love and get married? Your parents are in good health now, what about the future? Do you want to make some money? Look at Zhou Weiying, why does he dare to do whatever he thinks of? Because he has already saved enough wealth in his life, he has no worries."

"What about you?" Yu Hui asked, "You have everything, why are you planning? Are you free?"

Chu Xun said: "Xiaohui, as I said, I am different from you."

"What's the difference! Do you have more arms or more legs than me?" Yu Hui spoke a little anxiously, his speech speed and volume increased a little, which was a bit different from his usual harmless appearance, "Ask so Is it important to have more "meaning"? Are you living for "meaning"? You ask me what my life plan is, can I think of one now? My goal is to muddle along, go with the flow, live a life of mediocrity, and then go with the flow Natural old age! Is this okay?"

The lethality of an honest person losing his temper is very great. After Yu Hui finished speaking, he gasped. Chu Xun was a little dazed, and stood where he was and stared at Yu Hui.After saying these words, Yu Hui felt that he was so stupid, why did he say such useless things?However, Chu Xun was about to fire him anyway, and he had nothing to worry about.

He also didn't think about being friends with Chu Xun in the future, they were people from two worlds, and Chu Xun didn't even like Zhou Weiying, nor would he like him.

Unexpectedly, Chu Xun suddenly laughed, touched Yu Hui's head with his hand, and said, "If I tell you, I'm just teasing you, will you be more angry?"

Yu Hui's eyes widened: "What... what?"

"I didn't intend to fire you." Chu Xun said, "Just talk about it."

Yu Hui still stared at Chu Xun with a strange expression on his face.

"I'm sorry." Chu Xun tilted his head, "I see you are upset, but you don't say why. You always say nothing, I don't know what you are thinking. I just want to see your reaction , It turns out that you can talk so much."

When Yu Hui was swayed by Chu Xun like this, he immediately felt terrible. Would Chu Xun say such serious things to him just for such a result?He felt helpless and a little powerless. He didn't want to talk to Chu Xun, so he turned his head and left.

"Xiaohui!" Chu Xun followed behind, "What are you doing?"

"I was fired." Yu Hui said, "I'm free, what I do has nothing to do with you."

Chu Xun said, "I was joking with you."

"But you clearly said that you are serious." Yu Hui said, "I will listen to every word you say as the truth."

Chu Xun said, "Then why don't you believe the last sentence?" He reached out and grabbed Yu Hui. The two men didn't look good in the street, but Chu Xun and Fang Huan were used to being together, so he didn't mind anything.

"I do have a lot of questions that I haven't figured out, but don't misinterpret what I mean." Chu Xun said, "I am me, you are you, and we are different individuals. Xiaohui, sometimes I envy you, maybe You will feel that I don’t feel back pain when I stand and talk.”

"What do you envy me?" Yu Hui said, "I still envy you."

Chu Xun feels that this seems to be an unsolvable problem. Maybe many people envy him for being rich and handsome, but he will envy the kind of person who can do everything well and is patient.He felt that Zhou Weiying had money and freedom, and could do whatever he wanted, but he didn't understand Zhou Weiying's anxiety.

It's like Yu Hui doesn't understand what he has to be confused about.

But he still said: "I envy you for being able to work hard and take everything seriously. Although you are very quiet and don't like to talk, you seem to have no ideas and don't care too much. But I think you are like a hot-blooded boy. You are different from the hot-blooded boys in the comics. The hot-blooded boys in the comics all want to save the world, but you see it very openly. There is no way I can be like you."

After hearing this, Yu Hui took a deep breath, stretched out his hand in front of Chu Xun, and then clenched his fist. Chu Xun didn't understand what he was going to do, Yu Hui asked, "Can you play guessing games?"

Chu Xun said, "Who knows how to guess punches?"

Yu Hui said: "Then you play boxing games with me, do you want to win or lose?"

Chu Xun said: "Of course I want to win."

Yu Hui said, "Then let's try."

Although Chu Xun didn't know what Yu Hui was doing suddenly, he still did it.The two shot at the same time, Yu Hui played the rock, Chu Xun played the scissors, and he lost this round.

"No, do it again." Chu Xun said.

The two had another guessing game, and this time Yu Hui still played the stone, and Chu Xun gave the cloth.He won this time, was a little happy, and laughed.

Yu Hui said: "Brother Xun, let me ask you, must the goal of life be something very big?"

"Otherwise?" Chu Xun said, "I have to persist for a lifetime."

Yu Hui said: "But if you want to win the boxing game, it is also a goal."

Chu Xun looked at Yu Hui inexplicably.

"No matter how small the goal is, even if it is to win the boxing game, I will be very happy if I achieve it." Yu Hui said, "I clearly know that I have no great ability, and I can't change the world. One more me and one less me It won’t affect anything. So, what’s the use of my imagining so much? All I can do is to do well every little thing related to myself. I’m already very satisfied if I can accomplish these things. I must save Is the world only passionate? Is it meaningful? Only capable people can do great things. I don’t have the ability, so I can only manage myself. I think that if the expectations are lower, boxing games will be very passionate.”

Fang Huan didn't want to go home immediately after eating, so he asked Zhou Weiying to accompany him on the road.

It's cold at night, he didn't wear much, he didn't feel anything when he came here, but now it's chilly, his fingers are a little white from the cold.He rubbed it himself, but his cold paws couldn't get angry, so he simply copied it into Zhou Weiying's pocket.

Zhou Weiying is now a bit of a dead pig who is not afraid of boiling water. He has done more outrageous things on the main road, but holding hands is simply a small scene.He also put his hand in his pocket and held Fang Huan's hand. Fang Huan took his arm by mistake. The two of them were like ordinary couples.

"Do you think something is wrong with brother Chu Xun?" Fang Huan asked, "He is different from before."

Zhou Weiying said: "People will think about many things after being hit. If he can still be the same as before, then his heart is a bit big."

Fang Huan said, "Then do you think he will return to the United States?"

"How do I know this?" Zhou Weiying said, "I only know that, as his friend, you should support him no matter what he decides, instead of pointing fingers."

Fang Huan said: "Did I point fingers? I was trying to reason with him."

Zhou Weiying said: "What kind of philosopher are you? He needs you to reason with him? Besides, there are many ways to reason. You have to deny his ideas first, and then tell him what's next. Who Would you like to listen?"

Fang Huan said, "But I'm not wrong."

"Fang Huan, I think you're really fun. Sometimes you're so subtle that you're a reserved oriental, and sometimes you're as straightforward as a westerner." Zhou Weiying laughed, "Can you use a unified consciousness? Look at the problem in form?"

He walked Fang Huan in, and Fang Huan squeezed his arm: "Who wants to be like you, is it amazing to understand everything?"

Zhou Weiying said, "It's only a little bit more remarkable than you."

"You are so shameless! Why don't you say that you are getting more and more demonic as you get older?" Fang Huan said, "You are just older than me, what can you be proud of?"

Zhou Weiying smiled and asked softly, "Am I just a little older than you?"

Fang Huan had never heard any flirtatious words, but Zhou Weiying was his partner. Such a non-nutritious gag could make him blush, and he pretended to be shy and said: "Oh, why are you like this? You are underage Woolen cloth."

Zhou Weiying said, "Don't fool around with your uncle if you're underage."

"I don't." Fang Huan just leaned against Zhou Weiying, resting his head on Zhou Weiying's shoulder, and said coquettishly, "My husband is the biggest, and I love my husband the most."

In the matter of shamelessness, Zhou Weiying felt that he might not be able to beat Fang Huan in his life.

He was about to let Fang Huan end his contrived performance, but unexpectedly there was a dog barking from behind, a Corgi wanted to have fun with Fang Huan, his master grabbed the rope and forbade it to approach Fang Huan, and told Fang Huan : "Beauty, I'm sorry."

"Oh, it's all right." Fang Huan waved his hand and smiled at Corgi, "The dog is so cute."

The eldest brother was stunned on the spot, and Zhou Weiying hurriedly pulled Fang Huan away, not asking him to scare passers-by.