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Fang Huan seemed to be pinned down, he moved his stiff fingers, put his arms around Zhou Weiying, and said in his arms, "I won't leave, what about you?"

Zhou Weiying said, "I won't leave you either."

Fang Huan felt some moist breath on his neck, and when he heard Zhou Weiying's tiny sobs, his heart melted immediately.Zhou Weiying is not a person who expresses his emotions. He actually chooses to keep many things that have a profound impact on him in his heart. After a long time, he seems to be invincible.

Fang Huan had never seen Zhou Weiying in a difficult moment, so he must have just not reached the point of sadness.

"I'm sorry." Fang Huan touched Zhou Weiying's hair, "I'm sorry." He didn't know how to comfort Zhou Weiying, he couldn't ask Zhou Weiying to be as crazy as himself, as if he didn't care about anything.But his heart was so painful that it was all because of him, but the knife was on Zhou Weiying's neck.

"Am I particularly useless?" Zhou Weiying said in a muffled voice, "They are my biological parents. I am always used to patience and think I can bear it... I chose not to be with them in order to let myself bear it. In life, I only see each other during the holidays... I thought I could live in peace, but I was just avoiding. I can handle any difficult job, but my family is messed up by myself. I deal with family problems The method is completely opposite to the work. As decisive as I am at work, I am as procrastinated as I am at home... I thought it would be good for everyone, but no one is satisfied. My parents would like to kill me, and it will make you sad .”

Fang Huan didn't know what to say. He only had the experience of fighting against his parents. If he was as silent as Zhou Weiying, he might have suffocated to death.He also has no way to blindly insult Zhou Weiying's parents for being unkind and unrighteous. Parents are bad in every way, and Zhou Weiying has to say it himself. Where did Zhou Wei win?

He didn't ask for anything, he just wanted to make Zhou Weiying feel better.

"Wei Ying, don't think about it, things will always pass." Fang Huan said, "In my heart, you are the best, and I love you the most. There are many things that we can't control. The only thing we can do is to keep going. Go on. Go forward, there will be hope. Do you remember what you said to me?" He followed Zhou Weiying's tone at the time, and said, "Don't be afraid, I'm here."

Zhou Weiying raised his head, rubbed his eyes, and looked at Fang Huan. Fang Huan raised his neck and kissed Zhou Weiying, and said seriously, "I'm here."

Zhou Weiying nodded.

Fang Huan said: "I will stay with you." He wanted to hug Zhou Weiying, but when he met Zhou Weiying, Zhou Weiying backed away unconsciously in pain. Fang Huan asked him what was wrong, and reached out to touch him. Touching his leg, Zhou Weiying was hit by his father with a chair and kicked, and he endured it all the time.Fang Huan asked again and again before he was willing to tell the truth.Fang Huan's eyes were red after hearing this, and he cried while looking for medicine for Zhou Weiying.

At dawn, the whole world is full of joyful atmosphere, only under the eaves of this corner, Zhou Weiying and Fang Huan, the fateful pair of mandarin ducks, cuddle together, as if time and space are separated from them, and they only have each other.

Because of Zhou Weiying being forced to come out of the closet, the entire Zhou family was shrouded in clouds. Zhou's father was so angry that he took medicine, and Zhou's mother's sadness was brought to the extreme. She complained all over the world, and her family knew about it. The matter of Zhou Weiying.

In the past few days, Zhou Weiying's phone calls and messages have not been interrupted, and they are all inexplicable care and greetings from relatives.The elders hated Zhou Weiying very much, but they felt that Zhou Weiying was just trying to find something new, and sooner or later he would calm down and return to the right path.As long as Zhou Weiying is willing to admit his mistakes to his parents, the family will remain a family after all.

Zhou Weiying's peers don't care as much about this as their elders. Even if they ask, they are mostly instructed by their parents to inquire about gossip, but in the end they will tell Zhou Weiying that you can do what you think.

The so-called good things don't go out, bad things spread thousands of miles, Zhou Weiying wished the whole world knew about it, his friends would naturally hear the news, it's not good to come here to ask, it's not good not to ask, you can only find him Hala Hara had some and nothing, and in the end, Zhou Weiying simply ignored everyone.

This kind of thing, no matter whether outsiders think he is right or wrong, they are all from the perspective and standpoint of an outsider, and no one can do anything for him. In the final analysis, it has nothing to do with them It doesn't matter.

This is the cleanest year Zhou Wei has ever won. In previous years, he would either spend time with his family, or attend a series of gatherings with his friends, never leaving any time for himself.This time, he was finally able to be quiet, even if he didn't go anywhere and just lay down and slept at home, he felt much more relaxed inside.

Of course, the blow he was hit by his dad with the chair was not light, he was already numb that day, and it didn't feel that heavy.But after all the strength in my body relaxed, I realized that it was really painful.

Fang Huan was particularly worried about Zhou Weiying, and wanted him to go to the hospital to have a look. Zhou Weiying was only injured, and he didn't want to move, so Fang Huan had nothing to do with him.In addition, Fang Huan feels that the current state is also good. Although he knows that the problem has not been completely resolved, but he can be with Zhou Weiying, and he doesn't want to worry about the storm that has yet to come.

The Zhou family's parents have not had a good face since that day. The whole family knows what happened to them, and they sympathize with each other and gossip every day.Father Zhou is a face-saving person, so he stopped interacting with relatives and sulked at home.Zhou's mother shed tears at home first, and then told her relatives and friends in various ways, and she would cry again every time she talked about sadness.

What is inside and outside the words is that Zhou Weiying failed their upbringing.

Zhou's father felt that Zhou's mother was annoying, and the two had a fight over it. Zhou's father's attitude was very clear. Zhou's mother forced Zhou Weiying to be such a jerk, and asked him to go on a blind date all day long. Find a man back.Zhou's father felt that Zhou Weiying was hopeless. He really couldn't associate his son with those dirty and perverted homosexuals. Every time he thought of it, he was about to have a heart attack.

This is not his son, his Zhou family does not recognize this kind of son.

He blamed Zhou's mother, and Zhou's mother was also furious, and she was very hoarse at Zhou's father.She kept digging up old accounts, counting from when Zhou Weiying was a child, she took care of illnesses, she went to parent-teacher meetings, and she accompanied extra-curricular classes. Zhou Weiying grew up so old. As a result, now that his son has gone on an evil path, he simply said no, so he didn't want it?

Zhou's mother was very unconvinced. She felt that Zhou Weiying couldn't think about it for a while, because he had been separated from them for too long.She should mobilize all available forces to persuade Zhou Weiying, and then let him move back home.Anyway, she has nothing else to do, Zhou Weiying can always repent after educating Zhou Weiying in the long run.

Zhou's father didn't understand his wife's logic, so he told Zhou's mother to do what she liked, and he would never see Zhou Weiying.

Zhou's mother finally finished crying about all the people she could cry about, and heard some news about Zhou Weiying from others. She thought that everyone had calmed down for a few days, and she should have a good talk with Zhou Weiying, so she personally gave Zhou Weiying Ying called, but Zhou Weiying didn't answer.

So Zhou's mother sent Zhou Weiying a message as if nothing happened, asking him to go home to eat dumplings on the fifth day of the new year.

When Zhou Weiying saw those few lines of words, he suddenly felt a sense of embarrassment.Fang Huan asked him what was wrong, and he said his mother called him home for dinner.Fang Huan didn't know what to think, and tried to understand the meaning behind it, but he couldn't figure it out. He asked Zhou Weiying: "What are you going to do? Are you going? Is your mother going to make peace with you?"

"Her?" Zhou Weiying said, "It's impossible for her to make peace with me, she just wants to torture me in another way."

In the past few days, Fang Huan heard Zhou Weiying talk a lot about his family, and Fang Huan was very angry. He asked Zhou Weiying why he didn't resist, why he had to endure, and what results did he bear for so many years?Zhou Weiying also wanted to ask himself these questions, did he end up with any results?He always felt that a man should work hard outside instead of messing around at home, otherwise he would be too worthless.Moreover, he was too busy to take care of his family, and his regress towards his parents became his life-saving straw to comfort himself.

Everything is fake, he just regards escaping as a habit.

"Then..." Fang Huan said, "Then let's ignore her. Anyway, she doesn't know where you live, so can she come to you?"

Zhou Weiying said: "You don't know my mother too well. If she can't find me, the world will be turned upside down. She may even call the police. The police can't do anything about this kind of old lady."

Fang Huan said dejectedly: "Is there really no way?"

"It's okay, I can handle it." Zhou Weiying said, "Anyway, there will be such a day sooner or later. Since she took the initiative to find me, then I will explain it to them, so as to save night and dream."

Fang Huan grabbed Zhou Weiying's hand and said firmly, "Then I'll go with you!"

Zhou Weiying shook his head: "I'm afraid they won't dare to do anything to me, but they will blame you. Didn't my mother still want to beat you that day? If you go to the house, it's a big place, where are you going?"

"She's an old lady, why am I afraid of her?" Fang Huan bent his arms, patted his biceps, which didn't exist at all, and said, "I'm a pure man, okay?"

Zhou Weiying was amused by his appearance, and imagined the scene of his mother and Fang Huan grabbing each other's hair, feeling a little unbearable, and couldn't help laughing even more.Fang Huan felt that Zhou Weiying had ridiculed him, so he pouted and said, "What's wrong! Do you think I can't even beat your mother?"

"Your thin arms and thin legs make me feel dangling." Zhou Weiying patted Fang Huan's head, "Okay, I don't even know what will happen if I go there, so don't make any trouble for now, lest the scene get out of control, I'm afraid of you Injuried."

Fang Huan said: "What if they beat you? When your father hit you... No, I can't stand it! Why are you so stupid! Can't you hide? You just suffer when you are beaten, you like to be beaten so much What? If you like to be beaten, I can beat you! How about tying you up and whipping you?"

Zhou Weiying said, "You can try it later."

Although Fang Huan really wanted to, he didn't have the heart to make such a joke with Zhou Weiying.

Seeing that it was the fifth day of the new year, Zhou Weiying was going to his parents' house for lunch, but they all knew it was a grand banquet.Fang Huan was still worried that Zhou Weiying would go by himself, and begged Bailai to follow, but Zhou Weiying couldn't beat him, so he took him with him.

But when we got downstairs, Zhou Weiying said to Fang Huan: "I thought about it, you should not go up."

Fang Huan asked: "Why?"

Zhou Weiying said: "You wait for me downstairs. If I don't come down for more than an hour, you call the police."

"Ah?" Fang Huan grabbed Zhou Weiying, "So serious?"

Zhou Weiying patted Fang Huan with a smile: "Good boy, wait for my husband to come down and take you home."

"Don't try to fool me!" Fang Huan blushed, "Am I so easy to fool?"

Zhou Weiying said, "Yes."

He didn't let Fang Huan go up, Fang Huan really had no choice but to wait downstairs obediently, and let Zhou Weiying call him if he had something to do.

Zhou Weiying went upstairs alone and entered the house. Father Zhou was sitting in the living room watching TV, and glanced at him without saying a word.The aunt at home was away, and Zhou's mother was busy in the kitchen by herself. Seeing Zhou Weiying came, she smiled and said, "Son, are you back? Come on, wash your hands and eat quickly. Mom made you your favorite food today. Dumplings stuffed with pork and chives..."

"Mom, I won't eat anymore." Zhou Weiying said, "Don't you guys want to talk to me? I'll leave after the talk."

Zhou's mother's expression changed immediately, she froze in place, and it took a long time before she said, "You... what are you talking about?"

Zhou Weiying said: "Need I repeat it? Do you really not remember what happened before? You do this every time, denying what you have done. How do you want to scold me today? This matter Do you remember anything?"

"When did I ever scold you!" Zhou's mother said, "You don't allow others to tell you what you did wrong? I am your mother, I gave birth to you and raised you, so I can't blame you? Zhou Weiying, are you a wing?" **? You... Okay, you... Since you want to say it, then make it clear, but if you say today that you broke up with that dubious shemale, and you will find a woman to marry in a down-to-earth manner, I will I still recognize your son."

"He is not some kind of transvestite." Zhou Weiying said, "I will not break up with him, nor will I marry a woman. I love him and want to be with him for the rest of my life. Am I clear enough? "

"You..." Zhou's mother pointed at Zhou Weiying tremblingly. Zhou Weiying was just silent during the last trouble, which made her feel that there was still room for turning around.Because Zhou Weiying would agree to her request after every silence.Unexpectedly, today, Zhou Weiying would say such outrageous words to her.

Did she hear it wrong?

Zhou's father who was in the living room also heard these words, he was furious, picked up the ashtray and went outside, he wanted to throw Zhou Weiying, but Zhou Weiying grabbed him.Father Zhou roared: "It's against you!"

Zhou Weiying snatched the ashtray from Zhou's father and threw it on the ground. A hole was smashed in the wooden floor. Zhou's father was panting with anger. Zhou's mother immediately threw herself on Zhou Weiying and beat him, crying: "What are you going to do! Create a crime..."

Zhou Weiying was already numb to this kind of drama, and he said wearily: "How long are you going to force me? What do I do that is right in your eyes?"

Zhou's mother said: "Who is forcing whom? You are clearly trying to force us to death! You were seduced by that monster! You are stunned! Do you know what you are doing? You are an unfilial son, you are sent by God! Did you come to torture us? What did we do wrong, you want to retaliate against us like this! If I had known earlier, I shouldn't have given birth to you!"

Zhou's father said: "What nonsense are you talking to him! Let him go! Let him go! As I said, I don't have such a son! Your surname is not Zhou!"

Zhou's mother simply sat on the ground and said, "I'm dead! I'm dead!"

Zhou Weiying's heart was completely shattered by his parents' hoarse reprimand. He stood there watching the farce, closed his eyes, nodded when he opened them, and said, "Okay."

He turned around and went to the kitchen, came out with a kitchen knife and threw it in front of Zhou's mother, and said, "Don't you want to live? You have made trouble so many times, but it didn't work once. Do you really don't want to live, or are you threatening?" Me? Mom, I’m tired of seeing this kind of thing. Either you will die today, or I will die. You gave birth to me and raised me, and I will return this life to you. I will never hold any grudges.”

Zhou's mother was completely stupid. She used to look for death and work and Zhou Weiying would always stop her.But now, Zhou Weiying squatted down and handed the knife to her. Zhou's mother looked at it blankly and asked, "Do you think I dare not?"

"I don't think anything." Zhou Weiying looked directly at Zhou's mother, without any emotion, "I just had enough. I lived for you for the first 35 years, and I want to live for myself in the rest of my life." Then He took Zhou's mother's hand and put the knife on his neck, "I can't repay the kindness of nurturing, so I can only repay it in my own way."

The three of them didn't move, and after a while, the knife in Zhou's mother's hand fell to the ground with a "bang".She was frightened by Zhou Weiying and couldn't shout anything.Father Zhou was exhausted, sitting on a chair beside him, his face was ashen.

Zhou Weiying faced his parents. He seldom saw them, and when they met, the quarrels occupied everything. He suddenly realized that his parents were very old, but the pity for them in his heart was gone.For relatives, lovers, and friends, he has always had the greatest tolerance, and he will not choose to let go unless it is absolutely necessary.But again, if he really made a decision, there is no room for reversal.He didn't know whether Zhou Weiying was affectionate or ruthless. He just felt that from now on, no one would kidnap him in the name of family affection.

He took a step back, bent his knees and knelt on the ground, and kowtowed three times to his parents, making the floor sound muffled. After getting up, he resolutely left without saying a word.

Fang Huan waited downstairs until his cell phone was almost frozen and ran out of battery. As time passed, he began to feel uneasy, hesitating whether to go up or not.If an hour has passed, will he call the police as Zhou Weiying said?

Really... is it that serious?

At this time, a voice came from the corridor, Zhou Weiying walked out quickly, and Fang Huan called out, "Uncle Zhou..."

Zhou Weiying grabbed his hand and dragged him outside. Fang Huan followed Zhou Weiying in small steps and asked, "What happened to you? You..." He was pulled by Zhou Weiying I started to walk to the road outside. The road in Beijing on the fifth day of the fifth day was already full of traffic, and there were many pedestrians coming and going.

"Let go..." Fang Huan tried his best to break free from Zhou Weiying, "Don't be on the road..."

"Don't you dare?" Zhou Weiying turned around and asked him.

All of Fang Huan's "dare not" came from Zhou Weiying. He didn't want Zhou Weiying to be stared at by strange eyes and ridiculed by malicious words.

Zhou Weiying asked again: "Do you dare to walk with me in broad daylight?"

Fang Huan stared into Zhou Weiying's eyes and said, "As long as you dare, I will dare anything."

The two people chatting on the road has already attracted the attention of passers-by. Zhou Weiying usually cares about face, identity, and the reserve and self-respect a person should have.

Now, these things have been left behind by him, he just wants to kiss Fang Huan.

He really kissed Fang Huan.

There was a sea of ​​people, some exclaimed, some watched, some took pictures, some didn't care, and some nothing happened... But these are other people's affairs and feelings, and have nothing to do with them.

There are too many "others" and all they can do is "themselves".