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Fang Huan could only go home silently, and Zhou Weiying was not there at night, so he simply made some food by himself.Lying on the sofa and playing with the mobile phone, he was too bored, so he sent a message to Zhou Weiying and asked what his Uncle Zhou was doing.

Zhou Weiying said he was still eating, Fang Huan wondered why he was still eating at this point, Zhou Weiying said it was a family gathering, there were so many people in the family, chatting all over the dinner table would inevitably delay time.

"Then you still have time to chat with me?" Fang Huan said jokingly.

"Because I'm boring too." Zhou Weiying replied, "The dinners are very boring."

It was hard for Fang Huan to imagine Zhou Weiying sitting at the smoky dining table like a student, chatting silently with a mobile phone.He felt that Zhou Weiying should be very happy with this kind of occasion. He is so good, he must be "other people's child" in the eyes of his parents and relatives.

Why do I feel like I'm all alone now?

The "child of someone else's family" Zhou Weiying really played an all-round role in the first half of the family gathering, drinking with the elders and talking about some very illusory family and country affairs.As the dinner process progressed, his cheeks turned red from drinking, and he wanted to take a break. He always felt dazed when he watched the family members pretending to be friendly and chatting about their parents' stories.

So he had time to chat with Fang Huan for a while, and he would respond when someone mentioned him.

"Hey! Who are you chatting with so happily?" The aunt asked Zhou Weiying, "Weiying, are you in a relationship?" As soon as this sentence came out, everyone at the table looked at Zhou Weiying, and Zhou Weiying looked up Dazed for a moment, the aunt smiled and said, "Oh, you are a big man now, just talk about it, it's no big deal, why pretend to be stupid? I see that you looked very proud when you came."

Zhou Weiying didn't realize it, but everyone looked at him as if they were waiting to gossip, and he suddenly felt dizzy, and said, "No, I just chatted with my friends."

My aunt said: "What friend? What are you talking about? Are you smiling so happily?"

Zhou's mother said: "Hey, I asked him to go on a blind date before, and I didn't know how to do it. It didn't work out. Later, I said I was busy, and I don't know what to do." She looked at Zhou Weiying, "You and Mom Say, do you have someone? If so, bring it back tomorrow to show to your family, if it suits you, talk about it seriously, and rush to get married, you are already old..."

Zhou Weiying had no choice but to say, "Mom, it's not what you think."

"What's that like?" Mother Zhou said, "Can you show me your phone?"

Faced with this level of unreasonable trouble, Zhou Weiying has long been numb. He will not give his mother his phone, and it is impossible for him to admit that he is in a relationship in front of everyone.There will be too many subsequent troubles and too many unpredictable risks.

Zhou's mother wanted to continue to make trouble for no reason, but Zhou's grandma said: "He is such a big man, why do you keep watching so closely all day long? Ask this and that, does he lose face?"

"Mom..." Mother Zhou said "you don't understand anything".

Although Zhou Weiying knew that grandma had good intentions, he didn't feel that he was saving face by saying this.It is as if he is just a commodity, and the value is determined by the people present.

"Weiying, how is your company doing recently?" Uncle asked, "Are you still recruiting recently? My old classmate's child is studying in Beijing and won't go back for the winter vacation. Do you want interns doing odd jobs?"

"I don't know much about this." Zhou Weiying didn't reveal his current status to his family, so he could only say vaguely, "But if you're an intern, let him submit his resume directly. It's usually easy to pass."

The uncle was surprised: "I still want to submit a resume? Doesn't it count if you say so?"

Zhou's mother responded: "Yes? Isn't this just a matter of your words?"

Zhou Weiying was silent.Zhou's mother poked him: "Hurry up and express your opinion, what's the big deal?"

The uncle hurriedly said: "It's okay, it's okay, I just asked for help, if it's inconvenient for you, forget it."

Zhou Weiying didn't want to talk, so he poured a glass of wine and drank it down.The daily drama of this family never seemed to change for him, and it went on and on again, and whether he said it or not, it would not change any results.Maybe the student days were fine, as long as the academic performance is better than the average person, there will be no other problems involved here.Only after working did I realize that the world is not that simple, and neither is the family.

Work can still make him achieve and satisfy, but family—— Zhou Weiying recalled carefully, it seems that he hasn't felt any happiness and warmth from family for a long time.The last time his mother cared about him seemed like a distant memory.

He glanced at the phone, still stuck on Fang Huan's words "If you feel bored, go home early", the word "home" occupied all his sights.

"I still have some things to do, so I'm leaving first." Zhou Weiying picked up his phone and got up, "Eat slowly."

Mother Zhou asked: "Hey! Where are you going? What time is it? What's going on at night?"

Zhou Weiying lied and said: "There are some work matters that need to be dealt with, and I am very anxious."

Mother Zhou asked, "Why are you so anxious about work?"

Father Zhou said, "Since it's work, you can go."

Zhou Weiying nodded, said something meaningful to everyone, put on his clothes and left like a breeze.He walked out of the community and went to the side of the road to take a taxi. He really wanted to go home and Fang Huan.

It was raining outside, and the rain in early November was bitingly cold. Zhou Weiying's cell phone ran out of battery, so he had to stand in the freezing rain to take a taxi. After finally waiting for one, he went in and warmed up for a while before he recovered. The window glass had already condensed fog.

Fang Huan saw that it was raining heavily outside, so he sent a message to Zhou Weiying telling him to be careful if he came back at night, and not to come back if it was too late.In this weather, it is most comfortable to lie under the blanket and listen to the sound of the rain. Fang Huan turned off all the lights, and only turned on a small light in the living room. After taking the medicine, he lay on the sofa and watched TV while waiting for the medicine to take effect.The door lock rang suddenly, and he got up and walked to the hall. "You're back?" Seeing that it was Zhou Weiying, he was a little surprised, "Why are you all wet?"

"Well." Zhou Weiying responded in a low voice, he closed the door, the light source in the corridor was cut off, and the room was dim, Fang Huan felt that he couldn't see Zhou Weiying's face clearly.He wanted to turn on the light, but Zhou Weiying pressed his hand down.

"Uncle Zhou?" Fang Huan sniffed, "Did you drink? How much did you drink?"

Zhou Weiying said, "Not much." He leaned closer to Fang Huan, brushing the tip of his nose against Fang Huan's face, as if asking Fang Huan to smell himself carefully.His lips brushed Fang Huan's cheek as if nothing, and stopped for a while on the blemished side.Fang Huan was itchy from being rubbed by him, and said: "Okay, I know you haven't drunk much, okay? Take off your wet clothes quickly, your hands are cold."

"Really?" Zhou Weiying put his hand into Fang Huan's clothes, "warm me up."

The cold fingers stimulated the warm skin, and Fang Huan was immediately aroused with goose bumps.He struggled violently, but quickly got used to it.Zhou Weiying's palm pressed against his back and stroked his back, his chin pressed against his shoulder, and the breath in his nasal cavity hit Fang Huan's neck, with a little smell of alcohol.

Fang Huan was provoked, he twisted his waist, turned his face to kiss Zhou Weiying, Zhou Weiying also kissed him, and pressed him back with a little force.

With a muffled sound, Fang Huan bumped into the shoe cabinet, and he snorted. Zhou Weiying picked him up, made him sit on the low cabinet, and stood between his legs.Fang Huan just bowed his head and was able to kiss Zhou Weiying. Zhou Weiying's hair was a little wet, but it seemed that some moisture had been taken away by the scorching heat.

"What happened today?" Fang Huan asked him in a low voice.

Zhou Weiying raised his head and asked him, "Don't you want to?"

"I think about it every day, wishing I could be killed by you." Fang Huan said, "But you can't always think about it, otherwise what is the difference with animals?"

"What's wrong with being an animal?" Zhou Weiying said, "Do what nature tells you to do, just do it according to your instincts, and you don't have to think about the consequences, and no one will judge right from wrong."

Fang Huan's lips touched Zhou Weiying's forehead: "Actually, it's really not good. There are not so many tricks to play. Otherwise, why do animals have to practice spells and scramble to be human?" He kissed softly and long It followed Zhou Weiying's forehead all the way to his ear, took his earlobe in one bite, bit it, breathed into Zhou Weiying's ear, and asked in a low voice: "Why do you think scholars love witches?" Woolen cloth?"

Zhou Weiying patted Fang Huan's leg: "Clamp tight, I'll tell you."

The rain stopped at night, and it started to fall again in the early morning. The heavy curtains covered the light outside, and there was no heating in Beijing in early November. Fang Huan hated turning on the air conditioner and made him feel uncomfortable, so the humidifier saved his life. No, I would rather be frozen than get a headache from the hot wind.

He originally complained that there was no love to talk about, and it was cold to sleep alone in winter.Now because of the rain outside, the temperature has dropped, but he has a warm embrace, and he can nest safely in his uncle's arms like a little koala.

As long as Zhou Weiying won't mess with him early in the morning.

Fang Huan didn't know whether he was woken up by being fucked or how he woke up. He put one leg on Zhou Weiying's waist and put his arm around Zhou Weiying's neck. Later, Zhou Weiying hugged him and swayed for a while before he died down. .Fang Huan pressed his whole body on Zhou Weiying's chest, not wanting to move his fingers, and said in a daze: "Are you too busy at home recently... If you are too free, go and help me with some work at the company Son, don't keep trying to fuck me at home."

After the passion cools down, Fang Huan usually conducts a self-examination. Didn't he make up his mind not to mess with Zhou Weiying for nothing, and become an abstinent bitch?But why is the final result still like this!

Although Zhou Weiying is not a person who likes to talk about love and sex, he really does what he does. Civil servants are generally hardworking and hardworking, rooted in the grassroots.If he likes to play tricks, Fang Huan will not know whether he is a blessing or a curse.

Seeing that Zhou Weiying hadn't spoken, Fang Huan raised his head slightly, touched Zhou Weiying's face, and asked, "What's wrong with you? You haven't said a word since yesterday."

"It's nothing." Zhou Weiying said, "I'm tired."

Fang Huanxin said that you are tired. If you were tired, I would have died by now.

But he didn't want to make such jokes with Zhou Weiying. Today is a good time to sleep, and it's the weekend. He just wants to sleep with Zhou Weiying in his arms, and doesn't want to go anywhere.

Zhou Weiying suddenly asked him: "Fang Huan, does your family know your current situation?"

"What?" Fang Huan didn't seem to understand what it meant, Zhou Weiying specially explained it, and Fang Huan said, "I know."

Zhou Weiying asked again: "Then do they support you?"

"Why do you support me?" Fang Huan asked back, "It's not good if you support me?"

Zhou Weiying said: "Can I compare with my parents?"

Fang Huan said: "You treat me better than my parents, why not?"

"..."

"My father died very early, and my mother got married again and had a child." Fang Huan said, "Son, a real son. Now the family of three lives happily, and it has nothing to do with me. "

Zhou Weiying stroked Fang Huan's hair, and Fang Huan asked him, "Why do you ask this suddenly? Do you want me to call you Dad in bed? It's not impossible, I think it's quite interesting."

"That's not what I mean." Zhou Weiying said, "I just want to ask, if you don't like it, you don't have to tell me."

"I like you to death. I will tell you the bank card password even if you ask me, let alone such a trivial matter?" Fang Huan exhaled, got off Zhou Weiying, and changed his posture, "My mother is very rich. , I actually suspect that my father and mother married for money. But it doesn't matter, they don't like me anyway. I was a mother since I was a child, and I was bullied in school. My father really hates me like that. He I think this problem can definitely be corrected, and I have tried everything, so I hate him. The only thing my mother is better than my dad is that she allows me to use her makeup to cover the blemishes on my face before going to school. My dad thinks The important thing about a man is not his appearance. It doesn’t matter if he is ugly. A man can’t put on makeup. Whenever I use my mother’s cosmetics, he scolds me and beats me. Do you remember that photo? It’s when the school took ID photos and he didn’t let me wear makeup What was left... Actually, the teacher didn't let me wear makeup. She meant that I didn't learn how to wear makeup at a young age. I really don't understand, so is it to learn how to do well by exposing the ugliest side of me that I don't want to face? My dad later fell ill and died, and I suspect it was because he was too small-minded."

"My mother is actually very annoyed by me like this. Her son always makes people gossip, but she has nothing to say. It's not her fault anyway. She took me to see a doctor and gave me money Hua, later thought that I might not be able to get along in China with my appearance, so she sent me to study abroad. I think these are the three best things she did for me. Besides, we don’t communicate often. It’s useless to contact, it’s just mutual embarrassment.”

Fang Huan was not too awake in the morning, so he uttered these words in a very relaxed tone, enough to make 120 episodes of a long-form TV family ethics TV series, which he told in a few words.

A child who doesn't understand anything, adults force him to face his sick and ugly self because of inherent concepts, suppress his nature, deprive him of freedom, and must let him face sarcasm and repulsive eyes, and make him beautiful It's good for him... How did you spend such a long boyhood in despair and gloom?

Zhou Weiying gradually understood why Fang Huan's character was like this.What he couldn't get when he was a child, he will release it with an almost vengeful mentality when he grows up. He didn't intend to fight against the world on purpose, he just wasn't well loved.

Zhou Weiying tightened his arms and hugged Fang Huan even deeper.

Fang Huan continued: "Brother Chu Xun and I met in the United States. I went to see a doctor that day and saw him in the corridor of the hospital. The first time I saw him, I thought, wow, this brother is so handsome. Ah! The first thought in my mind was to get to know him, but because I went to see the face without makeup, I felt ugly, like a monster, and handsome guys hate ugly people, so I dare not approach him. But he is very Greeted me gently, didn't care about my face at all, not even the instinctive rejection at first sight."

"Others... are okay." Zhou Weiying was puzzled, "What is he doing in the hospital?"

"He went to see his mother." Fang Huan said, "Oh, by the way, speaking of him, I will call him later."