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Chapter 52
There were only Zhou Weiying and Yu Hui in the yard, Yu Hui was busy talking, Zhou Weiying was embarrassed to eat, so he wandered around in the kitchen, Yu Hui asked: "Brother Zhou, what do you want?"
"Ah? I'm fine..." Zhou Weiying said, "I just want to see if I can help."
Yu Hui gave Zhou Weiying a head of garlic: "Then help me pick this up."
"Eh, good."
Zhou Weiying was standing next to Yu Hui to chop the garlic. He watched Yu Hui cut the meat out of the corner of his eye. The pork belly with skin was cut into pieces of roughly the same size by Yu Hui. Then he copied it in the water and began to prepare other ingredients , the movements are smooth and flowing, very skilled.Zhou Weiying asked curiously: "Xiaohui, who did you learn to cook from?"
"My mother." Yu Hui said while busy, "I was always at home by myself, my father was always on a business trip, and my mother was also very busy at work. She was afraid that I would be hungry, so she taught me how to cook."
Zhou Weiying said, "Why don't you order takeaway? How troublesome is it to cook?"
"It's boring to be old." Yu Hui replied, "After graduating from college, I don't have much money, so I can only cook for myself, and I can save some money."
"What about now?" Zhou Weiying said, "Why did you go to Chu Xun's place to work? Did you know what he did before?"
Yu Hui said: "I know, it's just...a coincidence, Brother Xun doesn't recruit girls, he said that I was the only suitable boy who submitted resumes at that time."
Zhou Weiying said subconsciously: "Isn't he straight? Why don't you want girls?"
Yu Hui was also dazed by Zhou Weiying's words, and it took him a long time to realize: "It's not convenient for straight men and girls, brother Xun's assistant can provide food and lodging, and if I'm here, he'll finish the wash." You can walk out of the shower naked, but not for girls, right?"
"That's right, I asked Fang Huan to take it to the ditch." Zhou Weiying stopped chopping garlic, Yu Hui took two cloves from him and cut them up, and fried them with scallions and ginger in oil to create a fragrant aroma .It was already dark at this time, and the kitchen in the courtyard was an open room with a large stove. I don’t know if it was to match the “quaint” atmosphere. Many kitchen utensils are made of wood, which is very comfortable under the soft yellow light. textured.Yu Hui fried the sugar, put the meat in the pot and stir-fried, added some seasonings, added water to cover the ingredients, and the situation in the pot was stabilized, and the aroma was pressed back into the pot by the pot cover.
Yu Hui turned around and asked Zhou Weiying: "Brother Zhou, what did you just say?"
"No...it's nothing." Zhou Weiying shook his head.He seemed to have accepted Fang Huan's setting after staying with Fang Huan for a long time, and was very curious about how to coordinate the work and life patterns of Chu Xun and Yu Hui.What Yu Hui said was right, what people like Chu Xun should do is to differentiate men and women, not to separate them from other men.
Only Fang Huan would stare at other men without any problems, thinking about something.
Yu Hui tilted his head and blinked at Zhou Weiying, as if he really didn't hear what Zhou Weiying said before.But he didn't care, and after stewing the meat, he went to other ingredients.It takes time and heat to stew delicious braised pork. After a while, Zhou Weiying smelled the aroma and asked Yu Hui, "Why do you remember to eat braised pork?"
"Brother Xun likes to eat." Yu Hui replied naturally, "He said that my braised pork is the best, so he asked me to make it every now and then."
"You can really serve him." Zhou Weiying said, "Xiaohui, you have such a temper, when you can't do it with Chu Xun, tell me, I will make a food show for you, okay? Just find a very rustic and romantic kitchen, you don’t have to talk, just cook there, and I’m sure many girls are willing to watch.”
"I...I can't." Yu Hui is not the kind of person who shows his personality. He will take what others say seriously, so he also took Zhou Weiying's invitation as if he really had such thoughts, and waved his hands and said, "I don't know how to do that, Xun Brother is very good to me, I won’t let it go.”
Zhou Weiying said: "Then you want to be his assistant for the rest of your life? Don't you have a career plan? Will he pay you five insurances and one housing fund?"
Yu Hui stopped talking.
Zhou Weiying felt that his question was a bit questionable, so he patted Yu Hui on the shoulder and said, "Hey, it's useless to plan for a long time. Look at me, when I was young, I wanted to make money. I can live happily and have a happy family. Now I have money, but I’m still a widow. I don’t have a house, a car, or a wife, and my parents are still alive. It’s a disaster. It’s a failure to be like me. So, while you are young, you should be more yourself What you like to do, the boat will naturally go straight from the back to the front."
It was a long time before Fang Huan and the others got off work and went back. As soon as they entered the yard, they could smell the aroma of braised pork.Fang Huan shouted: "Xiaohui? Have you stewed meat?"
"Ah!" Yu Hui responded in the kitchen, "Are you back? It's time to wash your hands and eat."
Zhou Weiying had already set up the dining table in the yard, and he put the dishes made by Yu Hui on the table one by one. Yu Hui was serving food in the kitchen. Zhou Weiying said, "You still serve them rice? Don't get used to it." It's a bad smell, let them eat as much as they want."
Yu Hui said, "It's a matter of convenience."
Chu Xun was hungry and had already sat at the dinner table.Zhou Weiying was choked by Chu Xun a few times today, seeing that he was upset, he said: "You are a shopkeeper, can't you help with some work? Ren Xiaohui has been busy for a long time."
Yu Hui just came out of the kitchen, gave Chu Xun the rice bowl first, and even handed the chopsticks to Chu Xun's hands. Zhou Weiying said as if he didn't hear what he said: "Brother Xun, let's eat." Then he sat down Chu Xun's side.
Chu Xun turned the chopsticks in his hand, and smiled sarcastically at Zhou Weiying.That kind of emotion is not exaggerated. If you don't look carefully, you may think he is just smiling, but Zhou Weiying's eyes are dazzling.
He was always hostile and provoked for no reason, whether it was Jiang Xuesong or Chu Xun, why did the men around Fang Huan always have this virtue, no matter straight or straight?
"It's time to eat!" Fang Huan stepped in between Zhou Weiying and Chu Xun and sat down in a timely manner. He glanced at the rice bowl in front of him, and handed the rice to Chu Xun, "Brother, help me eat, it's too hot, I'll eat it Not that much."
"Then give it to me." Chu Xun was not polite.
Zhou Weiying felt that these two people were working together to anger him. Although he was unhappy, there was really no room for it.He was able to leave with an excuse just now, where else can he go now?Going home sulking?
Fang Huan could only feel that Zhou Weiying seemed unhappy, but he didn't know the specific reason.He didn't want to light a cannon, he just sat there and ate.He gave Chu Xun most of the meal, and he had a small bite left, which he finished in a while, but the others didn't seem to be in the mood to chat.The dinner table was very quiet. Fang Huan's cell phone rang. It was Li Lele who sent him a video call.
"Lele." Fang Huan said, "What's wrong?"
Li Lele said: "I'm at your house, sister, you have too many couriers. It didn't take long for the couriers to fill up your house. Hey, why don't you let Brother Zhou help you to collect the couriers at home? Isn't he How convenient is it to live right across the door from you?"
Fang Huan said uncomfortably, "He..."
"What do you want me to do?" Zhou Weiying entered the screen, Li Lele was taken aback, "Why are you two together? You..."
"It's nothing." Fang Huan said immediately, "Well, my door lock may not have been charged for a long time. When you wake up with the password, touch it a few times, and the response is a bit slow."
"All right, all right." Li Lele said, "Remember to send me a souvenir when you come back."
Fang Huan said: "There is an unopened box of Guerlain's Imperial Bee-Zit Essence on the shelf in my bathroom. Remember to take it with you when you leave."
Li Lele kissed the camera: "You are really my biological sister!"
Fang Huan said: "Damn girl."
Zhou Weiying said speechlessly, "Promise."
After hanging up the phone, Fang Huan also specifically explained to Zhou Weiying that he asked Li Lele to help him get the courier home. He didn't want Zhou Weiying to feel that he was using the public for personal gain.
Everyone is tired today. Sam will go back to tidy up the movies later, and when it's time to take a shower, the dinner table is quickly scattered, so Yu Hui finishes cleaning and goes to wash the dishes.
"Huh? They didn't say they would help you?" Zhou Weiying couldn't see Yu Hui busy serving these people by himself.
"They've been busy all day, so they're tired." Yu Hui said, "I don't have anything else to do. It's right to do some chores. Everyone is doing their own thing."
Zhou Weiying said: "It's too inhumane, isn't it? Forget it... They are all uncles, let me wash the dishes for you." He also likes to lie down when he is full, but he can't do things like always ordering others After coming out, Chu Xun felt that it should be Chu Xun's business, not his business.
After brushing for a while, Zhou Weiying couldn't stick to his philosophy anymore. Looking at the whole kitchen that hadn't been cleaned up, he was extremely upset. He put the bowl in the sink and said, "Wait for me."
"Why are you going..."
"Leave it alone!" Zhou Weiying shook his hands and ran away.
He felt that it was necessary for him to say something fair to Chu Xun. It was indeed not his style to be nosy, but it was not his style to be habitual.Yu Hui is so honest and a child, let Chu Xun play with it all day long?Is Wang Fa the handsome one?
Zhou Weiying turned to the bedroom on the second floor, knocked on the door and no one answered, Sam came up with a basin and asked, "Brother Zhou, are you looking for someone?"
"Where's Chu Xun?"
"He's over there with Arose in the bathroom," Sam said, "probably showering together."
"Ah?" Zhou Weiying was surprised, "The two of them together? No, can they wash together?"
"I just ran into it," Sam said, "Why don't you go and see for yourself?"
Zhou Weiying's face started to turn black, and he said "hmm", planning to see for himself what the two of them were up to.The bathroom is at the other end of the yard, surrounded by flowers and plants, very secluded.After Zhou Weiying passed by, he found that there was no one in the three shower rooms. He searched and heard Fang Huan's voice from the back.
"Brother." Fang Huan said, "Can you stop teasing him all the time? What if something really happens?"
Zhou Weiying thought that the "he" Fang Huan was talking about was Yu Hui, and thought that Fang Huan still had a conscience, and was about to praise him when Chu Xun spoke.
"Why, didn't you play too much before? What are you afraid of now?"
"The original is the original, and the present is the present." Fang Huan said seriously, "I... oh, you don't understand anyway."
"Why don't I understand?" Chu Xun said, "You haven't even tried it, how do you know it's not working?"
"Do I dare?" Fang Huan said distressedly, "I've been thinking about this for the past few days, or...or forget it. Brother, most straight men can't accept being confessed by a man, although I I don’t think he thinks of me as a man in his heart. I’ve thought a lot these days. Am I trying to satisfy myself or something else? I’ve already hurt Xuesong because of emotional selfishness, and I can’t go there anymore Hurting another person? He is just liked by me. Does it mean that he will have an additional psychological shadow of being confessed by the same sex? He is innocent, and I don’t want him to think of me in the future, all of which are unbearable memories. "
Chu Xun said: "Then don't think about it, what if it can be done?"
"Is there any advantage?" Fang Huan said, "He has liked a woman for more than 30 years. You let him suddenly like a man. You know how unrealistic it is, right? Even if I am good, God favors me, he bends, But how much pressure does he have to bear? He is different from me. I have nothing to worry about. He has a family, a social relationship, and too many things that cannot be let go. This is not a child's play. Brother , It’s too difficult, I can’t convince myself to kill him. Now I can only persuade myself to spend the last few days with him well, and keep some happy memories. Anyway, time can take everything away, right? I I want to buy a lot of out-of-print eye shadows, but out-of-print is out-of-print, no matter how much I like it or how rich I am, I can’t buy it, after a long time, it’s just like that, really.”
He himself said optimistic and strong words, but he was extremely sad in his heart.When had he been wronged like this?Perhaps the past was all about unforgettable love, but there was never a time like this one, which was not worthy of even saying it.
Zhou Weiying listened for most of the time, and started to panic in the middle. He felt that the "that person" in Fang Huan's mouth seemed familiar. Following Fang Huan's description, the shadow of "that person" gradually became clear, forcing his heartbeat to speed up and his breathing to become short of breath. But also cautious.A wandering voice told him the name of that person, but he couldn't believe it.This is not a joke, nor is it a dream, how could Fang Huan say such bitter and responsible words to "that person"?
really?
"Zhou Weiying won't thank you."
Finally, Chu Xun said the name of "that person" in a calm voice, and Zhou Weiying was shocked by an electric shock behind the tree shadow.He was like a student who dozed off in class, unsuspectingly being called by the teacher to stand up to answer the question, because he didn't know the answer at all, so he could only stand in the mocking eyes of all the students in shame.
No one is looking at him now, and even the two people who are talking to him don't know that he is here, but he feels that there are thousands of pairs of eyes staring at him.The surrounding flowers and plants, the ants on the ground, the moon in the sky, the lights in the distance... They all seemed to know the secret, waiting for Zhou Weiying's reaction like watching a good show.
Zhou Weiying left there in a daze, and returned to the kitchen when he regained consciousness.He took a deep breath, trying to preserve his last bit of reason, and helped Yu Hui finish the work in the kitchen, so that he could pretend nothing happened.
"Brother Zhou." Yu Hui asked, "Why did you go there just now?"
"Ah?" Zhou Weiying said calmly, "It's nothing, I went out for a walk."
"Then..." Yu Hui said tactfully, "If you have nothing to do, help me sweep the floor and don't do the dishes." If the brush is not clean, I dare to put it in the cabinet after washing it with water.
He really dared to live.
At night, Zhou Weiying was tossing and turning in bed, unable to sleep, his mind was full of the conversation between Fang Huan and Chu Xun.If Chu Xun hadn't mentioned his name, Zhou Weiying could still whitewash the peace.But that name was a magic key, which pulled out all the bits and pieces about Fang Huan from Zhou Weiying's mind.
All the actions that he regarded as normal and natural in the past suddenly became weird.
Why did he carry Fang Huan across the hall?Why did Fang Huan mess around with some things?Why didn't he avoid Fang Huan's sexual orientation and allow him to get close... Did he do too much or say too much and provoke Fang Huan?So that Fang Huan had unrealistic feelings for him?
How can this be?Doesn't Fang Huan hate people like himself the most?
Zhou Weiying abruptly opened his eyes until dawn. This was too mysterious information for him. He couldn't digest it, and he couldn't understand it. He just felt that his heart was trembling, his mind was very light, and his body seemed to be hollowed out. , is also very light.
It was dim outside, Zhou Weiying tilted his head to look at it, subconsciously made a swallowing movement, and found that his ears were a little tinnitus.
He had never experienced anything like this, nor had he ever felt this way.If it was someone irrelevant, he could just laugh it off.But Fang Huan, he didn't know what to do.What Fang Huan said last night seemed to be to pretend nothing happened. If that's the case, he'd better keep quiet, lest it be difficult for everyone.
It's just that no one can say this kind of mood, and Zhou Weiying also finds it difficult to resolve it.
"Ah? I'm fine..." Zhou Weiying said, "I just want to see if I can help."
Yu Hui gave Zhou Weiying a head of garlic: "Then help me pick this up."
"Eh, good."
Zhou Weiying was standing next to Yu Hui to chop the garlic. He watched Yu Hui cut the meat out of the corner of his eye. The pork belly with skin was cut into pieces of roughly the same size by Yu Hui. Then he copied it in the water and began to prepare other ingredients , the movements are smooth and flowing, very skilled.Zhou Weiying asked curiously: "Xiaohui, who did you learn to cook from?"
"My mother." Yu Hui said while busy, "I was always at home by myself, my father was always on a business trip, and my mother was also very busy at work. She was afraid that I would be hungry, so she taught me how to cook."
Zhou Weiying said, "Why don't you order takeaway? How troublesome is it to cook?"
"It's boring to be old." Yu Hui replied, "After graduating from college, I don't have much money, so I can only cook for myself, and I can save some money."
"What about now?" Zhou Weiying said, "Why did you go to Chu Xun's place to work? Did you know what he did before?"
Yu Hui said: "I know, it's just...a coincidence, Brother Xun doesn't recruit girls, he said that I was the only suitable boy who submitted resumes at that time."
Zhou Weiying said subconsciously: "Isn't he straight? Why don't you want girls?"
Yu Hui was also dazed by Zhou Weiying's words, and it took him a long time to realize: "It's not convenient for straight men and girls, brother Xun's assistant can provide food and lodging, and if I'm here, he'll finish the wash." You can walk out of the shower naked, but not for girls, right?"
"That's right, I asked Fang Huan to take it to the ditch." Zhou Weiying stopped chopping garlic, Yu Hui took two cloves from him and cut them up, and fried them with scallions and ginger in oil to create a fragrant aroma .It was already dark at this time, and the kitchen in the courtyard was an open room with a large stove. I don’t know if it was to match the “quaint” atmosphere. Many kitchen utensils are made of wood, which is very comfortable under the soft yellow light. textured.Yu Hui fried the sugar, put the meat in the pot and stir-fried, added some seasonings, added water to cover the ingredients, and the situation in the pot was stabilized, and the aroma was pressed back into the pot by the pot cover.
Yu Hui turned around and asked Zhou Weiying: "Brother Zhou, what did you just say?"
"No...it's nothing." Zhou Weiying shook his head.He seemed to have accepted Fang Huan's setting after staying with Fang Huan for a long time, and was very curious about how to coordinate the work and life patterns of Chu Xun and Yu Hui.What Yu Hui said was right, what people like Chu Xun should do is to differentiate men and women, not to separate them from other men.
Only Fang Huan would stare at other men without any problems, thinking about something.
Yu Hui tilted his head and blinked at Zhou Weiying, as if he really didn't hear what Zhou Weiying said before.But he didn't care, and after stewing the meat, he went to other ingredients.It takes time and heat to stew delicious braised pork. After a while, Zhou Weiying smelled the aroma and asked Yu Hui, "Why do you remember to eat braised pork?"
"Brother Xun likes to eat." Yu Hui replied naturally, "He said that my braised pork is the best, so he asked me to make it every now and then."
"You can really serve him." Zhou Weiying said, "Xiaohui, you have such a temper, when you can't do it with Chu Xun, tell me, I will make a food show for you, okay? Just find a very rustic and romantic kitchen, you don’t have to talk, just cook there, and I’m sure many girls are willing to watch.”
"I...I can't." Yu Hui is not the kind of person who shows his personality. He will take what others say seriously, so he also took Zhou Weiying's invitation as if he really had such thoughts, and waved his hands and said, "I don't know how to do that, Xun Brother is very good to me, I won’t let it go.”
Zhou Weiying said: "Then you want to be his assistant for the rest of your life? Don't you have a career plan? Will he pay you five insurances and one housing fund?"
Yu Hui stopped talking.
Zhou Weiying felt that his question was a bit questionable, so he patted Yu Hui on the shoulder and said, "Hey, it's useless to plan for a long time. Look at me, when I was young, I wanted to make money. I can live happily and have a happy family. Now I have money, but I’m still a widow. I don’t have a house, a car, or a wife, and my parents are still alive. It’s a disaster. It’s a failure to be like me. So, while you are young, you should be more yourself What you like to do, the boat will naturally go straight from the back to the front."
It was a long time before Fang Huan and the others got off work and went back. As soon as they entered the yard, they could smell the aroma of braised pork.Fang Huan shouted: "Xiaohui? Have you stewed meat?"
"Ah!" Yu Hui responded in the kitchen, "Are you back? It's time to wash your hands and eat."
Zhou Weiying had already set up the dining table in the yard, and he put the dishes made by Yu Hui on the table one by one. Yu Hui was serving food in the kitchen. Zhou Weiying said, "You still serve them rice? Don't get used to it." It's a bad smell, let them eat as much as they want."
Yu Hui said, "It's a matter of convenience."
Chu Xun was hungry and had already sat at the dinner table.Zhou Weiying was choked by Chu Xun a few times today, seeing that he was upset, he said: "You are a shopkeeper, can't you help with some work? Ren Xiaohui has been busy for a long time."
Yu Hui just came out of the kitchen, gave Chu Xun the rice bowl first, and even handed the chopsticks to Chu Xun's hands. Zhou Weiying said as if he didn't hear what he said: "Brother Xun, let's eat." Then he sat down Chu Xun's side.
Chu Xun turned the chopsticks in his hand, and smiled sarcastically at Zhou Weiying.That kind of emotion is not exaggerated. If you don't look carefully, you may think he is just smiling, but Zhou Weiying's eyes are dazzling.
He was always hostile and provoked for no reason, whether it was Jiang Xuesong or Chu Xun, why did the men around Fang Huan always have this virtue, no matter straight or straight?
"It's time to eat!" Fang Huan stepped in between Zhou Weiying and Chu Xun and sat down in a timely manner. He glanced at the rice bowl in front of him, and handed the rice to Chu Xun, "Brother, help me eat, it's too hot, I'll eat it Not that much."
"Then give it to me." Chu Xun was not polite.
Zhou Weiying felt that these two people were working together to anger him. Although he was unhappy, there was really no room for it.He was able to leave with an excuse just now, where else can he go now?Going home sulking?
Fang Huan could only feel that Zhou Weiying seemed unhappy, but he didn't know the specific reason.He didn't want to light a cannon, he just sat there and ate.He gave Chu Xun most of the meal, and he had a small bite left, which he finished in a while, but the others didn't seem to be in the mood to chat.The dinner table was very quiet. Fang Huan's cell phone rang. It was Li Lele who sent him a video call.
"Lele." Fang Huan said, "What's wrong?"
Li Lele said: "I'm at your house, sister, you have too many couriers. It didn't take long for the couriers to fill up your house. Hey, why don't you let Brother Zhou help you to collect the couriers at home? Isn't he How convenient is it to live right across the door from you?"
Fang Huan said uncomfortably, "He..."
"What do you want me to do?" Zhou Weiying entered the screen, Li Lele was taken aback, "Why are you two together? You..."
"It's nothing." Fang Huan said immediately, "Well, my door lock may not have been charged for a long time. When you wake up with the password, touch it a few times, and the response is a bit slow."
"All right, all right." Li Lele said, "Remember to send me a souvenir when you come back."
Fang Huan said: "There is an unopened box of Guerlain's Imperial Bee-Zit Essence on the shelf in my bathroom. Remember to take it with you when you leave."
Li Lele kissed the camera: "You are really my biological sister!"
Fang Huan said: "Damn girl."
Zhou Weiying said speechlessly, "Promise."
After hanging up the phone, Fang Huan also specifically explained to Zhou Weiying that he asked Li Lele to help him get the courier home. He didn't want Zhou Weiying to feel that he was using the public for personal gain.
Everyone is tired today. Sam will go back to tidy up the movies later, and when it's time to take a shower, the dinner table is quickly scattered, so Yu Hui finishes cleaning and goes to wash the dishes.
"Huh? They didn't say they would help you?" Zhou Weiying couldn't see Yu Hui busy serving these people by himself.
"They've been busy all day, so they're tired." Yu Hui said, "I don't have anything else to do. It's right to do some chores. Everyone is doing their own thing."
Zhou Weiying said: "It's too inhumane, isn't it? Forget it... They are all uncles, let me wash the dishes for you." He also likes to lie down when he is full, but he can't do things like always ordering others After coming out, Chu Xun felt that it should be Chu Xun's business, not his business.
After brushing for a while, Zhou Weiying couldn't stick to his philosophy anymore. Looking at the whole kitchen that hadn't been cleaned up, he was extremely upset. He put the bowl in the sink and said, "Wait for me."
"Why are you going..."
"Leave it alone!" Zhou Weiying shook his hands and ran away.
He felt that it was necessary for him to say something fair to Chu Xun. It was indeed not his style to be nosy, but it was not his style to be habitual.Yu Hui is so honest and a child, let Chu Xun play with it all day long?Is Wang Fa the handsome one?
Zhou Weiying turned to the bedroom on the second floor, knocked on the door and no one answered, Sam came up with a basin and asked, "Brother Zhou, are you looking for someone?"
"Where's Chu Xun?"
"He's over there with Arose in the bathroom," Sam said, "probably showering together."
"Ah?" Zhou Weiying was surprised, "The two of them together? No, can they wash together?"
"I just ran into it," Sam said, "Why don't you go and see for yourself?"
Zhou Weiying's face started to turn black, and he said "hmm", planning to see for himself what the two of them were up to.The bathroom is at the other end of the yard, surrounded by flowers and plants, very secluded.After Zhou Weiying passed by, he found that there was no one in the three shower rooms. He searched and heard Fang Huan's voice from the back.
"Brother." Fang Huan said, "Can you stop teasing him all the time? What if something really happens?"
Zhou Weiying thought that the "he" Fang Huan was talking about was Yu Hui, and thought that Fang Huan still had a conscience, and was about to praise him when Chu Xun spoke.
"Why, didn't you play too much before? What are you afraid of now?"
"The original is the original, and the present is the present." Fang Huan said seriously, "I... oh, you don't understand anyway."
"Why don't I understand?" Chu Xun said, "You haven't even tried it, how do you know it's not working?"
"Do I dare?" Fang Huan said distressedly, "I've been thinking about this for the past few days, or...or forget it. Brother, most straight men can't accept being confessed by a man, although I I don’t think he thinks of me as a man in his heart. I’ve thought a lot these days. Am I trying to satisfy myself or something else? I’ve already hurt Xuesong because of emotional selfishness, and I can’t go there anymore Hurting another person? He is just liked by me. Does it mean that he will have an additional psychological shadow of being confessed by the same sex? He is innocent, and I don’t want him to think of me in the future, all of which are unbearable memories. "
Chu Xun said: "Then don't think about it, what if it can be done?"
"Is there any advantage?" Fang Huan said, "He has liked a woman for more than 30 years. You let him suddenly like a man. You know how unrealistic it is, right? Even if I am good, God favors me, he bends, But how much pressure does he have to bear? He is different from me. I have nothing to worry about. He has a family, a social relationship, and too many things that cannot be let go. This is not a child's play. Brother , It’s too difficult, I can’t convince myself to kill him. Now I can only persuade myself to spend the last few days with him well, and keep some happy memories. Anyway, time can take everything away, right? I I want to buy a lot of out-of-print eye shadows, but out-of-print is out-of-print, no matter how much I like it or how rich I am, I can’t buy it, after a long time, it’s just like that, really.”
He himself said optimistic and strong words, but he was extremely sad in his heart.When had he been wronged like this?Perhaps the past was all about unforgettable love, but there was never a time like this one, which was not worthy of even saying it.
Zhou Weiying listened for most of the time, and started to panic in the middle. He felt that the "that person" in Fang Huan's mouth seemed familiar. Following Fang Huan's description, the shadow of "that person" gradually became clear, forcing his heartbeat to speed up and his breathing to become short of breath. But also cautious.A wandering voice told him the name of that person, but he couldn't believe it.This is not a joke, nor is it a dream, how could Fang Huan say such bitter and responsible words to "that person"?
really?
"Zhou Weiying won't thank you."
Finally, Chu Xun said the name of "that person" in a calm voice, and Zhou Weiying was shocked by an electric shock behind the tree shadow.He was like a student who dozed off in class, unsuspectingly being called by the teacher to stand up to answer the question, because he didn't know the answer at all, so he could only stand in the mocking eyes of all the students in shame.
No one is looking at him now, and even the two people who are talking to him don't know that he is here, but he feels that there are thousands of pairs of eyes staring at him.The surrounding flowers and plants, the ants on the ground, the moon in the sky, the lights in the distance... They all seemed to know the secret, waiting for Zhou Weiying's reaction like watching a good show.
Zhou Weiying left there in a daze, and returned to the kitchen when he regained consciousness.He took a deep breath, trying to preserve his last bit of reason, and helped Yu Hui finish the work in the kitchen, so that he could pretend nothing happened.
"Brother Zhou." Yu Hui asked, "Why did you go there just now?"
"Ah?" Zhou Weiying said calmly, "It's nothing, I went out for a walk."
"Then..." Yu Hui said tactfully, "If you have nothing to do, help me sweep the floor and don't do the dishes." If the brush is not clean, I dare to put it in the cabinet after washing it with water.
He really dared to live.
At night, Zhou Weiying was tossing and turning in bed, unable to sleep, his mind was full of the conversation between Fang Huan and Chu Xun.If Chu Xun hadn't mentioned his name, Zhou Weiying could still whitewash the peace.But that name was a magic key, which pulled out all the bits and pieces about Fang Huan from Zhou Weiying's mind.
All the actions that he regarded as normal and natural in the past suddenly became weird.
Why did he carry Fang Huan across the hall?Why did Fang Huan mess around with some things?Why didn't he avoid Fang Huan's sexual orientation and allow him to get close... Did he do too much or say too much and provoke Fang Huan?So that Fang Huan had unrealistic feelings for him?
How can this be?Doesn't Fang Huan hate people like himself the most?
Zhou Weiying abruptly opened his eyes until dawn. This was too mysterious information for him. He couldn't digest it, and he couldn't understand it. He just felt that his heart was trembling, his mind was very light, and his body seemed to be hollowed out. , is also very light.
It was dim outside, Zhou Weiying tilted his head to look at it, subconsciously made a swallowing movement, and found that his ears were a little tinnitus.
He had never experienced anything like this, nor had he ever felt this way.If it was someone irrelevant, he could just laugh it off.But Fang Huan, he didn't know what to do.What Fang Huan said last night seemed to be to pretend nothing happened. If that's the case, he'd better keep quiet, lest it be difficult for everyone.
It's just that no one can say this kind of mood, and Zhou Weiying also finds it difficult to resolve it.
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